Chapter 226
Kang Shaonan looked at his wife who suddenly lost control of his emotions, stood up silently, went into the bathroom and took out the cleaning tools, silently cleaned up everything, and sat back beside his wife.
"I'm sorry..." Yu Xiao bowed her head to apologize, clutching the corner of the quilt tightly, not daring to look into Kang Shaonan's eyes.
Kang Shaonan held his wife's hand in his palm and looked at her distressedly: "I know you didn't do it on purpose, because now there is a devil living in your body, which makes your body lose control and also makes you lose your mind. Now you Everything you do is not from your sincerity. I know you don’t have any appetite and your body is in pain, but even so, you have to keep eating, even if it’s just one bite, it’s a victory for you! "
Yu Xiao looked at Kang Shaonan's firm eyes, and nodded after a while: "Okay, I'll eat! But those meals..."
Kang Shaonan smiled: "Don't worry! I'm ready!"
The scene that happened just now was already expected by Kang Shaonan. When his mother-in-law delivered the meal, he specifically told him to divide the meal into several portions and put them all in the ward next to him.Seeing his wife's mood stabilized again, he got up and left the ward, and walked in with a new meal after a while.After rearranging the food, Kang Shaonan handed the chopsticks to his wife again.
When Yu Xiao took the chopsticks, he noticed the injury on his body, and looked at him with a guilty face: "Did I do all these?"
"These minor injuries are nothing to my husband. You don't have to think about anything now. As long as you can get through the first three days safely, it will be service to us. Xiaoxiao, you must work hard!"
"Hmm..." She nodded obediently, picked up the chopsticks and began to eat bite by bite.
Eating is a simple matter for a normal person, but for a drug-addicted person, it is a form of torture in disguise.After Yu Xiao ate a few mouthfuls, he vomited out all the food.
"Kang Shaonan, I really can't eat it..." She also wanted to force it in, but her stomach didn't listen to her at all. The fish that she usually loves most is harder for her to swallow than poison .She watched Kang Shaonan shaking her head non-stop, and tears kept rolling down: "I'm sorry, I can't do it... I really can't do it..."
"It's okay, let's take our time! Take a break first!" Kang Shaonan packed up the food, helped his wife to lie down on the bed, watched Yu Xiao slowly close his eyes, and then left the room.
Since Yu Xiao entered the ward, Shen Yimo has been guarding outside the ward, because Mingyao is also undergoing surgery in this hospital, so when arranging the ward, he arranged Yu Xiao's ward next to Mingyao's ward.Seeing Kang Shaonan walk out, Shen Yimo and Ming Yusong immediately stared at him nervously.
"How is Xiaoxiao?" Ming Yusong was the one who suffered the most. One of his two daughters had just finished surgery, and the other was addicted to drugs.If it weren't for these two sons-in-law, he didn't know if he could still hold on.
"Dad, Xiaoxiao is still very fragile now. Except for her body, the most important thing is that she has no confidence at all. Can you go back and let your father-in-law and mother-in-law bring Yangyang and Xiaoxiao over? I want Xiaoxiao to see the child!" Hearing what his wife said just now, Kang Shaonan realized that if he wanted to help his wife, spiritual encouragement was the most important thing. If she didn't have the heart to overcome drug addiction, no matter how much effort she put in, it might be in vain in the end.
"Okay! I'll go right away! You stay with Xiaoxiao well!" Ming Yusong nodded, turned around and walked quickly to the elevator.
Looking at the back of his father-in-law leaving, Kang Shaonan told Shen Yimo some things, and immediately went back to the ward.Yang Yang and Xiaoxiao were quickly brought to Yu Xiao's ward by Ren Zhiping and Yu Jiahou.Before meeting anyone other than himself, Kang Shaonan also specially cleaned up Yu Xiao.Now she can't bear even a small blow, so he has to be more careful.
Knowing that her son and daughter were going into the ward, as well as her own parents, Yu Xiao was very nervous.Although she didn't take the drug on her own initiative, as long as she could remember, anyone who took it was despised.Perhaps it was this kind of psychology that caused a strong sense of inferiority deep in her heart.
"Kang Shaonan, do they think I've humiliated them?" Yu Xiao held Kang Shaonan's hand tightly, her heart pounding nervously.
"Baby, they love you very much. No one would think this way. They just hope you get better soon. Don't be afraid!" Kang Shaonan patted his wife's hand, walked to the door and opened it, taking his father-in-law's hand first Taking her daughter with a smile, she walked into the room.
The little guy hadn't seen his father for a long time, and when he saw himself in his arms, he giggled happily.When Kang Shaonan sat down beside his wife's bed with his daughter in his arms, he looked around the unfamiliar room with a smile, and saw his mother after a few moments.I used to be able to see my mother every day. I don’t know where my mother has been these few days. Now when I see my mother’s face, I stretch my little hands into her arms with a smile, and babble at my mother: “Ma Ma ..., mama..."
Hearing her daughter's lovely cry, and looking at her immature face, Yu Xiao's tears welled up all of a sudden, she reached out and took her daughter from Kang Shaonan's hand and hugged her tightly: "Smile... …my dear daughter…”
"Ma... Ma..." Xiaoxiao grinned happily with her small mouth, revealing a few white baby teeth.
"Xiaoxiao...she will call her mother..." Yu Xiao was surprised and happy holding her daughter, feeling unspeakably uncomfortable.
"Yeah, I heard mom say that she can't see you these days, she calls mom every day, and Yangyang also calls. Although these two little guys don't understand anything, they really miss you It's gone." Kang Shaonan smiled gratifiedly as he saw his wife hugging her daughter tightly.
The door of the ward was pushed open one after another. Before Yu Xiao raised her head to look, she heard the sound of her son wow. She followed the sound and saw her son Yang Yang stretching his little hand in grandma's arms Struggling non-stop, yelling incessantly: "Ma... Ma..."
Seeing her grandson's anxious look, Ren Zhiping immediately sent Yang Yang to her daughter Yu Xiao's arms. As soon as Yang Yang got into her mother's arms, she giggled like her sister.Yu Xiao was excited and kissed his son and daughter for a while, tears kept streaming.
Ming Yusong stood beside the hospital bed, looking at her daughter, who couldn't hide the tiredness and haggardness on her face even though she washed cleanly.He walked to the other side and sat down distressedly, looked at his daughter and comforted him: "Xiaoxiao, for the sake of Yangyang and Xiaoxiao, you can't just give up. You are their hope. Without you, our family will never be happy." Get up, we are all outside cheering for you, you must persevere! Don't give up! Dad knows you can do it!"
Shen Yimo listened to her father-in-law's words and looked at Yu Xiao and nodded: "Yes Xiaoxiao, Yaoyao has already had the operation, although it will be a few days before she regains her eyesight, but she told me that when she opens her eyes, she wants to see her most The one who loves you is you! Because you have been separated for 21 years, she doesn’t even know what her sister looks like. She can’t come to see you now, but she asked me to give you a sentence, and she asked you to be sure must work hard!"
"Xiaoxiao, our whole family is cheering for you! You can do it! My daughter is the best!" Ren Zhiping looked at her daughter and encouraged.
"Dad...Mom...you..." Yu Xiao ran down tears again holding his son.
The door of the room was pushed open again, and everyone looked at the door in unison, and saw Mr. Kang holding a cane, and Kang Shaodong walked in with his grandfather.
"Grandpa..." Yu Xiao looked excitedly at Mr. Kang getting closer.
