my mysterious boyfriend

Chapter 139 You are dead, maybe I will forgive you!
Although the relationship between me and Ding Zhanbo is a bit delicate recently, but he called me at this point, maybe there is something urgent.Thinking of this, I reached out and wanted to press answer.

However, Yu Minghui stretched out his hand abruptly to snatch my mobile phone away. He didn't press to hang up without permission, but let Eason Chan's voice continue to echo.

I got up and wanted to snatch the phone, but Yu Minghui leaned back to avoid it, he looked at me, and said very seriously: "Lin Sisi, you really don't have love for a second have you been?"

The ringing of the incoming call stopped abruptly.

Instead of answering his question, I said, "Give me back my phone!"

Yu Minghui pinched my mobile phone more firmly, his face showed a cold face, and said: "Give you the mobile phone, let you talk to your Ding Zhanbo in front of me? Lin Sisi, Ding Zhanbo and others If he doesn't love you, if he wanted to love you, he would have married you long ago, wake up, he doesn't love you, you should wake up from this dream!"

His voice became louder as he got closer to the back. I saw his excited appearance, which really made me feel as if he had passed away, but it was ironic as if he had passed away.

Well Yu Minghui, whether Ding Zhanbo loves me or not is really none of your business, but you Yu Minghui, do you love me?
You don't love me, you want to marry me because you feel that you ruined my life with a single mistake, and you owe me, so you want to use your life as a bargaining chip to give me the so-called rain and sunshine.

But I don't need your redemption, what I need is your sincere love, if you can't, then I can only ask you to get out of my life cleanly.

For feelings of sympathy and pity and redemption hurt most.

There are too many emotions in my heart, and my sadness surges up one after another like a rising sea. I want to suppress it desperately, but I can't resist the coolness in my heart.

I finally sneered and said: "Yu Minghui, you are not a savior, nor a hero, so don't put on a pretentious and admonishing appearance to me, otherwise I will only find you disgusting. And I haven't gotten to know you that well You can sit down and discuss my love life, what you should do now is, give me back my phone!"

Just then, my cell phone buzzed again.

I don't know why, but my heart sank suddenly, and I almost subconsciously raised my voice and shouted at Yu Minghui: "Give me back my mobile phone!"

Or because he was overwhelmed by my loud voice, Yu Minghui hesitated for a few seconds before he handed me the phone.

My hands trembled unconsciously, and I pressed twice to connect the phone.

Ding Zhanbo's voice quickly came over: "Lin Sisi, Xiao Huihui..."

It may be that the signal is not good. Before Ding Zhanbo finished speaking, the phone was disconnected abruptly.

I couldn't stop trembling all over, and it took a few seconds to unlock the phone completely and call Ding Zhanbo back.

After a sound, Ding Zhanbo picked it up and said, "Lin Sisi, Xiao Huihui is ill. Li Jing and I will send him to Nanwan Hospital immediately. You should come here immediately, don't delay for a moment."

Ding Zhanbo's voice was more solemn and flustered than when he notified me last time. My whole body seemed to be in an ice cellar. I spoke incoherently into the microphone: "Xiao Huihui, don't be afraid. You have to wait for mom, mom will come soon!" It’s here, mother will be here soon, Xiao Huihui, you have to wait for mother, don’t be afraid, Xiao Huihui is the bravest, Xiao Huihui is the most powerful, don’t be afraid, don’t be afraid.”

The phone was hung up.

My tears couldn't stop rushing down, I forgot that Yu Minghui and I were at war just a second ago, I grabbed his arm with my hand and said: "Please, take me to Nanwan Hospital, right now, please .”

While the car was speeding, I tightly held the silent mobile phone, and I desperately told myself that no news at this time is the best news, but my tears couldn't be controlled and rushed all the way down the embankment, just like a scene. An endless downpour.

After Yu Minghui tried his best to avoid pedestrians and ran several red lights, we finally arrived at the hospital.

Those familiar smells of disinfectant kept getting into my nose, irritating my nerves. When I saw Ding Zhanbo and Li Jing in the waiting area in front of the emergency room, all my self-comforting strength disappeared in a second. The embankment burst, and I collapsed on the ground with my back to the wall and my whole body. At this moment, I hated myself.

I hate myself for bringing my little Huihui into this world, let this innocent and bright little angel who saved and warmed me bear the pain that he shouldn't have to bear again and again at his age, and race against the god of death again and again Seeing the saw, struggling again and again in the boundless ordeal, it seems that there will never be an end, and there seems to be no hope in sight.

Ding Zhanbo and Li Jing walked towards me, and Li Jing squatted down and reached out to pat my head.

I looked up and asked her with tears streaming down my face, "When did Xiao Huihui go in?"

Li Jing frowned, she probably couldn't bear to tell me something else to defeat my remaining sanity, she said: "2 minutes ago."

