my mysterious boyfriend

Chapter 100 You Are Not Qualified For Forgiveness
The marble floor was so cold in winter, but Ding Zhanbo lay on the side of the sofa, motionless, his clothes were ripped apart, and his face was painted.

What made my heart flutter the most was not Ding Zhanbo's eyes as red as a rabbit, but that he was holding a small pink female mobile phone in his hand.

That female mobile phone was a gift given to me by Ding Zhanbo that year. I was stubborn and refused to accept it for a long time. Later, because the phone in the dormitory was always occupied by other students, Ding Zhanbo could not find me. I waited for me downstairs in the dormitory for several hours. I couldn't bear it, so I took the mobile phone away, but I wrote an IOU to Ding Zhanbo.

In 2006, in our high school, mobile phones were still considered a rarity. Many students who had mobile phones kept their hands on them all day long, looking very powerful.But I am different. I never use my mobile phone to make calls except to receive calls from Ding Zhanbo and send messages to him. After all, the phone bill is very expensive.

However, just before the night of the accident, I am not sure how many hours later, the mobile phone suddenly disappeared.

I thought it was left at home, and I was afraid that Ding Zhanbo would think too much about what he gave me, so I didn't dare to tell him immediately, thinking that I might find it when I went home after watching the fireworks. .

After the accident, I was like a walking dead for a long time, and I didn't have the mood to pay attention to the mobile phone anymore. The mobile phone became a fragment in my memory.

But now, why is this phone in Ding Zhanbo's hands?

I feel like I'm caught in a puzzle that I can't figure out even with my pig brain.

Just when I was too dazed, there was a sound of closing the door hurriedly, dragging me back to reality.

Following the sound of the door closing, Ding Zhanbo got up. He wiped the blood on the corner of his mouth with his free hand. After doing all this, he raised his mobile phone towards me and shook it in front of me.

Even though it's not too far away, even if I can see Ding Zhanbo's face clearly, I still can't see what kind of expression he has on his face.

He stood up and ran towards me quickly, but when he was about to grab my arm, Yu Minghui stopped him.

Even so, Ding Zhanbo still grinned at me and said, "Four four..."

Yu Minghui then rudely interrupted Ding Zhanbo: "You have no right to ask for forgiveness. A man can't even protect the women around him, so what else can you say!"

After speaking, Yu Minghui covered my hand and said, "Lin Sisi, let's go home."

I had a splitting headache and was sluggish for more than ten seconds, but in the end I was dominated by Yu Minghui, dragging me to turn around and walk away.

However, we had only taken two steps, and Ding Zhanbo immediately said in a hoarse voice from behind: "Sisi, believe it or not, I, Ding Zhanbo, never escaped because of timidity or fear that night. The good fireworks suddenly went out. I just ran a few hundred meters to see the situation, but when I came back, you disappeared. After you disappeared, I looked for you and called you. Are you okay? Answer, but you send me a message, saying that you suddenly don't want to talk to me, that you want to break up with me, that you have gone home, and let me never disturb your life again. Lin Sisi, Sisi, Although I can't find any trace of this message in the mobile phone you used to use, but it is still stored in my mobile phone, you can take a look, you can see clearly, have I lied..."

I froze and stood there, unable to take a step for some reason.

I'm pretty sure that after meeting Yu Minghui, I lost my feelings for Ding Zhanbo long ago.

But I still hated him relentlessly.

There is also hatred, it is difficult for me to untie myself and let myself go, I will hate myself for loving the wrong person countless times in midnight dreams and pay for my life.

If the facts are really as what Ding Zhanbo said, although I may escape into other conspiracy theories and feel that there are black hands behind the scenes manipulating all this, I will wish to strengthen myself and find out those black hands behind the scenes and torture them thousands of times. But I can at least let go of myself in my heart.

Just as I paused, Yu Minghui let go of my hand abruptly.

He turned his face to look at me, and said, "Lin Sisi, talk to me, I'll wait for you outside."

After finishing speaking, without giving me time to answer, Yu Minghui immediately strode towards the door. He quickly opened the door and went out, then gently closed the door.

I looked at the closed door and thought about the elusive emotions in Yu Minghui's words just now. Zhanbo said two words expressionlessly: "Bring it."

Ding Zhanbo pursed his lips and stared at me for about half a minute. He groped in his pocket and took out a black flip phone. After fiddling for a while, he handed it to me.

I didn't want to touch his fingers, so I spread my palms.

The small mobile phone fell into my hand immediately.

I don't know why, but my scalp is so numb as if someone sprinkled a lot of peppercorns on it, and my hands trembled uncontrollably.

I clicked on the text message box.

On the beige screen, what caught the eye were such a few long sentences.

