my mysterious boyfriend

Chapter 200 You are still young
I tried desperately to move forward, but with a plop, I fell straight to the ground.

The cement floor was a bit wet after it had just rained, and a large piece of blood was wiped out after my arm hit the ground, and some blood stuck to the wet floor. I looked at the reddish, first laughed, and then cried.

Yu Minghui rushed over, he bent down and tried to help me up, I pushed his hand away, raised my face, and said: "Yu Minghui, don't touch me, I fucking told you not to touch me , Why do you keep forgetting! I told you not to fucking touch me again, are you deaf or blind!"

Yu Minghui still wanted to help me, so I yelled even louder: "Don't fucking touch me!"

He Siyuan and Cao Jiaying also came over. They held my arms from left to right, lifted me up, and put me in front of the black lacquered box.

I thought I would see my little Huihui, my so sensible, so precocious, so caring, so warm little Huihui, lying in it with a pale face, lying in it with his eyes closed, he would lie quietly In it, but no.

There was only a small white jar inside, alone, with a piece of paper pasted on it. I leaned over and saw three small characters on it, Yu Linen.

I held on to the black lacquer box, one of my knees became weak, the other knelt down, and the whole person knelt on the ground. I let go of my hands and crawled away from the black lacquer box. I raised my face and kept looking at the people standing there. I first said to Ding Zhanbo: "Ding Zhanbo, where is Xiao Huihui? Can you tell me where Xiao Huihui is? You are his father Ding, you must know where he is, take me to find him. I I'm going to find him, I'm going to find him. Ding Zhanbo, talk, where is Xiao Huihui?"

Ding Zhanbo remained silent for a while, and finally turned his face away to avoid my gaze.

I turned my gaze to Li Jing again and said, "Li Jing, it must be you who hid Xiao Huihui, right? You must have hidden Xiao Huihui. I used to take Xiao Huihui to your house to play, and you Just let Xiao Huihui hide and seek with me. You said you are a mother, why are you still so playful? You can’t be so playful, you can’t hide my Xiao Huihui, I will feel flustered if I don’t see him Yes, he is my life, Li Jing, you release him quickly."

Li Jing squatted down, she hugged me, she said: "Lin Sisi, Xiao Huihui is gone. You are still young, you will have your own children in the future, don't do this, you get up first, your arm is broken Skin is gone, I'll apply some medicinal wine to you."

She must be lying!

Not only Li Jing is lying, Ding Zhanbo, He Siyuan, Cao Jiaying, and Xiao Yan, everyone here is lying, they are using their tears to create an illusion for me, they are all creating a little gray for me The illusion that the gray is gone!

They are all liars, they are all lying to me!
Obviously, last week, Xiao Huihui was bouncing and nestling in my arms, combing my hair with his fleshy little hands, and touching my face with his fleshy little hands, how could he just leave !
They must all be lying, they are all lying to me!

I didn't see Xiao Huihui lying in the box at all, they just took a small jar and put a name on it to trick me!They are all lying to me!
Beating Li Jing desperately, I wailed like crazy: "You liars, you hid my little Huihui, you want to let him out, I can't see him, I will panic. Please I beg you to return my little Huihui to me, I will kowtow to you, I will kowtow to you."

After finishing speaking, I pushed Li Jing away and knelt there, my head almost fell to the floor, Yu Minghui rushed over to hug me, he pressed my shoulder desperately, stared at me and said: "Lin Sisi, you Calm down some things are like this, you have to accept it if you don’t want to. Stop crying, really stop crying, adjust.”

As soon as I reached out, I slapped Yu Minghui hard.

Scold him: "You liar, you clearly promised to cure my Xiao Huihui, you liar. You clearly promised Xiao Huihui to help him drive away the monsters, so he let you upgrade, you liar, you Didn't do it at all!"

I hit too hard, so that when I withdrew my hand, I fell backwards due to inertia, and I couldn't stop falling on the concrete floor. The back of my head collided violently with the floor. The light was so dazzling that I almost couldn't open my eyes. I glimpsed the sky of Zhanjiang. The sky after the rain, the background color is blue and there are many white clouds. I seem to hear Xiao Huihui calling me: " Mom, mom, don't cry."

His voice lingered in my mind, and I remembered that when I dragged Xiao Huihui to fight alone in the floating city of Shenzhen, once I lost 100 yuan, I cried in distress, Xiao Huihui Covering my eyes with his hands, he said that the tears would not come out.He is really an amazing kid, he just covered my eyes with his little hands, and he really helped me stop my tears.He is indeed a magical child, he healed the wounds brought by the cruel reality, softened my years and brightened my time.He gave me an unforgettable warm journey.

I just covered my eyes with my hands.

I want to try whether my hands will be as magical as his little hands, and I also want to try whether he can come back and appear in front of my eyes again after I cover my eyes for a while and then let go.

But the final result was that my tears invaded all my fingers, and my knuckles retreated until there was no way to escape, and I just lay there, crying uncontrollably.

After I cried completely, my eye sockets were as dry as a desert, and I could no longer shed tears. In the following time, I was held up by Li Jing and He Siyuan as if I was haggard, looking at my little Huihui with a blank face, He was left in Zhanjiang, a city that was indeed his hometown, but which made him feel very strange.

The only thing that comforts me is that he relies on the old man, or he won't be too lonely in the future.

Coming out of the cemetery, my gaze was cruising dully, and I suddenly saw Zhao Xiaoning, she was a little thinner than before, she was dressed in black, and she was wearing a black sun umbrella, she was glamorous and elegant, she was far away Watching our side, my eyes were swollen from crying, I didn't see her expression.