"Xiaoxiao, your sister Shaoxi saved your life because she wanted you to live a good life! Not only for yourself, but also for her! If you give up now, her sacrifice will be meaningless .Grandpa knows, you are a brave child, don’t let that Aunt Yun still see our jokes after she dies! You have to defeat her with facts! You are not only fighting the devil in your body, but also fighting Aunt Yun. If You gave up, exactly what Aunt Yun expected. My child, be strong! There is nothing impossible in this world! Do you understand?"
Listening to everyone's words, Yu Xiao was choked up and speechless.In the face of so many relatives, what else can she say?She handed the son in her arms to the adoptive parents, looked at Kang Shaonan and said, "Kang Shaonan, I want to have lunch..."
"Okay! I'll take it now!" Hearing what his wife said, Kang Shaonan regained his energy immediately, and turned to prepare lunch.
Worried about disturbing Yu Xiao, when Kang Shaonan rearranged the meals, everyone else left the room again.
What the relatives said just now did not increase Yu Xiao's appetite. Looking at the food in front of him, his stomach still retched, even more uncomfortable than before.But when she thought about her son and daughter, her elderly father, Mr. Kang and her adoptive parents, her brother-in-law Shen Yimo and her sister who hadn't seen the light, she had to grit her teeth and eat it.
"Xiaoxiao, you can eat as much as you can. You have to take your time with this kind of thing. Now you can take a bite and it's a victory, understand?" Looking at her painful expression, Kang Shaonan really wished that the person who became addicted to drugs was Own.
"..." Yu Xiao nodded silently. After barely taking two bites, she couldn't take any more.There was a burst of nausea in her stomach. If she hadn't stopped in time, the two mouthfuls of food she had eaten before would probably have been vomited out again.
Although it was only two mouthfuls, Kang Shaonan was as excited as if he had seen hope. After clearing the dining table, he helped his wife to lie down again, because the drug addiction attack in the morning consumed a lot of Yu Xiao's physical strength, and he couldn't eat any food. things, so she is very weak at the moment.But less than half an hour after Yu Xiao lay down, he felt uncomfortable again in his body.
"Honey, it's coming again..." Yu Xiao looked at Kang Shaonan helplessly, with indescribable fear and uneasiness in his eyes.Knowing that she couldn't control her body, she looked at Kang Shaonan pleadingly and said, "Can you find a rope and tie me up?" She was really afraid that she would do something more terrifying, and the injuries on Kang Shaonan's body had already made her I blame myself.
"Xiaoxiao, it's okay! I'll be here with you!" Kang Shaonan held his wife's hand tightly. There was no need to look for the rope. The doctor had already prepared it for him, but he really couldn't do it.For him, the physical injury was less than one ten-thousandth of his wife's pain.That kind of heart-piercing pain is simply not something ordinary people can bear.
"No... Kang... I'm so sick..." The body seemed to fall into a bottomless abyss, boundless fear and unspeakable pain hit Yu Xiao overwhelmingly, she felt herself His body was about to lose control again, he turned his head, and bit his wrist fiercely.
Bright red blood flowed down her white teeth. At this time, she was too strong, but even if the teeth were deeply sunken into the flesh, she couldn't feel the pain in her wrist.His body was shivering with cold for a while, and he had a severe fever for a while.Her body was trembling violently under the quilt, and layers of sweat emerged from her pores. She was obviously sweating profusely, but her whole body was shaking with cold.The ceiling became more and more blurred in her sight, her breathing became more and more rapid, her mind went blank, and the teeth that were biting her wrist loosened at this time.She began to tear the clothes on her body frantically, turning over and trying to get off the bed, but she was stopped by something.She turned her head and bit the 'thing' fiercely.A strong smell of blood instantly filled the whole room, but she couldn't see or hear anything.In a daze, she felt her body rise into the air, and then fell into a warm embrace.Immediately afterwards, she was tightly imprisoned by a pair of powerful arms. She tried her best, but she still couldn't break free from the pair of iron arms. There was warm liquid falling from the top of her head, but she didn't feel anything.
Yu Xiao tossed and tossed for nearly half an hour this time, and finally passed out in Kang Shaonan's arms from exhaustion.
Looking at the quiet wife in his arms, Kang Shaonan's tears could not stop falling.He knew that Yu Xiao's body had such a strong reaction because of the sudden withdrawal of drugs today.And because she had taken too many drugs before, once she stopped taking drugs, she would probably become more and more addicted to drugs during the day, and her reactions would become more and more intense.As for how far it will go, even he himself dare not imagine.He has seen many addicts, and those people used to be strong men. Many of them chose to commit suicide because they couldn't bear the pain, so that they could completely free themselves.
Looking down at his wife's pale face, even in a coma, her body was still suffering from the torment of drugs, trembling violently in his arms.Kang Shaonan hugged his wife tightly. He couldn't imagine how difficult the road ahead would be, but he always remembered that no matter whether the road ahead was heaven or hell, he would walk with his wife.
Yu Xiao woke up again after being in a coma for half an hour this time. She opened her eyes weakly and looked at the new injury on Kang Shaonan's body. Tears instantly blurred her vision.There is a terrible devil living in her body, although she also tried hard to defeat it, now it seems that she is a little powerless.
"I'm sorry..." Her hand caressed his face lightly. She didn't know how many times she had been scratched there, and his arms were covered with scars, which made her shudder.
"This injury is nothing..." He hugged her tightly in his arms, hoping that his arms could give her some courage.
She stretched out her hand to press his lips, and looked at Kang Shaonan pleadingly: "Don't stay with me here, I'm alone... It's okay... Tie me to the bed..." She didn't want to hurt him, let alone let him Seeing herself in such a mess, she knew very well that when she lost control, the most uncomfortable person was him.Seeing his beloved being tortured, he must be the one who hurts the most.
He raised his hand and rubbed her head: "What do you think of me, what kind of man am I if I leave you here alone. Besides, these are really minor injuries, and they can't compare with the pain you are suffering. Than. Now your body is cut off from the source of drugs all of a sudden, so there will be a strong sense of discomfort in the body, the first three days are the most reactive, but as long as we get through the first three days, we will be half successful!"
"Does it really take three days?" She looked at him nervously. For her now, not to mention three days, even three minutes seemed as long as centuries.
"I know three days is too long for you, but think about our son and daughter, you must persevere to the end!" Looking into her eyes, he could clearly feel the fear in her eyes.As he spoke, he took out his mobile phone from his pocket, and called up the photos of his son and daughter to show Yu Xiao one by one.
"You saved so much?" Seeing that there were photos in his mobile phone from birth to the present, she felt a little surprised and delighted at the same time.When she saw the pink faces of her son and daughter, she immediately felt a lot better.
"Since the two little guys know how to call mom, they call you mom every day in front of your photo. They miss you very much!"
"I miss them too..." Yu Xiao looked at them one by one, and her eyes became moist again unconsciously.
Kang shaonan looked at his wife and nodded, but said nothing.He knows what a child means to a mother. Seeing the cuteness of his son and daughter, he believes that his wife will work harder.
But getting rid of drug addiction is not something that can be done just by talking about it. When the drug addiction breaks out, the inhuman torture and pain are like being thrown into the [-]th level of hell, which is enough to destroy all your life. Confidence and will.As long as you shrink back and shake a little bit, all your hard work and dedication will go to waste.
