Chapter 868
Yu Shanshan lowered her head, unable to see her expression, and didn't know what she was thinking.
Ye Junyi was about to continue speaking, but Yu Shanshan suddenly took a deep breath, sat up straight, and looked at her for a moment with her clear and beautiful eyes.
"I promise you."
As soon as these four words were spoken, it seemed as if the blood from her whole body was drawn out, and her face was extremely pale.
"You...really willing, are you really willing?" Ye Junyi said overjoyed.
"Yes, but... what if he doesn't leave?"
"It's impossible for him not to leave. This matter depends on whether you are cruel. If you push away cruelly, he will definitely give up!"
Push away cruelly...
This is really cruel.
"it is good."
She replied softly.
"Miss Yu won't go back on her word?"
"No, wait for my news. Thank you for telling me all this and reminding me that I am doing a stupid thing. I really shouldn't delay him. Thank you, it's nothing, I'll go first..."
"I'll take you back."
"No, thank you."
She bent down and bowed, then turned and left, not daring to stay for another second.
Fleeing away, the moment he went out, tears rolled down his face.
Soon Ye Junyi also came out of the store, and the driver stepped forward.
"Miss Yu just left crying."
"I can see that she really loves my son, but...they can't be together, it will ruin him. Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. I can't just watch my son be doomed. Hey... "
"Then... shall we still look for the young master?"
"No, after she rejects Jingchen and we show up again when he is disheartened, he will know who he should choose between the woman and his family."
"In this way, won't you be cruel to the young master? The young master loves this woman very much, and has reached the state of madness. I'm afraid if you do this..."
"I have no other way. Fortunately, this girl is reasonable, and it can be regarded as saving a lot of unnecessary trouble. I hope, I can succeed once! Let's go, don't tell the master about my coming to City A."
"Yes, ma'am."
Ye Junyi took a deep look at the direction in which Yu Shanshan disappeared, and finally sighed helplessly. As a parent, she had to do this.
And Yu Shanshan walked aimlessly on the street, not knowing where she was in a mess, a strange street, a strange person, she was alone in a mess.
Just then, the phone rang, and the caller ID was Bai Jingchen.
Yu Shanshan looked at the caller ID and felt uncomfortable.
She watched, let it ring, and did nothing.
She really can't delay Bai Jingchen anymore, this man has already done a lot for him, if he continues to get involved, could it be...
Is it true that the Bai family has no descendants?
My own fate is already sad enough, do I still want to bring Bai Jingchen together?
if this is love
Too cruel!
She walked through the streets and alleys step by step, and finally came to the church that Le Yan'er helped her choose.
It's not Sunday, so not many people come here to worship. The inside is very clean and solemn, and the white walls imitate the Gothic style, which looks very charming.
There are godfathers and nuns, and there is a small bookshelf at the door with brochures.
She was wearing a skirt, and the nun at the door gave her a cloth towel.
She went in, looked at the environment inside, and thought of the description Le Yan'er gave her.
It is said that this small church has presided over more than 100 weddings, and every couple is harmonious, and sometimes couples often come to pray.
She sat on the last side and could hear the singing in the Bible, so graceful and slow.
She picked up the phone and called Lin Donglu: "Boss Lin..."
Before she finished speaking, Lin Donglu interrupted, and said in a hurry: "Where are you now? Bai Jingchen is looking for you, and he is about to go crazy!"
"I see. I'm doing something outside now. I've already thought about the theme of this issue. It may take a while before I can give it to you."
"You can let go of work for a while, no one is forcing you, the most important thing is to take care of yourself." Lin Donglu said helplessly, the concern he showed was not fake.
Yu Shanshan has always felt that she is very lucky to meet so many kind and helpful people in such a bad life.
"Lin Donglu, thank you, it's really nice to have you as a friend."
"Why did you say this suddenly? I'm not used to it anymore. Where are you now? I'll ask Bai Jingchen to pick you up."
"No, I'm going back now, please." Yu Shanshan said politely, and then hung up the phone.
