my mysterious boyfriend

Chapter 191 What is your purpose?
Yu Minghui went out so late at night and only returned in the middle of the night. Did he go to see Xiao Yan?

I'm completely lost.

It stands to reason that before Yu Minghui went out, I talked about Chen Daowei with him. No matter what, he should go to see Chen Daowei, right?What's the matter with Xiao Yan?
Breaking free from Yu Minghui's confinement, I raised my face again and asked, "Yu Minghui, why did you go to see Xiao Yan?"

Spreading Yu Minghui's fingers, he combed my hair all the way down, his eyes were full of endless dark swells, his eyes wandered in this huge room for a long time, waiting for him to turn my hair Looking back, I found that Yu Minghui's eyes were red.

His chin leaned over and rested on my shoulder, and he hugged me tighter. Instead of answering my question just now, he said to himself: "Lin Sisi, I might be wrong. I might indirectly Killed my uncle, I killed Chen Daowei's father, I killed a good man. How could I be so stupid back then, my uncle was such an honest person, what was it that blinded me back then, and I was so determined to go my own way? Lin Sisi, I am a sinner. Lin Sisi, I am a sinner completely. Lin Sisi, I am a sinner with a heinous crime."

When Yu Minghui said these words, his voice became softer the further he got to the back, but every sentence seemed to be tied to a stone, falling so heavily, as if falling into an abyss that our hearts could not bear.His body trembled violently. At this moment, he was as fragile as a child who had made an irreparable mistake. He tried desperately to find a vent, but it was always in vain.

I feel that all the comforting words are weak and exhausted at this moment, all I can do is put my hand on Yu Minghui's back, and use all my strength to hug him and support him.

Under the support of me, Yu Minghui's voice was almost choked, and he said: "Lin Sisi, I'm just a fucking idiot! I owe Chen Daowei so many fucking years, and I fucking thought how much money I had. Awesome, I thought how fucking awesome I am! What right do I have to be arrogant in front of Chen Daowei, I have no qualifications at all! But I don’t realize that I have been arrogant for so many years with peace of mind, Lin Sisi, my mother That's a fool!"

Probably the psychological defense line is close to the verge of collapse. This time, Yu Minghui's voice suddenly became louder. I am afraid that the more he blames himself, the harder it will be for him to jump out of this vicious circle of guilt. I am afraid that he will fall into hysteria. I have to say Some comforting words without nutrition: "Yu Minghui, it's not your fault, it's really not your fault, you just said what you saw, it's not your fault. Yu Minghui, it's not your fault."

Yu Minghui let go of me suddenly, his hands were on my shoulders to support my shoulders, his gaze was level with mine, and he said: "Lin Sisi, I didn't understand before, why the old man treats Chen Daowei so well?" Tolerance, obviously I am the grandson of the old man, but to a large extent, the old man showed more patience, care and love for Chen Daowei. Chen Daowei and I did the same things that made the old man unhappy, and it was always easier for him Forgive Chen Daowei, he gave Chen Daowei those cold and warm words, in my opinion, he is just a hot face to stick to Chen Daowei's cold ass, which makes me unable to look sideways and ignore, even if I am a big man, sometimes I will resent, why can't the old man To be fair, give me more of his patience, care and love. The more I look at it, the more unhappy I am, the more I want to argue with Chen Daowei. I thought that my extreme approach would attract the attention of the old man, and he would not want it in the future. So partial to Chen Daowei, but in this tug-of-war, I always lose to Chen Daowei. In this way, Chen Daowei and I became more and more hostile. The relationship between the two of us has reached a point where it is completely irreconcilable, but I am self-willed and feel that it is irreconcilable. Well, my life is not bad for a bum like Chen Daowei, such a gangster, such a local hooligan. But from then to tonight, to this moment, I realized that I owe Chen Daowei, I owe him. Father He knew that I owed Chen Daowei a long time ago. He could tell me directly that I was wrong back then, and my one-sided testimony killed Chen Daowei's father, but he didn't say a word. He Keeping these things in his heart, he intends to never let me know. The old man is afraid of my guilt, he is afraid of my guilt, he cares about my feelings, and lives in the guilt that owes Chen Daowei together with me. I have enjoyed so many years of ignorance Life, I got a lot of extra happiness for nothing. Lin Sisi, I am a fucking idiot! I thought I could do anything, but I was actually a idiot! I always feel that I am more powerful than others. I never doubted my own judgment, but now, I really realize that I am a big fool!"

Even when Yu Minghui said these words, because he was emotionally excited, he said scatteredly, but I still understood the general idea, and I couldn't help but analyze it myself. Yu Minghui went to see Xiao Yan tonight, and Xiao Yan gave What kind of information did he make sure that Chen Daowei's father did not commit a crime back then, and all he saw were superficial phenomena.

My head ached violently.