It has to be said that Aunt Yun's move was really vicious, it hit Kang Shaonan's weakness hard, watching her most beloved being tortured, but she couldn't do anything.That kind of pain is unbearable.But Aunt Yun ignored one thing. Yu Xiao is not only Kang Shaonan's wife, but also the mother of two children.In this world, there is a kind of love that is the greatest and the most tenacious.No matter how difficult the road ahead is, no matter how much inhuman torture one has to endure, this kind of love has the power to overcome all difficulties.
This is maternal love!
Looking at her son and daughter, no matter what she has to bear in the next three days, Yu Xiao knows that for the sake of her son and daughter, she has no reason to back down.Persistence is her only choice!
Under Yu Xiao's repeated pleas, Kang Shaonan tied her to the bed with a rope.It's not just because she hurt Kang shaonan, the most important thing is that she started to hurt herself, which is not what Kang shaonan wants to see.After covering her with the quilt, Kang Shaonan sat next to her again, holding her hand in his palm, feeling her hand was still trembling.
"Kang Shaonan, tell me the story of your service as a soldier..." Although the time of the attack has passed, her body is still trembling and her whole body is weak, lying on the bed like this and wanting to sleep but unable to fall asleep, she can only divert her attention force.
"Okay! Then I'll tell you..." Kang Shaonan nodded, thought for a while and began to tell his wife.He has served in the army for more than ten years, so his experience is more abundant than ordinary people. In order to divert his wife's attention from her body, he tried his best to speak vividly.
Yu Xiao listened quietly, and occasionally smiled at Kang Shaonan, but in fact, she didn't listen to a word. She had no idea what Kang Shaonan was talking about.The reason for doing this is just because he is afraid that he will worry about himself.Half an hour later, she closed her eyes weakly, hoping that she could slowly fall asleep in Kang Shaonan's story.As long as you are asleep, you can't feel anything.But no matter how she closed her eyes, her heart couldn't calm down at all.After suffering severe trauma in her body, the remaining pain still engulfed her fragile nerves.
For Yu Xiao, the afternoon was as long as standing still.When it was almost five o'clock, the door of the ward was pushed open, Kang Shaonan turned his head to look over, and found that it was Shen Yimo who helped Mingyao in, he immediately shook his wife's hand to remind her.
Ming Yao had woken up for a while, in fact, she couldn't be too emotional at this time, but Shen Yimo couldn't bear to see Yu Xiao and Kang Shaonan's bruises.So he told his wife all the truth. Although his wife's eyes are very important to him, he also clearly understands the deep sisterhood between Mingyao and Yu Xiao. If Yu Xiao didn't do anything during the most difficult time, Even if her eyesight recovers in the future, there will be a regret in her heart.And he believed that Mingyao's appearance would definitely have an incomparable effect on Yu Xiao.
"Xiaoxiao..." Mingyao walked towards her younger sister's bed under the leadership of Shen Yimo. Now her eyes are still wrapped in gauze, so she can't see what her younger sister looks like, but even with her [-]-odd years of anti-drug With the perception of destructive power, she can also imagine how bad her sister's situation is now.
"Sister..." Yu Xiao looked at her sister and shouted. Although she tried to shout louder to let her know that there was nothing serious about her, her voice was hoarse, and she couldn't hide it no matter what.
"Xiaoxiao..." The moment Mingyao held her sister's hand, Mingyao's throat choked up.Although Yu Xiao tried hard to suppress it, Mingyao, who had a strong sense of touch, could clearly feel that her sister's hands were trembling uncontrollably.But she didn't say anything, she just looked in the general direction of her sister and said softly: "Xiaoxiao, I've been thinking about what you look like, I've heard Yimo describe it to me before, and I've heard others talk about it, But I still want to see you with my own eyes..." Ming Yao's hand slowly landed on Yu Xiao's already pale face, rubbing her cheek slightly, from forehead to eyes, from nose to lips , every time she touches, it deeply hurts Mingyao's heart, she can see through everything even though she can't see it.When her hand touched the teardrops in the corner of her sister's eyes, she gently wiped them away, and looked at her with a gentle smile: "Xiaoxiao, we have been separated for 21 years, and when my eyes recover, it will be the day when we will truly meet again. One day is not only what we expect, but also the day our mother looks forward to the most. You must work hard. When you really recover, I will take you to see her at the cemetery of your mother. Let mom know that when she leaves All these years, you've been doing well... very well... okay?"
"Sister..." Yu Xiao held her sister's hand and burst into tears.If it wasn't for her body being tied to the bed, at this moment she really wanted to hug her sister and cry.
"Let's work hard together! I believe you will recover, and my eyesight will also recover! Xiaoxiao, you can do it!" Mingyao tightly held her sister's hand, hoping that her arrival would give her victory All strength and courage.
"Sister... I won't... let you down..." The familiar feeling in her body came again, but she didn't want to lose her composure in front of her sister, so she tightly clenched her other hand, saying every word Answered, but looked at Kang Shaonan on the other side for help: "I... a little... sleepy..."
When his wife's hands trembled violently, Kang Shaonan felt something was wrong, and he knew something was wrong by seeing her begging for help. He gave Shen Yimo a wink, and Shen Yimo immediately helped his wife up: "Xiaoxiao is very weak now, and she can't say anything. If it's too much, let's let her rest!"
"Okay!" Ming Yao nodded obediently, greeted her sister and left the room.
The moment the door of the ward was closed, beads of sweat flowed down Yu Xiao's face. His body was terribly cold, but the sweat couldn't stop flowing out. The piercing and extremely itchy feeling in his body rushed again. The overwhelming attack made my stomach feel unspeakably nauseous, but I wanted to vomit but couldn't vomit.Knowing that Kang shaonan was worried about herself, she desperately endured it, turned her head to the other side, and bit her lip tightly, and it didn't take long for blood to overflow from the corner of her lip.
When Kang Shaonan walked to his wife's side again, he immediately lifted the quilt and watched her body twisting and turning on the bed, he knew it was time to attack again.But her body reacted so strongly that she couldn't hear her cry. She leaned over and looked to the other side of her, only to find that she had bitten herself out of blood.Without thinking too much, he quickly took a towel, opened his wife's mouth and stuffed it in.
Obviously, this time the attack was longer than the previous two, and the degree was more violent than the previous one.When Kang shaonan tied his wife with a rope before, he still didn't dare to use too much force, but it didn't take long for Yu Xiao to break free.Kang shaonan desperately held down his wife's body, but Yu Xiao, who was at the onset of drug addiction, had amazing strength, and she broke free within a few strokes.Although her body was so uncomfortable that she was going to die, Yu Xiao didn't attack Kang Shaonan this time. The moment she jumped off the bed, she ran towards the place where the vegetables were placed, stretched out her hand and threw all the dishes inside to the ground fiercely. There was a crackling sound, and the plate was smashed to pieces. Yu Xiao picked up one of the pieces and cut it off without hesitation at his wrist.
The moment the fragment touched her skin, Kang Shaonan rushed over and hugged his wife, and quickly snatched the fragment from her hand.
"Xiaoxiao...how can you do this kind of thing? Xiaoxiao and Yangyang are still waiting for you! They can't live without their mother, just bear with it, bear with it...please..." Kang Shaonan was beaten by his wife Shocked by his actions, he desperately hugged his wife and burst into tears.
Yu Xiao, who was struggling, was taken aback by Kang Shaonan's words. After a while, she resisted the pain in her body and said to Kang Shaonan word by word: "Then tie me up quickly! Hurry up!"
