Chapter 558
Tang'er saw her own appearance in his black eyes, and gently pursed her pink lips into a beautiful arc, "Xiao Zimo, do I look good?"

"It looks good." Xiao Zimo nodded, his voice was almost hoarse and he couldn't hear clearly.

Her beauty is a kind of "quiet" beauty emanating from her bones; just like the quiet beauty of Qiuju, she has stubbornness in her bones.

Tanger smiled shallowly, her eyelids kept drooping, a little unable to hold on anymore, but she tried her best to speak, her voice was as soft as a needle dropped on the ground, "Don't let Mingzhu know that I left her forever, wait until she grows up One point, she's too young, too young..."

"Okay." Xiao Zimo nodded, looking at her unspeakable sadness and pain with gloomy eyes.

"I have never made her happy, Xiao Zimo, you are her father, you must make her happy... When she grows up, find a man who loves her wholeheartedly, don't...don't be like me."

I have never been loved by the man I love in my life.

"Okay." Xiao Zimo held her cold fingers and solemnly promised: "I promise you, I will definitely make our daughter the happiest little princess in the world."

Tang'er smiled slightly, stood up slowly, and the world spun for a while, Ying's weak body wobbled, almost lost his footing, and was about to fall.

Xiao Zimo immediately stood up and supported her, "What do you want to do?"

"I want to go to the living room." Tanger leaned against his arms and said weakly.

"I'll help you there." Xiao Zimo held her shoulders with both hands, letting all her weight rest on him.

Slowly helping her to the living room, Tang'er suddenly stopped, looking at the open door of the study room full of longing and fascination, "He likes to be in the study room the most, and he always frowns when he is doing work, but if I send a cup of Tea, he would always say thank you politely, and would smile at me gently, but his frown never loosened..."

"When there is no work, he also likes to be in a daze in the study. His eyes will become empty and confused, I know... I know that he must be thinking about Lin Jiu..."

"Stop talking, sit down and rest for a while." Xiao Zimo couldn't stop, her eyes, her tone were so yearning and longing, her love for herself was crazy, regardless of the future, for Jiuyue's love Love is truly unforgettable.

Xiao Zimo helped her to sit on the sofa, Tanger's trembling fingers couldn't help stroking the coffee table, the tears in her eyes were flickering, her voice was so humble that she couldn't see herself anymore.

"I really, really love him, I really want to be with him...but I know, I know that I don't have the qualifications to have him, so...so I dare not even say the word "love him" to him , I'm afraid, I'm afraid that he won't even look at me after he finds out..."

Xiao Zimo listened quietly, his thin lips pursed into lines without curvature, and his eyes glanced at the clock hanging on the wall——

My previous call, even if it was to book a flight ticket for the next night, should have arrived.

"Xiao Zimo, do you still love Lin Jiu?" Tanger suddenly turned her head and looked at him with tears shining.

"Love." Xiao Zimo replied without any hesitation.

"Look...how ridiculous we are." Tang'er blinked, gasping for breath, "I love you, you don't love me, I love Jiuyue, Jiuyue doesn't love me, you love Xiaojiu, but Xiaojiu doesn't love you . . . all the while we were just a ridiculous sidekick... a pathetic sidekick."

"Tanger..."

Xiao Zimo frowned, before he finished speaking, Tang'er's whole body didn't have any strength to lean against his arms, as if it had turned into a puddle of dust, which would disappear with a gust of wind.

"I really want to see him again, but I don't dare to see him, I don't want him to pity me, I don't want him to pity me... I know in my heart that he is kind to me, but because he sympathizes with me, poor I'm just..."

Tears fell silently from the corners of his eyes, and his voice trembled softly, "Xiao Zimo, do you think he would feel sorry for me if he knew I was leaving soon..."

"Yes." Xiao Zimo gently picked the ends of her hair with his fingers. The hair was no longer youthful, silky and supple, but like a handful of dry grass, like her life that was about to disappear.

"Then I... don't want him to see me anymore..." Tang'er leaned on her lips as she muttered to herself, her eyelids kept drooping, she was really sad. "I don't want him to be sad for me...I just want him to be well and happy..."

The voice gradually disappeared in the cold room, the eyes closed slowly, little by little, the curled eyelashes covered the eyes quietly, and the sleep was very peaceful.

"Mu Rutanger, are you a fool?" Xiao Zimo hugged her tightly with his arms, his voice was so numb that he didn't know what sorrow was, "You must be a fool... you're going to die and we don't care. what?"

We all owe you, we all owe you...

Since 10 minutes ago, the car has been standing still, the long driveway is blocked, and it is a dream to move a little bit.

The longer Ling Jiuyue waited, her complexion became more and more serious, and anxiety flowed in her cold eyes.

He was afraid that he would not be able to make it in time, that Tanger would not be able to wait that long...

Lin Jiuteng held his hand tightly with one hand, comforting softly: "It's okay, Tang'er is very strong, she will definitely hold on..."

Ling Jiuyue met her gaze and nodded hesitantly.

