Tyrant I am from MI9

Chapter 116

"Xilin," Qing Xia sighed slightly, and said in a deep voice: "Your family is ruined, and you bear blood and sweat. If you want revenge, I don't blame you. If it were me, it might be more extreme. But, you You can't hurt the people around you for the sake of revenge. This time, fortunately, everyone is safe and sound. If Bumble and the others make the slightest mistake, today, you and I will never stand here calmly. I will never forgive you for your ignorance."

Xi Linchen lowered his head, and was silent for a while. Qingxia stood in front of him, raised his head halfway, and suddenly said in a deep voice: "Originally, I wanted to investigate all of this slowly and then come back again. I'm asking you. Now that I've come to this point, I'll ask you a question, and you must answer me seriously, if one day I find out that you are deceiving me, I will not forgive you. "

Xi Linchen suddenly raised his head, stared at Qing Xia blankly, and frowned tightly.

"Does the Mulian attack the village have anything to do with you?"

Xi Linchen's eyes widened in an instant, and he looked at Qing Xia in disbelief, full of strong shock and pain from being hurt, and cried out: "Xia Qing?"

"I know it's wrong to doubt you like this, but since you can be promoted in the army, regardless of the life and death of Bumble, I can't help but doubt whether you will be cruel in order to leave the village with us to join the army as a matter of course. Using other people's hands to kill Aunt Doihua. I'm even thinking now, if you happened to come to Sandfly County, you happened to be discovered by Bumble Nakdo and the others, so you happened to approach me, did you have ulterior motives? .”

"Xia Qing?" Xi Linchen's complexion turned white in an instant, he stared blankly at Qing Xia, with veins popping out on his forehead, and bloodshot red lines in his eyes, he said with difficulty: "Could it be that I am in your heart, Is this the kind of person? I didn't care about Bumble's life or death. I also prepared their horses and weapons that night, but Nakdo took Bumble to the school field to shoot arrows at night, and then pulled him back. Duo Yihua My aunt took me in when I was most in danger, how could I kill her with such a heart? Xia Qing, in your heart, am I such a vicious and sinister villain?"

"Okay." Qing Xia nodded suddenly, and said in a deep voice: "As long as you say no, I will believe you. I will not stop you from taking revenge. From now on, you are still my younger brother. I couldn't protect you back then. Sister, I must protect you now. I will not let you go until you have the strength to fight against Chu Li."

Qing Xia suddenly turned around, and just about to leave, she turned her head and said in a deep voice: "Xilin, there are many things in this world that are more meaningful than revenge. I only hope that you will not be blinded by hatred With both eyes, you can see other things when you are taking revenge."

After finishing speaking, he turned around and left the mast of the schoolyard. Under the strong wind, Xi Linchen stood in the empty camp for a long time. The bright moon cast light on his body, pulling his shadow , so long and so long.

Darkness has come to this vast land, Qingxia is wearing a long cloak, standing in the barracks, looking up, she can only feel the cold wind blowing past her body, like a drowning person, feeling biting cold.

For Xi Linchen, she always couldn't tell what kind of feelings she had.

pity?Guilty?Or, pardon?

If he forgives a sin, who is he forgiving?

After leaving Nanchu, she always forced herself not to think about anything about Chuli. Even if she heard news about him inadvertently, she would pretend not to care, and in a blink of an eye, all her thoughts would be deeply absorbed. The pressure in the bottom of my heart.She always thought that she should hate him. He deceived herself, used herself, and played around like a fool.But why, when I dreamed back in the middle of the night, seeing his old face and blood-stained clothes, I still felt an unforgettable pain. Is it really a duck plot, and I regarded the first person I entered as my relatives?

From a certain point of view, she understood Chu Li, and also understood what he did, and she had considered her own feelings to the greatest extent.I have seen a lot of unscrupulous politicians from various countries, and Chu Li's consideration for himself again and again, from a political point of view, seems so stupid.If it were in a modern military lecture hall, the instructor would definitely criticize the king mercilessly for not being decisive enough.But putting aside those purely political factors, he is still a human being after all, a flesh-and-blood person living in the world, and as a human being, how can he completely abandon emotions and face everything without a trace of emotion?

Qing Xia thought, maybe it was because she didn't put her relationship with Chu Li in order.If it's just friends, just irrelevant people, it's normal to be on guard against each other. After serving the country for so many years, isn't it easy to be abandoned?Then why blame Chu Li for concealing everything and pushing himself out?

Or, I still have high hopes for Chu Li, naively thinking that I should be different, thinking that he should trust me, thinking that the people I value should also be valued by him, thinking that my ideas should be recognized by him .That's why, when the truth comes, there is such pain and despair, such sadness and regret.

