my mysterious boyfriend

Chapter 161 I Have Always Been An Ordinary, Superficial, Normal Man
Driven by Yu Minghui, I became more and more confused and lost my position. Those electrified feelings surged up one after another. My whole body seemed to be dragged by Yu Minghui to run on a boundless grassland, and it seemed to never stop.

When everything was calm, I was exhausted and saw Yu Minghui and I's clothes were thrown everywhere, then touched the sweat on my forehead, recalled the overflowing voice that I couldn't control at all just now, and then thought about Yu Minghui Those skillful movements and seemingly endless energy, I may really be hopeless, what I think at this moment is, in the past four years, has Yu Minghui done this with other women? thing.Thinking about it, if he has, it seems that I can't criticize him for anything, but I feel more uncomfortable, so that's right.

I was in a trance for a while.

Yu Minghui leaned over to kiss me, his lips touched my cheek lightly, and he said, "Lin Sisi, what's wrong with you? Did I be too rough just now?"

I pulled the quilt up a little more, shook my head, forced a smile, and said, "It's okay, I want to put on my clothes."

Yu Minghui responded by leaning against the edge of the bed to help me retrieve my clothes, he said, "How about I help you dress?"

Embarrassment and a deep feeling of depression came together in my heart, and I said weakly: "No, I will do it myself, you turn around."

Yu Minghui let out an oh, he didn't insist on being stubborn with me anymore, he quickly turned around.

After I put all the clothes on, I lay down with my back to Yu Minghui.

Yu Minghui put his hand on my waist and cruising back and forth, he said softly: "Lin Sisi, did I make you unhappy? You seem unhappy."

I didn't respond to what he said, but after a while of silence, I asked an extremely stupid, uncomfortable question.

I said, "Yu Minghui, during the four years since we broke up, have you found another girlfriend? Or, have you ever had another woman by your side?"

Yu Minghui's hand resting on my waist froze for a moment. After more than ten seconds, he said, "Lin Sisi, do you want to hear the truth, or something that will make you happy?"

I was stunned and said, "Is there a difference?"

He broke my body with his hands and turned me to face the ceiling. Yu Minghui said: "Turn around first. When your back is facing me, I feel a sense of distance and panic."

I suddenly regretted asking such a stupid question.

Twisting my body, I turned around to face him, and I said, "Come on, just pretend I didn't ask this question, and stop talking about it."

Yu Minghui's gaze fell on mine with blazing intensity. He slowed down his speech and said slowly, "Lin Sisi, I have always been an ordinary, superficial, normal man."

Even though Yu Minghui's words were ambiguous, I was no longer that naive and stupid Lin Sisi, and I understood his answer immediately.

I suddenly hated myself for asking that question.I also hate being so preoccupied with him, insisting on being true to myself.

A little discouraged, and a little blaming myself for ruining the atmosphere, I said: "Understood, stop this question."

However, I originally wanted to pretend nothing had happened, but then my eyes turned red.

Yu Minghui hugged me abruptly and quickly, he said: "Lin Sisi, you are so stupid."

His strength was too great, I felt like I was about to be squeezed into the voice by him.But I used those rich imaginations to force my happy emotions into a situation where there was nowhere to go. When I thought of Yu Minghui hugging other girls like this in the past four years, He also kissed other girls, and he also leaned against the edge of the bed to help other girls pick up the scattered clothes.

But I also know that I am not qualified to entangle these entanglements. After all, during the time when we broke up, he did not belong to me. What he likes is his freedom.

But how greedy I am, I actually hope that he can love me like I love him, with no impurities and pureness, and there is no room for another person in his eyes, like me. Redeem yourself, swim yourself with the sore nose and red eye sockets when you occasionally think of him, but he is not.

Just as I was in a daze, Yu Minghui moved his lips closer and pecked my cheek a few times, he said: "Lin Sisi, I haven't finished my sentence yet. You listen to me and then decide whether you want to be sad, okay?" ?”

My whole body, without any extra strength, just nestled softly in his arms like this, my heart was a little cold, I said: "You can talk if you like."

Moving his hand, Yu Minghui said slowly: "Lin Sisi, at first, I really thought that I was an ordinary and superficial normal man. I thought that I could start the next life well without anyone. The year before last, I I met a girl who looks similar to you at a business party. When I saw her for the first time, I had an illusion that it was you. But she is really not you. Even if she is not you, I suddenly felt at that time that I could find someone to replace you. I was very narrow-minded, and I didn't want to end up alone all my life because of a girl named Lin Sisi. It was the first time I took the initiative to contact someone other than you. I asked her out for dinner and coffee with her. I ate with her for a week and drank coffee for a week. After dinner that night, it was not too late, just after nine o'clock, the girl suddenly hinted that she I was tired and wanted to find a hotel to take a rest. She took the initiative to hold my hand. At that moment, I felt that all this was too disgusting for me to accept. I was very unmannered that night, and I just threw a woman away like this. On the side of the road, I ran by myself."

