Chapter 148
Lu Suiran called her by her full name many times.
Often accompanied by disgust, disdain, anger.
But now it seems something is different.
Lan Shan couldn't tell, she stretched out her hand to gently brush the corner of Lu Suiran's lips.
He didn't push away.
The warm breath moved slightly, and the thin lips kissed her palm.
Lan Shan couldn't tell what it was like to come up.
It's just a trance, something seems to be wrong.
"A Sui."
Lan Shan called him softly, her voice was warm and shallow, "Are you okay?"
Lu Suiran was silent for a moment.
Only then whispered: "It's okay."
"Too tired these days?"
Lan Shan was a little worried.
Mr. Lu wasn't busy before, but he couldn't even sleep well.
She, Mrs. Lu, is actually quite troublesome.
"No."
Lu Suiran was very close to her, and when he was talking, the air around his ears surged slightly, and it became very clear.
"Gu Lanshan."
Lu Suiran yelled again.
"I am here."
Lan Shan felt that he was very strange tonight.
I began to feel a little uneasy in my heart.
But after he finished shouting, he didn't say anything for a long time.
Lan Shan's hair was a little heavy, but her sleepiness was not as strong as before.
Unconsciously holding the corner of the pillow, Lu Suiran slowly held her hand, "Wake up."
"Did you drink too much tonight?"
Lan Shan couldn't help laughing, and leaned over to smell it, "I don't smell of alcohol either."
The warm lips just held the man's chin, and the blanket was very warm.
The atmosphere suddenly became charming.
Lan Shan paused for a second.
Her face suddenly turned red and her breathing became short of breath. She reached out to push the quilt.
Lu Suiran was faster than her, threw off the quilt, sat up, and patted her back over and over again.
Lan Shan coughed twice, and took a while to recover.
The lights in the ward were off.
Lan Shan could feel Lu Suiran's eyes on her.
She wanted to speak, but her throat was so sore that she couldn't make a sound.
Lan Shan could imagine how ugly her complexion was at the moment, turning blue and white after flushing out of breath, similar to the virtue that would die if she couldn't catch her breath.
She has been suffering from chest tightness for the past few days, more frequently at night than during the day.
Too many times.
Even Jiang Ningwan, that nervous little girl, started to ask her, will the fever always be like this?
Lan Shan couldn't even hide from that little girl.
Let alone others.
Lan Shan sat up with her back against the edge of the bed.
Silently in the dark.
Lu Suiran didn't speak for a while.
"I want to go home."
Lan Shan spoke in a hoarse voice.
She has said this to Lu Suiran many times.
No use.
But when she got stubborn, she couldn't hold back.
"it is good."
When Lu Suiran answered such a word.
Lan Shan raised her head abruptly, a little disbelieving what she just heard.
"If you want to go back, we will go back."
Lu Suiran said.
Lan Shan got up and got out of bed without thinking, it was too dark, she couldn't see where her shoes were, she stepped on the floor barefoot.
I didn't feel how cold it was.
Just a little flustered.
"Whether Chinese patent medicine is useful for your disease, you know very well in your heart."
Lu Suiran bent down and put on the cotton slippers for her, "You know the consequences of missing the best treatment time, Mrs. Lu doesn't want to grow old with me..."
"What did you say?"
The man's voice was not loud, but Lan Shan's heart trembled violently.
Stretching out his hand to grab Lu Suran's arm, his strength was completely out of control.
Lu Suiran looked at her, "You don't want to grow old with me."
"Who said I..."
Halfway through Lan Shan's speech, she suddenly found water stains running across her cheeks.
The voice is also hoarse.
Actually cried at this time.
Fortunately, the lights were not turned on.
Who said that Gu Lanshan didn't want to grow old with Lu Suiran?
She can fight him hard.
But now, the person who said this is Lu Suiran.
Those who are not old enough must at least live to that age.
It's not all that Lan Shan wants.
"I invited the best medical team to come to Ancheng, and the surgery is scheduled for three days later."
"I never thought that Mrs. Lu would disagree. You just need time to accept it."
Lu Suiran said: "I said so, do you understand?"
