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Chapter 627 We are back to see you (3)
Nanny Zhang agreed with tears in her eyes, beckoned Shuangxi and Shuangfu to come forward, and ordered the two to serve Lu Mingfu to the outside room.

Mrs. Lu Fang ordered Duan Shi again: "You go out and rest, I still have a few words to say to Miss Xuan alone, and then take the girls out as well, and leave you Nanny Zhang to serve alone."

When the Duan family didn't know Lu Mingxuan's true identity before, they were quite critical of Mrs. Lu's treatment of her so well. They just didn't dare to reveal it in front of others. When they found out that Lu Mingxuan was actually Mrs. Lu's granddaughter, , her dissatisfaction disappeared immediately, Mrs. Lu didn't treat her own granddaughter well, could it be good to treat their second wife who has no blood relationship with her?
Therefore, after hearing Mrs. Lu's words, she knew that Mrs. Lu had something to say to her granddaughter, so she responded without hesitation: "The daughter-in-law will go out first, and if mother has any orders, just call her daughter-in-law, daughter-in-law." Just serve outside." Then he bowed his knees and bowed, and retreated with Shuangrui and Shuangshou.

Here Mrs. Lu looked at Lu Mingxuan, and said with a weak smile: "Girl Xuan, I know you have always had a question in your heart that you wanted to ask me, but you swallowed the words several times, and now it is the same. It's your last chance, if you want to ask me, just ask, I will tell you."

The first Mrs. Lu passed away that day, and her confidant and companion Fang Hui's mother said to Lu Mingxuan before committing suicide, although the words to Lu Mingxuan were secret, but at that time the mourning hall was full of people, so no one would have listened to every single word. Then it spread to Madam Lu's ears. With her shrewdness, how could she not guess that Hui's mother's intention was to provoke their grandparents and grandchildren?
Luckily, Lu Mingxuan did not follow Hui's mother's wish and gradually became separated from her. Instead, she continued to be filial to her. Madam Lu was greatly touched by seeing this. Tell her the truth, I believe that with her generosity, even if there is a momentary rift between grandparents and grandchildren, it will soon be restored.

But I didn't expect that Lu Mingxuan didn't ask all this time, and now Mrs. Lu knows that her time is numbered. Since Lu Mingxuan doesn't take the initiative to ask, then let her take the initiative to ask, otherwise her granddaughter will live with this question for the rest of her life. , although it won't have any substantial impact on her life, it's still unsatisfactory after all.

Lu Mingxuan did not expect Mrs. Lu to see all her struggles and contradictions in her eyes. She was taken aback for a moment before forcing a smile and said, "I don't have any questions to ask grandma, but there are some old things, don't you know?" It doesn’t matter if you know the answer, grandma, don’t think too much, the most urgent thing is to take care of your health and recover soon.”

Mrs. Lu shook her head slowly and said: "Although you don't think it matters anymore, I still feel that I need to tell you. Yes, your mother's death was indeed caused by me. I had already thought about it, even if I only watched it For your sake, I also want to treat her kindly for the rest of my life, but who knows that she still has a relationship with your father, and even produced a child in the end, how can I tolerate her? So I sent you Zhang Mammy quietly came to the door and gave her a blind 'tonic'..."

"Thinking about it now, she was at fault, but what was more wrong was your father's unworthy thing. It's a pity that I woke up too late. Fortunately, there is you, who can make me make up for my apology on you. ...Don't blame grandma, the matter has already been done, even if I regret it, it won't help..." After finishing speaking, Mrs. Lu was extremely tired, she closed her eyes and began to breathe heavily.

Lu Mingxuan was in a complicated mood and didn't know how to express her feelings at the moment. Although she had already guessed that her mother's death was inseparable from her grandmother, it was only a guess after all, and it had not been confirmed. .

But in addition to the six years when I was in the Duke's Mansion in the previous life, my mother has been away from me for more than ten years. To say something unfilial or even cold, she can't even remember what her mother looks like; after she is reborn, she will know I learned many things I didn’t know in my previous life, and gradually realized that my mother’s treatment of me back then was actually different from that of an ordinary mother’s treatment of her daughter. An ordinary mother’s treatment of her daughter was affectionate, indulgent, doting, and strict, but her mother’s treatment of her was sometimes good. Bad times, very contradictory, perhaps because of Lu Zhongyu's relationship, love her and hate her at the same time?

On the contrary, Mrs. Lu has been caring for her meticulously and loving her for so many years, so that she can have the happiness and satisfaction she has today... How can she blame her old man?
Lu Mingxuan gently shook Mrs. Lu's hand, and said softly after consideration: "I don't blame grandma. Grandma didn't do anything wrong from the standpoint of being a mother. Although my mother died a bit wronged, It's not completely innocent, not only her, but also... the third master has been dead for a long time, death is like a lamp going out, let the past be the past, people's eyes grow in front of the head, originally to look forward, Instead of looking backwards!"

"...You really think so?" Mrs. Lu opened her eyes all of a sudden, there was obvious joy and relief in her eyes, and there was even a glint of water in the corners of her eyes.

Lu Mingxuan nodded: "I really think so. Grandma shouldn't have any psychological burdens. I'm very glad that I can be my grandmother's granddaughter in this life. If possible, I hope I can be my grandmother's granddaughter in my next life."

Mrs. Lu gave a heavy "Yes", and then choked up for a moment and said, "I also hope to be your grandmother again in my next life."

There is warmth overflowing between the grandparent and grandson, gradually filling the whole room.

It's just that the warmth didn't last long, when Grandma Lu's voice came from outside: "Grandma, grandma and grandma fourth are back."

After experiencing the conversation with Lu Mingxuan just now, Mrs. Lu had consumed a lot of her remaining concentration. Now that she closed her eyes, she no longer had the energy to speak, so she just nodded to Nanny Zhang with difficulty. Mama understood, so she walked to the door and said to the outside, "Old Madam, please come in."

After a while, Lu Mingfeng and Lu Mingzhu walked in one after the other.

This was the first time Lu Mingxuan saw her since the time she broke up with Lu Mingfeng at the First Prince's Mansion. She seemed to have lost a lot of weight and her complexion was also because of her premature birth or her confinement. She was bloodless, and against the moon-white dress on her body, she looked thinner and haggard. How could there be half of the brilliance of the past?
On the contrary, Lu Mingzhu looks very good, but she clearly told Mrs. Lu years ago that she will go to the border to live with Meng Haina after her graduation. go?It's a good thing she didn't go, otherwise she might have to rush back to attend the funeral.

The two of them came in with red eyes, and when they saw Mrs. Lu's haggard old age, tears flowed down their faces uncontrollably.

(End of this chapter)