After a pause, Yu Minghui put his hand on my cheek, he smiled wryly, and said: "But this incident made me panic. The reason for my panic is that I, Yu Minghui, was once a person who could be changed at will. A superficial man for a woman, but I found that I couldn't do it anymore. The more I panicked, the more I wanted to try, and I went to make appointments with different types of women for dinner and coffee, but every time I developed to the point where I could have physical contact, I realized that I It’s completely over. Because when they want to touch me, I will easily remember that their name is not Lin Sisi, they are not Lin Sisi, they have never been embarrassed and helpless in front of me, and I have never been in front of them. I have been drunk and exposed the most essential self, they have never cooked noodles for me or warmed me up, and I have no urge to kiss them wantonly by getting drunk and take them as my own. Countless cruel lives have knocked down my shining eyes countless times, but no matter how many days and nights I have passed, I cannot forget those shining eyes. Even if I thought those eyes were facing me at that time, there was no love, only perfunctory , just treat me as a life-saving straw, and I still can't forget it. I refuse to be touched by that woman named Lin Sisi. Thought I was cured, but it always hit me occasionally and caught me off guard. I tried desperately to change myself back to the ordinary, superficial and normal self, but in the process, I found that I had always been an ordinary and superficial A normal man. Because of me, I suddenly had the ability to love someone deeply, and I was annoyed at the beginning, and then I silently accepted and accepted my fate. Anyway, I have made plans, I thought, in fact, I will be alone all my life It’s not something scary.”

He leaned over again and squeezed my face hard with his lips, Yu Minghui said: "Fortunately, Lin Sisi, you are still willing to have me, otherwise I will definitely die alone forever."

As for me, I feel that in the past few minutes, my mood has been like a roller coaster. First, I was thrown to the lowest point, and now I was thrown high by Yu Minghui. I was stuck there and couldn't get down at all. no.

However, this kind of flattering mood didn't last long, and the emotions that trembled and flowed in my heart didn't last long. Yu Minghui's few words ruined all of these.

That's right, after his affectionate look, it was only half a minute before he had a sudden change in his style of painting, and he pestered him with a stern face, and said: "Lin Sisi, you can blame me for everything, I almost became impotent Now, you have to make it up to me, let's rest for a while, and then we can leave again. I was a little anxious that time just now, it's too bad."

I really want to slap him on the wall and I can't pick it off, can you still give me a good beauty and move me for a while!

Feeling powerless to complain, I pushed him and said, "Okay, stay away from me."

But it was even more grinning, Yu Minghui pressed me closer, put his mouth close to my ear, he first blew into my ear, then lowered his voice and said seductively: "Lin Sisi, you just now You should also enjoy it, your voice is very nice, I like it very much."

I was flushed with embarrassment all of a sudden, so I had to burrow into the quilt and said, "Yu Minghui, if you talk nonsense, I'll buy a durian and kneel for you later!"

Of course, we didn't go to buy durians later, but the two of us stayed in the hotel and tossed and tossed until after three o'clock in the afternoon before we came out of the hotel.

After dinner, the two of us went hand in hand to Guangbai to buy several sets of new clothes for Xiao Huihui, and then went for a walk around the sea view promenade, and then Yu Minghui found a speedboat to take us home.

As soon as I stepped into the house, I saw several men and women packing things in an orderly manner. I was taken aback for a while, so I asked Yu Minghui softly, "Yu Minghui, why are you packing things? What is this for?"

Yu Minghui shrugged lazily, and said calmly: "What else can I do, the old man is going to Shenzhen with me. But he acted quickly."

I oh.

Just then, a message came to my phone.

I took it out and took a look, and it was He Siyuan who sent me the message.

I immediately avoided Yu Minghui and said, "I'm going upstairs to change clothes, you go and see if Xiao Huihui is taking a nap."

He didn't say much, Yu Minghui quickly pretended to be serious, and said, "I obey, my wife."

I immediately turned around and went upstairs, quickly opening that message again.

He Siyuan said bluntly, "Lin Sisi, if it's convenient for you, give me a call. I'll call you if I need anything."

(End of this chapter)