Tyrant I am from MI9

Chapter 295

Qing Xia glanced at him provocatively, clapped her hands like a demonstration, her eyes were full of finding fault, but the corners of her mouth couldn't help but smile.

Fortunately, the clothes were black, and apart from some wrinkles, nothing could be seen. Chu Li glared at her depressedly, and muttered, "It's my bad luck."

The night in the desert is always beautiful. The moon seems to be hanging within reach. It is big and round, a golden round, and there are thin clouds in the sky, swaying back and forth. The desert is covered with snow, and it seems to be The snowfields of the Northland.Qing Xia hugged her knees, the red fire light shone on her face, there was an unspeakable beauty, the years seemed to have left no footprints on her body, for many years, those eyes were still so clear , flashing the light of wisdom and sharp splendor.

Chu Li looked at her sideways, and suddenly asked: "Qing Xia, do you hate me?"

Qing Xia was taken aback for a moment, not knowing why he would mention this, frowned and said, "What did you say?"

"While walking back at night, my men and horses met a group of Huns who had migrated. There were about 200 people. Before we could use our weapons, the men in the team rushed up with their knives. One man ran He shouted at the same time, saying that the man-eating devil is coming, and tell his wife and children to run away. The black dragon flag of Nanchu is now like the skull flag of the dead, and people are afraid of everyone, like avoiding snakes and scorpions."

Qing Xia turned her head, looked into the man's eyes, and said lightly: "Do you care about these?"

"Should care about it," the man looked forward, took a deep breath, and said, "Even if I didn't care before, I do care now. In fact, no one in this world wants to be hated by others from birth. It's just that most of the time , I can't help myself."

Qing Xia lowered her head and said slowly: "I know, you killed many people this time to save me."

"I have no choice," Chu Li said in a deep voice, "I have tried to hide my whereabouts as much as possible, and even ambushed day and night to reduce casualties, but everyone in the Huns is a soldier, even the old and weak, women and children are unwilling to bow their heads. They are all bones. The spies of Shu and Yanhui, looking for my whereabouts everywhere, even if I avoid them intentionally, they will come to the door, once the army approaches, they will throw away the wolf knife and pick up the hoe and whip, and act like an honest civilian , we turn around and leave, there will be scouts and scouts following on a large scale. If Guli Ashu Yanhui and others find out that I have led an army into the desert, not only will you and I die in the northwest, but they will also take the opportunity to attack Southern Chu. At that time, my people in Great Chu may face the same fate."

Qing Xia bit her lower lip lightly, suddenly a jackdaw flew over the empty desert, her voice was hoarse, with traces of brokenness.

"War is like this. The first people to be affected by the flames of war are always innocent people. We each have our own positions, and we each have our own people to protect. You don't need to worry too much. Human life is worthless in troubled times. This is life."

Chu Li smiled softly, with a low voice, like the ice in early spring sinking into the bottom of the water and gradually melting: "Yes, everything is fate, and it is not in control."

"Chu Li?" Qing Xia frowned, looked at him solemnly, and said suspiciously: "What's wrong with you? This doesn't sound like what you should say."

Chu Li took a deep breath, then exhaled heavily, sighed, and said slowly with a hint of bitterness in his voice: "When I was young, I resented my mother, my father, and why they loved my second brother so much but despised me? As I grew up, that kind of hatred gradually melted into my bones and blood. During those ten years in Dongqi, I no longer secretly swore day and night that one day I would kill all those who bullied me. Step on my feet and insult them in a way that is a thousand times more vicious and ten thousand times more vicious. Later, I finally did it. Although I lost a lot, I still did it. From then on, no one can bully me or look down on me Me. But before I was happy, I found out that all of this was just a game. My second brother who was the most jealous once cursed how he was jealous of me. He hated his mother for being unfair and threw everything All the opportunities I have left to me. All the hatred I used to have suddenly become so ridiculous and funny, and the person I deeply hate turned out to be the one who led me to this throne step by step."

Chu Li untied the wine bag from his waist, pulled out the cork, raised his head and took a sip, and continued, "I comforted myself and said, maybe, my mother loves me, otherwise why would I use my life as a price to let me ascend the throne?" Refuse to tell the truth? But, this kind of love is too heavy and bloody. How many times in my life, I have almost died in this kind of love. Back then in the Qi Palace, not only Qi An, but after I ascended the throne , The assassinations of my brothers from Southern Chu are countless. If I hadn’t won the favor of Empress Dowager Xiao among a group of male favorites, I might have died in Dongqi. At that time, I was only 16 years old, and Empress Dowager Xiao is over half a hundred years old, until now, every time I think of her fat body, I still can't help but want to spit it out."

