Chapter 176

She actually had a crazy idea, wishing she could really find the kind of senior psychiatrist on TV, hypnotize herself, and completely forget and delete everything about Yi Weian without leaving a trace.Then I will leave here, far away, and I will no longer have contact with Yi Weian in this life, so, will it be better for me?
However, should all these memories be forgotten?Forget Yi Weian's kindness to him, forget Yi Weian's harm to him, forget the love-hate entanglement between the two of them, forget all his feelings in the past few years. Yi Weian is gone?

Thinking about it, Ling Xinnuan laughed at herself.

She thought, if this is really possible, what kind of feeling would it be like?But she knew that once she really forgot about Yi Weian, her heart would become empty, and there would be no one else around.

Ling Xinnuan smiled wryly, thinking of the days when Yi Weian was forgotten, she felt empty, as if she was a ghost, wandering back and forth in the eternal solitude, but couldn't find a place to stay.

Such a feeling of loneliness and emptiness, even if Ling Xinnuan imagined it, she felt very depressed and uncomfortable, and she couldn't bear it at all.Instead of forgetting everything, it's better to remember all of this, remember everything about Yi Weian, whether it's the good that Yi Weian gave to oneself, or the pain that Yi Weian gave to oneself, at least it's all true feelings, and it's all about oneself. At least she can still feel that she is a living person with flesh and blood.

Ling Xinnuan was immersed in her own world, slowly ignoring Yi Weian and Zhao Xiaoru in front of her, and also ignoring the strange eyes of those employees. She was just eating quietly at the moment, as if she was the only one left here. .
Now Ling Xinnuan almost wants to cheer for herself. She originally thought that he would not be able to bear it. He originally thought that she might leave immediately, but no, she just endured it like this, for a while. After the meal, she just finished the meal calmly, without any strange expression on her face.

It turns out that many things you thought were not true.There are many things that you think are impossible, but you can do it after hard work.Just like now, Ling Xin smiled warmly, and her ninja skills had taken another step forward.

If Lin Huizi knew her current situation and feelings, she would definitely criticize herself fiercely. She never thought before that she could do what she is doing now.

And slowly, although the smile on Yi Weian's face was still there, the sullenness in his eyes became more and more intense. He glanced at Ling Xinnuan without a trace, but saw Ling Xinnuan lowered his head to eat intently, with a look of A little dazed, I don't know where my mind has gone!
Does this woman have a heart? Her husband kisses me with other women in front of her. Does she really feel nothing?Even if this woman doesn't care about herself, doesn't she even care about her own dignity, so calm?

And Zhao Xiaoru was the closest to Yi Weian, and happened to be able to feel the slowly gloomy aura on Yi Weian, so she had to eat obediently and dare not speak.

Yi Weiyan looked at Yi Weian with some helplessness and sympathy. The four of them had different thoughts during the meal, but none of them enjoyed the meal.
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Back in the office, Ling Xinnuan slowly shrank back on the chair, hugging herself tightly with both hands, as if by doing this, she could feel warmer.She can't forget Yi Weian's thoughtfulness to Zhao Xiaoru, and the gentle smile on Yi Weian's face, but it doesn't belong to her.

She couldn't forget that the tenderness in Yi Weian's eyes was for Zhao Xiaoru, but for herself it was ridicule and indifference.

Could it be that Yi Weian really likes Zhao Xiaoru that much!Is it true that I really have no hope at all!
Ling Xinnuan whispered, but didn't know the answer.

She has never seen clearly that this man Yi Weian, whether it was before or now, no matter when Yi Weian was kind to her or when she was pregnant, he couldn't see this man clearly.It was as if everything was covered with a layer of gauze, which she couldn't untie, nor could she see clearly.

Ling Xinnuan huddled in the chair like this for an entire afternoon, knowing that her hands and feet were almost numb.

"you are not really happy."

At this moment, Ling Xinnuan's cell phone rang, and Ling Xinnuan sat quietly on the chair, staring blankly at the cell phone on the table, but her body remained motionless, her face blank.

The phone rang again and again, Ling Xinnuan finally came to his senses on the fifth time, took the phone, saw the caller ID on it, hesitated, Ling Xinnuan connected.

"Hey?"

"Warm, warm"

Mo Junru's voice was a little confused, and he called Ling Xinnuan's name one after another, each time getting lighter, but hitting Ling Xinnuan's heart harder each time.

"Junru, where are you, what's wrong with you?"

Ling Xinnuan frowned, she heard something wrong with Mo Junru's voice, under normal circumstances, Mo Junru would not be like this.

