Tyrant I am from MI9

Chapter 309

"Zhiyan, I arrived in Shangjing. The maple leaves are red and the flowers are colorful. I think you will like it here. I carved many words on the maple trees in Tianlang Mountain. I think maybe one day you pass by here and see me engraving If you read these words, you will suddenly think of me, and then go home to see me. The boss Yu Ji in Shangjing City promised to help me send the letter, but I don’t know when you can see it. Zhiyan, it’s been a year, you are here where?"

"Zhiyan, I'm writing to you from my house by Pengyang Lake. It's been two years. I've traveled all over the pass, but I still haven't heard from you. That day in Pianjiuzhai in southern Xinjiang, I suddenly felt that You might wait for me in Pengyang, and you rushed back. When I got home, the door was open. For a moment, I really thought it was you who came back, but it turned out that Cheng Xiao was cleaning the house. Zhiyan, I still Not strong enough, I cried again, after you left, I haven’t cried for a long time except the first day. Tears can never solve anything, but sometimes, I really can’t control it.”

"Zhiyan, I decided to leave Guannei and go to the Western Regions. Cheng Xiao said that I should wait for you here, rather than running around aimlessly like this. But there is always a voice shouting in my ear, it says that as long as you go Go forward a little bit, as long as you persist a little longer, maybe you will be able to see you. Zhiyan, I am going out of the pass, and the desert outside the pass is vast and the sand is as yellow as the sea, will you be there?"

"Zhiyan, it has been three years and two months. I passed Kashgar Lake yesterday, and suddenly I found a strand of white hair on my head. The wind and sand in the desert were very strong, and the sun was vicious. My face was rough by the wind. My fingers are covered with calluses. I encountered a sandstorm last month. My camel and luggage were all lost. If I hadn’t encountered a caravan, I might never be able to write to you again. Zhiyan, your Emaar is finally She can't live forever, she is getting old gradually, gods and Buddhas all over the sky are watching her steps, but no one can give her a hint. Zhiyan, there is Pishan in front of you. If you climb over that mountain, will you see you? ? Going forward, it is Jingjue City, will you be there? Going forward, it is Daxia, Rome, and Persia... the flames, will you be there?"

"Zhiyan, I miss you very much, I miss home very much, I miss the house where I lived with you, I miss the bed at home, I miss the rice in the east, I miss the spring water in the south of the Yangtze River, and I miss the fat and ridiculous rhubarb. I don’t want to eat dry sacs anymore, I don’t want to drink water with sand, I don’t want to sleep on the cold sand. Zhiyan, I finally arrived at the mouth of the Indus River, the sea was dark, the sea wind was cold, and I suddenly found that the world is really big, There are really places where my feet can’t go. My strength is so small. Zhiyan, I walked alone on the Bailue Desert for two months without meeting a single person. I saw an old woman today People, I wanted to ask her the way to the mouth of the Persian Gulf, but found that I could barely speak. Zhiyan, the corners of my eyes have already begun to have wrinkles, and I am really no longer young. How many times will it take me to find you and take you home?"

"Zhiyan, I finally decided to go back. The road ahead is too long, and I don't have the strength to go on. I thought by luck, maybe you have already gone back, and now you are drinking green tea in the house by Pengyang Lake , sitting on a rocking chair, basking in the sun with half-closed eyes, waiting for me to go back and open the door. Perhaps, I can see you as soon as I step into Pengyang City. You are eating breakfast in that bean juice shop. When you see me, you will help me I want a bowl of soy milk too. Zhiyan, I miss you so much. Yesterday, at the mouth of the Persian Gulf, I saw a Han man wearing a blue gown like you. At that moment, I even thought I had found you. I was like crazy He ran forward, but found that he had just identified the wrong person. His name was Lu Chengsi, and he also came from it. He said that his wife was robbed by the Huns. He searched all the way until he came here, and he will continue Keep looking. How good, his wife is gone, and he still has another target to look for, but I don't know which direction to go. There are roads in the south, east, north, and west, which one should I choose? Zhiyan, I It’s been a long time since I cried, but today, I really can no longer restrain my tiredness and disappointment. Tears are like rain in July, falling in big drops on the waves of the Persian Gulf. Zhiyan, if you look Seeing me so sad, seeing me working so hard, will you have any regrets? Will you feel distressed bit by bit? Will you never leave again? Will you stay by my side and be with me? Let's face the storms that life will come together? Will it?"

