The tyrant only favors the arrogant concubine

Chapter 154 The pain of losing a child
"Lele, I'm also very sad that the child is gone. As your man, I don't know how to comfort you at this time. This is my negligence. But I promise you, I will never let others bully you again At this time, seeing her thin body bear all this, Chu Fengjian felt extremely distressed, wishing to put the whole world in front of her and make her smile.

Chang Lele slowly raised her small face, and she kept looking up at Chu Fengjian. Suddenly, grief flashed across her face. She jumped up from the bed and reached out to pull Chu Fengjian's sleeve, "You lied to me!" You promised me before that you must keep our child. You lied to me! Why didn't you protect our child." Chang Lele's voice was extremely sad, like a lone wolf lost in the wilderness.

Chu Fengjian felt sore in his nose, and stood there despite Chang Lele's accusation without saying a word.He even thought that as long as he could let Chang Lele vent, or even beat him up, he would be willing.

"You liar! Liar! My child!" Chang Lele kept beating Chu Fengjian with both hands, and tears quickly soaked the clothes on Chu Fengjian's shoulders.When she had vented enough, Chu Fengjian suddenly grabbed Chang Lele's slender waist and whispered in her ear, "Damn me, I promised you to keep our child. But I didn't. I I owe you a promise in this life. Lele, don't cry, okay? Seeing you cry so hard, I, I..." I'm so sad.

Chang Lele's eyes were still blank, she lay on Chu Fengjian's shoulders, the tears on her cheeks hadn't had time to dry, the scene of last night began to flash in her mind.She bit her lips tightly, and her nails dug into the flesh of her palm.

Her child cannot die in vain.

She wants to avenge her child.

It was the last thing her impotent mother could do for her child.

"Where's Ouyang Yanxi?" Chang Lele secretly told herself that she must hold her breath, so when she asked this question, she calmly stunned Chu Fengjian.

"She's still being imprisoned." Chu Fengjian said lightly.He will never let go of Ouyang Yanxi, a woman.Just choose a very painful way to make her die to torture her.

Chang Lele replied in a low voice, then suddenly raised her head and said, "Feng Jian, I'm tired." Chu Fengjian instinctively suspected Chang Lele's emotional changes, but he didn't show it.He said softly, "Well, I'll help you to sleep first. After you sleep well and you feel refreshed, I'll take you out for a walk."

Chang Lele replied in a low voice again, then lay back on the bed tiredly.Chu Fengjian covered her with a quilt, comforted her, and then left uneasy.

Chang Lele didn't sleep. She lay on the bed and shed tears silently.At this time, she was shrouded in a sense of despair.Her eyes were gone, her child was gone, even Chu Fengjian... Chang Lele thought of the time she spent with Chu Fengjian when she lost her memory.At that time, as long as they talked about each other's feelings, they would quarrel.

Chu Fengjian can't remember her anymore, and the reason why he cares about her so much now is just to pity her.But when he returned to the palace, there were so many women in the palace, he might soon forget her, and she would become one of the many women in the harem.She never wanted to go back to that life.

Thinking of this, Chang Lele felt a sense of despair.

She lifted the quilt and got off the bed.As she moved, her lower body throbbed with pain.But she still endured the pain and walked out of the outer hall.In late autumn, it was very windy outside, and Chang Lele was walking around the yard in a thin coat, dragging her body that had just given birth.

She wants to find Ouyang Yanxi.

To avenge her and her children.

She thought she would go crazy if she didn't take revenge and just lay in bed like a piece of shit.At this time, she desperately needs someone to vent her most violent emotions.

Fortunately, she just fumbled out of the yard.Outside the courtyard, Chu Fengjian who was half leaning against the wall caught a glimpse of her.Seeing her running out wearing such thin clothes, Chu Fengjian's voice tightened, with a reproachful tone, "Chang Lele, are you dying?" Xiaochan just came out wearing such thin clothes.

Chang Lele ignored Chu Fengjian's words, she still groped forward.

Chu Fengjian stepped forward, grabbed her, then took off his robe and draped it over her body domineeringly, then shackled her forcefully, and said harshly, "Chang Lele, be good, You are a patient now, don't go away. Leave everything to me. I will take care of everything for you."

But Chang Lele pushed him away angrily, "You asked me to kill Ouyang Yanxi. I will kill her, and I will avenge my child."

Chu Fengjian held her shoulders tightly with both hands, Junyi's face was full of rage, and he yelled at him, "Chang Lele, are you crazy? Even if you want to kill her, you have to kill her." When you recover from illness, I have no problem with any method you want to use to kill her. But what is going on with you now. Your own body has not recovered yet. Even if you kill her, what will happen to you? What good is it to say?"

