Tyrant I am from MI9

Chapter 224

"It should be here," the man suddenly said in a low voice. He couldn't hear joy or sorrow, and couldn't distinguish anger and joy. It was only faintly meaningful, with a trace of concern and worry, "Otherwise, it will rain."

With a creak, the door was pushed open, Bi'er glanced at it, and suddenly saw Qin Zhiyan standing by the window, and immediately called out: "Your Highness, how can you stand there and blow the wind?"

The little maid hurriedly came forward, closed the window, put a robe on Qin Zhiyan, and said angrily: "Your Highness doesn't care about her body too much, if the girl is here, she will be angry .”

Qin Zhiyan is really the most unassuming master in the world. He was not annoyed when he was reprimanded by the little maid. He smiled lightly and walked slowly back to the desk.

In front of the book case, there are piles of documents, including the appointment and transfer order of the Ministry of War, the settlement of money from the Ministry of Households, the disaster relief letter from the Ministry of Grain, the dam construction plan of the Ministry of Industry in the next few years, and the editorial commission from the Imperial Academy. , there is a detailed list of the characters of the officials, detailed information on the clans of all parties, and emergency measures for various emergencies...

It was so full that once he sat down, he could hardly see his face.The body became thinner and thinner, and the crow's feet at the corners of the eyes became deeper and deeper.

Bi'er's eyes turned red, she was about to shed tears, bit her lower lip slightly, and forced to swallow the sourness in her throat.Putting the tray in his hand on the table, he said, "His Royal Highness, let's eat something. This is Chuanbei Xueli Soup. Please drink a little."

Qin Zhiyan's hand holding the pen was slightly taken aback, he raised his head, a faint smile flashed in the corner of his eyes, so gentle and gentle, he put down the document, slowly picked it up, opened the lid, and a faint fragrance wafted out, The pale man closed his eyes slightly, took a deep breath, and smiled softly: "I didn't expect to be able to say that, Bi'er, you have a heart."

The little maid's eyes turned redder, she sniffled, and turned her head away.

Qin Zhiyan took a sip, suddenly frowned, shook his head and said, "No."

Bi'er was startled, and quickly asked: "What's wrong? Is the taste wrong? Bi'er will cook it again immediately."

Qin Zhiyan shook his head, blocked her hand, and said, "Chuanbei seems to be a little too much, covering up the aroma of Sydney and lotus seeds."

"Really?" Bier hurriedly rummaged through her sleeve pockets, took out a blank piece of paper, and said while reading, "Maybe I made a mistake. I really can't understand what the girl wrote."

Qin Zhiyan took it over and took a look, only to see that it clearly stated Chuanbei 2 qian, Sydney 2 qian, lotus seeds 3 qian, followed by a bunch of Chinese herbal medicines.He couldn't help smiling, and said, "Of course you don't understand." After that, he picked up the pen, changed all the Arabic numerals on it into capital letters one, two, three, four, then handed it back to her with a smile, and said : "Fortunately, she taught me."

Bi'er took it over, overjoyed, and went to get the bowl on Qin Zhiyan's table, and said, "That's it, Your Highness, I'll cook it again."

"No need," Qin Zhiyan shook his head lightly, and said, "That's it, you go down."

"Your Highness?"

Qin Zhiyan waved his hand, and said with a trace of tiredness in his voice, "Go down."

The door was slowly closed again, Qin Zhiyan leaned back on the chair with some weakness, closed his eyes, only felt that there was a large black mist in front of his eyes, and the effect of the elixir was disappearing bit by bit, and he became more and more nervous. Feeling the weakness of the body, it seems that just talking will consume too much energy.The slender fingers gently rubbed the temples, suddenly remembered the eye exercises that Qing Xia had taught him, and subconsciously started to do them himself.I don't know if it was an auditory hallucination, but her gentle and sweet voice actually echoed in my ears.

"One two three four five six seven, two two three four five six seven eight..."

After all, I still don't have this luck.

A faint smile gradually appeared on his face, a little bitter, a little self-deprecating, a little unwilling, but a little helpless.

Time is so fast, yet so quiet, he has always faced life indifferently, faced all the twists and turns and pains indifferently, and endured all things from a detached perspective. At the end, looking back again, I finally saw the waves hidden under the calm waves.It turns out that I have been impulsive, I have been hesitant, and I have been unable to live by myself.

The pure white lotus blooming in his life is like the clear spring of Wangchuan, washing away all the haze in his past life, making him willing to forget all the pain, and throw himself into the emptiness but warm and Inside the actual hot spring.

It turned out that he could also be like this, selfish, hardworking, and wanted to fall in love once.