She turned to leave, but was stopped by someone: "Madam, what do you want to do here? Do you want to listen to the Lord's teaching, or do you want to talk about your own distress?"
"Can you say it?"
"Tell everything to the Lord, and the Lord will help you solve your worries and problems." The nun smiled gently and pointed to the direction behind, where there was a small compartment for confession.
repent……
She does need to confess.
She walked over with heavy steps, and finally came to the compartment. She couldn't see the godfather, and the two didn't know each other. This compartment was set up to protect personal privacy and give people a feeling of confessing directly to God.
After the door closed, she clenched her fingers and took a few deep breaths, trying to get rid of the depression in her heart, but after trying several times, she still felt like a big stone was pressed against her chest.
She couldn't tell.
It's hard to open my mouth.
Time passed by, and the godfather on the opposite side also behaved very calmly, waiting quietly for her to tell.
Finally, she closed her eyes, gritted her teeth, and said.
"I'm sorry for being alone."
"He is the person I love the most, but I can't give him what he wants. He wants marriage and children, and I can't give him that. His mother came to me today and advised me to let go and make me ruthless. I know it's cruel to drive him away, but I have no choice.
"He will not end well if he is with me. My parents, my past, and my life are just a mess. I don't want to implicate him anymore, but... I am also reluctant to leave him.
"God... what do you think I should do?"
The priest opposite did not answer.
She let out a breath and continued: "Actually, it's my fault. Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. You shouldn't have given each other hope in the first place. Now I gave him hope, but I have to cut it off with my own hands. hate myself.
"I just want to pray that he can heal the wound in his heart as soon as possible. You can hate me, but don't torture yourself. I also hope that he can live happily with Catherine, have a family of his own, and a child of his own. Don't do it for a Unworthy people sacrificed so much.
"God, if you can really hear, please help me, I am willing to exchange the rest of my life with you, I am willing to never go to heaven after death, just hope...he can be good! If the wish is fulfilled, I will come back and pay my wish.”
(End of this chapter)
Yu Shanshan lowered her head, unable to see her expression, and didn't know what she was thinking.
Ye Junyi was about to continue speaking, but Yu Shanshan suddenly took a deep breath, sat up straight, and looked at her for a moment with her clear and beautiful eyes.
"I promise you."
As soon as these four words were spoken, it seemed as if the blood from her whole body was drawn out, and her face was extremely pale.
"You...really willing, are you really willing?" Ye Junyi said overjoyed.
"Yes, but... what if he doesn't leave?"
"It's impossible for him not to leave. This matter depends on whether you are cruel. If you push away cruelly, he will definitely give up!"
Push away cruelly...
This is really cruel.
"it is good."
She replied softly.
"Miss Yu won't go back on her word?"
"No, wait for my news. Thank you for telling me all this and reminding me that I am doing a stupid thing. I really shouldn't delay him. Thank you, it's nothing, I'll go first..."
"I'll take you back."
"No, thank you."
She bent down and bowed, then turned and left, not daring to stay for another second.
Fleeing away, the moment he went out, tears rolled down his face.
Soon Ye Junyi also came out of the store, and the driver stepped forward.
"Miss Yu just left crying."
"I can see that she really loves my son, but...they can't be together, it will ruin him. Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. I can't just watch my son be doomed. Hey... "
"Then... shall we still look for the young master?"
"No, after she rejects Jingchen and we show up again when he is disheartened, he will know who he should choose between the woman and his family."
"In this way, won't you be cruel to the young master? The young master loves this woman very much, and has reached the state of madness. I'm afraid if you do this..."
"I have no other way. Fortunately, this girl is reasonable, and it can be regarded as saving a lot of unnecessary trouble. I hope, I can succeed once! Let's go, don't tell the master about my coming to City A."
"Yes, ma'am."
Ye Junyi took a deep look at the direction in which Yu Shanshan disappeared, and finally sighed helplessly. As a parent, she had to do this.
