Lonely Love in Another World: Madam has a big temper

Chapter 191 There Are Assassins ([-])
There are assassins ([-])
Where should she go?

Go back to Wanxin City to find Xi Zhihou!This was the first idea that came to her mind.But quickly rejected!

She was a little disappointed that she was snatched from his territory so easily!Although she hasn't figured out what's going on with Cao'er, it still makes her a little uncomfortable!In addition...he has never let her get acquainted with Feixue, she is still a little depressed!

It doesn't matter if you say that she is making trouble for no reason, or that she doesn't know what is good or bad, she is just angry, very angry!
So, now she doesn't want to go back!Think of it as a quarrel between boyfriend and girlfriend.She wants to give herself some space, she needs to think about it, think about herself.

Along the way, he did whatever he asked her to do, if he asked her to save people, she would save them, if he told her not to save her, she would not save them, and whoever he asked her to teach... It was almost like he ordered her to move one by one. ...Let her not recognize each other if she can't recognize each other...Let her feel that she is just a marionette in his hands.Although he showed great care and liked this puppet, but as a puppet, she needs to find herself!
Ever since the goodbye to Xi Zhihou, Qingqing had a feeling of falling into the mist.All I know is that she likes him, and he also likes her, and she wants to work hard to continue this love... And because of this, she never thought of pulling away these clouds, but only thought, anyway, he is leading the way. , will always lead her to the end of happiness.Even if she couldn't get there, she had planned to be hurt, so she wouldn't be hurt too badly.

She has been thinking like this, and has been foolishly happy.My mind has been in chaos... I can only see him, and I can see his likes!

But now, she is slowly sorting out the chaos in her mind, and finally pulled out the cloud and mist.

A sentence that the aunt in the orphanage in the previous life once said to her suddenly appeared in her mind, "One must love oneself first, and then others will love you. If you don't even love yourself, how can others love you, love you of what?"

In her previous life, she often went to see that aunt, and she always used these words to reflect on herself.But after arriving in this world...she seemed to gradually forget about it.Especially after meeting the man Xi Zhihou, not only did she not love herself enough, she couldn't even find herself.

"Why does he love me." Qingqing murmured, "I don't even know who I am, so why does he love me?"

She looked up to the sky and sighed, "I can't go back. If I go back, I will be completely lost." She had already thought that if she went back and followed the path Xi Zhihou originally envisioned, her next life would be: to go to Beijing and open a college.Then, stay in the academy for the rest of your life.Maybe there will be a high status, but it will definitely be controlled.

People in the royal family also have children, and they can't let her go.Even if Xi Zhihou is a general with heavy soldiers in his hands, he is also a soldier in the emperor's hands, and he will obey the emperor... At that time, I am afraid that her marriage will no longer be in Xi Zhihou's control, not because he wants to marry her. just married.She could almost imagine the moment when she was proclaimed into the palace and became the imperial concubine.She and Xi Zhihou looked at each other, his eyes must have been filled with pain, but he couldn't do anything.

Only one emperor's order is hard to break, even if it is crushed, it will crush him to death!

Suddenly, he broke out in sweat.His eyes became clearer... "By the way, what am I going to do?"

(End of this chapter)