Like a wooden figure, my eyes fell on her for a few seconds, and then I took them back.

After returning home, I lay sickly on the bed, neither eating nor drinking nor sleeping, staring at the ceiling dully, Yu Minghui wanted to approach me, so I turned my back and did not look at him.

I lay in bed for three days and three nights, completely exhausted from hunger. Yu Minghui called the doctors, and many of them held me down and forced me to inject glucose.

Li Jing opened my mouth with a spoon and forced me to drink the soup, but I always vomited whatever I drank.

I finally couldn't hold it any longer, and fell into a deep sleep in a daze.

But as soon as I fell asleep, I dreamed of Xiao Huihui, he was sitting beside me, smiling brightly, touching my face with his little hands, telling me not to cry.I was afraid that I would never see him again when I woke up, so I didn't want to wake up.

However, Xiao Huihui stood up slowly, and he just disappeared into my dream.

I don't dare to cry anymore, I'm afraid that if I continue to cry, he doesn't want to fall asleep again.

I don't dare to ruin my body anymore, I'm afraid that if I die, no one will remember my little Huihui for as long as I do, remember his voice, remember his smile, remember him from the very beginning From a little person who can only babble, to a person who knows how to call my mother warmly and comfort me later.

So I desperately opened my eyes, but I couldn't even open them. I had to hold on with my last bit of strength and tugged at the person sitting on the edge of my bed, saying, "I'm thirsty."

Not long after, I was lifted up, and I was lying there limply. Someone handed me a straw to my mouth, and gave me some milk.

After I was full, the feeling of sleepiness came again, and I fell asleep again.

I was awakened by the sunlight. The moment I opened my eyes, Li Jing, He Siyuan, Cao Jiaying, they were next to me in a mess. They slept peacefully. On the sofa not far away, Yu Minghui fingered Touching his forehead, he kept dozing off.

I sat up slowly, and pulled out the arm held by Li Jing, Li Jing woke up immediately, she bounced up in a daze, hurried over, and said, "Lin Sisi, are you awake?"

I wanted to nod to Li Jing, but found that my head was too heavy.

Li Jing pinched He Siyuan and Cao Jiaying one by one, and said, "Get up, Lin Sisi is awake."

He Siyuan and Cao Jiaying jumped up.

These three women all had big panda eyes. They surrounded me and asked me what I wanted to eat.

And Yu Minghui was also awakened by such noise, he walked over, he looked at me surrounded by him, his eyes were full of emotions that I couldn't understand, he asked softly: "Lin Sisi, dizzy?" Not dizzy? I'll go to the doctor and come up to show you?"

My eyes lingered on his face for a few seconds, and then slowly looked away. I acted as if I didn't see him or heard him talking to me, and said weakly to Li Jing and the others: "I want to eat I'm hungry."

When He Siyuan bounced, she jumped out of bed and said, "Li Jing, I'll go downstairs and ask Ding Zhanbo to get Lin Sisi food, and you help her down."

I was dragged to the dining room by Li Jing and Cao Jiaying.

The decoration here is really bad. A good dining room is so empty and so tightly separated. I can't even see what is going on in the kitchen.

I sat on the chair, staggering, and Li Jing stretched out her hand to help me. I patted the back of her hand and smiled slightly: "I'm fine. I'm just hungry, just eat enough."

After a pause, I lowered my eyes and said, "I made you worry. I'm sorry."

Li Jing put her hand on my shoulder and said nothing.

At this moment, Ding Zhanbo brought me a bowl of water noodles.

I looked behind him, and I always felt that I didn't see Uncle Xian, so I asked Cao Jiaying, "Where is Uncle Xian?"

Cao Jiaying kept slipping her hands on the dining table. She said, "Uncle Xian is flying to Canberra, Australia. He has a female classmate from university over there. That female classmate has been single for a long time. If Uncle Xian has a chance, he will I went. He said that he will send you a postcard when he has a chance in the future.”

I should have been very surprised by this news, but after seeing through life and seeing the loneliness of the end of the song, I groaned, buried my head, and kept stuffing those noodles into my mouth.

Ding Zhanbo really doesn't know how to cook, he put too much salt, it was very salty, but I still ate this bowl of noodles without leaving any.

When I was full, I felt that I had regained some strength, and I felt bored, so I stood up and went straight outside.

Li Jing quickly followed my footsteps and stayed with me every step of the way.

I looked back at her: "Li Jing, you have been here for so many days, who will take Xiao Niannian?"

Li Jing kept pace with me and said, "Xiao Niannian is watched by my mother and the nanny, so you don't have to worry. Lin Sisi, are you okay?"

I smiled lightly: "What can happen, you have to live no matter what, right, you can't seek death, right?"

While talking with Li Jing, I stepped out of the hall and walked into the yard.

I went straight out of the yard again.

I don't know where I want to go, maybe I want to go to the beach.I don't know what I want to do at the beach, maybe I don't want to jump into the sea.

At this moment, Yu Minghui appeared out of nowhere, grabbed me and said, "Lin Si Si Lin Si Si."

I suddenly hated him calling my name repeatedly like this.

Because of my little Huihui, he also likes to call me so much: "Mom, Mom."

I shook Yu Minghui's hand very roughly, and I stared at him coldly, as cold as a crane, and said, "Don't touch me again. Otherwise, I'll chop off your hand."

After I finished speaking, I raised my face and walked forward again.

At this moment, my eyes caught a glimpse of Zhao Xiaoning standing there not far away, holding a small colorful umbrella and walking towards us slowly.

(End of this chapter)