Chu Li's eyes suddenly became dark, his fingers turned white, and he grabbed the wine bag tightly, his face was ashen, and there seemed to be balls of flames burning in his eyes.

"I always want to forget those things at the beginning. As long as someone mentions it and I know it, I will kill him mercilessly. But gradually, I realized that the one who really remembers is not others, but myself I hated my cowardly and incompetent self at that time, hated those shameful and humble days, but I had no other way, surrounded by cliffs and cold arrows, I was alone, with no external help, no foundation, no background, I could rely on Yes, only myself. Outsiders say that I have a moody personality, but in fact only I know it. I am just afraid, afraid of losing, afraid of failure, afraid of having nothing to go back to the days I used to be. Those who have not experienced it may never understand, the real Humbleness is not poverty, not lowliness, but lack of dignity."

"Chu Li," Qing Xia's voice was a little hoarse, she stretched out her hand, trying to hold Chu Li's hand, but he avoided it.

The man turned his head, looked at Qing Xia with fixed eyes, and said word by word: "Qing Xia, I can't compare to him, when you need him most, when you should be trusted the most, he is by your side People will never be me. In this world, he is the only one who is qualified to compete with me for you, because he is here, so I am willing to withdraw to fulfill you, but now that he is gone, I still can't take care of you. "

Qing Xia bit her lower lip lightly, took a breath slowly, stretched out her hand, held Chu Li's hand stubbornly, and said softly: "You didn't find the great elder of the witch doctor clan, did you?"

Chu Li nodded heavily, his face full of annoyance and self-blame, he said in a low voice, "I'm useless."

"Chu Li, don't be like this," as if a wave of waves rushed to her heart, she held Chu Li's hand tightly and shook her head gently, "After so many things, we shouldn't talk about each other again." These words. Over the years, how can you count what you owe me and what I owe you? I am never afraid of death. By my side, God has already taken care of me. Don't take risks easily for me, okay?"

Qing Xia suddenly smiled brightly, and said with bright eyes: "I'm in good health now, I don't know how good I am living, how could I die? I will live forever, and I still want to watch you unify the world, conquer the world, and regain the world. Yi, Megatron Hainan, I still want to follow behind you to watch you build unworldly achievements, I still have so many wishes that have not been fulfilled, how could I die?"

Qing Xia slowly opened her arms, leaned on his chest, hugged his waist, and said softly and slowly: "I will not die, absolutely not, I will open my eyes and wait for that day, you Do not worry."

In this world, there is a kind of man who is dazzling, extraordinary and possesses all the beauty that ordinary people can dream of. Meeting a man is the greatest luck in a woman's life.

However, encountering two is the greatest misfortune.

The night was as cool as water, and a cold wind blew into the large tent in the distance, blowing away the thick files on the desk, only to see that there were four slightly larger characters written on the title page of the densely packed and beautiful small characters: Political Briefing Collection.

The wind in the night was getting stronger, Qing Xia's clothes were thin, she was trembling slightly, her complexion became paler and her lips lost all color.Seeing this, Chu Li picked up the cloak that had been taken off the ground and put it on her shoulders, and pulled her back to the account.

At the door of the big tent, Qing Xia suddenly grabbed Chu Li's clothes, and asked in a deep voice: "The leaders of the Huns are looking for you, what is the matter?"

"It's not a bad thing," Chu Li said with a hint of humor, "They want to open a market with Da Chu and exchange information."

"What?" Qing Xia raised her eyebrows and raised her voice and said: "How could this happen? Most of the Xiongnu's people died at your hands, and they still want to open a market with us at this time?"

"It's not surprising that the Xiongnu desert, as the home ground of this war, suffered heavy losses. The oases and pastures were burned, and countless cattle and sheep were lost. Most of the young and strong members of the clan died in the war. Seeing that winter is coming, the remaining old people How can the weak survive the winter? Besides, most of the people who came to negotiate with us are nobles who have not been involved in the war. They occupy more than half of the land and slaves of the Huns, and they own a lot of gold and silver. Going to the desert, without the restriction of the Great Khan of the Grassland, these nobles must of course plan for themselves."

Qing Xia nodded and asked: "Then how did you answer?"

Chu Li said in a deep voice: "Anyway, there is no harm to us. You have made so many preparations before, so I simply pushed the boat along."

(End of this chapter)