And Yu Shanshan walked aimlessly on the street, not knowing where she was in a mess, a strange street, a strange person, she was alone in a mess.
Just then, the phone rang, and the caller ID was Bai Jingchen.
Yu Shanshan looked at the caller ID and felt uncomfortable.
She watched, let it ring, and did nothing.
She really can't delay Bai Jingchen anymore, this man has already done a lot for him, if he continues to get involved, could it be...
Is it true that the Bai family has no descendants?
My own fate is already sad enough, do I still want to bring Bai Jingchen together?
if this is love
Too cruel!
She walked through the streets and alleys step by step, and finally came to the church that Le Yan'er helped her choose.
It's not Sunday, so not many people come here to worship. The inside is very clean and solemn, and the white walls imitate the Gothic style, which looks very charming.
There are godfathers and nuns, and there is a small bookshelf at the door with brochures.
She was wearing a skirt, and the nun at the door gave her a cloth towel.
She went in, looked at the environment inside, and thought of the description Le Yan'er gave her.
It is said that this small church has presided over more than 100 weddings, and every couple is harmonious, and sometimes couples often come to pray.
She sat on the last side and could hear the singing in the Bible, so graceful and slow.
She picked up the phone and called Lin Donglu: "Boss Lin..."
Before she finished speaking, Lin Donglu interrupted, and said in a hurry: "Where are you now? Bai Jingchen is looking for you, and he is about to go crazy!"
"I see. I'm doing something outside now. I've already thought about the theme of this issue. It may take a while before I can give it to you."
"You can let go of work for a while, no one is forcing you, the most important thing is to take care of yourself." Lin Donglu said helplessly, the concern he showed was not fake.
Yu Shanshan has always felt that she is very lucky to meet so many kind and helpful people in such a bad life.
"Lin Donglu, thank you, it's really nice to have you as a friend."
"Why did you say this suddenly? I'm not used to it anymore. Where are you now? I'll ask Bai Jingchen to pick you up."
"No, I'm going back now, please." Yu Shanshan said politely, and then hung up the phone.
She turned to leave, but was stopped by someone: "Madam, what do you want to do here? Do you want to listen to the Lord's teaching, or do you want to talk about your own distress?"
"Can you say it?"
"Tell everything to the Lord, and the Lord will help you solve your worries and problems." The nun smiled gently and pointed to the direction behind, where there was a small compartment for confession.
repent……
She does need to confess.
She walked over with heavy steps, and finally came to the compartment. She couldn't see the godfather, and the two didn't know each other. This compartment was set up to protect personal privacy and give people a feeling of confessing directly to God.
After the door closed, she clenched her fingers and took a few deep breaths, trying to get rid of the depression in her heart, but after trying several times, she still felt like a big stone was pressed against her chest.
She couldn't tell.
It's hard to open my mouth.
Time passed by, and the godfather on the opposite side also behaved very calmly, waiting quietly for her to tell.
Finally, she closed her eyes, gritted her teeth, and said.
"I'm sorry for being alone."
"He is the person I love the most, but I can't give him what he wants. He wants marriage and children, and I can't give him that. His mother came to me today and advised me to let go and make me ruthless. I know it's cruel to drive him away, but I have no choice.
"He will not end well if he is with me. My parents, my past, and my life are just a mess. I don't want to implicate him anymore, but... I am also reluctant to leave him.
"God... what do you think I should do?"
The priest opposite did not answer.
She let out a breath and continued: "Actually, it's my fault. Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. You shouldn't have given each other hope in the first place. Now I gave him hope, but I have to cut it off with my own hands. hate myself.
"I just want to pray that he can heal the wound in his heart as soon as possible. You can hate me, but don't torture yourself. I also hope that he can live happily with Catherine, have a family of his own, and a child of his own. Don't do it for a Unworthy people sacrificed so much.
"God, if you can really hear, please help me, I am willing to exchange the rest of my life with you, I am willing to never go to heaven after death, just hope...he can be good! If the wish is fulfilled, I will come back and pay my wish.”
(End of this chapter)
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