Lan Shan looked at him, but didn't speak.
Mr. Lu has always been vigorous and resolute in his work.
During this time, he has been extremely patient with her.
Lan Shan's eyes were a little blank.
"You still can't even cry well."
Lu Suiran reached out and stroked Lanshan's cheek.
She opened her mouth, and suddenly found that she couldn't make any sound.
Lan Shan was slightly stunned, leaned on the man's shoulder, and said in a hoarse voice: "I want to cry for a while."
"Ah."
Lu Suiran gently stroked her long hair.
Lan Shan cried softly.
The body undulates slightly, only the tears keep falling down.
There have been too many performances, and I don't know the true and false tears.
I am used to laughing when facing everything, so I forget that when I am sad, I have to cry.
"Wake up."
Lu Suiran hugged her, "Don't be afraid."
Lan Shan stopped sobbing slightly, and finally couldn't help crying out loud.
Yes, she was scared.
Her Mr. Lu is so nice, so many people are staring at her.
Lu Suiran's life is so long, she tried her best, but she can only accompany you for such a long time.
How can you be willing?
……
Lan Shan's cell phone began to shut down.
She needs enough peace of mind to face the next treatment operation.
Yan Jing came again.
At that time the heavy snow stopped.
The man was standing downstairs, the wind was very strong, Lan Shan stood by the window and saw him immediately.
Did not come up and did not speak.
Lan Shan passed by him and went to Dr. Li's office.
Yan Jing looked at her and said, "As expected, you still listen to him the most."
Lan Shan nodded.
He does not deny this statement.
Dr. Li was a little surprised by Lan Shan's appearance.
However, she soon got into work and gave her a lot of professional advice. Actually, Lanshan is no stranger to lung cancer, so it was not difficult to communicate with her.
Dr. Li said: "Many times, physical ailments do not destroy a person as quickly as mental illnesses."
"Taking diseases and avoiding doctors is a psychological phenomenon that most people have."
Dr. Li said: "And from the moment you came to me, it meant that she was willing to accept the reality and return to the normal light."
Lan Shan couldn't help laughing: "To be a doctor these days is to know philosophy."
Dr. Li followed suit with a smile, "It's a must, our seniors have said that heart disease is the most difficult to cure."
Lan Shan came out of Dr. Li's office, a layer of pale golden sunlight reflected on the snow.
The warm sun melts the snow, which inexplicably makes people feel better.
Perhaps after deciding to formalize this issue, my mood was not as heavy as it was at the beginning.
When walking to the ward, Yan Jing was no longer downstairs.
Lan Shan felt better again.
Climbing up the stairs, I found a person standing at the end of the corridor.
Pink sweater, waist-length hair.
She leaned on the railing, resting her chin, her eyes didn't know what she was looking at.
In fact, there are people here every day, and Lan Shan rarely comes out, but suddenly she can't move anymore.
After a while.
Yan Yan turned to look at her, her eyebrows and eyes were exquisite and picturesque, "Are you petrified there?"
Lan Shan pressed her knuckles, her movements were a little stiff.
"You...what's wrong with you?"
Yan Yan trotted over and held Lan Shan's hand, it was hot.
Touched her face.
A layer of water appeared in Lanshan Taohua's eyes.
"Hey, don't cry."
Yan Yan was a little flustered, and reached out to rub Lan Shan's face.
Brutely wiped away her tears, "I've been deceiving people like this since I was a child, so it's not bothering me now?"
"No."
Lan Shan smiled, but her eyes were red, "Just yesterday someone told me, don't hold back if you want to cry."
"That's not what I said either."
Yan Yan's speech speed is a bit fast.
After finishing speaking, he pinched Lanshan's face.
She was already thin, and now her face is even less fleshy.
There was a constant flow of people walking up and down the corridor.
"By the way, are you really going to cry?"
Yan Yan soon realized that the way the two of them were about to hug and cry together was really stupid.
Lan Shan said softly, "I'm holding back."
"I……"
Yan Yan stamped her feet in circles, "Then hurry up and go in, I'm about to freeze and cry."
Lan Shan: "..."
