my mysterious boyfriend

Chapter 198 Let's Divorce

Her first sentence was: "Minghui, why don't you reply to my WeChat?"

And the owner of this voice turned out to be Zhao Xiaoning.

In other words, the so-called Xiao Wei on WeChat just now is Zhao Xiaoning!

Listen to her tone again, what a friendly and familiar tone, what a natural resentment, after two years, I have to say, when Zhao Xiaoning is not pretending or talking, her voice is so fucking nice, it's almost his Damn it sounds so good that it makes me feel like a dream.

It was as if I had experienced the most rapid typhoon suddenly, my heart was in a mess, it was also like being suddenly approached by soldiers, I had no soldiers in my hands, I was surrounded by enemies and could not save myself, I was like a thief, hurry hung up the phone.

No sleep for one night.

When the light of dawn scattered all over the floor through the floor-to-ceiling windows, when the light that blinded me to open my eyes fell on Yu Minghui's sleeping face, this man was still handsome and radiant to me, and I still loved him He loves him to death.But now, I feel that I can no longer touch his heart.

What's even more tragic is that in a sleepless night, I lost the courage to desperately drag him up to wake him up, and simply and rudely asked him to understand with my mobile phone.

I got out of bed in a haggard state, and opened all the floor-to-ceiling curtains. The sun became hotter and hotter, and I had nowhere to hide, so I squinted my eyes.

At this moment, Yu Minghui who was lying on the bed said in a low voice: "Lin Sisi, close the curtains, I will sleep for a while. The sun is too bright."

But as if I didn't hear it, I didn't move the curtains anymore, but I turned around and stood there with my back to the sun, I tilted my head, squinted at Yu Minghui, and asked, "Yu Minghui, are you still here?" love me?"

Yu Minghui turned over, his back was facing me, and said in a vague voice, "Lin Sisi, it's early in the morning, why are you asking this? Close the curtains, I still want to sleep for a while."

My hands were behind the curtains and I was holding on to those curtains. Those expensive but rough fabrics made my hands hurt, but I didn't realize it, as if I had escaped into a silence that was about to die In the space where I was driven crazy, I heard my distant and melancholy voice again, I was so stubborn and didn't know how to read words, what I asked was still the same sentence, "Yu Minghui, do you still love me?"

Yu Minghui turned over rustlingly, he suddenly sat up, crossed his legs, glanced at me, his face was full of doubts: "Lin Sisi, what's wrong with you today? You didn't sleep so early in the morning."

What's wrong with me?
I think of the past, whenever I had a slight movement, Yu Minghui always came to hug me, he hugged me with a very heavy force, he gave me the feeling at that time that he was always afraid that he would not hug me enough Tight, I will float away and disappear.He will also easily say that he loves me, and change his ways to say that he loves me.When he said these love words, his eyes were as bright as the never-ending streetlights of Shenzhen, a city that never sleeps. They were so radiant and dazzling, and I thought all these were enough to shine for the rest of my life.

However, just now, when I repeatedly asked whether he still loves me or not, and he always diverted the topic appropriately and naturally, I suddenly remembered that it has been a long, long time since he said anything to me again. Love me.How long has it been, or it has been a long time, in short, it has been so long that I completely forgot the sound of my heartbeat when he said he loved me.

I have nothing to do with it.

It’s just that I feel a little cold in my heart, the kind of biting cold that I can’t bear, like a person walking alone on the ice bed of the Antarctic or the North Pole. It kept coming, and I was buried alive by all the cold covering while I was walking.

With a blank face, I jumped up and said: "You drank too much last night, Yang Xiong called me, and I picked you up. At that time, people kept sending WeChat messages on your mobile phone, and sent several messages."

Yu Minghui let out an oh, he reached out and patted his head, and said, "Oh, is that so? It might be a client, I'll reply later. I can't sleep anymore, I'm going to wash up."

Soon, I heard the sound of water rushing from the sink, I followed the sound and leaned against the door, I don't know why I was laughing, but I was just washing my face with a smile Yu Minghui said: "Oh, by the way, last night there was a person you called as a villain."

Yu Minghui froze for a moment, he quickly recovered, took a towel and wiped his face, then he turned sideways, glanced at me, and said, "Lin Sisi, what do you want to say?"

It might be winter, the hot water is hot enough, the whole bathroom is filled with thick steam, so I can't see Yu Minghui's expression clearly.

I was silent.

In this silent confrontation, Yu Minghui had already put the towel on the shelf, and he walked straight towards me.

I didn't get out of the way, and just stood at the door of the bathroom. I said softly, "I can't divorce her. I have a responsibility to her."

As my words fell to the ground, Yu Minghui stopped in his tracks. He stared at me from a distance of half a meter for no less than 3 minutes, and said flatly, "Don't flick through my WeChat in the future."

After speaking, he raised his foot again, took two steps forward, and made a gesture to go out.

