love you before love after love

Chapter 76
Even though it was Leng Yan's wishful thinking and practice, Xia Sha was unconsciously moved by his actions.

"Are you free? If you have such time and experience, you should spend it on worthwhile people and things. I advise you that your study of Li Yu is more meaningful than my study."

"Li Yu and I grew up together, there is nothing I don't know about her likes and dislikes, so you don't have to worry about salty carrots."

Xia Sha pushed away Leng Yan's hand that was still on her lower abdomen, "Aren't you afraid that Li Qi will be unhappy if you treat other women like this?"

"Why do you keep talking about our family Li Yu? Besides, you are not another woman, you are my wife."

Xia Sha was going crazy, "Are you uncivilized, or mentally retarded? You love Li Yu in your heart, but you keep saying that I am your wife, Leng Yan, what do you really want? Now it is a society ruled by law, you are two Do you want to occupy it? Or do you mean that I am Li Yu’s substitute, as soon as Li Yu comes back, you will kick me away?”

"I, I didn't want to occupy both!"

"That means I'm Li Qi's substitute?"

Yan Yan shook his head like a rattle, "I didn't take you as a substitute for anyone?"

Xia Sha sneered and said, "Then do you want to be a couple with me forever? Even if Li Yu comes back, you won't have any unreasonable thoughts about her, but just let her be your memory?"

"..."

"I can't tell, can I? That's because you always have Li Yu in your heart, and I'm just a stranger who inadvertently broke in when you were alone. I'm a spice in your boring life. Once Li Yu comes back, she will come back to you." will quickly fill your life, and I'll be an eyesore and redundant."

Xia Sha didn't dare to lie to herself anymore, she was greedy for extravagant hopes, the breakup with Tang Yelei had already exhausted her physically and mentally once, she didn't want to experience it again, and she knew exactly what the ending would be.

"Leng Yan, we are married by contract. You didn't like me from the very beginning, and I also know that you only have Li Qi in your heart. I think it's better for us to keep the distance we should have."

Leng Yan grabbed his hair vigorously, and he also realized the contradiction in his heart. For a long time, he tried his best to avoid this problem, but when Xia Sha brought it up, Leng Yan finally understood that this After all, the problem cannot be avoided, he has to make a choice.

Leng Yan left Xia Sha's room, his silence and hesitation made Xia Sha's heart sink to the bottom.

Early in the morning, Xia Sha got up for a run and was about to leave the house when she saw Leng Yan standing at her door with panda eyes on her face, looking like she hadn't slept all night.

Xia Sha looked at Leng Yan coldly, she knew that this man had already made a decision, and she would have guessed the result of this decision even if Leng Yan didn't say anything.

It's just that Xia Sha still wants to hear him say it in person.

"You're right. I thought about it carefully last night. During this period of time, I was too selfish. I didn't consider your position and feelings at all, nor did I think about your future."

Leng Yan kept his head down, and didn't have the courage to look up at Xia Sha, "That bastard Tang Yelei, although I don't like him, but his qualifications and appearance are not bad. He must be here for you this time." Come here, if you choose to be with him again, it doesn't matter. But I think he is a bit scheming and not suitable for you."

"That boy Leng Zihan will be back in a few days. In fact, he is pretty good. He is thoughtful and sincere to you. His conditions are also very good. Although he doesn't have many shares in Aiwei, he only has a hundred shares. Seven-tenths of the stock, but it is enough for you to live comfortably and become a rich wife."

Xia Sha bit her lip, listening to him finish these words, "Have you finished?"

"Actually, after getting along with you this time, I found that you are a pretty good person. If anyone marries you, it can be regarded as a blessing. Although you are sometimes stupid, and you grow up like a pig, it doesn't matter. , you don't have to feel inferior because you have been divorced, I can be your witness, there is nothing between us."

"Just take care of yourself, and don't provoke me in the future." Xia Sha closed the door, bypassed Leng Yan, and walked into the stairs.

Like every day, Xia Sha was running in the morning on the daily route, and also ran through the place where she and Leng Yan used to chase each other. There were a few tears in the corners of Xia Sha's eyes, as well as the silent self-mockery. , after all, she lost to the woman she had no memory of.

During the morning meeting, a group of people discussed the feasibility of implementing the first step plan in the conference room. Secretary Wang put two glasses of warm water in the hands of Xia Sha and Tang Yelei just like yesterday, while the one in Leng Yan's hand was a glass of water. Blue Mountain Coffee.

Xia Sha didn't touch the cup of warm water yesterday because she didn't want to embarrass Leng Yan in the slightest, but today, Xia Sha picked up the cup the moment Secretary Wang put it down, put it to her mouth, and took a sip .

