Five years of love: the baby is 73 days old

Chapter 137

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Shen Luoxin had been in her own dream for a long time.


She knew that if this continued, she would definitely die.


But she just didn't want to go out.


Mom and Dad died?


Do not!They are not dead, it must be fake!


As long as you don't go out, you don't need to prove it!

As long as she doesn't go out, no one will force her to admit it.


But why did those photos in the newspaper keep appearing in front of her eyes?


Let her see it or not?


Tears are nothingness here, she is so sad that she wished she could die, but she couldn't cry a single tear.


In this barren place where there is nothing but white mist, she is the only one.


Occasionally she could hear indistinct voices coming from far away.


It seemed that someone was calling her and talking to her.


But she didn't want to hear it, so she deliberately ignored it and curled up tightly, pretending that she didn't hear anything.


Parents are dead, Yunmo said such unfeeling words to her, in this world, what else does she have?

The people dearest and most loved have already left her, and she really has no reason to work harder and persevere.


She is so tired.


If she could just die like this, she would have no regrets!

A sinner like her is unworthy of living any longer.


If it wasn't for her, how could Mom and Dad come back from abroad?If they didn't come back from abroad, how could they encounter such an accident?


She hated everyone, hated Rong Tian, ​​and even more hated Wei Lianting.


If it wasn't for the demon Wei Lianting, how could her life, her life, become what it is now?

But the emotion of hating gradually became numb after staying in this white mist for a long time.


Especially when she thought of taking revenge, she had to go out from here, she had to see the dead bodies of her parents with her own eyes, and she had to face the fact that they had completely left her.


Shen Luoxin stubbornly refused to move half a step.


As the time passed by without knowing how long, she felt that the emotion of hatred was an overloaded existence for her.


She thought self-abandoningly, if her parents would wake up if she continued to hate like this, she could hate everyone in the world, but she couldn't!

Those who have left, those who have passed away can never return to her.


At that moment, Shen Luoxin was extremely sober and rational.


She even knew that even if it was hatred, even if she woke up, she would have no ability to do anything to the Rong family or the Wei family.


Her existence alone is too humble, and she can't shake such a powerful existence like Rong Wei's family at all. In the end, she can only become a victim of their struggle.


Rather than doing this, it is better to give up vitality completely.


As long as she is dead, whether Wei Lianting or Rong Tian, ​​there is no need to fight.


Chu Yunmo's hatred and vicious words could no longer hurt her heart.


It's the best of all worlds, isn't it?

Shen Luoxin who made such a decision, from that moment on, completely cleared her mind and began to wait to die in the sea of ​​fog.


Perhaps it was because she had made up her mind not to live, but the man's voice from a distant place, which she had not been able to hear clearly, gradually became clearer and clearer in her ears.


She heard the voice say clearly and lowly:


"Luo Xin, the sun outside is very good today, and there is not even a little wind. The TV said that this year will be a rare warm winter, so this winter probably won't be too cold."


"I've turned on the heating in the room to the maximum. Taking advantage of the good weather, let me give you a scrub today, okay?"


"Always lie down and don't move. Although you don't sweat, there will be dirty things. You are always clean. You probably don't get used to not taking a bath for a few days!"


"Hehe, if you are awake, you will definitely scold me and tell me to go away, or you will definitely stare at me with disgust with your beautiful eyes!"


"I used to see the way you stared at me and thought I was afraid of me, I always felt hurt and sad, but now—"


"Now, I would rather you stare at me, scold me, and despise me! At least that way, you are awake and alive, not like this..."


The man's voice was low and deep, as if he was talking to himself.


Shen Luo felt a little dazed.


Even if she is a ghost, she can still recognize who the owner of this voice is!


But that demon has always spoken coldly and is unfeeling to people.


The only humiliation and begging for mercy was just a few days when she was injured and almost died, and he had served like this before the hospital bed.


Now that I think about it, the demon did nothing but peel a bunch of broken apples that she didn't even eat, and twisted a face towel for her to wipe her face.