The uneasiness in his eyes was increasing, and he had a very bad feeling in his heart, as if he was going to miss something somewhere.

Tang'er leaned against his arms, she didn't know how long she had slept, but she felt that the strength and temperature of her body were losing little by little; her curled eyelashes trembled a few times, and she slowly opened her eyes, blurry Suddenly, he seemed to see that handsome face approaching.

I fell into a very warm and warm embrace, and I really fell so deep that I couldn't extricate myself.

"Jiuyue... You are here, aren't you... You came to see me..." A weak voice came faintly.

Xiao Zimo was startled, his body was stiff, he lowered his head, and looked at Tanger's haggard, pale and bloodless cheeks with puzzled and doubtful black eyes, what was she talking about.

Tang'er leaned in his arms, slowly raised her head to look at his outline carefully, her eyes were affectionate and bitter, the light in her eyes was so faint, as if it would disappear at any moment.

"Jiuyue, you're finally willing to come and see me, I've been waiting for you, aren't you..."

The crystal clear tears flowed silently, and it was so bitter from the corners of the eyes to the lips...

She was no longer conscious, she recognized herself as Ling Jiuyue.

What a shame this is to Xiao Zimo!

"I'm not Ling Jiuyue, I'm Xiao Zimo." The words stuck in his throat, he really wanted to say, but staring at her affectionate and desperate eyes, he couldn't say it.

She was thinking about Ling Jiuyue in her heart, she really wanted to see Ling Jiuyue again, but she didn't dare, she didn't even have the courage to disturb his life...

She is such a woman, living silently forever, thinking about love and complaining in her heart, suppressing herself to the point of collapse, and unwilling to disturb other people's lives.

"Yes...it's me...I'm here...to see you." Xiao Zimo said in a hoarse voice, intermittently, he couldn't tell what it was like in his heart, but he was very sad and didn't want to destroy her beautiful fantasy before leaving.

Lips soaked by tears lightly evoked a contented smile, leaned in his arms, kissed his chest sideways, felt him tightening his strength to hug her tightly, she didn't even dare to imagine such a scene .

Now, she was really looking forward to it.

"Jiuyue...I'm so happy...you're finally here. I've been having a dream in my heart. In the dream, I can tell you that I love you, and I can hold you gently, even if it's just for a second. I said I was so happy. I know that the person you love the most in your heart is Xiaojiu. Your heart can no longer accommodate anyone. I dare not extravagantly expect you to like me, but occasionally I greedily hope in my heart that you can Take a look at me, even if it's just a look..."

"Tang'er..." Xiao Zimo's heart ached when he heard her words, he glanced at the clock on the wall from the corner of his eye, why didn't Ling Jiuyue come...

Doesn't he know that Tanger has been waiting?

"Jiuyue, the four years I lived with you are the happiest time in my life...I have never regretted marrying you...even if it was a fake marriage...but I...can't help but integrate myself into the role of wife, taking care of you You... taking care of Mingzhu has become the greatest joy and happiness in my life. I thought, if she doesn't come back... if she doesn't come back, we can live like this...how wonderful...but she still comes back...she comes back and I I'm going to give you back to her..."

"Stop it...Tang'er...Stop it..." Xiao Zimo's voice choked.

Tang'er's breathing became weaker and weaker, no matter how hard Xiao Zimo hugged her, he couldn't keep the lost body temperature, and gradually became cold.

"You are my borrowed happiness... How can borrowed happiness be happy... Borrowed happiness will eventually be repaid..." Tears fell silently, and the black and white pupils were misty, "Jiu Yue...can I beg you for the last time...please kiss me...kiss Mu Rutanger, not Xiaojiu..."

That night, Ling Jiuyue kissed her lips, but Lin Jiu's name was always read in the center of her mouth.

She really wanted to be kissed by Jiuyue, let him kiss Mu Rutang'er, not Lin Jiu's substitute, not anyone's substitute.

Xiao Zimo's deep eyes swept across the clock and the door, and there was a slight sneer on his tender lips.

Mu Rutanger, he won't come... The man you love so much, he won't come to see you.

Why are you so stupid a woman, why do you want to fall in love with a man who is destined not to fall in love with you.Ling Jiuyue and I are the worst and worst bastards in the world, how can we deserve your love so deeply.

Little by little, her black eyes met her confused and hopeful eyes. She was so beautiful once, and he deprived her of the best innocence and youth. Could it be that even her little extravagant wishes could not be satisfied in the end, so that she could not regret it? Can't you go?
Xiao Zimo, who was as proud as him, smiled softly, "Okay".Leaning over, her thin lips were coldly attached to her icy lips, feeling slightly cold to the touch; her lips were no longer as soft and smooth as they used to be, as if people couldn't get enough of them.

Now she is exhausted, as old as an old tree necrotic from the heart of the tree, her rough lips are full of cracks, just like her fate, there is no complete piece of skin that has been knocked by the years, only scars of plaque are left.

On that night, Xiao Zimo really thought about wanting Ah Jiu, but his pride and self-esteem didn't allow him to be another man's substitute; The woman who became the man's substitute...

(End of this chapter)

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