Tyrant I am from MI9

Chapter 129

"You are the last ray of sunshine in his life, I want you to send the knife to his heart with your own hands, and cut off his last hope!"

Chu Li, Chu Li, now, I kill the father of this body in front of you, I kill the teacher who taught you the kindness to know you, and I help Xi Linchen kill your subordinates, and I open the way for him to send the knife to you. The passage to your chest, have I cut off your last hope?

A sky full of sadness and despair rushed into her chest in an instant, she slowly raised her head, and stared at the eyes with great despair and resentment.There are so many people lying between the two of them, countless cold sharp arrows aimed at the thin-listed woman in the crowd, the cold blade dazzled Qing Xia's eyes, countless people were shouting, countless people were screaming Shouting wildly, countless people walked between the two.But she can still easily see his deep, painful, and desperate eyes behind many figures.

Chu Li, this is a game. We are all pawns in the game. I can't break free, run away, or rush out. I want to reach out to give you a hand, but I find that I just push you in hard.

There is heaven above, and earth below. I will not kill Boren, but Boren died because of me. I had no intention of hurting you, but I personally inserted a sharp arrow into your heart, and put your hope, your Kindness, you look forward to the last bit of human nature being clean piece by piece.

I want to walk in time cleanly, but I fall into the sea of ​​blood again and again. Thousands of blood waves are surging in front of my eyes. From now on, there is really no room for turning back. From now on, really There is no reason to look back.

With a low shout, the crowd around suddenly receded slowly like a tide. Several medical officers half-kneeled on the ground nervously, moving forward following Chu Li's footsteps, nervously covering Chu Li's bloody chest.

Chu Li approached step by step, and his blood fell on the ground drop by drop, like a blood-stained soul crawling out of the abyss of despair, approaching slowly, as if exhausting all his strength with every step.

Finally, standing far away opposite Qing Xia, her voice was hoarse, as if her throat had been scalded by burning coals, her voice was full of despair, exhaustion, and unconcealable sadness.

"Are you going to kill me too?"

Everyone in this world wants me to die, even you, do you want to kill me?
A huge gap rumbled open between the two, so deep that even if all the loess in the world was poured out, it would not be able to fill it.Between heaven and earth, there is darkness, everything is dim, and the stars and the moon have no light!
If in the high sky, there is really a god looking down on the mortal beings below with wide open eyes of wisdom, then is my coming also an important part of the destiny?
If everyone's existence bears a mission entrusted by the heavens, then is my coming here just to push you into the abyss and destroy you completely?

If everything happened again, would I choose such a life of ups and downs again, or would I rather die on the streets of Tokyo and let the cold snow cover my headless body?

"Chu Li," Qing Xia's voice was almost trembling slightly, she couldn't restrain the indescribable powerlessness in her body, her eyes were full of helplessness and sadness, "I know, no matter what I say, you won't believe it. But, can you give me a chance to explain? This is not my original intention. I did not kill Zhuang Qingxia. I am not a spy who conspired to overthrow Dachu. Bad...Chu Li, please, believe me, they will destroy you..."

Chu Li's eyes were like a pitch-black sea, which gradually lost its light, and even the anger, despair and pain gradually disappeared.What was left was only such deep sadness, such deep indifference, such deep alienation, Qing Xia stared blankly at Chu Li, watching the dark murderous aura on his body gradually go away, and what was covering him was just The icy forest, like the ice edge on the top of the snow mountain in the North, has lost all its warmth.Qing Xia's lips were trembling, and she wanted to speak, but the voice she spoke was like a desperate little beast. She slowly stretched out her hand, trying to grab Chu Li's clothes, as if to grab the last ray of hope .

Suddenly, I saw a white sharp arrow shoot out with a sudden swipe, passing along the back of Qing Xia's hand, bringing up a stream of bright blood, stopping her movements in mid-air, the silver sharp arrow struck fiercely. The arrow's tail trembled slightly, like a leaf in the wind and rain.

"What else do you want to say?"

An icy voice suddenly sounded above her head, Qing Xia suddenly raised her head, staring at Chu Li's face that had become completely cold and without a trace of warmth, the glimmer of hope in her heart finally sank deeply, sank!