Kang shaonan didn't show mercy this time, and quickly tied his wife tightly to the bed.When he sat down next to her again, looking at his wife's face that was completely bloodless, his heart was completely torn apart.He lay down beside her, held her face in his hands, and kissed her forehead repeatedly.I don't know how long it took before Yu Xiaocai slowly calmed down in Kang Shaonan's arms. The storm just now completely exhausted all her strength, and she was so weak that she almost lost the strength to open her eyes.
Although the drug addiction this time was worse than the previous two times, it gave Kang Shaonan hope. Although there was a small accident at the beginning, when he tied his wife to the bed for the second time, she was completely shocked. He survived by himself.
"I almost... flinched again! Kang Shaonan, am I... useless?" Thinking about the way she was about to commit suicide just now, Yu Xiao felt lingering in her heart. Fortunately, fortunately, Kang Shaonan was by her side. She rowed slowly, she didn't know what she would become.
"Baby, you are great! You have made great progress compared to the previous two times! I believe that we will succeed in a short time!" He held his wife tightly in his arms and said in his heart Can't help being excited.Although it was only a little bit of hope, he saw her efforts.Associating with the scene just now, a thought became clearer and clearer in my mind.
"Really?" Yu Xiao asked with trembling lips, her body was still shaking after experiencing the storm just now.
"Really! You are great! You don't know that in the situation just now, even a man with a strong body can't control himself! Xiaoxiao, you must be fine!"
"I feel...so tired..." Yu Xiao closed her eyes weakly, really wanting to have a good sleep.Even half an hour is enough for her.
"Then you rest for a while, I'll go out!" Kang Shaonan stood up, covered his wife with the quilt again, turned around and walked out of the ward quickly.
Kang shaonan came back quickly, cleaned up the things on the ground and sat next to his wife again.Because Yu Xiao was too weak, after closing her eyes this time, she unexpectedly fell asleep for half an hour.Although he didn't sleep well for half an hour, it was already an unexpected surprise for Yu Xiao.When it was time for dinner, Yu Xiao still didn't have any appetite, and after one bite, he couldn't eat any more.Kang shaonan didn't force her anymore, he packed up the food and started chatting with her again.At around eight o'clock in the evening, Shen Yimo walked into the ward with some things.
What Shen Yimo brought in was the photos that Kang Shaonan asked him to rush to develop in the photography studio. Each of them had Yang Yang and Xiaoxiao's cute faces on them. There were as many as ten or twenty photos, and each one The sizes are large enough.Kang Shaonan and Shen Yimo hung these photos on the wall together. No matter from which angle Yu Xiao looked at them, he could see the extremely cute little faces of his son and daughter.
Yu Xiao opened her eyes and looked at them one by one, feeling warm in her heart.Looking at her son's and daughter's dark grape-like eyes, their pink mouths, and their pink/tender faces, Yu Xiao's lips curled into a happy smile.
"Kang Shaonan, I really want to hug them..."
"After a few days of waiting, let me hug you enough!" Kang Shaonan sat next to his wife and looked at the picture of the child with her, his heart was full.During this period of time, in order to save his wife, he didn't care about being with his children.
"By the way, can you ask Dr. Yu to give me some sleeping pills? Wouldn't it be all right if I slept for three days at a time?" The thought suddenly popped up in Yu Xiao's mind. If he could sleep for three days, when he opened his eyes She has already quit drugs, which is really a blessing to her.
"How can it work? Sleeping pills must have side effects on the body, and if detoxification is so easy, there will be no people in the detoxification center long ago. Drugs will not be so harmful to people. You already have a lot Progress, in addition to me here to accompany you, and our son and daughter, the three of us will cheer you up together!"
"Um……"
At dinner, Ren Zhiping delivered delicious meals to her daughter as usual.Knowing that she doesn't have much appetite now, every dish is cooked by the family after careful consideration, and they hope to be the best in terms of color and taste.I don't know if there is a photo of his son and daughter. During dinner, Yu Xiao ate slowly mouthful by mouthful. He insisted on eating more than a dozen mouthfuls of vegetables, and Kang Shaonan's tears of excitement almost fell out.We must know that in the early stage of detoxification, eating is simply a kind of torture for people who are addicted to drugs.Not to mention eating, even drinking a sip of water is likely to spit it out.But every time drug addiction occurs, they will consume a lot of physical strength. If there is no corresponding nutritional intake, they will have no energy to fight against drug addiction.As long as they can eat and have physical strength, they can see hope.
But such an exciting event didn't last for a few minutes before it was brutally broken.When Yu Xiao finished the last bite, a nauseating feeling appeared in his stomach, and he vomited out all the food he had just eaten with great difficulty.Seeing his wife gasping weakly, Kang Shaonan couldn't help blaming himself, his wife only took two bites at lunch, and now she eats so much at once, he should have stopped it originally, but he really hoped that his wife would be able to quit drugs successfully , completely ignoring the principle of step-by-step.
After Yu Xiao rinsed her mouth, she lay on the bed and closed her eyes tightly. At this time, she felt her body was light and light, as if she was stepping on a cloud, hanging in mid-air.She was originally weak and couldn't lift a little bit of strength in her whole body. Even when she sat up and ate, she had to rely on Kang Shaonan's body for support.She felt like a complete loser.All the food she had eaten with great difficulty just now was spit out, which broke her self-confidence once again.Thinking about the days to come, she really didn't know if she could survive.
After a long time, Yu Xiaocai opened her eyes weakly and looked at the enlarged photos in front of her. She stared for a long time, and finally turned her head to look at Kang Shaonan beside her and said in a voice that only he could hear: "Kang Shaonan , I want to eat again..."
"Okay!" Seeing his wife's weakness, but the firmness in her eyes was refreshing.
This time, Kang shaonan learned the lesson just now and asked his wife to take away the food after only three bites.Since you can’t eat too much at one time, eat less and eat more. After this day, he has basically figured out the law of his wife’s drug addiction attack. He staggered the time of eating and the time of attack, so that the probability of her vomiting will be relatively reduced.Because she ate less, the reaction in Yu Xiao's stomach was not that great, and the two mouthfuls of food she ate really didn't spit out again.
The most difficult night came gradually, and the whole hospital was silent.But it was this quietness that made Yu Xiao feel more restless and uneasy.Fortunately, with Kang Shaonan by her side, she felt somewhat safe.But the onset of drug addiction will not cause the slightest sympathy because of the arrival of night. At two o'clock in the morning, Yu Xiao felt that her body began to become uneasy again. She wanted to clench her fists tightly, but looked up at Kang Shaonan's tired face. A pang of distress flashed across her heart. During this time, in order to save herself, he also exhausted a lot of energy. Hearing his even breathing, she turned her head and bit her lip, and squeezed the other hand tightly. Clenched tightly into a fist.But she still underestimated the ability of the devil in her body, and in a short while she was completely defeated, and she held Kang Shaonan's hands firmly together.
When Kang shaonan opened his eyes, he saw his wife was biting her lip, her body trembling again and again.Blood spilled from the place where the corner of the lip was bitten before.He jumped out of bed quickly, found a towel for his wife to bite, and then returned to her side and hugged her remorsefully.He just squinted for a while, but unexpectedly she had another seizure.The body is obviously a pain that ordinary people can't bear, but she still thinks about herself... He has mixed feelings in his heart!
Because of the experience during the day, although this attack is still the same as before, Yu Xiao survived abruptly.When her body collapsed again, she limply beside Kang shaonan and closed her eyes slightly.
"Kang... Shaonan..."
"You are too weak now, don't talk yet..."
She silently nodded in her heart, and didn't speak again, she was indeed too weak now, she didn't even have the strength to respond to Kang Shaonan...