The seemingly ordinary actions in the eyes of others have different touches in the hearts of the two men.

Leng Yan lowered his head and said nothing, and no longer looked at Tang Yelei with high spirits like yesterday, despite the different opinions of the people at the meeting.

Until the end of the meeting, Leng Yan was still sitting on the chair absent-mindedly. If Tang Yelei hadn't sneered at him, Leng Yan hadn't recovered from his own small world.

"Mr. Leng, why didn't I see you all night, and your complexion changed so much? Did the two of you have a quarrel? In fact, Xia Sha is very easy to coax. She doesn't like to be coquettish and unreasonable like ordinary girls. I made a mistake, apologized, and it’s over.”

Tang Yelei pretended to be consoling like an ordinary friend, which made Leng Yan very upset, but he was not in the mood to be as knowledgeable as Tang Yelei at this time, "If Xia Sha chooses you, I have nothing to say, but I hope You love her with your heart, don't just rely on your wishful thinking, but also learn more about her needs and ideas."

Tang Yelei smiled and said, "Are you preaching to me? Or is it that Xia Sha wants to leave you and choose me again? I wonder if there is some misunderstanding between you and that woman? You don't really think I am In order to get her back, you invested in Aiwei Group, right?"

"Don't you?" Leng Yan sneered and hummed slightly. Tang Yelei's eyes could deceive others but not him, because Tang Yelei's eyes were so hot when he looked at Xia Sha that he was very annoyed. , even now he has made up his mind to choose Li Wei.

It's just that Tang Yelei's insecurity made Leng Yan look down on him a little bit, and felt that this man was not worthy of Xia Sha.

"There is no shortage of women around me, and there is no shortage of good-looking women, let alone those women with family backgrounds. Why should I chase after a money-grubbing woman, and a divorced woman?"

"Greedy? That's right, that's what I thought at first, but you don't look like you have no money, and you won't be dumped because you don't have money."

Tang Yelei didn't mind saying a few more words to Leng Yan, "When she left me, I was still a 'poor boy'."

"Poor boy?" Hearing Tang Yelei's words, Leng Yan couldn't help laughing, "You can change from a poor boy to a rich man in half a year after you've been separated? Do you think you're living in a fairy tale world? What era is it now? It's no longer the era where you can get rich overnight, don't lie to me like a child, are you hiding something from Xia Sha?"

Tang Yelei didn't answer, but Leng Yan was not interested in knowing what a black-bellied man like him was thinking, "To be honest, I really don't want Xia Sha to choose you. What a fart."

Leng Yan stood up and walked out of the conference room. When passing by Xia Sha's office, he quietly looked inside for a while, although he couldn't see anything from this angle.

Not in the mood to work, Leng Yan left the company early.

Xia Sha went to the company's employee cafeteria alone at noon, and sat alone at a table by the window, poking the spoon in her hand back and forth on the dinner plate, and didn't take a bite for a long time.

"You are still the same as before, whenever you have something on your mind, you will compete with Fan."

Xia Sha raised her head and saw Tang Yelei uninvited and sitting opposite her with a plate.

"Why are you here too?"

"I'm not familiar with this place, so I don't want to go out to find a restaurant. Besides, the company's restaurant looks very good, with a lot of dishes." Tang Yelei took a spoonful and put it in his mouth, "Well, it tastes good."

Xia Sha also took a spoonful and chewed slowly, but she didn't swallow it for a long time, it was more like holding it in her mouth and forgetting.

"What's wrong? Did you quarrel with Leng Yan?" Tang Yelei ate with his head down, not looking at Xia Sha.

"no!"

"You used to be like this when you quarreled with me. You liked to sit alone by the window in a daze and sulk. In fact, every time I hid in a corner outside the window and watched you quietly until you left behind The table of food leaves."

Tang Yelei raised his head and smiled faintly at Xia Sha, "I never thought to let you know that I'm actually by your side, because every time you resurrect with full blood like a little soldier with a self-healing system, you don't need me Too many languages ​​and nothing will happen between us."

"I didn't talk about it before, so what's the point of talking about it now?" Xia Sha lowered her head, looking at the rice on the plate, she still had no appetite.

"Silent care and protection are of course only reserved for my woman, but you are no longer. Speaking out is just ending a period of the past." Tang Yelei threw the spoon into the dinner plate, picked up the plate and stood up from the seat Get up and step out of Xia Sha's eyes.

Xia Sha supported her forehead with both hands, and slightly closed her eyes. It was not until almost all the employees in the restaurant were gone that Xia Sha recovered from her own world.

Both Tang Yelei and Leng Yan are involved in this "Wings" project. Xia Sha plans to devote all her energy in the future to this project. explain.

(End of this chapter)