my mysterious boyfriend

Chapter 131 Can You Forgive My Impulsive Mistakes?

Almost biting the end of my sentence, Chen Daowei quickly said: "No, I will not leave a woman I once loved to death by the side of the road."

This sentence sounded so simple and emotionless, it kept falling from the sky like a sudden hailstone, hitting my heart one after another, cold and melancholy, I was at a loss for a while and didn't know how to answer it talk.

As for Chen Daowei, he smiled quickly: "Lin Sisi, don't be sorry to say sorry, and don't say thank you politely. You can pretend you didn't hear it, or you can take it as a joke and just laugh it off. Everyone is a little bit past, this nothing."

I didn't even know how to answer the conversation, I was fidgeting, and there was probably a fist-sized word "mu" on my face.

Probably aware of the little stalemate in the atmosphere, Chen Daowei let out a series of particularly relieved laughter, and said in a teasing tone: "Lin Sisi, do you think I, Chen Daowei, are bad? Have you ever liked or loved a man, which makes you feel very frustrated? Why do you look like a dead fish who is locked up in stocks and wants to die?"

I smiled a little embarrassedly and said, "No."

While waiting for the green light, Chen Daowei glanced sideways, and said, "You have to tell me where your son's kindergarten is, or I'll make a fool of myself, and I guess I won't be able to arrive tomorrow."

I opened my mouth and wanted him to put me down on the side of the road, but Chen Daowei raised his hand to his lips abruptly, and said, "Shhh, you can either report the address or let me talk nonsense, don't refuse."

When I saw Chen Daowei a few hours ago, I really felt that he hadn't changed, but now, I feel that he has changed even more, and this change may be good. Zhanjiang man, for no reason gave birth to some softness.

No more sticky, I just said the address.

During the rest of the ride, Chen Daowei didn't talk to me again, but I really didn't know how to break the silence and create a topic, so I simply stopped talking.

There is no parking lot at the gate of the kindergarten. I am about to get off at the Danzhutou subway station. Chen Daowei is not more stubborn. He casually drives the car into a parking lot next to him. He gestures to me and I tell him. Say thanks and get off the bus.

I thought he was gone.

Who knows, when I led Xiao Huihui to the Danzhutou flyover, I suddenly saw Chen Daowei leaning against the guardrail of the flyover with his hands behind his back. As soon as he saw me coming, he immediately He turned sideways from the guardrail and said, "Lin Sisi, it's meal time, let's have a meal together."

Xiao Huihui also followed me and stopped.

Although I was surprised that Chen Daowei was still waiting here, I still motioned to Xiao Huihui and said, "Xiao Huihui, call me uncle."

Xiao Huihui looked up at Chen Daowei, and then he said sweetly and childishly, "Good afternoon, uncle."

Chen Daowei's hand behind him stretched out abruptly, as if he was juggling, and in his hand was a well-made Salted Egg Superman.

It really hit the right spot, Xiao Huihui liked Salted Egg Superman so much, when he saw this, his eyes lit up instantly.

Chen Daowei took a step forward, he squatted down, brought Salted Egg Superman closer to Xiao Huihui, and said softly, "Little friend, can you tell uncle your name?"

It's really easy to be bribed, Xiao Huihui's eyes are shining, he said in a serious manner: "My scientific name is Lin En, and my nickname is Xiao Huihui. Everyone calls me Xiao Huihui, so it's easy to remember."

Chen Daowei was very supportive, his outline became more and more soft, and his voice was so soft that I felt a little uncomfortable, he said: "Xiao Huihui, right? Does Xiao Huihui like this Salted Egg Superman? Uncle gave it to me. How are you?"

Xiao Huihui looked up at me without reaching out for it immediately, and asked in a low voice, "Mom, Mom, Uncle is going to give me Salted Egg Superman, can I have it?"

The anticipation flashing in his eyes made me unable to answer in the negative, so I nodded.

Xiao Huihui immediately lowered her head and said to Chen Daowei, "Thank you uncle."

Only then did I bring it over.

What surprised me was that Chen Daowei suddenly stretched out his hand to cover Xiao Huihui's head very gently, he touched it a few times, and said extremely gently: "Xiao Huihui is really sensible. He is a good boy. Your mother gave me You teach really well."

Let go of his hand, Chen Daowei stood up slowly, his eyes were full of complicated things, he stared at me for no less than a minute, and then slowly said: "Lin Sisi, I rarely come here By the way, if there is any delicious food around here, please introduce one. I don’t choose food, so you can just follow your and Xiao Huihui’s taste.”

I opened my mouth and was about to speak, Xiao Huihui suddenly shook my hand and said crisply: "Mom, Mom, your steamed eggs are the best. Xiao Huihui hasn't eaten for a long time."

I suddenly had a sore nose.

Since I started working two jobs, I spent very little time with Xiao Huihui, let alone cooking for him.

Let me think about it again, if I eat out, Chen Daowei must rush to pay the bill, then I can only owe him the favor, and it is still early, and it is convenient to go to the vegetable market to buy vegetables, so I might as well do it like usual Treat friends like Li Jing and Ding Zhanbo like this, and invite Chen Daowei to have a meal at home.