But why did she feel that his tone and voice were so lonely and pitiful?

This little whisper in front of him was nothing compared to all the sins he had committed against her.


What's more, if it wasn't for him, how could parents die?


Thinking of this, Shen Luo felt even more heartbroken, and once again covered her ears with her hands, not wanting to hear what he had to say.


Unfortunately, this time it wasn't up to her.


No matter how she plugged her ears, the devil's rambling words were still half-deadly transmitted into her ears.


And he doesn't talk all the time, 24 hours a day.


Shen Luoxin found that he usually talked from time to time during the day, but he seldom talked at night.


In my ears, I can only hear the sound of flipping through the papers, and sometimes I can hear him talking on the phone very quietly, as if he was afraid of waking someone up.


Listening to those words, it's not about her, but about business matters.


It looked as if he was working by her side.


This made Shen Luoxin feel even more indescribable, a little annoyed and a little depressed.


Because in the illusory space of white mist, Shen Luoxin didn't know the time, couldn't feel the temperature, and didn't have the desire to sleep, just sitting.


Listen to his good morning and good night every day.


It's been a week in a flash.


She was amazed that the demon stayed by her hospital bed for seven days, almost never leaving.


She never seemed to hear him leave the ward.


Because I know from his continuous words that she is still lying unconscious in the hospital, if he is acting, there is really no need to act in front of a vegetable-like self.


Did he really like her?


Irony!What a great irony!

The devil actually has a day when he falls in love with someone, but it's a pity that she can't fall in love with him no matter what.


And his love is too crazy, she can't afford it!

"Luo Xin, I wanted to take you out for a walk today, but suddenly the weather turned cloudy. I'm afraid it's going to rain. Neither Uncle Luo nor Senior Brother will agree to me taking you out for a walk, so I can only count Now, you won't be angry with me for this!"


"Luo Xin, today I saw Uncle Luo and Senior Brother look at me with deep sympathy. I know they are probably thinking that you will definitely not wake up."


"What they think is wrong, Luo Xin, you will definitely wake up, right?"


"I know you are very sad that your parents are dead, and I am also very sad. I know that you will hate me and hate me when you wake up. I would rather be hated by you, and I want you to wake up!"


"So, please, Luo Xin, wake up, as long as you are willing to open your eyes and look at me, even if you want to stab my heart with a knife, I won't dodge!"


"I'm willing to trade my life for your safety, anyway, I should have died a long time ago!"


"For so many years, if it wasn't for the big brother who worked so hard and thought hard to get me a chance to survive, I would have given up long ago."


"You're calling me a devil. You're not wrong at all. I'm not a human anymore, starting from the day I was kidnapped."


"That man is simply a lunatic. He hates everyone in our Wei family."


"He didn't even think about taking me for ransom, he just wanted to see all of us suffer!"


"He used a syringe to inject red, green and green medicines of various colors into my body one by one!"

"Luo Xin, do you know how cold that beautiful colored liquid is when it is injected into the body?"


"I was terrified. He also stripped me of all my clothes, cut countless incisions on my body with a knife, and then put leeches on me."


"I kept crawling and running in that dark and damp broken warehouse, but the leeches just stuck to me and couldn't come down."


"It hurts, it hurts! Apart from the pain, I was just afraid, endlessly afraid! I kept calling my parents and brothers, but no one came to save me."


"That lunatic stood not far away and watched me scream and cry, but he just kept laughing!"


"I thought I was going to die, but it wasn't me who died, but those leeches. After drinking my blood, not long after, they rolled from my body to the ground one by one and died."


"The wounds on my body are slowly healing miraculously! It's like no one has ever cut me with a knife."


"The man injected me with a lot of potions one after another, and he still said a word that I couldn't understand. He looked at me like he was looking at a monster!"


"I was just scared, sadly I didn't know that from the moment I was caught by him, my life would be over!"


"..."


"I was rescued later."


"It's just that that's not the end of the nightmare, it's just the beginning."


