Occupy the king's favorite: this concubine is very good

Chapter 82 I Said I Love You (4)
In the huge tent, she and him hugged each other so tightly, without saying anything, but the silence was louder; without doing anything, the indifferent and sweet feeling was enough to savor the rest of your life... Shou.

For a long time, everything was quiet... None of them said a word, and when she was about to slowly fall asleep...

"I love you..." he said suddenly...

Love, this is the first time he uttered this word in his life, but he never thought it would be so natural, so affectionate...

Just three simple words are better than a thousand words in the world...

She was completely stunned, and turned her head in a daze, looking at the man who was as picturesque as a fairy, as if those three words just now were just in a dream, as he had never said before...

"I said I love you..." Chu Luo slowly stretched out those gentle jade hands towards her fair little face, and the moment her fingertips were about to touch, crystal tears flowed out again...

"Chu Luo, I really hate you...why, you always make me cry again and again." Cheng Qing gently turned his face away and sobbed.

He stretched out his hand, but what he caught was a cloud of shadowless air. Those words, like a ladle of cold water, slowly poured down from the top of his head, from every strand of hair, to the toes.He couldn't help but smiled wryly: "I understand..."

Although he was forced to smile on the surface, who could really feel the pain in his heart?The pain had penetrated deep into the bone marrow, and even breathing was difficult. It turned out that she had never been tempted by him at all...

I love you, and when I came to her, I became a hindrance to you... How could he feel so bad about this?
The one she loves may still be the man with the name she blurted out when she caught a glimpse of him when he returned to the capital...

"You understand, no...you will never understand." Cheng Qing suddenly turned his head and sobbed loudly...

How could he understand that there is always a huge wall between her and him, and that wall often weighs her down so much that she can't get through it...

That wall is Cheng Yan's death, and Cheng Yan's death often disturbs her mind and makes her feel uneasy about Chu Luo...Because he is so similar to Cheng Yan, she really doesn't know the throbbing in her heart towards Chu Luo Is it because of his face that resembles Cheng Yan, or is it because of the real emotion she has produced in the more than 300 days and nights of getting along with him...

In addition to this, there is another reason, and that is...

Chu Luo, can you tell me what to do, my mind is in a mess right now.

"You...haven't moved your heart to me at all?" After thinking for a long time, he finally said what he wanted to say to her.

Cheng Qing stared at him blankly, nodded first, but...then shook his head...

"Chu Luo, it's impossible to say that I have no heart for you. But... I still dare not place too much emotion on you, not only because I don't belong to this time and space." Cheng Qing said.

"Do you still remember the first time we met? At that time, it was the second day after I traveled to this place... You were returning to court that day, and you were sitting on the tall horse in a violet brocade dress, and I just didn't hear Qing Daoist If you don’t, you still stand on the road stupidly... At that moment, I saw you, and I was really surprised, because you really look like him." Cheng Qing fell into deep memories...

Chu Luo's heart skipped a beat, and he couldn't help feeling heavy again. He really wanted to know who this he was...

"I was originally the smartest and most capable special soldier trained by our country. Whether it is investigative ability or kung fu, it can't be said to be top-notch, but it is also outstanding. The last suspect arrested in the previous life turned out to be my stepfather's son Cheng Yan. I was on guard since childhood. I have a strong heart, and I have always respected Cheng Yan. He has a prominent family background, handsome and suave appearance, and the women around him are like crucian carp in a river. Obviously he is so dismissive of school studies, but in order to be admitted to my university In a university country, he can desperately learn what he disdains. He confessed his love to me, but because there are too many women around him, I mistakenly thought he was a romantic man, so I simply rejected him. And I want him never to appear in front of my eyes."

"During that time, he stood waiting for me day and night in front of my barracks. I ignored him, thinking that he was just a novelty for a while. Until that day, on Mount Wumeng, I knew that he was always careful in order to see me. To the extent that he could not even kill an ant, he actually killed the entire village. He died in front of my eyes. He said, he loves me so much, why can’t I give him a little love. Until he Only after I died, I realized that I had long since fallen in love with him, but...it was the moment when his breath finally disappeared." As Cheng Qing spoke, his vision was blurred again, and the scene at that time was once again displayed in her eyes. mind.

She tried many times to forget that moment, and found that every time she wanted to completely erase this memory, the memory became more and more clear as if it was deeply engraved in her mind.

Thinking of that gunshot, I still feel that sound still echoing in my ears... and the gushing blood, and the warm temperature pressed tightly against her face.

"If, at that time, I had been less vigilant. I had more trust in Cheng Yan. If, at that time, I had seen my heart clearly..." I don't know why, the tears were like beads with a broken thread, non-stop dripping in the eye sockets...

"Enough, don't say it, please don't say it anymore." Chu Luo lowered her head, her voice trembling in pain... "Don't tell me you must hurt my heart so hard that it dies, Are you willing to give up?"

"Then what do you want me to do? Do you want me to accept you so quickly... Every time I decide to accept you, Cheng Yan's death keeps reminding me in my heart. The man who loves me. How do you want me to forget him so easily..." Cheng Qing grabbed Chu Luo's hand and shouted... Tears fell like rain.

"If it were me, Chu Luo, I would definitely not lose to him in what I did for you... As I said, I will wait for you, and wait for you to fall in love with me completely... Whether it is a day, a month, a year, or For the rest of my life. If you can't look back and see me in this life, then I would rather die alone. In this life, my only wife, Chu Luo, can only be Cheng Qing." Chu Luo's dark and night-like eyes flashed faintly. Guanghua, the words like an oath, sound like a bell, every word is powerful, and every sentence is sonorous.

"Well... I know." With tears in her eyes, Cheng Qing hugged his body tightly. The warmth from his cold body through his warm body from time to time made her feel at peace in her heart... I miss time so much It will always be fixed at this moment, and the separatist rule of the four dynasties and the dispute between Yuanluo and Yuanluo will always be left behind...

(End of this chapter)