Xiao Yan approached me before, and I saw his attitude towards Chen Daowei, it seems that he and Chen Daowei are not as close as we seem to be on the surface.

Since he is not that close to Chen Daowei, why does he seem to have turned his back on him now, helping to facilitate Chen Daowei's wishes to a certain extent?
I found that I couldn't see through more and more.

The burden in my heart became heavier, but I had to suppress my emotions, and kept patting Yu Minghui's back with my hands to comfort him, and I kept saying, "It's okay, everything will be fine."

With my reassurance, Yu Minghui's emotions finally stabilized slowly. He regained his previous composure, straightened his collar again, and said, "Lin Sisi, I'm going back to Zhanjiang tomorrow. Sleep."

Without even changing a single piece of clothes, Yu Minghui hugged me and lay down. He was probably really exhausted. Not long after, I heard his well-proportioned snoring.

But looking at his sleeping face, I had no intention of falling asleep. I carefully took off his hand, fumbled for the mobile phone, and tiptoed into the bathroom, closing the door.

I dialed Xiao Yan's number.

Don't make a phone call to find out what exactly Xiao Yan means and what his intentions are. Don't say I won't be able to sleep tonight, I won't be able to sleep tomorrow night either.

If Xiao Yan really has bad intentions, then it is impossible for me to stay quietly and do nothing!

I know what Xiao Yan's weakness is.

Of course, for me, Cao Jiaying is already my friend, sister, we have established a solid revolutionary friendship in the struggle with Zhao Xiaoning, I will not do anything bad to Cao Jiaying, but I can ask Cao Jiaying to help I.

It's not that I overestimate Cao Jiaying's position in Xiao Yan's heart, but that even though I haven't had much contact with Xiao Yan in the past few years, I know him well.No matter how glamorous and aggressive he is in other people's eyes, he is as cowardly as a grandson in front of Cao Jiaying.

Just when I was immersed in all kinds of turbulent emotions, the ringtones of the phone just now disappeared, Xiao Yan's voice came quickly, faintly, I couldn't hear the emotion, he said: "Lin Sisi, you You called me in the middle of the night, did you want to talk to me about tens of billions of projects? If there were no tens of billions of projects, I really can't think of a reason for you to make this call. "

I was not in the mood to talk nonsense with him, so I went straight to the point and asked: "Xiao Yan, between us, don't talk about those jokes. You and Yu Minghui met tonight, right?"

Xiao Yan giggled and said, "Yes, I've seen it before. What's the matter, Lin Sisi, you are so strict with your husband, and you are also jealous when he comes out to meet a man at night? You You can rest assured that Yu Minghui is straight and I am not curvy, there is no ambiguous relationship between us."

I think if I continue to play like Xiao Yan, I don't know how much I have contributed to China Mobile, and I can't hear what I want to hear.

Steady my voice, I said: "Xiao Yan, let me just say this, I am a very good sister with Cao Jiaying now, she is very easy to accept my suggestion. I have some very serious things to ask you now , I hope you are more serious. If you can't, then I will introduce a tall, handsome and well-off male client of mine to Cao Jiaying another day. He has a good impression of Cao Jiaying, and I think Cao Jiaying will also give me face. When I go to get in touch later, I always feel that if they really get in touch, Cao Jiaying can't resist such an excellent man, what do you think?"

Sure enough, Xiao Yan was honest. He put away his banter and said solemnly: "Okay, Lin Sisi, you won. Tell me, what do you want to ask?"

I brought the microphone over and said, "When Yu Minghui came back from meeting you tonight, he was very emotional, saying that he was a sinner and that he killed Chen Daowei's father. Xiao Yan, I just want to know, what did you tell Yu Minghui? What, or what did you show him, what is your purpose? As far as I know, last time we were on the Rose Coast, I said that you and Chen Daowei were brothers. You were quite emotional at the time, and you seemed to be quite disdainful of Chen Daowei , or with resentment, and in this matter, you seem to be helping Chen Daowei? Xiao Yan, let's put it this way, what plan do you have, and how big a game of chess you are playing, I am not interested at all, but if you In this game of chess, if someone I care about is involved, I will not stand idly by. I will do my best to fight you to the death, and I will do what I say."

Xiao Yan was silent for a long time, and then he said slowly: "Lin Sisi, I told you before that human nature is the most complicated thing, and it will change. People's thoughts, sometimes As the interests are different, they will also change."

It's such a nutritious, ambiguous and pretentious sentence again!I really have had enough!
I complained fiercely in my heart, and said patiently: "Xiao Yan, you are so philosophical, I can't understand it, can you answer my question seriously? If you really can't, then you give Let me make a bright statement, and I won't force you, and I will know later on what I should do. My male client has been asking me about Cao Jiaying's situation recently. As a friend, I also hope that she has a Good place to stay."

(End of this chapter)