"I get sick frequently and non-stop. Every time I get sick, the bones in my body are like tens of thousands of ants gnawing non-stop, the blood in my body seems to be boiling, and every part of my body hurts. I can't wait to throw myself into the meat grinder and grind it to pieces!"


"Every time I get sick, many black spots and purple sores will appear on my body, and my hands and feet will also become deformed due to the tightening of tendons."


"It just so happens that I still have infinite strength, and the violence and desire to destroy everything. I can't restrain all of these."


"For this reason, the whole family can only hide me secretly, tie me up, lock me up, lock me up..."


"Luo Xin, do you know that feeling?"

"Obviously they are my favorite family members and the people who love me the most, but they don't listen to my screams, don't listen to my begging for mercy, tie me to a cold iron bed, let a group of white coats I don't know Come study what's in my body!"


"And those researchers didn't regard me as a person at all. They tried everything, and finally found that blood could curb my chances of getting sick to a certain extent, so they started to drink blood for me!"


"I don't know how long it's been like this. By the time my parents and elder brother found out, I had already turned into a complete demon. My bloodthirsty level is the same as that of someone addicted to drugs, and I can't quit!"


"I just hate why I didn't simply die like those leeches. I just hate why I still live. If I died in the first place, I wouldn't have to suffer so much, and I wouldn't have to make so many sins." Already!"


"..."


He also said a lot later, but Shen Luoxin had already heard that the hairs all over his body stood on end.


Although she already knew from Shangguan Miao that the reason why Wei Lianting's temperament is so perverted now is all due to the kidnapping when he was a child.


But she never knew that the so-called kidnapping would be such a terrible process.


Not to mention that Wei Lianting was only 10 years old at that time, even if he was an adult, if he lived in fear for 15 days in such a terrible scene, he would probably be stupid if he wasn't crazy when he was rescued.


It is not easy for Wei Lianting to survive with tenacity.


Shen Luoxin couldn't help but put her hand over her heart, not wanting to admit that her heart really began to soften for him at this moment.


He couldn't help but think of the pendant he entrusted Shangguan Miao to hand over to him, in which he was obviously still lively, happy, healthy and energetic.


Obviously, if he hadn't encountered these things, he would have continued to grow up happily as a child.


It will never become what it is today.


Now she finally understood why both Shangguanmiao and Wei Lianting would involuntarily favor any crime he committed, they were only hurting for him in their hearts!

I want to make up for him as much as possible, and want him to be happier!

And I was the unlucky guy they threw to Wei Lianting as compensation!

But why is it me?

There are so many people in the vast crowd, Wei Lianting, why do you insist on pestering me?

In Shen Luoxin's heart, there were countless bewilderments, but also some sympathy and tenderness.

But when she thought of the death of her parents, he had joint and several responsibilities that could not be shirked, she had no way to convince herself to let go of her hatred!


She is not so forgiving.


If her parents hadn't left her today, and she knew about his painful experience in the past, maybe she would let go of her hatred for him and try to give him a chance slowly.


It's just that there are no assumptions!


Shen Luoxin told herself: No matter what, he must not soften his heart, no matter how tragic his past was, it was his business and had nothing to do with her!

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"Luo Xin, today is the 14th day you fell asleep, why haven't you slept enough, it's time to wake up!"


"Our parents are still waiting for us to attend their funeral!"


"You're so filial, you can't just watch them lie in the freezer in the mortuary all the time!"


"The cemetery has already been purchased. It is the best location in Qibaoshan Cemetery. I asked Qin Kuang to buy two, one for my parents and one for us."


"If you leave first, I'll kill myself to accompany you. I've made up my mind. No matter how unwilling you are, I have already recognized you in my life. Even if I go to Huangquan, I will follow you."


"If I die first and you are still alive when you wake up, then let me go to the burial place alone, just to accompany our parents!"

"Don't deny it. Although you don't recognize me, we even have children. I am your husband! Your parents are also my parents!"


"Of course, as I said, I won't force you, so I'll give you a chance to protest. If you don't agree, wake up quickly. If you don't wake up again, I'll take it as your acquiescence!"


