40 years of officialdom cheats: landing

Chapter 36 Affair (2)

Sometimes, emotional transition and development requires something material to act as a carrier.Don't think it is vulgar, on the contrary, a diamond ring is worth a thousand words of praise. After receiving this precious gift from Yang Tao, Chang Lele was excited for several days.She regretted that Qian Wenwen took advantage of her drinking too much that night, and felt sorry for Yang Tao.Women's thoughts are sometimes so strange and contradictory, what is Yang Tao to her?She is an unspeakable lover, this person cannot give her a marriage, but Qian Wenwen is totally fine.And in terms of appearance, Qian Wenwen is better than Yang Tao. Although he likes Qian Wenwen, there is no woman who doesn't like handsome guys.

Chang Lele thinks that liking is liking after all, which is different from love.With Qian Wenwen, she will never feel in love. In her opinion, being in love is being in love, being in love is worrying, and love is life and death.Since she was a little girl, she is very familiar with this feeling, and several men in her life have given it to her, except Qian Wenwen.Even that night, Chang Lele couldn't recall the slightest detail of the physical love they had, which made her feel as if she had eaten flies, and sex was not joyful but painful, and there was absolutely no neutrality at all.

Sometimes Chang Lele would like Qian Wenwen to be a little bit bad, "Men are not bad, women don't love", after all, the creamy niche is useless, and literary youths from poor families, no matter how temperamental or well-behaved, are not in the appetite of beautiful women .Especially in this era, more and more beauties have understood the importance of body consumption. Marriage is a cage for them. They are like free birds, flying wherever there are tall branches.In college, Chang Lele looked at the beautiful classmates around her wearing world famous brands, eating high-end food, living in luxury houses, driving concept cars, and enjoying unlimited scenery. She didn't give her anything except breaking the law. After graduating, she failed to propose a marriage and even committed suicide. Now she has gone abroad.Thinking of this, Wanqiu, a classmate who is also a beautiful woman, once warned her: "Beauties and poor people have no common language. The eyes of beautiful women should be on young people above the middle class. This is the bottom line. Some men carry a few in their pockets. A poor banknote, eating a bowl of noodles and still thinking about whether to put the shredded pork, but staring at the beautiful woman, claiming that she does not want it, this is called a toad wanting to eat swan meat, unless a patient who escaped from a mental hospital is willing to marry him !" According to Wanqiu's point of view, well-to-do men are not valued at all, and men who are not even well-to-do and are still struggling on the line of food and clothing simply give up the idea of ​​​​marrying a wife, first improve the family's financial situation, and then consider marriage.

As a woman, Chang Lele also has her own "Prince Charming" dream. In her opinion, the "Prince Charming" in her heart is not only handsome but also rich. It is not worth cherishing, because beautiful women need rich clothes and fine food, and even a "canary" needs a cage made of gold silk.The world is cruel. When choosing between love and bread, many people will choose the latter without hesitation. Chang Lele is not a refined person. With her own superior conditions, she does not want to lose to those ordinary-looking little sisters. Gao Zhi can save many years of struggle, but the "hardworking" youth cannot satisfy her.

In her opinion, she has already tasted the taste of love, and those years of dating "hardworking" youths have left an indelible mark on her.She thinks that love is the purest only in college. At that time, the sky was always blue and the days passed too slowly. They smiled brightly, and there was no need to run around for life. Cary.At that time, it was easy to fall in love, and it was not difficult to get along. Beating an egg and baking a pancake at a street stall was their favorite breakfast.Tired, with his solid arms, happy, he will share for her, when she wants to cry, she will cry on his shoulder, when bored, text messages harass each other.At that time, the breathing was so free, without money, fame, status and other disgusting atmosphere.Perhaps, beautiful things are the easiest to break, and love in an ivory tower is a youthful and gorgeous dream after all.When the sisters in the dormitory clung to officials and big money one by one, she lost her psychological balance.Why are they living a noble and elegant life, why are they wearing famous brands and carrying LV bags to swagger through the market?Wanqiu said to her: "Lele, if love is not implemented in the real life of dressing, eating, counting money, and sleeping, it will not last forever." Although Chang Lele was very jealous at the time, but She knew what she wanted, and she could tell love from love and bread from bread. She said, "Do you know what ant's happiness is? It's contentment. Others can't be full after eating a bowl. We can enjoy half a year with one grain." Well, from now on I will be a little ant, contented and happy.” Wanqiu smiled and said: “Wake up, my little princess, don’t be so naive, love is nothing to eat, there will always be One day you will regret it." In fact, although Chang Lele said so, she also wanted to hold love with one hand and bread with the other.Tired, there is love to support the long road, hungry, there is bread to satisfy the hunger.

Chang Lele soon abandoned her creed of "Long Live Love". During a social practice during her junior summer vacation, a handsome young company manager walked into her life. Facing his double temptation of money and roses, she quickly He was defeated and became his "canary" in captivity.Love is vulnerable to bread.But the company manager can give bread to her or to others. After he got acquainted with Chang Lele's body, he turned his attention to another female college student who came to the company for an internship.

Chang Lele returned to Nanjiang scarred, and successfully applied for a broadcasting job at Binjiang Radio, Film and Television Bureau.She wanted to live a simple life, but she was harassed by Ye News. Later, Yang Tao came to her, pampered her and gave her the dignity and enjoyment of a woman. She couldn't resist this temptation again, and she also wanted to use The law of the jungle came to escape Ye Xin, so he threw himself into his arms.She knew that she was obsessed with power and money, but Yang Tao didn't annoy her that much. On the contrary, she sometimes cared about him for no reason. When she saw him, she would be excited and her heart beat faster. With him, she It will feel very warm and safe, but Qian Wenwen can't do this. Although the two meet every day, they never feel "electric shock", and there is always a kind of intentional or unintentional rejection.

Now a diamond from Yang Tao has completely dispelled the unhappiness in Chang Lele's heart. This weekend, she took the initiative to send a message to Yang Tao, and the two agreed to move into a new house.

(End of this chapter)