I put my hand on the door and raised my eyelids. I don't know why I can be so calm, but I am indeed so calm, at least no matter how many turbulent waves and how many bloody things are in my heart. For a moment, I really acted like a normal person, and said casually: "Yu Minghui, aren't you going to explain to me?"

The corner of his mouth twitched slightly, and Yu Minghui leaned over completely, his mouth moved slightly, and said: "Lin Sisi, don't be too serious. These days, who hasn't had the time to play a joke on the spot?"

I never thought that Yu Minghui and I would have today.

He would personally tell me not to be serious, he would say that he was just playing around.

Is it because I can't keep up with this too fast era, or is Yu Minghui walking so fast that I am left behind?
I don't understand why two years ago, Yu Minghui hated Zhao Xiaoning so much. Two years later, why did he suddenly have a big change, and he and Zhao Xiaoning could have that kind of relationship with Zhao Xiaoning. I don't understand why he is now My heart is thinking about something and wandering somewhere, but if he is with me, it is only because of responsibility, this responsibility makes him suffer, makes him uncomfortable, and makes him have to find other women on WeChat to complain about his unsatisfactory life. , then why should I stay where I am, I might as well simply let him live.

It is said that there are only three things, and at the third time, if I still can't get a definite answer, then maybe I don't mind, and once again plunge myself into the days of crawling forward alone.I have already passed the kind that I know he doesn’t love anymore, but I still want to beg Bai Laiba to be by his side, begging unwillingly, just like beggars begging for love that can’t be begged, and dragging myself into the dust by the way age.

That's right, I was really serious, I continued to hold the door, I looked up at him, and I asked, "Yu Minghui, do you still love me?"

When he loves me, it is true love, true deep love.And one day, he may find that this love has been lost in the pull of time.If you lose it, lose it, and no one can guarantee that someone can love someone for a lifetime, no matter how deeply you love, you will love someone in the end.

Yu Minghui put his hand on my arm and said, "Lin Sisi, stop making trouble."

After finishing speaking, he took my hand off, passed me like this, and walked slowly towards the bedroom.

I turned around, looked at his back, and said, "Yu Minghui, let's get a divorce."

As if he didn't hear my words at all, Yu Minghui changed the subject lightly, and said, "Lin Sisi, what do you want for breakfast? I'll go out and buy a breakfast for Xiao Huihui, and I'll bring you some by the way. one."

I opened my mouth and was about to continue my topic when suddenly there was a rush of footsteps outside the door, and soon Uncle Xian knocked on the door shaking the ground, his voice was full of panic: "Sisi, Minghui, Xiao Huihui is sick, so she has to be rushed to the hospital."

As if the nerve thread was pulled tight and then loosened suddenly, my whole body followed Uncle Xian's words, my feet seemed to be tied with heavy shot puts, and I stumbled towards the door, like crazy wanted to pull open the door.

My nails hit the door panel and hit the door panel hard. In the end, my nails broke and the breaks extended to the flesh.

The severe pain made me wake up a bit, I twisted the door handle and opened the door, Uncle Xian hugged Xiao Huihui, Xiao Huihui's face was so pale that it was frighteningly pale.

His eyes were closed and his eyelashes did not move.

Even though in the past two years, I have experienced more and more situations like this, but today I look extremely fragile. I gestured to Uncle Xian to hold Xiao Huihui, and I took the car keys to drive, and kept crying and saying : "Xiao Huihui, don't scare mom. Don't be afraid, mom will take you to the hospital. Xiao Huihui, don't fall asleep. You can't fall asleep. Xiao Huihui, did you hear what mom said?"

In the end, it was Yu Minghui's car. He kept stepping on the accelerator to accelerate and accelerate, speeding along the road.

I hugged Xiao Huihui, his pale face made me flustered, my tears fell everywhere, Uncle Xian kept comforting me, but it didn't help.

After Xiao Huihui was hurriedly pushed into the emergency room by those medical staff, my whole body, as if I had been drained of all my strength and soul, stuck to the cold wall of the hospital, smelling strong disinfection Smell of water, staring indifferently at the dazzling lamp overhead.

When Uncle Xian was running to go through the hospital admission procedures for Xiao Huihui, Yu Minghui came over, he was next to me, his hand stretched out, as if trying to grab my hand.

I slowly lowered my head and glanced at him indifferently. I set my eyes on the hand he extended, and said coldly, "Don't touch me."

But with a hint of persistence, Yu Minghui suddenly pulled me into his arms and hugged me, he said: "Lin Sisi, don't be afraid, Xiao Huihui will be fine, don't be afraid."

I am really scared now, I really need a support, but I suddenly found that the man who is holding me now can no longer give me a sense of peace of mind.

The more he hugged me, the more he told me not to be afraid, the more I escaped into more and more intense fear.

The more he hugged me, the more empty, fragmented and broken my heart was.

Like crazy, I pushed Yu Minghui away fiercely, he was caught off guard, staggered by my push, and took two steps back.

And I, like a wounded little animal that is always on guard, I glanced at him expressionlessly, and said weakly: "I said, don't touch me."

(End of this chapter)