"Oh, what's more, the senior brother came to give you a B-ultrasound examination today. The little guy's current condition is not bad, and the fetal heart rate is still stable. The senior brother said that if he can be born at full term, he will definitely be a healthy baby. And energetic kid."


"I almost forgot to tell you, it's a boy!"


"It's just that I'm worried. To be honest, when I first knew you were pregnant, I really didn't want the child. Every time you thought I was doing it for the child, it wasn't."


"My genes have mutated, and I'm already a monster myself. Now, genes are hereditary, and you're pregnant, who knows if the little guy in your stomach will be born a freak too?"


"My own life is already tragic enough. I really don't want to create another life that is sadder and less blessed than mine!"


"That's why I've been hoping you'd drain him!"


"It's a pity that senior brother doesn't agree and doesn't allow me to hurt the child, and this little guy, just like I entangled you, he also entangled us!"

"I made you suffer so much pain and sin, but he still stays in your stomach, healthier than you!"


"I resigned to my fate! Really!"


"Luo Xin, as long as you wake up, even if the little guy is a big freak that everyone despises, I will definitely want him and love him, just because this is your blood born in October of your pregnancy!"


"Luo Xin, since we father and son have worked so hard and desperately want you to survive and be with you, you should wake up!"


"Brother said, if you go on like this, until your body muscles are atrophied, the child will definitely die."


"Luo Xin, you are so soft-hearted and kind, do you really have the heart to watch your own flesh and blood die like this?"


Shen Luoxin's heart ached when he said these words!


Hesitation and violent struggle began.


It was also from that moment on that she started walking around in the white mist, wandering endlessly!


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"Luo Xin, I'm about to get sick again, what should I do?"

"I'm a little scared! I don't know if I can survive this time. I really don't want to leave you, but if I don't leave, if I get sick in front of you, it will definitely scare you even more!"


"The medicine that Uncle Luo has developed over the years to restrain the genetic mutation in my body is not very effective. This morning, I found that the abscess on my face began to fester on a large scale."


"But I sucked up the pus with a paper towel, and I didn't tell Uncle Luo and Senior Brother."


"I'll only tell you one thing, anyway, you won't wake up and tell others!"


"Luo Xin, if I fail this time and die, will you still think of me occasionally?"


Shen Luoxin's heart was a little sour, the words 'I'm going to get sick again' were heard by ordinary people, and at most it was sympathy and helplessness towards him.


But after Shen Luoxin knew about his past, she knew deeply that every time these four words were for Wei Lianting, it was nothing less than a life test.


Can't he keep it?

These days, I always heard him nagging in her ear, and thought that this person would keep pestering her for eternity!


But it turned out that it could only last for more than half a month!

In Shen Luoxin's heart, she didn't know whether she was complaining about his lack of love, or worried that he would really give up his life!

She wanted to say something, but found that not only did she have no tears here, she didn't even have a voice.


She can't do anything except to float around in this white mist like a wandering spirit.


After staying in this place for so long, for the first time, Shen Luoxin was a little restless and wanted to go out.


She told herself that even if it wasn't for the devil Wei Lianting, she should really think about the child in her stomach.


Didn't she make up her mind to treat that child well?

How to forget it!

Mom and Dad are gone, and Yun Mo has also left her. The only relative left by her blood is the child in her stomach!


She shouldn't just run away like this!


Don't continue to be irresponsible!


She has sinned enough, after killing her parents, is she still going to take that unborn blood to hell?


Shen Luoxin began to think about leaving here, thinking about going back into her body.


She began to run in the white mist non-stop, but she couldn't get out after running for a long time.


In the ear, Wei Lianting's voice suddenly disappeared again.


She didn't know if he left the bed and walked out of the room, or was she running around in the white mist, so that the way out was getting further and further away?

"Wei Lianting—Wei Lianting—you bastard, speak up! Why are you silent again?"


Shen Luoxin started to shout in the sea of ​​fog, but even if she opened her mouth, no sound came out.