Wearing so thin, it is a god who doesn't freeze and cry, right?
In fact, as she watched just now, Miss Yan's melancholy beauty is very well put on.
Lan Shan opened the door, Yan Yan also brought in a bunch of blue baby's breath from the railing, the sheets in the ward were very plain.
As soon as she put the baby's breath on the bedside, she immediately felt a lot warmer.
"Are you going to bed?"
Yan Yan asked her.
Lan Shan has slept a little too much recently, and her mind can't keep up with her spinning speed at all.
Haven't had time to speak yet.
Yan Yan had already lifted the quilt, "Hurry up and warm the quilt for me, my sister is about to freeze to death."
This kind of recession is not new.
The body is cold, and the average girl has a cold body.
Lan Shan's body was warmer. During the years when they were together in Nancheng, they often nestled on the same bed and chatted nonsense.
Sometimes it’s the emperor’s favorite concubine in Unofficial History, sometimes it’s ghosts and beasts, and sometimes it’s the special skewers that suddenly ceased to be sold on the snack street.
At that time, there seemed to be endless things to say.
The two were lying on the hospital bed, Lan Shan didn't know what to say for a while.
It was the same when they first met.
Yan Yan is cheerful and lively, arrogant and willful, but she is no less likable than others.
not like her.
Everyone said that Xiao Lanshan was very obedient, gentle and calm, but this character was so obedient that people were surprised.
Lan Shan leaned against the bed a little stiffly.
Every time I see Ayan, there must be Shen Muzhi by my side.
That man seemed innocent but deep down he was noble. From the first time she saw him, there was an invisible sense of oppression.
Yan Yan has endured it for so long.
She didn't know what Yanyan was going to say.
How did it come about this time.
"Gu Lanshan."
Yan Yan lazily leaned on her shoulder, moving very lightly, as if she was afraid of crushing her, and the voice just came from her ear, "You must not die."
Lan Shan froze all over, and reached out to hug her.
Yan Yan buried her head on her shoulder, her voice was a little vague, "If I don't even have anyone to hate, how will I live in the future?"
(End of this chapter)
Lu Suiran called her by her full name many times.
Often accompanied by disgust, disdain, anger.
But now it seems something is different.
Lan Shan couldn't tell, she stretched out her hand to gently brush the corner of Lu Suiran's lips.
He didn't push away.
The warm breath moved slightly, and the thin lips kissed her palm.
Lan Shan couldn't tell what it was like to come up.
It's just a trance, something seems to be wrong.
"A Sui."
Lan Shan called him softly, her voice was warm and shallow, "Are you okay?"
Lu Suiran was silent for a moment.
Only then whispered: "It's okay."
"Too tired these days?"
Lan Shan was a little worried.
Mr. Lu wasn't busy before, but he couldn't even sleep well.
She, Mrs. Lu, is actually quite troublesome.
"No."
Lu Suiran was very close to her, and when he was talking, the air around his ears surged slightly, and it became very clear.
"Gu Lanshan."
Lu Suiran yelled again.
"I am here."
Lan Shan felt that he was very strange tonight.
I began to feel a little uneasy in my heart.
But after he finished shouting, he didn't say anything for a long time.
Lan Shan's hair was a little heavy, but her sleepiness was not as strong as before.
Unconsciously holding the corner of the pillow, Lu Suiran slowly held her hand, "Wake up."
"Did you drink too much tonight?"
Lan Shan couldn't help laughing, and leaned over to smell it, "I don't smell of alcohol either."
The warm lips just held the man's chin, and the blanket was very warm.
The atmosphere suddenly became charming.
Lan Shan paused for a second.
Her face suddenly turned red and her breathing became short of breath. She reached out to push the quilt.
Lu Suiran was faster than her, threw off the quilt, sat up, and patted her back over and over again.
Lan Shan coughed twice, and took a while to recover.
The lights in the ward were off.
Lan Shan could feel Lu Suiran's eyes on her.
She wanted to speak, but her throat was so sore that she couldn't make a sound.
Lan Shan could imagine how ugly her complexion was at the moment, turning blue and white after flushing out of breath, similar to the virtue that would die if she couldn't catch her breath.
