Popular peasant wife: mountain man lacks training

Chapter 246 Bitterness in Memories
When he came back to his senses, Geng Sang's heartbeat still accelerated a little bit, this handsome and harmless appearance is really very enchanting, how can it make people not be moved?
Especially feeling that Lu Nanchuan seemed to have unusual feelings for him, Geng Sang was even more moved.

With a twinkle in his eyes, Geng Sang quietly retreated from Lu Nanchuan's room, restraining his thoughts.

If he changed anyone, he might try to like him, but Lu Nanchuan couldn't.

Geng Sang's heart seemed to be pricked again, with fine and dense pains.

Just now, at the moment when I was dazzled, I not only had Lu Nanchuan's peaceful sleeping face in my mind, but also the moment when the boy in white raised his head on the campus in the afternoon.

Speaking of the past, it seems that many years have passed. At that time, Geng Sang was still a young and ignorant girl, and Cardamom Nianhua was at the age when he was tender enough to pinch water. It was at that time that he met a boy who finally became his obsession.

At that time, Rong Jing once helped himself when the teacher asked questions in math class. At that time, Geng Sang, who was distracted in class, seemed to have met a savior and snatched the math teacher's clutches.

From then on, Geng Sang was grateful to him. Later, during lunch break at noon, Geng Sang came out of the classroom and happened to see Rong Jing coming back from school. The sun was shining brightly. He was wearing a white shirt against the light. Refreshed.

Geng Sang remembered this scene for many years, even if there was no intersection afterwards, Geng Sang would no longer see the existence of other people in his eyes.

Thinking of Rongjing, Geng Sang's heart still hurts. In those years of youth and ignorance, I always thought that it was liking, and finally grew up to a sensible age. I also analyzed my mood at that time, and felt that such a beautiful young man was actually more beautiful. Most of them are the halo that I imagined in my heart and imposed on Rongjing, and I may not really like Rongjing.

However, even if he didn't like him, Rong Jing was always the person with the deepest memory in his youth. Even if it had nothing to do with love, for so many years, that name had already been engraved on the tip of his heart, which could not be erased and became an obsession.

Even later, Geng Sang didn't learn to really like someone, because once he gave up the obsession in his youth and gave up that person, what would his persistence for so many years be?
This obsession, until now, Geng Sang has not been able to get rid of, the name Rongjing is still engraved in his heart, every stroke is so clear.

When he saw Lu Nanchuan, the image of Rong Jing walking back against the light flashed in his mind, Geng Sang actually couldn't remember his appearance clearly, but the white shirt and the sun were still dazzling.

So when he knew that Lu Nanchuan seemed to have a different feeling for him, Geng Sang's first reaction was to avoid, rather than try to like.

The overlap of light and shadow made Geng Sang feel dazed, but he was extremely clear in his heart that it was precisely because of Lu Nanchuan's protection of himself that he couldn't just accept it like this, it was unfair to him, and he couldn't accept it in his heart.

The porridge was ready soon, Geng Sang made dinner, and instead of going straight to the door of Lu Nanchuan's house as before, he stood directly in the yard to wake him up.

"Lu Nanchuan, it's time to eat."

Lu Nanchuan leaned against the bed, closed his eyes, and felt that maybe it was just an illusion caused by his being too nervous, and Sangsang seemed to be further away from him.

(End of this chapter)