He thought that his own strength was great, that he could open up a clear sky for her, open up a bright and beautiful path for her, and give her a warm and happy life.

However, he was still wrong after all, so outrageously wrong.At the end of the matter, he realized that his strength was so small, so small, and those things that ordinary people can easily do, in his eyes, are so difficult.No matter how hard he tried, he still couldn't get the life he dreamed of.So, I finally realized that happiness is not power, not money, not being above ten thousand people, not being rich in the world, but a warm company that can keep promises, be intact, last forever, and be warm.

The handsome man smiled faintly. It turned out that the power over the world, the worship of thousands of people, the grand plans and hegemony, and the splendid canopy were all inferior to her bright and happy smile.

It's a pity, it's a pity, even if you understand, you are powerless.

In this lonely room, her fragrance still lingers everywhere, and that smile as bright as the morning sun can only exist in sleep after all.

Fate is playing tricks, and in the end it still can't give you safe happiness. So, it's better to let you go home. The world is so big, there will always be a life that belongs to you.

Even if you are resentful, don't regret it, and don't hold back your progress with my miserable life.

Suddenly there was a light knock on the door, Qin Zhiyan slowly opened his eyes and said, "Come in."

Dressed in gray clothes, Mu Lian walked in slowly, with a slight limp on her left foot, but it didn't affect her walking.

Qin Zhiyan smiled slightly, pointed to the chair in front of the desk, motioned her to sit down, and said with a smile, "You're here, are you feeling better?"

Mu Lian nodded, her voice was slightly low, but she still said slowly: "Your Highness, I have come to bid you farewell."

"Are you going?"

"Well," Mu Lian's face was calm, still her usual expression, but there seemed to be a hint of relief in her smile, and she said softly: "I have been in the palace for so many years, I can hardly remember what it looks like outside, and the elder has already passed away." It’s gone, and it’s meaningless for me to stay here.”

Qin Zhiyan smiled lightly on his lips, with a gentle face, and said, "Alright, go out and take a look around, I have prepared two bank accounts for you in Shuangcheng, which have been in operation for more than two years, and it is enough Provide you with no worries for a lifetime. When you are tired, go and have a look."

Mu Lian's eyes were slightly red, but she was still holding back her tears, she nodded slowly and said, "Thank you, Your Highness."

"No thanks," Qin Zhiyan said, "You have been by my side for so many years, there is only so much I can do for you."

Mu Lian pursed her lips, took a deep breath, and said sincerely: "Your Highness, Mu Lian is leaving, and there may be no chance to see you again in the future. You have to take care of yourself, don't be too tired, the weather is cold Now, you need to put on more clothes, those things in the court, if you can entrust them to others, try to entrust them to others, do things, don't be brave, don't just think about others, but also think about yourself."

Qin Zhiyan smiled and said: "Mu Lian, what age do you think I am? Are you still afraid that your prince will not succeed if I am bullied?"

Mu Lian smiled bitterly, and said: "Others say that His Highness is powerful, and that His Highness is the most secretive and scheming master in the empire. But only Mu Lian knows that His Highness is a candle. Burn yourself."

"Your Highness, Mu Lian has been greatly favored by you all my life. Without you, I might have died in the military prostitute camp long ago. Mu Lian has nothing to repay you. Let me kowtow to you before I leave. I hope The stars in the sky can bless His Highness to live a long life, can bless His Highness to get what he wants, can bless His Highness to live a happy life, and don't be so alone again."

The lame woman knelt on the ground slowly, her complexion was white, her eyes were deep-set, her figure was thin and thin, but her back was so straight.She kowtowed slowly, one, two, three, finally stood up and said, "Your Highness, Mulian is gone."

Qin Zhiyan nodded, with a clear smile and a quiet expression, so peaceful and distant.

The door was opened, and the woman's gray clothes disappeared in an instant.She seemed to be like this forever, walking back and forth in the mist, wearing a gray shirt, so inconspicuous, disappearing into the vastness.

As soon as the door was closed, the woman burst into tears.She had forgotten how long she hadn't cried. It seemed that after escaping from there, she forgot how to cry. She was paranoid all her life, but she still couldn't get what she wanted.Those shining with holy light are only a dream after all, living in her looking up, they will never be able to reach out, even touching the skirt of their clothes is a luxury.

No one knows how painful it is to look up at a light that will never be possible in the dirty darkness.After telling herself it was impossible over and over again, the unstoppable frenzy, those deep inferiority complexes, and those uncontrollable pains occupied her entire life.How can a humble life that can only survive in the mud be worthy of loving that bright divine residence?Her love is ferocious and painful, oppressive and heavy.It is almost pious to observe that lifelong belief.

(End of this chapter)