She has been suffering from chest tightness for the past few days, more frequently at night than during the day.
Too many times.
Even Jiang Ningwan, that nervous little girl, started to ask her, will the fever always be like this?
Lan Shan couldn't even hide from that little girl.
Let alone others.
Lan Shan sat up with her back against the edge of the bed.
Silently in the dark.
Lu Suiran didn't speak for a while.
"I want to go home."
Lan Shan spoke in a hoarse voice.
She has said this to Lu Suiran many times.
No use.
But when she got stubborn, she couldn't hold back.
"it is good."
When Lu Suiran answered such a word.
Lan Shan raised her head abruptly, a little disbelieving what she just heard.
"If you want to go back, we will go back."
Lu Suiran said.
Lan Shan got up and got out of bed without thinking, it was too dark, she couldn't see where her shoes were, she stepped on the floor barefoot.
I didn't feel how cold it was.
Just a little flustered.
"Whether Chinese patent medicine is useful for your disease, you know very well in your heart."
Lu Suiran bent down and put on the cotton slippers for her, "You know the consequences of missing the best treatment time, Mrs. Lu doesn't want to grow old with me..."
"What did you say?"
The man's voice was not loud, but Lan Shan's heart trembled violently.
Stretching out his hand to grab Lu Suran's arm, his strength was completely out of control.
Lu Suiran looked at her, "You don't want to grow old with me."
"Who said I..."
Halfway through Lan Shan's speech, she suddenly found water stains running across her cheeks.
The voice is also hoarse.
Actually cried at this time.
Fortunately, the lights were not turned on.
Who said that Gu Lanshan didn't want to grow old with Lu Suiran?
She can fight him hard.
But now, the person who said this is Lu Suiran.
Those who are not old enough must at least live to that age.
It's not all that Lan Shan wants.
"I invited the best medical team to come to Ancheng, and the surgery is scheduled for three days later."
"I never thought that Mrs. Lu would disagree. You just need time to accept it."
Lu Suiran said: "I said so, do you understand?"
Lan Shan looked at him, but didn't speak.
Mr. Lu has always been vigorous and resolute in his work.
During this time, he has been extremely patient with her.
Lan Shan's eyes were a little blank.
"You still can't even cry well."
Lu Suiran reached out and stroked Lanshan's cheek.
She opened her mouth, and suddenly found that she couldn't make any sound.
Lan Shan was slightly stunned, leaned on the man's shoulder, and said in a hoarse voice: "I want to cry for a while."
"Ah."
Lu Suiran gently stroked her long hair.
Lan Shan cried softly.
The body undulates slightly, only the tears keep falling down.
There have been too many performances, and I don't know the true and false tears.
I am used to laughing when facing everything, so I forget that when I am sad, I have to cry.
"Wake up."
Lu Suiran hugged her, "Don't be afraid."
Lan Shan stopped sobbing slightly, and finally couldn't help crying out loud.
Yes, she was scared.
Her Mr. Lu is so nice, so many people are staring at her.
Lu Suiran's life is so long, she tried her best, but she can only accompany you for such a long time.
How can you be willing?
……
Lan Shan's cell phone began to shut down.
She needs enough peace of mind to face the next treatment operation.
Yan Jing came again.
At that time the heavy snow stopped.
The man was standing downstairs, the wind was very strong, Lan Shan stood by the window and saw him immediately.
Did not come up and did not speak.
Lan Shan passed by him and went to Dr. Li's office.
Yan Jing looked at her and said, "As expected, you still listen to him the most."
Lan Shan nodded.
He does not deny this statement.
Dr. Li was a little surprised by Lan Shan's appearance.
However, she soon got into work and gave her a lot of professional advice. Actually, Lanshan is no stranger to lung cancer, so it was not difficult to communicate with her.
Dr. Li said: "Many times, physical ailments do not destroy a person as quickly as mental illnesses."
"Taking diseases and avoiding doctors is a psychological phenomenon that most people have."
Dr. Li said: "And from the moment you came to me, it meant that she was willing to accept the reality and return to the normal light."