"Hey, Nuan Nuan, are you happy? I know you like Yi Weian, but I'm not reconciled to that bastard Yi Weian. He doesn't cherish you at all. Why are you still persistent? Why can't you give me a chance? Nuan Nuan , warm."

Mo Junru's voice was full of grievances, but also a little bit of pain, which made Ling Xinnuan's mood slowly sink, and she realized that something was wrong with Mo Junyu at this time.

"Junru, are you drunk? Where are you? Don't make trouble, okay?"

"Nuan Nuan, are you caring about me? Nuan Nuan, are you still caring about me? Hehe, I'm so happy! Nuan Nuan is caring about me! Nuan Nuan"

Mo Junru laughed, with a strong childlike voice in his voice, which made Ling Xinnuan even more worried. How much alcohol did this child drink to become like this? Mo Junru is irrational now, right? .

"Junru, where did you drink? Is there anyone around you? Do you know if you don't drink? Tell me where you are. I'll find someone to pick you up, okay?"

Ling Xinnuan lowered her voice and said softly.

"Pick me up, okay, Nuan Nuan will pick me up, I want Nuan Nuan."

Mo Junru suddenly looked like a little mouse who had stolen oil, and laughed secretly, with a hint of joy in his voice.

"Where are you?"

Ling Xinnuan helped her forehead helplessly, but she didn't know what to do, so she had to ask Mo Junru's location first, let someone else pick him up, now Mo Junru is already engaged, she is talking to her If Mo Junru is together, people will be misunderstood.

Although that Li Ruozhi was very hostile to her, she still didn't want her to be misunderstood and uncomfortable, because she really knew what it was like.

"I won't tell you, Nuan Nuan, can you come to me?"

Ling Xinnuan was helpless again. This child didn't tell her where he was, but she asked herself to find him. How would she find him?It seems that Mo Junru really drank a lot, otherwise, he would not have said such illogical words.

"Nuan Nuan, I'm swimming! Hey, guess where I am." Mo Junru continued, with a hint of excitement and anticipation in his voice.

Harbor Bay Hotel!
This place immediately appeared in Ling Xinnuan's mind, and at the same time, she felt a little guilty. She didn't know how deep Mo Junru's feelings for her were, but she would get drunk in the place where she used to stay together. Because of myself!This alone is enough to move Ling Xinnuan.

In fact, Ling Xinnuan had thought about it more than once, if the person she married was not Yi Weian, but Mo Junru, what would be the result now.Could it be that, as Lin Huizi said, Mo Junru and Yi Wei'an are not the same, they don't care too much about themselves, let alone take the initiative to understand themselves, and their final results may not be as good as they are now?

Or, can she get along well with Mo Junru, and even fall in love with Mo Junru before meeting Yi Weian?She once thought that what makes Mo Junru better than Yi Wei'an is that Mo Junru is willing to spend time and effort to understand herself, no matter what the reason is.Mo Junru is also more thoughtful than Yi Wei'an, at least she can see some of Mo Junru's sincerity.

But she couldn't see through Yi Weian at all, even when Yi Weian was the best to her, she still couldn't see through, that's why she was uneasy, and that's why she felt a deep sense of unreality!

However, any assumptions will not happen. She has already married Yi Weian, fell in love with her, and got hurt.

With a chuckle, Ling Xinnuan hesitated for a moment, she was suddenly a little stunned, although she knew the location of Mo Junru, but she didn't know who to pick up Mo Junru, now that Mo Junru was drunk and It must be very dangerous in the swimming pool. If you accidentally fall in it, it will be broken.

But after thinking about it, she couldn't find a suitable person to pick up Mo Junru.It's impossible for her to inform Li Ruozhi. First, he doesn't have Li Ruozhi's contact information, and they already have scandals. If Li Ruozhi hears that he knows where Mo Junru is, it will definitely cause unnecessary misunderstandings. They Getting engaged soon, Ling Xinnuan didn't want any bad things to come out.

As for Yi Tianqi, she didn't think about it at all, she didn't want to talk to this aunt very much, Yi Tianqi guarded against him like a thief, if she received his call, she would definitely find an opportunity to talk to him again.

She also doesn't want to trouble the members of the Yi family, otherwise, this matter will soon spread to the ears of the entire Yi family.

It is even more impossible to find someone casually. If someone takes advantage of it, it will be a very troublesome thing.

Suddenly, Ling Xinnuan's eyes lit up. By the way, why did she forget about Zhong Zigang? Aren't he and Mo Junru very good brothers? It's just right for him to take care of Mo Junru.

Thinking of this, Ling Xinnuan didn't delay, she said to Mo Junru to wait, and immediately called Lin Huizi.

(End of this chapter)

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