Instead, the white sea of ​​fog slowly began to turn black.


Not long after, the surrounding area was completely enveloped in darkness.


Shen Luoxin, who was afraid of the dark at first, became even more afraid now.


There is always a feeling that there is a devil staring at her in the sea of ​​fog.


Hallucinations seemed to be slowly beginning to appear in front of her eyes, as if she vaguely saw Wei Lianting, who was 10 years old, wearing a cute suit and vest, running around in the garden.


Then suddenly a huge black hand passed through the clouds and mist, and took him away.


Then in a blink of an eye, she seemed to hear Lian Ting's terrified cry again, and she kept shouting, it hurts so much!

The voice of crying and crying, from the voice of an immature child, gradually became rough and low.


Then one sound was louder than the other, clearer and more real than the other.


And in every painful roar, there is a breath of despair like a trapped animal.


But even so, she still heard him repeating a sentence, "Don't hurt Luo Xin! Don't hurt Luo Xin!"


"Ah- ow--"


There were two more shrill howls.


It was no longer a sound that could be described simply by the word pain.


There was also the sound of the heavy chains hitting the iron bed, including the huge struggling sound, which all showed that he was enduring unbearable suffering and severe pain.


Shen Luoxin couldn't see that scene, but it was precisely because she couldn't see that the sound coming into her ears made the scene more real and impactful.


It turned out that every time he got sick, he had to suffer and endure like this.


This kind of screaming of pain, such long-term endurance, is enough once, but he has to bear it 12 times a year, and he has endured it for more than ten years.


Shen Luoxin was completely shocked at this moment.


Comparing my heart to my heart, if every time his pain is so severe, what are the injuries she has suffered?


Wei Lianting, is this your goal?


Do you want me to hear your difficulties and the root cause of your hurting me?

enough!Really enough!

Stop howling, stop howling like this, I forgive you!

Shen Luoxin shouted vigorously!


It's a pity no one heard.


In this way, she had no choice but to listen to Wei Lianting's voice calling again and again.

Until later, the voice became weaker and weaker, and hoarse, until the dull wailing in the throat could not be uttered.


The sound of the iron chain struggling and shaking the iron bed still did not stop.


Shen Luoxin's face was already full of tears at some point!

If Wei Lianting still had half the energy to turn his head to take a look at this moment, he would find that crystal tears were streaming down the corners of Shen Luoxin's eyes who had been lying on the bed for more than half a month.


The fingers on both sides of the body are also moving slightly.


It's a pity that at this moment Wei Lianting was still carrying the pain that was almost unbearable, and didn't notice Shen Luoxin's strangeness!

Outside the ward, Shangguan Miao and Luo Shutong wanted to rush in more and more to help Lian Ting.


They all knew that as long as they drew even a small tube of Shen Luoxin's blood with a syringe, Lian Ting's pain could be alleviated and controlled.


But they can't.


They all knew that going on like this would make Lian Ting's two days of pain go to waste.


So they all clearly knew that the result of such a strong torture would be extremely dangerous for Lian Ting, whose body had already started to mutate and become weak at this moment, but out of their repeated commitment to Lian Ting, they couldn't go in either.


Shen Luoxin couldn't help cursing Shangguan Miao and Luo Shutong.


Are they all dead?

Don't you know that Wei Lianting is going to die?

And this damn Wei Lianting, anyway, he has hurt her so many times, and it's not like he hasn't eaten her blood, so why should he carry it to death this time with hypocrisy?


Would she die because of that little blood?

bastard!


Everyone is a jerk!

Did she, Shen Luoxin, owe them anything in her previous life?


"Ah—" Shen Luoxin couldn't help but opened her mouth and screamed loudly, "I want to go out!"


After yelling this sentence, the black mist suddenly dissipated under his feet.


Then a bottomless black hole sucked her in.


Shen Luoxin yelled in horror, thinking that she was about to fall to her death, but in the next second, what she got in return was the hospital bed—her eyes suddenly opened——


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