(End of this chapter)
Kang Shaonan looked at his wife who suddenly lost control of his emotions, stood up silently, went into the bathroom and took out the cleaning tools, silently cleaned up everything, and sat back beside his wife.
"I'm sorry..." Yu Xiao bowed her head to apologize, clutching the corner of the quilt tightly, not daring to look into Kang Shaonan's eyes.
Kang Shaonan held his wife's hand in his palm and looked at her distressedly: "I know you didn't do it on purpose, because now there is a devil living in your body, which makes your body lose control and also makes you lose your mind. Now you Everything you do is not from your sincerity. I know you don’t have any appetite and your body is in pain, but even so, you have to keep eating, even if it’s just one bite, it’s a victory for you! "
Yu Xiao looked at Kang Shaonan's firm eyes, and nodded after a while: "Okay, I'll eat! But those meals..."
Kang Shaonan smiled: "Don't worry! I'm ready!"
The scene that happened just now was already expected by Kang Shaonan. When his mother-in-law delivered the meal, he specifically told him to divide the meal into several portions and put them all in the ward next to him.Seeing his wife's mood stabilized again, he got up and left the ward, and walked in with a new meal after a while.After rearranging the food, Kang Shaonan handed the chopsticks to his wife again.
When Yu Xiao took the chopsticks, he noticed the injury on his body, and looked at him with a guilty face: "Did I do all these?"
"These minor injuries are nothing to my husband. You don't have to think about anything now. As long as you can get through the first three days safely, it will be service to us. Xiaoxiao, you must work hard!"
"Hmm..." She nodded obediently, picked up the chopsticks and began to eat bite by bite.
Eating is a simple matter for a normal person, but for a drug-addicted person, it is a form of torture in disguise.After Yu Xiao ate a few mouthfuls, he vomited out all the food.
"Kang Shaonan, I really can't eat it..." She also wanted to force it in, but her stomach didn't listen to her at all. The fish that she usually loves most is harder for her to swallow than poison .She watched Kang Shaonan shaking her head non-stop, and tears kept rolling down: "I'm sorry, I can't do it... I really can't do it..."
"It's okay, let's take our time! Take a break first!" Kang Shaonan packed up the food, helped his wife to lie down on the bed, watched Yu Xiao slowly close his eyes, and then left the room.
Since Yu Xiao entered the ward, Shen Yimo has been guarding outside the ward, because Mingyao is also undergoing surgery in this hospital, so when arranging the ward, he arranged Yu Xiao's ward next to Mingyao's ward.Seeing Kang Shaonan walk out, Shen Yimo and Ming Yusong immediately stared at him nervously.
"How is Xiaoxiao?" Ming Yusong was the one who suffered the most. One of his two daughters had just finished surgery, and the other was addicted to drugs.If it weren't for these two sons-in-law, he didn't know if he could still hold on.
"Dad, Xiaoxiao is still very fragile now. Except for her body, the most important thing is that she has no confidence at all. Can you go back and let your father-in-law and mother-in-law bring Yangyang and Xiaoxiao over? I want Xiaoxiao to see the child!" Hearing what his wife said just now, Kang Shaonan realized that if he wanted to help his wife, spiritual encouragement was the most important thing. If she didn't have the heart to overcome drug addiction, no matter how much effort she put in, it might be in vain in the end.
"Okay! I'll go right away! You stay with Xiaoxiao well!" Ming Yusong nodded, turned around and walked quickly to the elevator.
Looking at the back of his father-in-law leaving, Kang Shaonan told Shen Yimo some things, and immediately went back to the ward.Yang Yang and Xiaoxiao were quickly brought to Yu Xiao's ward by Ren Zhiping and Yu Jiahou.Before meeting anyone other than himself, Kang Shaonan also specially cleaned up Yu Xiao.Now she can't bear even a small blow, so he has to be more careful.
Knowing that her son and daughter were going into the ward, as well as her own parents, Yu Xiao was very nervous.Although she didn't take the drug on her own initiative, as long as she could remember, anyone who took it was despised.Perhaps it was this kind of psychology that caused a strong sense of inferiority deep in her heart.
"Kang Shaonan, do they think I've humiliated them?" Yu Xiao held Kang Shaonan's hand tightly, her heart pounding nervously.
"Baby, they love you very much. No one would think this way. They just hope you get better soon. Don't be afraid!" Kang Shaonan patted his wife's hand, walked to the door and opened it, taking his father-in-law's hand first Taking her daughter with a smile, she walked into the room.
The little guy hadn't seen his father for a long time, and when he saw himself in his arms, he giggled happily.When Kang Shaonan sat down beside his wife's bed with his daughter in his arms, he looked around the unfamiliar room with a smile, and saw his mother after a few moments.I used to be able to see my mother every day. I don’t know where my mother has been these few days. Now when I see my mother’s face, I stretch my little hands into her arms with a smile, and babble at my mother: “Ma Ma ..., mama..."
Hearing her daughter's lovely cry, and looking at her immature face, Yu Xiao's tears welled up all of a sudden, she reached out and took her daughter from Kang Shaonan's hand and hugged her tightly: "Smile... …my dear daughter…”
"Ma... Ma..." Xiaoxiao grinned happily with her small mouth, revealing a few white baby teeth.
"Xiaoxiao...she will call her mother..." Yu Xiao was surprised and happy holding her daughter, feeling unspeakably uncomfortable.
"Yeah, I heard mom say that she can't see you these days, she calls mom every day, and Yangyang also calls. Although these two little guys don't understand anything, they really miss you It's gone." Kang Shaonan smiled gratifiedly as he saw his wife hugging her daughter tightly.
The door of the ward was pushed open one after another. Before Yu Xiao raised her head to look, she heard the sound of her son wow. She followed the sound and saw her son Yang Yang stretching his little hand in grandma's arms Struggling non-stop, yelling incessantly: "Ma... Ma..."
Seeing her grandson's anxious look, Ren Zhiping immediately sent Yang Yang to her daughter Yu Xiao's arms. As soon as Yang Yang got into her mother's arms, she giggled like her sister.Yu Xiao was excited and kissed his son and daughter for a while, tears kept streaming.
Ming Yusong stood beside the hospital bed, looking at her daughter, who couldn't hide the tiredness and haggardness on her face even though she washed cleanly.He walked to the other side and sat down distressedly, looked at his daughter and comforted him: "Xiaoxiao, for the sake of Yangyang and Xiaoxiao, you can't just give up. You are their hope. Without you, our family will never be happy." Get up, we are all outside cheering for you, you must persevere! Don't give up! Dad knows you can do it!"
Shen Yimo listened to her father-in-law's words and looked at Yu Xiao and nodded: "Yes Xiaoxiao, Yaoyao has already had the operation, although it will be a few days before she regains her eyesight, but she told me that when she opens her eyes, she wants to see her most The one who loves you is you! Because you have been separated for 21 years, she doesn’t even know what her sister looks like. She can’t come to see you now, but she asked me to give you a sentence, and she asked you to be sure must work hard!"
"Xiaoxiao, our whole family is cheering for you! You can do it! My daughter is the best!" Ren Zhiping looked at her daughter and encouraged.
"Dad...Mom...you..." Yu Xiao ran down tears again holding his son.
The door of the room was pushed open again, and everyone looked at the door in unison, and saw Mr. Kang holding a cane, and Kang Shaodong walked in with his grandfather.
"Grandpa..." Yu Xiao looked excitedly at Mr. Kang getting closer.
