Wife in a flash marriage: Mr. President, please divorce

Chapter 341 I can't

Seeing Lin Donglu waking up and taking off the oxygen mask, she couldn't help worrying: "Are you awake? How are you? Wait a minute, I'll call the doctor."

Le Yan'er was confused for a moment, she forgot that there was a bell beside the bed, she stood up suddenly, and was about to call someone.

However, just as she took a step, Lin Donglu grabbed her hand heavily.

"Don't go, I'm fine."

His voice was very calm, maybe he had just woken up, and he was a little weak, but when it fell into her ears, it was extremely uncomfortable.

"You have become what you are now, is it okay?"

Le Yan'er turned around angrily, but saw a faint smile on Lin Donglu's pale face.

She hadn't seen such a gentle and pure smile on Lin Donglu's face for a long time.

"You know it all, don't you? You know that I'm going crazy, I'm going to lose control of myself, don't you?" He smiled back and asked, there was a sense of sadness in that smile.

Le Yan'er looked at his pale face and fragile smile, feeling extremely sour in her heart, and nodded.

He has been such an excellent person since he was a child, how can he accept that he has become mentally ill?

The sympathy in Le Yan'er's eyes hurt Lin Donglu's heart.

His tone suddenly turned cold, "Then why did you come to see me? Are you pitying me?"

"Dr. Zhang called me and said that your condition is very bad, but I didn't expect it to be this bad. Why did you come to the hospital alone? Why didn't Han Ke and Bai Ruomei come with you? And your mother, How many people have you lied to?"

A series of questions, Lin Donglu couldn't resist, avoided her questions, and said: "Dr. Zhang is looking for you, why did he take the initiative to contact you?"

"Didn't you tell him to look for me? Why did you keep such a big thing secret until now? You should have told me earlier!" Le Yan'er said a little excitedly.

Only then did Lin Donglu realize that it was he himself who wanted her to come.

He must have been chanting Le Yan'er's name in a coma and deliriously, it was so profound, as if it had been engraved into his bone marrow, he couldn't forget it at all.

Lin Donglu instantly felt that he had no position to blame Le Yan'er. Since he slowly discovered the truth, he couldn't let go and kept pestering Le Yan'er.

Now that she's here, if you know it, you'll know it, sympathy or indifference, as long as he can see her is enough.

Looking at this face that made him think about it day and night, Lin Donglu couldn't help asking: "If you knew about my illness earlier, wouldn't it make me sick?"

"Yes, I won't make you suffer so much." Le Yan'er paused, "After all, you are still my friend."

Hearing the first half of the sentence, Lin Donglu felt a kind of joy in his heart, but before he had time to be happy, the second half of the sentence sent him back to hell.

They're friends, that's all.

He laughed at himself, smiling so lonelyly: "Thank you for your kindness, I appreciate it, this is my own business, I can handle it well."

"How do you deal with it?" Thinking of what the doctor said to her just now, Le Yan'er felt an inexplicable anger in her heart, "You have known about your condition for a long time, but you have been refusing to receive treatment. You have been procrastinating like this, are you really going to Drag yourself into a schizophrenic?"

Lin Donglu smiled self-deprecatingly: "Accept treatment? The success rate of treatment is not [-]% at all, you know? If it fails, I may lose all my memory again, even worse than before, and IQ will deteriorate!"

Le Yan'er was stunned, she did not expect such serious consequences.

But then she said again: "Are you avoiding treatment because of the risk? Even if you lose your memory again, you can start over again! You have Han Ke, Bai Ruomei, and so many people who care about you and love you, Are you worrying them like that?"

Facing Le Yan'er's questioning, Lin Donglu was speechless, he couldn't tell what he had done.

Perhaps, this is called self-inflicted.

Seeing Lin Donglu's silent expression, Le Yan'er also calmed down.

She is just an ordinary friend in front of him now, not an ex-girlfriend. What qualifications does she have to teach him a lesson?
Moreover, the one who should feel sorry for him will not be himself, but those who love him.

Le Yan'er took a deep breath, suppressed the churning thoughts in her heart, and looked at him with cold eyes: "I'll call Han Ke and ask him to take care of you. , I can't rest assured."

As she said that, she took out her mobile phone and was about to call Han Ke.

But unexpectedly, the weak Lin Donglu suddenly jumped off the bed excitedly, and threw her mobile phone on the ground. With the violent sound, the mobile phone became torn apart.

Le Yan'er was taken aback by his violent action, and looked at Lin Donglu in horror, as if she saw the moment when Lin Donglu strangled her neck at the charity banquet.

His face was bulging with blue veins, his face was ferocious, and even his eyes were blood red.

She kept trying to convince herself that it was Lin Donglu who lost control of his emotions that day, otherwise she would not have the courage to face a person who once wanted to kill her.

But now, Lin Donglu gave her that feeling again.

His illness... has lasted for so long and hasn't gotten better, but has it gotten worse?
Lin Donglu also seemed to be frightened by his actions. He looked at his hands in disbelief, and then at Le Yan'er's bloodless face, and couldn't help taking two steps back in pain.

He inserted his hands into his hair angrily, and shouted emotionally: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it! I, I can't control myself... But I can't tell them, I can't let anyone see me like this! If People in the company know about my condition, and I will lose everything! I can't let the outside world know that I'm crazy! I can't!"

The last three words roared out, and his eyes turned red.

but……

There were tears of pain in those scarlet eyes.

Le Yan'er was stunned.

Only now did she understand why the doctor said that he was emotionally broken and under such great pressure, how could Lin Donglu not go crazy?
He doesn't dare to tell anyone now, not even his closest relatives, he is alone and helpless now, he only has one person!

She suddenly felt that Lin Donglu was actually the most pitiful person.

He held on too tightly, but in the end, there was nothing left in his hands.

Le Yan'er wanted to step forward to comfort him and calm him down, but Lin Donglu stopped him.

"Don't come here, I... I'm afraid I will hurt you, these are not what I want... Yan'er, I am no longer myself..."

There was too much sadness and helplessness in his voice, as well as deep self-loathing.

This voice made Le Yan'er's heart ache.

I still remember how high-spirited he was back then, with good looks, family background, character, and personality. She always felt that she was not good enough for him.

But now, the former young man seemed to have lost all his vigor, the sunshine and cheerfulness disappeared, and he turned into a gloomy and sick man.

She is really heartbroken.

(End of this chapter)