"Do you still want to tell me that you don't know this person?" The voice as firm as pig iron shattered the thick night, blood gushed out from his body, his face was very pale, But his eyes turned cold inch by inch, and he sneered faintly, not knowing whether he was mocking himself or others, "Do you still want to tell me that you appeared here in such a dress in the middle of the night, just wandering around on a whim Go shopping? How stupid am I to fall in love with you again and again?"

Chu Li suddenly stepped forward step by step, with a dark aura that destroyed everything, his face was almost twisted fiercely, and the flowing fire from all over the sky irradiated his pale cheeks and ink-colored battle armor, which was as sharp as a blade , he almost gritted his teeth and said in pain: "You know what? I really want to strangle my cowardly self to death!"

The eye sockets turned red in an instant, but the frail woman just stood there, biting her trembling lips tightly, trying not to let a single tear flow out.She took a deep breath, her chest heaved violently, and slowly, slowly, she straightened her back and raised her head slightly.A pale face was like a white lotus flower in blood stains. On the bloodless plain face, there were spots of ferocious blood. She stood upright and gradually calmed herself down. Then she turned her head and looked at Sen The cold man smiled wryly, shook his head slightly and said: "The only one who can save you is yourself. If you refuse to escape, you can only sink. Chu Li, Zhuang Qingxia is dead, and now you have killed him too. me."

Slowly closing his eyes, he raised his head slightly.The long wind suddenly rolled up, blowing off the black scarf on Qing Xia's head, thousands of black hairs were suddenly scattered in the strong wind, flying wildly, like broken butterfly wings, Qing Xia closed her eyes, her face was thin and pale, The slender neck was white, and the dark night was behind her. A line of tears suddenly flowed from her closed eyes, across her thin cheeks and pointed chin, dripping into the dark night, drifting away In the snowstorm.

Chu Li narrowed his eyes slightly, staring coldly at this woman who had appeared in his dreams countless times in the past two years, looking at her long black hair, thin cheeks, straight back, and tight lips.It was a nightmare from which he could never escape, and it was destined to torture him for the rest of his life.Where did they go wrong that made them come to where they are today step by step?
He gradually turned around, step by step away from the most perfect destination in his mind.

Take a step, the first step, smashing the afternoon when we first met.Standing in the Lanting Hall, her gaze was no longer as weak as before, full of confident brilliance, she held her head high, stared at herself coldly, and said in a sonorous tone: "What are the conditions? What is the purpose? Which faction is behind it? Tell me clearly, so I can consider whether it is necessary for us to continue talking."

That day, her face was full of confidence, which he had never seen in others.It is fresh, warm, full of hope and enthusiasm.

Everything started from that day, and everything after that is like the entanglement of fate. They are tightly entangled together by countless threads. They can't break free and can't be cut. Among them, there is no escape.

He staggered forward step by step, his footsteps swaying slightly, surrounded by a group of panic-stricken Southern Chu courtiers, the blood from his chest was dripping drop by drop on every step he took.Memories are like a huge axe, cutting off all the connections between him and her one by one. Those years of hand in hand, nights of embracing each other, and the scenes of fighting side by side collapsed in his heart like pieces of The burning grassland roared, devouring all hope of rebirth.

It wasn't until this moment that he desperately realized that he had already fallen in love with her so deeply. Those desperate and elusive loves devoured his flesh and blood day and night, like bloodthirsty birds. The worms screamed in his blood, and drilled their sharp teeth into his bone marrow, bit by bit, into his heart.It turned out that a long, long time ago, even when he met for the first time in the Lanting Hall, he had already realized that this woman was not the shy child, not the woman whom he felt ashamed and looked at facelessly.She is confident, calm and full of life.That's why when he was with her, he could be sure that he was alive, with flesh and blood, instead of crawling alone in the dark, living like a crawling dog.

He loves so deeply and so deeply that even he is blinded by himself. He stubbornly doesn't investigate her problems carefully, as if if he doesn't look, everything will continue intact. He has been deceiving himself and others. Finally, it was the day when the wound was torn open, blood and flesh, and the pain pierced to the marrow.

(End of this chapter)