I owe the female honor system a billion

Chapter 91
The next afternoon, when Gu Qinghan walked into the room with a plate of food, he still felt a little guilty about the scenery in front of him.

The young man was lying in a mess of quilts, his pale face was only partially exposed due to the quilt, but even so, you could still see the long eyelashes on his beautiful eyes, like the lashes of a butterfly. Like wings, gently covering his sleeping eyes.

Looking at his neck again, there was a black and purple bruise silently protesting to Gu Qinghan, protesting this woman's unprovoked evil deeds to the boy.

You're so naughty.

The bruise said this to Gu Qinghan.

And Gu Qinghan also said this to himself.

You're so naughty.

The boy had to rub a few times in the quilt, and then he managed to open a small gap, and saw the woman holding the dinner plate in front of him.

Seeing a little familiar smile on his pale face, Gu Qinghan could even guess what he wanted to say next.

He usually says to himself,
"morning."

But today, the young man who hadn't taken in food or water all day, tried his best to make a sound with his dry throat, but he could only let out a hoarse and low cry sadly. The painful feeling made the young man still unable to say what Gu Qinghan usually heard. The phrase "early".

Suddenly, a feeling of guilt and self-blame filled Gu Qinghan's heart.

She immediately put the glass of water near the boy's mouth, and incidentally rejected the desire in his eyes to drink it by herself, and insisted on feeding him to drink it herself.

Sure enough, the young man still couldn't bear his request, and gently obeyed her movements, allowing the water in the cup to fully moisten his throat.

He is always like this. If it is his own strong request, he still chooses to get used to himself and try his best to meet his request.

Just like yesterday and this morning.

Obviously his body had reached its limit, but he still tried his best to respond to himself, but in the end he couldn't help but fell into a coma and slept until the afternoon.

Is it because you think this is the only way to atone?
Or, do you just want me to be happy?

Gu Qinghan could no longer tell the difference.

Gu Qinghan, who wanted to calm down yesterday, was pulled by the sleeves by the boy, and together with Gu Qinghan herself, she was left in the confused and chaotic time yesterday by the boy.

Even though he had experienced so many times of venting his desire, Gu Qinghan's heart was still muddy, and on the contrary, he became more and more confused as he went deeper into the exercise again and again.

Have you become a desirer yourself?
But in the morning, I used an instrument to measure myself, but I was still in a normal state.

Maybe, he was just dazzled by Ning Ning's death.

Gu Qinghan said this to himself.

If the boy didn't eat any more, he might go into shock. Gu Qinghan put the plate in front of him and said to him, "Eat something."

After the boy moistened his throat with water, he was finally able to speak again, but he still couldn't get close to the food with that mouth, but raised his head and looked at himself,

"have you eaten?"

Gu Qinghan was taken aback for a moment, and the arms around the boy's body became unnaturally stiff.

She looked at the boy's naked body and the bruises on his neck, her expression changed from indifference to touch for a moment, but after a while she still couldn't recover from the punishment of the boy.

After a moment of silence, Gu Qinghan still couldn't lie, she said, "Eat first."

"Let's eat together."

Unexpected answer.

The young man who has always been so good to himself is of course reluctant to enjoy the food alone, even now he still carries out the same attitude as before, so that Gu Qinghan can no longer tell whether he is acting to get close to him, or I really want to be with myself like this.

Gu Qinghan suddenly recalled the time when he wanted to give him a ring before, thought of the look in his expectant eyes at that time, and thought of himself who couldn't give anything.

Yeah, so not candid and sincere about myself.

In my heart, I just yearn for the boy's kindness to me and don't want anything in return. I can't even do a simple heartbeat.

Haven't the testing instruments outside already explained this?

While slightly dazed, Gu Qinghan himself felt the hunger in his stomach, and then looked at the boy's swollen eyes, Gu Qinghan absolutely couldn't refuse any request from the boy now.

Or, at this moment, she just wanted to use this simple obedience to relieve the guilt of not being able to repay the boy from before to now.

All in all, she still said to the boy, "Okay."

The boy finally showed a faint smile again, but there was still a little loneliness and helplessness underneath that smile.

That was the loneliness that I had carried since I was unable to speak when I gave the ring.

"Let's go to the living room to eat."

The young man smiled at Gu Qinghan, and wanted to pick up his clothes from the side of the quilt, but when he picked it up, he found that the thin shirt had been torn into pieces by the violent woman yesterday, and only a piece of clothing was left. Strands of simple cloth hang from it.

This is obviously impossible to continue to wear.

Gu Qinghan also blushed a little, and blamed the confused and mad self yesterday.

Fortunately, the boy still couldn't show himself a look of blame, he could only look at the clothes in his hand with some embarrassment, and searched for something that could be replaced around him.

Gu Qinghan pursed his lips, and said with some guilt, "I'll go out and bring you one back tonight, let's pay attention to it and eat here."

Gu Qinghan stretched out his hand and gently pulled the quilt beside him on the boy's body, covering his exposed body, and said by the way, "Let me feed you."

Gu Qinghan picked up the spoon on the plate, fed a mouthful of the boy's food, and then took it back to prepare for the second mouthful.

But the young man didn't open his mouth anymore, he just looked at himself silently without making a sound.

Is this going to be eaten by yourself?

Gu Qinghan laughed dumbfounded, and then took another mouthful of food by himself, and when he fed the spoon again, the boy finally opened his mouth again and ate his own food.

Time suddenly quieted down, just quietly passing by in the repetitive movements of the two of you taking a bite and taking a bite.

But only Gu Qinghan knew that the feeling of guilt was in his heart,

Crazy growth.

　(Zu ￣ 3 ￣) Zu

　　
　
(End of this chapter)