After making up my mind, I said, "Chen Daowei, I seldom eat out. Is this okay? Anyway, it's convenient to buy vegetables in the vegetable market now, so let's go to buy a la carte. I'll make some small dishes for a simple meal." , how? You don't mind?"

Chen Daowei said almost without thinking, "I wish for it."

I didn't waste much time outside, I took Xiao Huihui by the hand, bought all the ingredients I wanted in two or three strokes, and walked back home for a few minutes.

After pouring Chen Daowei a glass of water, I told Xiao Huihui to do the handiwork that the teacher told me in the room, and then hurriedly went to cook.

While I was shredding potatoes, Chen Daowei came over.

The kitchen here is too small, so he didn't walk into the kitchen, but leaned against the edge of the door at the junction of the kitchen and the hall. After a while, he suddenly lowered his voice and said: "Lin Sisi, Xiao Huihui is Yu Minghui Bastard's son, isn't he?"

I almost cut off my whole hand.

Putting down the knife, I raised my eyes and stared at Chen Daowei for a while, and said almost word for word: "Chen Daowei, don't talk nonsense."

Chen Daowei shrugged his shoulders indifferently, and said, "Lin Sisi, don't get too excited. Yu Minghui and I have not been friends from the beginning to the end. I would rather admit that you are my friend. I have no other meaning, just asking casually." ask."

After a pause, Chen Daowei said again: "Xiao Huihui's tutor is very good."

I opened my mouth and was about to speak, when Xiao Huihui suddenly yelled, "Mom, Mom, Papa Ding called you."

Soon, Xiao Huihui poked out his little head from behind Chen Daowei, and he handed me the phone and said, "Mom, Papa Ding's phone number."

I took the phone over, but before answering it, Chen Daowei leaned down abruptly and picked up Xiao Huihui, he said, "Xiao Huihui, uncle will accompany you to play with Superman."

I knew that Chen Daowei was making room for me to answer the phone, and I suddenly felt very warm in my heart.

I pressed answer.

Ding Zhanbo's voice came over all at once.

Unlike his usual orderly clarity, this time his voice was full of fascination, and he said, "Is Lin Sisi right? Is Sisi answering the phone? I only talk to Sisi on the phone, and no one else. "

He had been drinking and sounded quite drunk.

I hurried to the balcony and asked the other end of the phone: "Ding Zhanbo, where are you? Why are you so drunk?"

There was a violent coughing sound from the other end, Ding Zhanbo took a long time to say: "Where you are, I will be there, I will not go anywhere, I will stay by your side to take care of you, I will not go anywhere. "

Ding Zhanbo's alcohol-infused words made me startled, but I had to put these blankness aside, and asked patiently, "Ding Zhanbo, where are you now?"

But he was not on the same channel as me at all, Ding Zhanbo turned to say: "Sisi, do you still remember the first note I gave you in high school? Sisi, do you know? You were with the classmate at that time. Girls are really different. Although the clothes you wear are very old, every time I turn to look at you, I can see your face full of joy. I struggled with that note for half a year before I dared to let you go. It goes to your hands. You promised to accompany me to take the Peking University exam. I don’t know if I can pass the exam, but I was really happy at that time. Asking me to go abroad, I can’t bear to tell you who are so happy to discuss with me which university to apply for, so I can only go home and do both. Later, my family said that if we fail to test the school we applied for later, then they will offer one more. A sum of money, let you accompany me to study abroad. On April [-]th, I really thought that we would be together forever. We can get married later."

I held the phone and was at a loss for a few seconds, so I could only say softly: "Ding Zhanbo, you drank too much."

But Ding Zhanbo suddenly raised his voice and said: "Impossible, I am very sober. On April [-]th, I was in a foreign country for two years, and I was very tormented. After returning to China, just as I was wondering whether I should find you with some classmates. Cao Jiaying, she took the initiative to find me and gave me your news, but she didn't tell me that you have a boyfriend. The night we met again, I stayed in the bathroom for a long time, thinking, what should I do when I see you? How to react, what to say, would be better, but I didn't expect you to panic when you saw me, and you were going to leave immediately, and you still dragged a man's hand to go. Four four, you say, why the world So what about impermanence? Why do you no longer belong to me if you are not careful?"

Ding Zhanbo’s voice grew louder as we talked about it, but he couldn’t cover the chaotic horns from the cars. I was worried that he would get drunk and get out of trouble on the side of the road, so I had to ask more patiently: “Ding Zhanbo, Where are you? I'll go find you."

Ding Zhanbo's voice came again amidst those heavy trumpet sounds, he said: "No, you can't come to me when you are free, four or four. You have to bring Xiao Huihui, you have to bring Yu Minghui's son, you Take good care of Yu Minghui's son, you don't have time to come to me, you have enough things, you have suffered enough over the years, you have swallowed too many tears, you are already riddled with holes, Why do you need to care about my feelings again. In the past four years, I have wanted to ask you several times, can you let me carry it with you, but I can’t say it out of my mouth. I don’t have that much courage, I don’t The way is to be as courageous as you. Sisi, I now regret that I have no courage, and now all this is beyond my expectation and control. Sisi, if I have ever made mistakes in your life and life because of my selfishness, you Can you forgive me for my impulsive mistakes? Can you..."

(End of this chapter)