Gao Lengmeng emperor loves fierce concubine

Chapter 207 The Second Geng Sent to the More and More Cute Little Buns (2)
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"Okay, learn to relax yourself physically and mentally, and you won't regret it."

Jimo Meng didn't know whether he couldn't withstand her nagging, or was inspired by the deep heart, and slowly let his body sink down, let out all his strength, and let every cell fall to the bottom.

At this moment, even the breathing seemed to become weak, the heartbeat was exhausted, and the mind went blank.

In the illusion, his consciousness felt blurred. How long has it been since he felt this way?
It seems that ever since he sat in that seat, his nerves are tense even in his sleep. No matter where he goes or what he is doing, he puts all his senses to the maximum, like a beast that is about to be attacked at any time. In order to save his life, he has to Be alert at all times.

Such vigilance has become a habit engraved in his bones and blood for a long time. He is used to hiding all his emotions in front of others, even behind his back. In order to prevent himself from being weak, he gritted his teeth and survived the helplessness and darkness again and again. .

"How? Isn't it difficult?" A certain voice was soft and full of encouragement.

Jimo Meng hummed subconsciously, with a tired nasal voice, which was particularly pitiful.

A certain heart softened a bit, "After that, learn to live a more relaxed life and stop self-torture."

Hearing this, Jimo Meng's eyelashes trembled, but they did not open, and he muttered to himself, "Can I?"

"As long as you want to do it, there is nothing you can't do!"

"Even if you're going to bleed and die, do you think it's okay?"

"Life is precious. Love is more expensive. If it's for freedom, both can be thrown away!"

"free?"

"Yeah, freedom. The so-called freedom means that you can live freely and be yourself, not just a puppet in the eyes of others!"

Hearing this, Jimo Meng suddenly opened his eyes, a glazed brilliance suddenly appeared, a certain one's heart trembled, and it skipped a beat strangely.

"You really think so?"

"That's right!" A certain one blinked, a little confused.

"Then you... do the same?"

"It's necessary, otherwise why would my sister choose to go to Hualou?"

Jimo Meng looked at her intently, with deep eyes, "What if you chose to go to Hualou and regretted it? Do you know that the glass of poisoned wine in the Golden Palace that day was actually non-toxic?"

"So what?" A certain one didn't care.

"So what?" Jimo Meng frowned, "If you chose wine at the beginning, then after feigning death, you can stay at the place I arranged and live a comfortable life, waiting for your father and brother to return. It's still Miss Qianjin, but now..."

A certain one laughed, and leaned against the wall with a more relaxed posture, "Don't you think I'm having a bad time now? This kind of thing, such as drinking water and knowing whether you are warm or not, is like being superior to others in the eyes of outsiders." Your Majesty, to be worshiped by thousands of people, should be the pinnacle of a man's dream, but the truth, only you know, you have the deepest experience of whether you are happy or unhappy every day, and it is the same with me. In the eyes of outsiders, a A woman who is deeply trapped in a flower house will be ruined in this life, but for me, fame is just a cloud, where I can live brilliantly and beautifully, live freely and freely, do whatever I want, and have the freedom I want most, If you can be yourself happily, that's enough."

Jimo Meng's heart was shaking violently. At this moment, when he looked at her, he couldn't think of a suitable word to describe her. Her thoughts and arguments were undoubtedly shocking, but they touched his heart strangely. !

(End of this chapter)