In fact, I am willing to come out tonight to talk about breaking up with you.I feel that there must be better people waiting for me when I get to university, and I don't want to cut off all my possibilities.The conditions of your family are considered acceptable in our Suixi, but after leaving Suixi, there must be boys with better conditions, richer family background and better background, I want to see again.At that time, it is better to divide than now. Long-term pain is not as good as short-term pain. I will go home and sleep. Don’t disturb my life from now on.

The last sentence didn't even have a period.

This text message is very similar to me wanting to save money, a text message that insists on calling the old elders for a long time, endless chatter, and also very similar to my style of not liking to leave a period in the last sentence.

I will press the down button all the way down, and the time to send the text message hurts my eyes.

That text message really came from that night, that turbulent morning.

Even, it did come from the Unicom number I used back then.

I thought I'd be freed, but I got into a bigger mess.

All this, in the end why!
That is to say, all the tragedies I have experienced are not just as simple as my bad luck, but because someone is properly manipulating everything in the dark!
That is to say, all the tragedies I experienced were not a gift from God, nor did I deserve them, but someone forcefully forced them on me!

Almost devastated, I put the cell phone back into Ding Zhanbo's hand, and I asked in a trembling voice: "Ding Zhanbo, I lost that pink cell phone that night, and I haven't found it since. Where did you find it?"

Ding Zhanbo slightly bowed his body to meet my gaze, his brows were furrowed, and he cautiously said, "Sisi, I told you not to be angry. I gave you some money and asked your uncle to help me open the door of your room. I At first I just wanted to see where you lived, but I accidentally saw that this phone was in your drawer, and the battery had been pulled out, as if it hadn’t been used for a long time. I went to the phone file to find someone to do it I took out a battery, opened it, and checked it. But all the data inside has been cleared.”

My head hurts more.

If what Ding Zhanbo said is true, then this is the culprit who is manipulating all this behind the scenes. Those scopes cannot only be placed on Ding Zhanbo's family members, but also my family, who is the insider.

When it comes to such a serious issue, I can't just rely on my own feelings, saying what the hell Lin Xiaotong has always been upset with me, and she also likes Ding Zhanbo, she must have a part in these.

I can't do the stupid thing of accusing someone without evidence.

Even though I know that even if I pull out those who harmed me and make them half-dead and make them feel uncomfortable, I can't go back to the beginning, but those seeds of resentment just took root in my heart and grew lush.

Even if I want to figure it out, I think the person who can accompany me to figure it out is no longer Ding Zhanbo.

I believe that only Yu Minghui can be with me, he will try his best to protect me and give me the justice I want most.

I know that these two mobile phones may be the only clues to those things back then.

I stretched out my hand towards Ding Zhanbo, and I said, "You, can you give me both of those mobile phones?"

Ding Zhanbo hesitated for a moment, and he finally put both mobile phones in my hands.

I squeezed tightly, then bowed to him, and said without emotion: "Thank you."

After speaking, I turned around and made a gesture to leave.

But Ding Zhanbo immediately took a step forward to block my way, his eyes were filled with too much darkness, and his voice dropped abruptly: "Sisi, I haven't had a good time in Vancouver for the past two years. Every time I I want to go back to China to find you, but I will be forced to retreat by this ruthless text message. But now I hate myself in that year. At that time, I was young and frivolous and simple-minded, and my brain was hot for a while. I couldn’t rub the sand at all, nor could I stand it For the slightest setback, I will only be unwilling and only hate and hate, but I never thought about confronting you face to face and making it clear, so I followed the arrangement of my family, went to Guangzhou overnight to Hong Kong, and then left here completely. Four four, I I'm late, I'm late, but I won't leave later, I will fulfill the things I promised you one by one."

When Ding Zhanbo spoke, he stretched out his hand, wanting to grab my hand, as he did several years ago.

The love between us that year was so pure that we didn't even have a hug.After class, when he grabbed my hand, I would be so nervous that my palms were sweaty, but I also felt that I could gain inner peace and tranquility.

I once read a sentence in a magazine, to the effect that, what is superfluous, fan cattails in winter, cotton-padded jackets in summer, or concern after a cold heart.

And these words apply to me and Ding Zhanbo, or I used to look forward to this boy after the accident, he can stand up like a man to protect me and walk with me, but he didn't.After I crawled through the mud all the way and resisted all the steel nails that can be driven into the bone from the world alone, his care and company that was too late, in my opinion, have become Got nothing.

I used to think timing was horrible, now I think timing is horrible.

What I wanted at that time, he couldn't give me.Now he wants to give, I no longer need it.

So, I hurriedly took a step back and put aside his hand.

There was almost no disturbance, I looked at Ding Zhanbo very calmly, and said lightly: "Mr. Ding, my boyfriend is waiting for me outside, please respect yourself."

(End of this chapter)