Lan Shan couldn't help laughing: "To be a doctor these days is to know philosophy."
Dr. Li followed suit with a smile, "It's a must, our seniors have said that heart disease is the most difficult to cure."
Lan Shan came out of Dr. Li's office, a layer of pale golden sunlight reflected on the snow.
The warm sun melts the snow, which inexplicably makes people feel better.
Perhaps after deciding to formalize this issue, my mood was not as heavy as it was at the beginning.
When walking to the ward, Yan Jing was no longer downstairs.
Lan Shan felt better again.
Climbing up the stairs, I found a person standing at the end of the corridor.
Pink sweater, waist-length hair.
She leaned on the railing, resting her chin, her eyes didn't know what she was looking at.
In fact, there are people here every day, and Lan Shan rarely comes out, but suddenly she can't move anymore.
After a while.
Yan Yan turned to look at her, her eyebrows and eyes were exquisite and picturesque, "Are you petrified there?"
Lan Shan pressed her knuckles, her movements were a little stiff.
"You...what's wrong with you?"
Yan Yan trotted over and held Lan Shan's hand, it was hot.
Touched her face.
A layer of water appeared in Lanshan Taohua's eyes.
"Hey, don't cry."
Yan Yan was a little flustered, and reached out to rub Lan Shan's face.
Brutely wiped away her tears, "I've been deceiving people like this since I was a child, so it's not bothering me now?"
"No."
Lan Shan smiled, but her eyes were red, "Just yesterday someone told me, don't hold back if you want to cry."
"That's not what I said either."
Yan Yan's speech speed is a bit fast.
After finishing speaking, he pinched Lanshan's face.
She was already thin, and now her face is even less fleshy.
There was a constant flow of people walking up and down the corridor.
"By the way, are you really going to cry?"
Yan Yan soon realized that the way the two of them were about to hug and cry together was really stupid.
Lan Shan said softly, "I'm holding back."
"I……"
Yan Yan stamped her feet in circles, "Then hurry up and go in, I'm about to freeze and cry."
Lan Shan: "..."
Wearing so thin, it is a god who doesn't freeze and cry, right?
In fact, as she watched just now, Miss Yan's melancholy beauty is very well put on.
Lan Shan opened the door, Yan Yan also brought in a bunch of blue baby's breath from the railing, the sheets in the ward were very plain.
As soon as she put the baby's breath on the bedside, she immediately felt a lot warmer.
"Are you going to bed?"
Yan Yan asked her.
Lan Shan has slept a little too much recently, and her mind can't keep up with her spinning speed at all.
Haven't had time to speak yet.
Yan Yan had already lifted the quilt, "Hurry up and warm the quilt for me, my sister is about to freeze to death."
This kind of recession is not new.
The body is cold, and the average girl has a cold body.
Lan Shan's body was warmer. During the years when they were together in Nancheng, they often nestled on the same bed and chatted nonsense.
Sometimes it’s the emperor’s favorite concubine in Unofficial History, sometimes it’s ghosts and beasts, and sometimes it’s the special skewers that suddenly ceased to be sold on the snack street.
At that time, there seemed to be endless things to say.
The two were lying on the hospital bed, Lan Shan didn't know what to say for a while.
It was the same when they first met.
Yan Yan is cheerful and lively, arrogant and willful, but she is no less likable than others.
not like her.
Everyone said that Xiao Lanshan was very obedient, gentle and calm, but this character was so obedient that people were surprised.
Lan Shan leaned against the bed a little stiffly.
Every time I see Ayan, there must be Shen Muzhi by my side.
That man seemed innocent but deep down he was noble. From the first time she saw him, there was an invisible sense of oppression.
Yan Yan has endured it for so long.
She didn't know what Yanyan was going to say.
How did it come about this time.
"Gu Lanshan."
Yan Yan lazily leaned on her shoulder, moving very lightly, as if she was afraid of crushing her, and the voice just came from her ear, "You must not die."
Lan Shan froze all over, and reached out to hug her.
Yan Yan buried her head on her shoulder, her voice was a little vague, "If I don't even have anyone to hate, how will I live in the future?"
(End of this chapter)
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