"Xiaoxiao, your sister Shaoxi saved your life because she wanted you to live a good life! Not only for yourself, but also for her! If you give up now, her sacrifice will be meaningless .Grandpa knows, you are a brave child, don’t let that Aunt Yun still see our jokes after she dies! You have to defeat her with facts! You are not only fighting the devil in your body, but also fighting Aunt Yun. If You gave up, exactly what Aunt Yun expected. My child, be strong! There is nothing impossible in this world! Do you understand?"
Listening to everyone's words, Yu Xiao was choked up and speechless.In the face of so many relatives, what else can she say?She handed the son in her arms to the adoptive parents, looked at Kang Shaonan and said, "Kang Shaonan, I want to have lunch..."
"Okay! I'll take it now!" Hearing what his wife said, Kang Shaonan regained his energy immediately, and turned to prepare lunch.
Worried about disturbing Yu Xiao, when Kang Shaonan rearranged the meals, everyone else left the room again.
What the relatives said just now did not increase Yu Xiao's appetite. Looking at the food in front of him, his stomach still retched, even more uncomfortable than before.But when she thought about her son and daughter, her elderly father, Mr. Kang and her adoptive parents, her brother-in-law Shen Yimo and her sister who hadn't seen the light, she had to grit her teeth and eat it.
"Xiaoxiao, you can eat as much as you can. You have to take your time with this kind of thing. Now you can take a bite and it's a victory, understand?" Looking at her painful expression, Kang Shaonan really wished that the person who became addicted to drugs was Own.
"..." Yu Xiao nodded silently. After barely taking two bites, she couldn't take any more.There was a burst of nausea in her stomach. If she hadn't stopped in time, the two mouthfuls of food she had eaten before would probably have been vomited out again.
Although it was only two mouthfuls, Kang Shaonan was as excited as if he had seen hope. After clearing the dining table, he helped his wife to lie down again, because the drug addiction attack in the morning consumed a lot of Yu Xiao's physical strength, and he couldn't eat any food. things, so she is very weak at the moment.But less than half an hour after Yu Xiao lay down, he felt uncomfortable again in his body.
"Honey, it's coming again..." Yu Xiao looked at Kang Shaonan helplessly, with indescribable fear and uneasiness in his eyes.Knowing that she couldn't control her body, she looked at Kang Shaonan pleadingly and said, "Can you find a rope and tie me up?" She was really afraid that she would do something more terrifying, and the injuries on Kang Shaonan's body had already made her I blame myself.
"Xiaoxiao, it's okay! I'll be here with you!" Kang Shaonan held his wife's hand tightly. There was no need to look for the rope. The doctor had already prepared it for him, but he really couldn't do it.For him, the physical injury was less than one ten-thousandth of his wife's pain.That kind of heart-piercing pain is simply not something ordinary people can bear.
"No... Kang... I'm so sick..." The body seemed to fall into a bottomless abyss, boundless fear and unspeakable pain hit Yu Xiao overwhelmingly, she felt herself His body was about to lose control again, he turned his head, and bit his wrist fiercely.
Bright red blood flowed down her white teeth. At this time, she was too strong, but even if the teeth were deeply sunken into the flesh, she couldn't feel the pain in her wrist.His body was shivering with cold for a while, and he had a severe fever for a while.Her body was trembling violently under the quilt, and layers of sweat emerged from her pores. She was obviously sweating profusely, but her whole body was shaking with cold.The ceiling became more and more blurred in her sight, her breathing became more and more rapid, her mind went blank, and the teeth that were biting her wrist loosened at this time.She began to tear the clothes on her body frantically, turning over and trying to get off the bed, but she was stopped by something.She turned her head and bit the 'thing' fiercely.A strong smell of blood instantly filled the whole room, but she couldn't see or hear anything.In a daze, she felt her body rise into the air, and then fell into a warm embrace.Immediately afterwards, she was tightly imprisoned by a pair of powerful arms. She tried her best, but she still couldn't break free from the pair of iron arms. There was warm liquid falling from the top of her head, but she didn't feel anything.
Yu Xiao tossed and tossed for nearly half an hour this time, and finally passed out in Kang Shaonan's arms from exhaustion.
Looking at the quiet wife in his arms, Kang Shaonan's tears could not stop falling.He knew that Yu Xiao's body had such a strong reaction because of the sudden withdrawal of drugs today.And because she had taken too many drugs before, once she stopped taking drugs, she would probably become more and more addicted to drugs during the day, and her reactions would become more and more intense.As for how far it will go, even he himself dare not imagine.He has seen many addicts, and those people used to be strong men. Many of them chose to commit suicide because they couldn't bear the pain, so that they could completely free themselves.
Looking down at his wife's pale face, even in a coma, her body was still suffering from the torment of drugs, trembling violently in his arms.Kang Shaonan hugged his wife tightly. He couldn't imagine how difficult the road ahead would be, but he always remembered that no matter whether the road ahead was heaven or hell, he would walk with his wife.
Yu Xiao woke up again after being in a coma for half an hour this time. She opened her eyes weakly and looked at the new injury on Kang Shaonan's body. Tears instantly blurred her vision.There is a terrible devil living in her body, although she also tried hard to defeat it, now it seems that she is a little powerless.
"I'm sorry..." Her hand caressed his face lightly. She didn't know how many times she had been scratched there, and his arms were covered with scars, which made her shudder.
"This injury is nothing..." He hugged her tightly in his arms, hoping that his arms could give her some courage.
She stretched out her hand to press his lips, and looked at Kang Shaonan pleadingly: "Don't stay with me here, I'm alone... It's okay... Tie me to the bed..." She didn't want to hurt him, let alone let him Seeing herself in such a mess, she knew very well that when she lost control, the most uncomfortable person was him.Seeing his beloved being tortured, he must be the one who hurts the most.
He raised his hand and rubbed her head: "What do you think of me, what kind of man am I if I leave you here alone. Besides, these are really minor injuries, and they can't compare with the pain you are suffering. Than. Now your body is cut off from the source of drugs all of a sudden, so there will be a strong sense of discomfort in the body, the first three days are the most reactive, but as long as we get through the first three days, we will be half successful!"
"Does it really take three days?" She looked at him nervously. For her now, not to mention three days, even three minutes seemed as long as centuries.
"I know three days is too long for you, but think about our son and daughter, you must persevere to the end!" Looking into her eyes, he could clearly feel the fear in her eyes.As he spoke, he took out his mobile phone from his pocket, and called up the photos of his son and daughter to show Yu Xiao one by one.
"You saved so much?" Seeing that there were photos in his mobile phone from birth to the present, she felt a little surprised and delighted at the same time.When she saw the pink faces of her son and daughter, she immediately felt a lot better.
"Since the two little guys know how to call mom, they call you mom every day in front of your photo. They miss you very much!"
"I miss them too..." Yu Xiao looked at them one by one, and her eyes became moist again unconsciously.
Kang shaonan looked at his wife and nodded, but said nothing.He knows what a child means to a mother. Seeing the cuteness of his son and daughter, he believes that his wife will work harder.
But getting rid of drug addiction is not something that can be done just by talking about it. When the drug addiction breaks out, the inhuman torture and pain are like being thrown into the [-]th level of hell, which is enough to destroy all your life. Confidence and will.As long as you shrink back and shake a little bit, all your hard work and dedication will go to waste.