"Zhiyan, I'm back in Pengyang, and I saw Zhixiang. On the day he arrived home, he was sitting on the recliner you usually lean on, drinking your favorite tea, reading the book you often read, the sun shining through the window The horn shot in and shone on his face, the eyebrows and eyes are so similar to you, but he is not you after all. Zhiyan, I am leaving again, I want to sail to sea, I want to find you , don't be angry, don't blame me for being self-willed. They all say you are no longer here, but only I know that you will not die. You are such a smart person. You must be able to think of ways to protect yourself. You must be in Somewhere, quietly waiting for me, waiting for me to come to you and take you home, it must be like this. Zhiyan, you have to wait for me, wait for me to tell you: Qin Zhiyan, I I miss you very much, I want to live with you forever, I want to be taken care of by you, spoiled by you, protected by you, with you, I will not be subject to wind and rain, not to be bullied, not to be sad, to cry, to be sad , I can always smile happily and live a happy life. I want to follow you all over the famous mountains and rivers, and live together in a beautiful place. I want to have a beautiful child with you, and then watch him grow up slowly. Think I want to see what you looked like when you were old, when you lost your teeth, when your hair grew gray, I want to lie in the sun, hold your hand, and let you fan me. I want to plant a yard with you Green vegetables, fertilizing and watering by myself, teaching you to make pastries, waiting for you to wake me up every morning, eating breakfast made by yourself. I want to spend my whole life with you, and tell you when I am old, this I have been with you all my life, and I really have no regrets."

The strong wind came whistling, and the paper with its tail was blown up with a whirr. He looked up, his eyes were silent, with the loneliness and powerless vicissitudes of the ages.The words on all the papers are the same, but the inscription at the end is slightly different, with place names written one by one.There are Guici, Dawan, Goryeo, Wusun, Daxia, Rome, Silla...

No one knows how he spent those days wandering between life and death. That broken body bound him in the green wood hall of the imperial mausoleum, and he needed someone to help him even get out of the bamboo house. Self-pity and self-pity, angry at yourself but not fighting?

The heavens made a big joke with him. He had the ambition to be equal to the sky and the talent to shock the world, but he didn't have a body that could support him to complete his hegemony.In the end, even if he wanted to live in peace and stability, just living was not enough.When Emperor Chu sent a large army to follow her all over the world, he could only use all his energy to arrange for the shadows who followed her far away to watch quietly and guard her from afar, and keep those bloody and tearful words, a little Collect it drop by drop.Come to forge your only faith and hope in these difficult years.

If possible, Yimaer, I would rather be just an ordinary person. Even if I have nothing, I can at least have the position and rights to fight for and work hard. Painful, but standing still, powerless.What I have done in my life, the luckiest and proudest thing is that I had the courage to fight for you, and what I regret and blame the most is also this matter.There are too many changes in the world, what I thought I could do, finally turned into a mirror in the water, hurting you alone, and spent half my life in desolation, walking all over the green hills.

He stood under the dark sky, raised his head slightly, closed his eyes, and frowned tightly. The burning paper ash was like a black butterfly, flying all over the sky with the sea breeze, and surrounded him in waves.Huge waves beat the cliffs layer by layer, and the icy boulders have been silent for thousands of years, witnessing the changes of history and the passage of time alone.Together with the white tower that has stood quietly for thousands of years, it has become a witness of time for this vicissitudes of life.

Other people's participation in business finally made his eternal departure.

If possible, I would like to drink more spring water from Wangchuan, forget all this flashy life, have a big dream, and be alone for a thousand years.

The bright moon shines brightly on the earth, and the yellow sand in the desert is as cool as water at night.

Ten thousand wolves galloped around a pool of moon pools.A girl in white clothes stood in the middle of the green grass in the Moon Lake, her long hair fluttering in the wind, and suddenly a silver whip was thrown out, whirling into circles one after another, endlessly, and soon the light and shadow enveloped her surroundings, and the girl's figure was already blurred.The wolves still tirelessly ran around her, kicking up the yellow sand, drowning the beautiful scenery of the mirage, leaving behind a long and shrill howl, and the earth-shattering loud noises proved that everything in front of her was definitely not a dream.

Longge Ashu leaned against an ancient Populus euphratica tree, staring in shock at the wolf shadow in the distance and the nimble figure of the girl, his eyes widened, the sleepy bug had no idea where he was flying, even though he had traveled all over the Western Regions over the years , seeing all the enchanting beauties, experiencing all kinds of strange things, the scene in front of me is still unimaginable and unexpected.The yellow sand under him was cold and cold, and a thought flashed through his heart, his body exploded and quickly stepped on the fire.Longge remained motionless, ready to go, he smelled a dangerous aura approaching gradually.His subordinate Mu Tu and others unconsciously moved closer to Longge.Uncle Bai of the caravan also brought people together silently.

(End of this chapter)