People always place high hopes on the people they like, and they will be much more lenient to their friends.So, does it mean that in the Nanchu military camp that day, I really had unknowingly developed feelings for the man who had repeatedly opposed her?
Otherwise, how could he plan for him again and again, how could he stand up for him again and again, how could he disregard life and death in the sand and dry land to rescue him, how could he abandon Qin Zhiyan and follow him back, and how could he be sad after learning everything Desperate to go away?
Love may always come quietly inadvertently, Qing Xia can't tell when it is, is it on the hunting ground in the sandy dry land?Or is it on the gorgeous bed of the demon girl in southern Xinjiang?Was it the night when I met Mrs. Zhulan for the first time?Or was it the earlier night in the wilderness when he left the capital of Southern Chu?
It's just that, no matter when, this feeling was cruelly crushed when it was just budding. Those hot emotions and unrealistic fantasies died decisively in the northern camp of Nanchu. middle.In that bloody coup that shook the entire power system of Southern Chu, it was reduced to ashes.

But despite this, she still unconsciously carried Chu Li's sins on her body, and rescued Xi Linchen time and time again, was it really just because of the guilt of being unable to save Xilin Yuqiao?

Qing Xia slightly shook her head and smiled wryly, she never thought that one day she would have to work so hard for a man.

It is actually a very correct way to face up to one's own mind. It can help you to clear your mind and thoughts, think about the path you should take in the future, and what kind of expression you should use when you face your old friends.She has been hiding in that small village in the Northland as an ostrich for too long, now, it is time to recognize the reality.

Xi Linchen and Chu Li will always have conflicts one day, and there will always be a party that loses and gets injured.Although Xi Linchen has a very small chance of winning, but this kid has a deep scheming mind and hides his secrets, so he may not have the chance to win by surprise and go straight to Huanglong.But can she stop these things?Everyone has their own path and responsibilities. As the only descendant of the Xilin family, Xilinchen should take revenge for his relatives. Chu Li has blood on his hands, and being assassinated is commonplace. Whether he can escape with his life depends on whether he has this ability.Why should she meddle in her own business?

Sometimes, being a little selfish is not necessarily a good philosophy of life.

Thinking of this, Qing Xia smiled faintly, turned around helplessly and walked towards her tent.In the past, her circle of life was very narrow. In addition to tasks in life, she was training.She can master dozens of invisible methods to kill people, but she doesn't have a good way of dealing with people.No one is perfect, when you get something, you always have to give up something, maybe this is the true portrayal of her now.

Just as he was about to lift the curtain of the camp tent, he suddenly noticed a commotion in the big tent of the Chinese army. Two military doctors with medicine boxes on their backs strode over, walking in a hurry, looking very anxious.

Qing Xia frowned, and slowly leaned over.

Seeing Qing Xia, the two soldiers guarding the gate quickly stretched out their hands to stop them: "Girl, Your Highness has orders, the whole army, no matter who they are, are not allowed to enter."

Qing Xia raised her eyebrows and asked back: "Am I from your army?"

The two soldiers were taken aback and looked at each other. They obviously didn't expect to encounter such a situation. They muttered for a while, but didn't say a word.

Qing Xia took a look at them and was about to go in. The soldier who had spoken was very rigid, stepped forward to stop Qing Xia and said: "Girl, no! Your Highness ordered, no one can go in."

Qing Xia nodded, said with a light smile: "Okay, then go in and let me know."

"I am not allowed to enter the big tent without the call of His Highness."

"Very well, then tell me how I can get in."

The soldier didn't even think about it, and said in a deep voice: "As long as His Highness summons the girl, the girl can naturally go in."

"What about other than that?"

"Unless I die, no one can step through the gates of the camp—"

With a bang, Qing Xia slashed the soldier's neck with a single hand, and before he finished speaking, his body fell limply and passed out.The other soldier was dumbfounded, he never thought it would turn out like this, just about to speak, Qing Xia was struck by lightning, and the soldier also rested on the spot in the same way.

As soon as the curtain was lifted, the inside of the big tent was steaming like a huge steamer, and there was a huge copper stove standing in the middle of the tent, already burning red.There was a faint voice coming from inside, Qing Xia approached slowly, only heard an old voice said in a deep voice: "Your Highness, this medicine must not be overdose, four days ago you forced the soldiers to go and talk to Bai Bai in the middle of the consultation. The people in Lubao have already injured their internal organs in the battle, if they overdose, sooner or later something serious will happen."

(End of this chapter)