It has to be said that Aunt Yun's move was really vicious, it hit Kang Shaonan's weakness hard, watching her most beloved being tortured, but she couldn't do anything.That kind of pain is unbearable.But Aunt Yun ignored one thing. Yu Xiao is not only Kang Shaonan's wife, but also the mother of two children.In this world, there is a kind of love that is the greatest and the most tenacious.No matter how difficult the road ahead is, no matter how much inhuman torture one has to endure, this kind of love has the power to overcome all difficulties.
This is maternal love!
Looking at her son and daughter, no matter what she has to bear in the next three days, Yu Xiao knows that for the sake of her son and daughter, she has no reason to back down.Persistence is her only choice!
Under Yu Xiao's repeated pleas, Kang Shaonan tied her to the bed with a rope.It's not just because she hurt Kang shaonan, the most important thing is that she started to hurt herself, which is not what Kang shaonan wants to see.After covering her with the quilt, Kang Shaonan sat next to her again, holding her hand in his palm, feeling her hand was still trembling.
"Kang Shaonan, tell me the story of your service as a soldier..." Although the time of the attack has passed, her body is still trembling and her whole body is weak, lying on the bed like this and wanting to sleep but unable to fall asleep, she can only divert her attention force.
"Okay! Then I'll tell you..." Kang Shaonan nodded, thought for a while and began to tell his wife.He has served in the army for more than ten years, so his experience is more abundant than ordinary people. In order to divert his wife's attention from her body, he tried his best to speak vividly.
Yu Xiao listened quietly, and occasionally smiled at Kang Shaonan, but in fact, she didn't listen to a word. She had no idea what Kang Shaonan was talking about.The reason for doing this is just because he is afraid that he will worry about himself.Half an hour later, she closed her eyes weakly, hoping that she could slowly fall asleep in Kang Shaonan's story.As long as you are asleep, you can't feel anything.But no matter how she closed her eyes, her heart couldn't calm down at all.After suffering severe trauma in her body, the remaining pain still engulfed her fragile nerves.
For Yu Xiao, the afternoon was as long as standing still.When it was almost five o'clock, the door of the ward was pushed open, Kang Shaonan turned his head to look over, and found that it was Shen Yimo who helped Mingyao in, he immediately shook his wife's hand to remind her.
Ming Yao had woken up for a while, in fact, she couldn't be too emotional at this time, but Shen Yimo couldn't bear to see Yu Xiao and Kang Shaonan's bruises.So he told his wife all the truth. Although his wife's eyes are very important to him, he also clearly understands the deep sisterhood between Mingyao and Yu Xiao. If Yu Xiao didn't do anything during the most difficult time, Even if her eyesight recovers in the future, there will be a regret in her heart.And he believed that Mingyao's appearance would definitely have an incomparable effect on Yu Xiao.
"Xiaoxiao..." Mingyao walked towards her younger sister's bed under the leadership of Shen Yimo. Now her eyes are still wrapped in gauze, so she can't see what her younger sister looks like, but even with her [-]-odd years of anti-drug With the perception of destructive power, she can also imagine how bad her sister's situation is now.
"Sister..." Yu Xiao looked at her sister and shouted. Although she tried to shout louder to let her know that there was nothing serious about her, her voice was hoarse, and she couldn't hide it no matter what.
"Xiaoxiao..." The moment Mingyao held her sister's hand, Mingyao's throat choked up.Although Yu Xiao tried hard to suppress it, Mingyao, who had a strong sense of touch, could clearly feel that her sister's hands were trembling uncontrollably.But she didn't say anything, she just looked in the general direction of her sister and said softly: "Xiaoxiao, I've been thinking about what you look like, I've heard Yimo describe it to me before, and I've heard others talk about it, But I still want to see you with my own eyes..." Ming Yao's hand slowly landed on Yu Xiao's already pale face, rubbing her cheek slightly, from forehead to eyes, from nose to lips , every time she touches, it deeply hurts Mingyao's heart, she can see through everything even though she can't see it.When her hand touched the teardrops in the corner of her sister's eyes, she gently wiped them away, and looked at her with a gentle smile: "Xiaoxiao, we have been separated for 21 years, and when my eyes recover, it will be the day when we will truly meet again. One day is not only what we expect, but also the day our mother looks forward to the most. You must work hard. When you really recover, I will take you to see her at the cemetery of your mother. Let mom know that when she leaves All these years, you've been doing well... very well... okay?"
"Sister..." Yu Xiao held her sister's hand and burst into tears.If it wasn't for her body being tied to the bed, at this moment she really wanted to hug her sister and cry.
"Let's work hard together! I believe you will recover, and my eyesight will also recover! Xiaoxiao, you can do it!" Mingyao tightly held her sister's hand, hoping that her arrival would give her victory All strength and courage.
"Sister... I won't... let you down..." The familiar feeling in her body came again, but she didn't want to lose her composure in front of her sister, so she tightly clenched her other hand, saying every word Answered, but looked at Kang Shaonan on the other side for help: "I... a little... sleepy..."
When his wife's hands trembled violently, Kang Shaonan felt something was wrong, and he knew something was wrong by seeing her begging for help. He gave Shen Yimo a wink, and Shen Yimo immediately helped his wife up: "Xiaoxiao is very weak now, and she can't say anything. If it's too much, let's let her rest!"
"Okay!" Ming Yao nodded obediently, greeted her sister and left the room.
The moment the door of the ward was closed, beads of sweat flowed down Yu Xiao's face. His body was terribly cold, but the sweat couldn't stop flowing out. The piercing and extremely itchy feeling in his body rushed again. The overwhelming attack made my stomach feel unspeakably nauseous, but I wanted to vomit but couldn't vomit.Knowing that Kang shaonan was worried about herself, she desperately endured it, turned her head to the other side, and bit her lip tightly, and it didn't take long for blood to overflow from the corner of her lip.
When Kang Shaonan walked to his wife's side again, he immediately lifted the quilt and watched her body twisting and turning on the bed, he knew it was time to attack again.But her body reacted so strongly that she couldn't hear her cry. She leaned over and looked to the other side of her, only to find that she had bitten herself out of blood.Without thinking too much, he quickly took a towel, opened his wife's mouth and stuffed it in.
Obviously, this time the attack was longer than the previous two, and the degree was more violent than the previous one.When Kang shaonan tied his wife with a rope before, he still didn't dare to use too much force, but it didn't take long for Yu Xiao to break free.Kang shaonan desperately held down his wife's body, but Yu Xiao, who was at the onset of drug addiction, had amazing strength, and she broke free within a few strokes.Although her body was so uncomfortable that she was going to die, Yu Xiao didn't attack Kang Shaonan this time. The moment she jumped off the bed, she ran towards the place where the vegetables were placed, stretched out her hand and threw all the dishes inside to the ground fiercely. There was a crackling sound, and the plate was smashed to pieces. Yu Xiao picked up one of the pieces and cut it off without hesitation at his wrist.
The moment the fragment touched her skin, Kang Shaonan rushed over and hugged his wife, and quickly snatched the fragment from her hand.
"Xiaoxiao...how can you do this kind of thing? Xiaoxiao and Yangyang are still waiting for you! They can't live without their mother, just bear with it, bear with it...please..." Kang Shaonan was beaten by his wife Shocked by his actions, he desperately hugged his wife and burst into tears.
Yu Xiao, who was struggling, was taken aback by Kang Shaonan's words. After a while, she resisted the pain in her body and said to Kang Shaonan word by word: "Then tie me up quickly! Hurry up!"