My tears were even more violent and incoherent: "Is he afraid? Did he call for his mother? Is his face ugly and pale? Is he crying? Is Xiao Huihui crying? Li Jing, I It’s too late, I’m an unqualified mother, Li Jing, I’m very unqualified, Xiao Huihui must be very scared, I’m not by his side when he needs it most, he must be very scared, he will blame me, He will blame me, won't he! He will blame me, he will really blame me."

Or because she was afraid that no matter what she said, I would fall into an unreasonable runaway state, so Li Jing pursed her lips and stopped answering me.

With tears in my eyes, I caught a glimpse of Yu Minghui standing opposite me against the wall, with complicated expressions on his face.

My anger rose suddenly.

I gritted my teeth and tried my best to stand up staggeringly. I tried my best to shake off the hands of Ding Zhanbo and Li Jing who were holding my sleeves. I staggered to the front of Yu Minghui. He slapped Yu Minghui hard on the face.

He didn't dodge, but stood there unmoved, he stretched out his hand abruptly, pulled me into his arms and locked me up desperately, he said: "Lin Sisi, don't be afraid, I'm here for everything. I'm here. It's fine, it's going to be fine."

But his stretched comfort has no consolation effect on my devastated life.

My little Huihui is my life, all my courage and hope.

I thought radically, if Yu Minghui hadn't snatched my phone, at least I could have come to the hospital before Xiao Huihui was pushed to the emergency!
I struggled desperately to break away from his embrace like a lunatic, I was like a hedgehog whose eyes were red from being irritated, I raised my hand again, and slapped Yu Minghui's chest fiercely, I opened my mouth and wept bitterly intermittently Scolded: "Scum, why did you snatch my mobile phone! I asked you why you snatched my mobile phone! What did you do to snatch my mobile phone! If I can receive Ding Zhanbo's first call, if I can receive it, then I will Xiao Huihui doesn’t need to go into the emergency room so alone, he will be scared, he will be scared if he can’t see me, he will be very scared, he is still a child, he will be scared! Scum, you Scum! Why do you still appear in my life, why do you still appear! It’s not enough for you to destroy me once, and you don’t think you’ve harmed me enough, do you?”

I beat too hard, and the gauze wrapped in the hospital before trembled, as if I could shake them off a few more times.

At this moment, Ding Zhanbo came forward and tried to hold me back, but I ruthlessly shook him off, and I said, "Don't hold me, don't let anyone hold me! I want to kill this scum, I want to kill this scum who ruined my whole life, I want to kill him! Don't stop me! You let me kill him, I beg you, let me kill him!"

Yu Minghui grabbed my hand tightly and said, "Lin Sisi, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

I am sorry.

These two sorry words were amplified infinitely in my mind. It was more like a nuclear bomb that exploded suddenly in my mind, dispelling all my remaining sanity, and my hand once again Lifting it up, I made a gesture to slap Yu Minghui, but fell on his shoulder. The moment the bone collided with the bone, his brows frowned, but I didn't feel the pain at all.

I am completely insane.

I beat his shoulder over and over again, my voice had lost its voice to the point of being almost hoarse, I stared at him coldly, and squeezed out a few words from between my teeth: "Yu Minghui, do you really think you are sorry for me?" ?"

Yu Minghui cast all his eyes on my face, he looked at me with that expression of pity that made me extremely hateful and disgusting, and what he said was still the same sentence: "I'm sorry, Lin Sisi .”

I took my hand off his shoulder, poked his heart like crazy, and yelled at him like a madman: "Yu Minghui, if you really feel so sorry for me, then go to hell, like you Such a scumbag should die right away. If you die, I might forgive you! If you die, I will forgive you for allowing Xiao Xiaozhi and his gang to spoil me. I will forgive you for lying to me instead of loving me. Say you love me, and I will forgive you for all the mistakes you have made in my life, and I will forgive you for all the destruction and destruction of my life. Go to hell, only when you die, can I completely forgive you .But why don't you die, why don't you die! Why don't you die for such a wicked person! My little Huihui, he has nothing wrong with him, he is a good boy, he is innocent, he is not at all That's right, why did God treat him so badly, why did God treat him so unfairly, why is his eyes so blind! Yu Minghui, if something happens to my little Huihui, I won't live anymore, and I will drag you to be buried with me, I will drag you I will drag you to hell! A scumbag like you should go to hell! Don’t you love atonement so much? You should go to hell to atone for your sins. You should die to apologize. You deserve to die, you deserve to die, you deserve to die! Why do you still live, what qualifications do you have to live happily..."

I still have a lot to say, but all of a sudden, my eyes turned black, and before I could react, my whole body had already leaned back, and the voices of Li Jing and Ding Zhanbo calling my name kept ringing in my eardrums , I wanted to respond to them, but in the end I closed my eyes in vain, so that I couldn't hear anything, couldn't see, couldn't speak, and couldn't wake up.

Time seemed to stand still the moment I lost consciousness.

(End of this chapter)