Seeing the pain on her face, Chu Fengjian hastily relaxed the strength in his hands slightly.But Chang Lele was at the stage where her emotions were about to collapse. When she heard Chu Fengjian's words, she used all her strength to push Chu Fengjian away.

"Chu Fengjian, leave me alone! I don't need your concern right now. To be honest, I really don't want to enter the palace with you. Even, I'm starting to hate you now. Being with you, I will be unlucky. You look at my eyes, and then you look at the child in my womb. These are more or less related to you. I hate you. If I hadn’t had a child before, I wouldn’t have suffered But now, I can only say, I hate you so much, I hate you to the core. "

Chang Lele now says whatever comes to mind.She didn't care about who she would hurt by saying these words.She only knew that if she didn't express her thoughts at this time, she might go crazy.

Chu Fengjian frowned, but still reached out to help her.But Chang Lele pointed at him and said loudly, "Chu Fengjian, please. Please stop thinking about taking me into the palace. Just let me fend for myself outside. I hate that palace , I hate your concubines, and I hate you, the emperor even more."

If before, Chang Lele would still have unrealistic ideas about Chu Fengjian.She felt that Chu Fengjian was sincere to her.Because of the presence of Chu Fengjian, the palace was no longer as indifferent as it used to be.

But now, all the things that have happened recently made Chang Lele think clearly.No matter how much Chu Fengjian loves her, he may lose his memory or dislike her sometimes.Just like this time, after he lost his memory, he completely forgot about her.But because of him, she was blinded and lost her child.

Women love to dream.But reality is always crueler than dreams.

Maybe Chu Fengjian is really a good man.

But she was tired and in a daze, and she didn't want to love Chu Fengjian persistently anymore.

She wants to avenge her child now, and after revenge, she will find a place away from the center of right and wrong forever.

Chu Fengjian's two hands were tightly clenched together, so tightly that the fingernails dug into the palm of the hand, and blood dripped from the flesh.But he didn't say anything, he just stood there, looking at Chang Lele like that.

Chang Lele didn't hear his voice, so she pulled the corner of her mouth coldly again, "Tell me, where is Ouyang Yanxi being held now?"

Chu Fengjian's two thin lips had already formed a straight line.He finally took a step back and walked a little bit in her direction.After a long time, he slowly opened his mouth and said, "Chang Lele, do you really hate me so much?" He narrowed his dark eyes treacherously, waiting for her answer.

"Yes!" Chang Lele replied very simply.Now that she has figured it out, she doesn't want to continue.She doesn't want to go back to the palace, and she doesn't want to be Chu Fengjian's concubine anymore.

There was a bitter smile on the corner of Chu Fengjian's mouth, "I understand. I will not let you go back to the palace with me again. I will...give you the life you want." After Chu Fengjian finished speaking After speaking, I felt that my whole body was going to lose strength.Before, he just admired and cherished this woman, but when the woman said he hated him, his heart was more painful than eating Coptis chinensis.

It's just that he doesn't want to force him to do things she doesn't want to do.

Chang Lele didn't have much joy on his face when he got such a sentence.Those empty and dull eyes stared blankly at Chu Fengjian, Chu Fengjian only felt as if someone had stabbed him with a knife, and his heart ached.

"My lord, it's not good. Chang Jieyu is gone..."

While the two were standing here hesitantly, Zhao Dajiu ran out at this moment, but swallowed all the words behind him after seeing Chang Lele's skirt.He said in astonishment, "Master, Chang Jieyu... her, her skirt..."

Chu Fengjian's sharp eyes quickly looked at the skirt behind Chang Lele.The back of her skirt was already bright red again.The bright red blood color makes people look shocking.Chu Fengjian narrowed his eyes, and hurried forward to hug Chang Lele.Chang Lele was somewhat resistant at first, but when Chu Fengjian saw that she was still joking with her own life at this time, he yelled directly, "Since you hate me, I won't be shameless. Once you recover from your illness, you can leave here at any time. At that time, I will definitely not stop you. But now, you still have to listen to what I say."

Chang Lele didn't resist after being yelled at by him.Chu Fengjian carried her back to the bedroom with strides, while Zhao Dajiu went to invite Su Lan to stop Chang Lele's bleeding again.

In the room, Chu Fengjian and the others had already been kicked out, and Su Lan took the quick veil and gently stopped her bleeding.Chang Lele didn't cry out, she just lay there.Su Lan really couldn't get used to it, so she sighed softly and said, "Some people say that Nuwa created man, men are used to conquer the world, and women are used to conquer men. Since we women have such an important role , remember not to make fun of your body next time. There is no stinky man in this world worth letting you ruin your body like this."

Chang Lele pursed her thin lips, and responded very lightly.

(End of this chapter)