Kang shaonan didn't show mercy this time, and quickly tied his wife tightly to the bed.When he sat down next to her again, looking at his wife's face that was completely bloodless, his heart was completely torn apart.He lay down beside her, held her face in his hands, and kissed her forehead repeatedly.I don't know how long it took before Yu Xiaocai slowly calmed down in Kang Shaonan's arms. The storm just now completely exhausted all her strength, and she was so weak that she almost lost the strength to open her eyes.
Although the drug addiction this time was worse than the previous two times, it gave Kang Shaonan hope. Although there was a small accident at the beginning, when he tied his wife to the bed for the second time, she was completely shocked. He survived by himself.
"I almost... flinched again! Kang Shaonan, am I... useless?" Thinking about the way she was about to commit suicide just now, Yu Xiao felt lingering in her heart. Fortunately, fortunately, Kang Shaonan was by her side. She rowed slowly, she didn't know what she would become.
"Baby, you are great! You have made great progress compared to the previous two times! I believe that we will succeed in a short time!" He held his wife tightly in his arms and said in his heart Can't help being excited.Although it was only a little bit of hope, he saw her efforts.Associating with the scene just now, a thought became clearer and clearer in my mind.
"Really?" Yu Xiao asked with trembling lips, her body was still shaking after experiencing the storm just now.
"Really! You are great! You don't know that in the situation just now, even a man with a strong body can't control himself! Xiaoxiao, you must be fine!"
"I feel...so tired..." Yu Xiao closed her eyes weakly, really wanting to have a good sleep.Even half an hour is enough for her.
"Then you rest for a while, I'll go out!" Kang Shaonan stood up, covered his wife with the quilt again, turned around and walked out of the ward quickly.
Kang shaonan came back quickly, cleaned up the things on the ground and sat next to his wife again.Because Yu Xiao was too weak, after closing her eyes this time, she unexpectedly fell asleep for half an hour.Although he didn't sleep well for half an hour, it was already an unexpected surprise for Yu Xiao.When it was time for dinner, Yu Xiao still didn't have any appetite, and after one bite, he couldn't eat any more.Kang shaonan didn't force her anymore, he packed up the food and started chatting with her again.At around eight o'clock in the evening, Shen Yimo walked into the ward with some things.
What Shen Yimo brought in was the photos that Kang Shaonan asked him to rush to develop in the photography studio. Each of them had Yang Yang and Xiaoxiao's cute faces on them. There were as many as ten or twenty photos, and each one The sizes are large enough.Kang Shaonan and Shen Yimo hung these photos on the wall together. No matter from which angle Yu Xiao looked at them, he could see the extremely cute little faces of his son and daughter.
Yu Xiao opened her eyes and looked at them one by one, feeling warm in her heart.Looking at her son's and daughter's dark grape-like eyes, their pink mouths, and their pink/tender faces, Yu Xiao's lips curled into a happy smile.
"Kang Shaonan, I really want to hug them..."
"After a few days of waiting, let me hug you enough!" Kang Shaonan sat next to his wife and looked at the picture of the child with her, his heart was full.During this period of time, in order to save his wife, he didn't care about being with his children.
"By the way, can you ask Dr. Yu to give me some sleeping pills? Wouldn't it be all right if I slept for three days at a time?" The thought suddenly popped up in Yu Xiao's mind. If he could sleep for three days, when he opened his eyes She has already quit drugs, which is really a blessing to her.
"How can it work? Sleeping pills must have side effects on the body, and if detoxification is so easy, there will be no people in the detoxification center long ago. Drugs will not be so harmful to people. You already have a lot Progress, in addition to me here to accompany you, and our son and daughter, the three of us will cheer you up together!"
"Um……"
At dinner, Ren Zhiping delivered delicious meals to her daughter as usual.Knowing that she doesn't have much appetite now, every dish is cooked by the family after careful consideration, and they hope to be the best in terms of color and taste.I don't know if there is a photo of his son and daughter. During dinner, Yu Xiao ate slowly mouthful by mouthful. He insisted on eating more than a dozen mouthfuls of vegetables, and Kang Shaonan's tears of excitement almost fell out.We must know that in the early stage of detoxification, eating is simply a kind of torture for people who are addicted to drugs.Not to mention eating, even drinking a sip of water is likely to spit it out.But every time drug addiction occurs, they will consume a lot of physical strength. If there is no corresponding nutritional intake, they will have no energy to fight against drug addiction.As long as they can eat and have physical strength, they can see hope.
But such an exciting event didn't last for a few minutes before it was brutally broken.When Yu Xiao finished the last bite, a nauseating feeling appeared in his stomach, and he vomited out all the food he had just eaten with great difficulty.Seeing his wife gasping weakly, Kang Shaonan couldn't help blaming himself, his wife only took two bites at lunch, and now she eats so much at once, he should have stopped it originally, but he really hoped that his wife would be able to quit drugs successfully , completely ignoring the principle of step-by-step.
After Yu Xiao rinsed her mouth, she lay on the bed and closed her eyes tightly. At this time, she felt her body was light and light, as if she was stepping on a cloud, hanging in mid-air.She was originally weak and couldn't lift a little bit of strength in her whole body. Even when she sat up and ate, she had to rely on Kang Shaonan's body for support.She felt like a complete loser.All the food she had eaten with great difficulty just now was spit out, which broke her self-confidence once again.Thinking about the days to come, she really didn't know if she could survive.
After a long time, Yu Xiaocai opened her eyes weakly and looked at the enlarged photos in front of her. She stared for a long time, and finally turned her head to look at Kang Shaonan beside her and said in a voice that only he could hear: "Kang Shaonan , I want to eat again..."
"Okay!" Seeing his wife's weakness, but the firmness in her eyes was refreshing.
This time, Kang shaonan learned the lesson just now and asked his wife to take away the food after only three bites.Since you can’t eat too much at one time, eat less and eat more. After this day, he has basically figured out the law of his wife’s drug addiction attack. He staggered the time of eating and the time of attack, so that the probability of her vomiting will be relatively reduced.Because she ate less, the reaction in Yu Xiao's stomach was not that great, and the two mouthfuls of food she ate really didn't spit out again.
The most difficult night came gradually, and the whole hospital was silent.But it was this quietness that made Yu Xiao feel more restless and uneasy.Fortunately, with Kang Shaonan by her side, she felt somewhat safe.But the onset of drug addiction will not cause the slightest sympathy because of the arrival of night. At two o'clock in the morning, Yu Xiao felt that her body began to become uneasy again. She wanted to clench her fists tightly, but looked up at Kang Shaonan's tired face. A pang of distress flashed across her heart. During this time, in order to save herself, he also exhausted a lot of energy. Hearing his even breathing, she turned her head and bit her lip, and squeezed the other hand tightly. Clenched tightly into a fist.But she still underestimated the ability of the devil in her body, and in a short while she was completely defeated, and she held Kang Shaonan's hands firmly together.
When Kang shaonan opened his eyes, he saw his wife was biting her lip, her body trembling again and again.Blood spilled from the place where the corner of the lip was bitten before.He jumped out of bed quickly, found a towel for his wife to bite, and then returned to her side and hugged her remorsefully.He just squinted for a while, but unexpectedly she had another seizure.The body is obviously a pain that ordinary people can't bear, but she still thinks about herself... He has mixed feelings in his heart!
Because of the experience during the day, although this attack is still the same as before, Yu Xiao survived abruptly.When her body collapsed again, she limply beside Kang shaonan and closed her eyes slightly.
"Kang... Shaonan..."
"You are too weak now, don't talk yet..."
She silently nodded in her heart, and didn't speak again, she was indeed too weak now, she didn't even have the strength to respond to Kang Shaonan...
(End of this chapter)
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