my mysterious boyfriend

Chapter 202 Who will show this love?
Oh, I don't want to do this?

So what am I going to do?

Being dragged back to reality by Yu Minghui's words, I raised my face and looked at him expressionlessly, and said lightly: "I can do whatever I want, if you don't like watching, you can get out."

Yu Minghui stretched out his hand, making a gesture to slap my knee.

I stared at his hand and said coldly, "I've already told you not to touch me again."

Suddenly, Yu Minghui pulled me up, he wrapped me around and imprisoned me in his arms, his hands pressed my face against his chest fiercely, his voice was very soft, he Said: "Lin Sisi, please don't do this. Please don't do this. You have to live a good life, you have to continue to live a good life. Life is still going on, and it will get better later, it will get better. "

If I don't know that he doesn't love me anymore, then at this moment, or his comfort, there is still a dime or two for me, but when he no longer loves me, when he puts this marriage Treat it as a difficult responsibility, then all his acts of being good for me in front of me will become sympathy and pity in my eyes.

I hate feelings of pity and pity.

This kind of emotion is the cheapest and most useless, and should be plucked out and thrown to the dogs.

Even if these feelings are very lively, the dog may be provoked to some sincere tears, but to me, it is worthless.

I also hate his embrace that does not provide any comfort and support to my broken heart. This kind of embrace makes me feel more lonely and uncomfortable, and has the urge to destroy everything.

But I can't destroy everything about me, I have to live a good life, I really want to live a good life.

Otherwise, in the future, after our divorce, maybe Yu Minghui will marry again soon, he may marry Zhao Xiaoning, Chen Xiaoning or Liu Xiaoning, etc., he will have a child with another woman, he will quickly marry Forget Xiao Huihui who once came to this world and left in a hurry, he will forget that precocious, sensible and caring Xiao Huihui, he will forget that Xiao Huihui who has a little monster hidden in his heart but is extremely kind and saved my corrupted life Ash.

He will forget that little Huihui who was left by us in Zhanjiang to sleep forever in Zhanjiang, he will forget.

So I have to live well, I have to live, I want to live forever, and use the rest of my life to remember the soft little baby who came into my life and brought me an extremely pleasant journey. Baby, I have to, I have to use this life to remember and miss, so that my child will not be completely forgotten by others on a long and lonely road alone in another world.

So I didn't move at all, I was as cold as a crane, and said lightly: "Yu Minghui, if you want me to live a good life, then let me go. Let you hold me, I would rather die than live."

Yu Minghui's whole body stiffened for a moment, but he didn't let go of me immediately.

I looked up at him and smiled slightly: "Or, do you want to force me to death?"

As if stung by an insect, Yu Minghui quickly let go of me, he took a few steps back hastily, his hands were hanging in the air, his eyes were full of undercurrents that I couldn't understand, he looked at me for a while, Said: "Lin Sisi, you don't want me to touch you, I just don't touch you, you must not have those stupid thoughts."

I pulled out two more bleak smiles, pointed out the door, and said, "Go out, I want to be alone for a while. Regarding the divorce, after I pack up the little gray things, we will go back. Get this done."

Yu Minghui looked at me, he didn't respond to my words, he said instead: "Lin Sisi, you must not have those stupid thoughts."

I smiled: "Afraid I commit suicide? Don't worry, I haven't lived enough yet."

Yu Minghui's eyes became deeper and unfathomable, the corner of his mouth twitched, and after a while he said slowly: "Lin Sisi, Xiao Huihui, he doesn't want you to be like this, he definitely hopes that you will be well."

After saying this, Yu Minghui immediately turned around and walked towards the gate. He quickly passed the gate and walked out, leaving me with the coolness of the whole house.

Walking over, I slowly closed the door.

I fumbled in my pocket to find an elastic, I tied my hair in a ponytail casually, opened the closet, slowly pulled out Xiao Huihui's clothes, carried them to the edge of the sofa, and began to dress them one by one. Stacked.

I think it's really schizophrenic, I first talked to the air to myself, and later I played two roles, constantly imitating Xiao Huihui's baby voice, and I even called myself "Mom" , After shouting, I feel uncomfortable, but my heart is even more empty.

I don’t know how long I’ve been folding clothes. Anyway, I’m sleepy and tired at the back. I’m hugging the Salted Egg Superman that Chen Daowei gave Xiao Huihui before. Nest fell asleep on the sofa.

I was woken up by a phone ringing.

In a daze, I lifted the quilt that Yu Minghui might have covered me when I fell asleep, touched the phone, pressed answer without even looking at it, and gave a hello.

A very gentle female voice came from the other end.

It's Teacher Li from Xiaohuihui Kindergarten.

In the past, Teacher Li always called me Huihui's mother directly. She often praised me for teaching children, Xiao Huihui is sensible and worry-free.

But now, perhaps in order to take into account my feelings, she opened her mouth and said: "Mrs. Yu, I am Teacher Li from Jinmiao Kindergarten. It is like this. I am very sorry to hear about Xiao Huihui's situation. I hope you will mourn Succeed."

Even though I didn't really want to talk, Teacher Li called to express condolences. She had such a heart, which made me cheer up and say, "Thank you, Teacher Li, I will."

Teacher Li cautiously comforted me a few more words, then she said slowly, "Mrs. Yu, it's like this, Xiao Huihui's desks and so on were originally paid for by your parents. When the child graduates, the desk will be taken away by you, otherwise..."

When I got to this point, I understood, and I quickly went on to say, "Okay, I'll go over and move the desk back later."

Just in time, I'm going to move Xiao Huihui's desk back, and the back can be used to put Xiao Huihui's used small textbooks.

After hanging up the phone, I sat up, combed my hair with my hands and tied it up, stood up slowly again, opened the door and went out.

As soon as I opened the door, I saw Li Jing took a chair and sat on the side of the door, and she was looking this way.

I looked at her suspiciously: "Li Jing, why are you here?"

Li Jing stood up and took a step forward to hold my arm. She lowered her voice and said, "Yu Minghui called me and said that he had something urgent to go to the lawyer's office to deal with. Let me come over and look after you."

After a pause, Li Jing said again: "Lin Sisi, do you have a misunderstanding? I see Yu Minghui's performance, it doesn't look like he doesn't love her at all."

I smiled: "He is really good enough, this love is so deep, who will play it for?"

Taking off Li Jing's hand, I automatically and consciously changed the topic, and said, "I'm going to brush my teeth and wash my face, and I'll move the desks in Xiaohuihui's kindergarten later."

Li Jing followed me again: "Go move the desks? Let Yu Minghui do this, Lin Sisi."

I glanced at her and said, "No, I don't want him to touch my little gray things."

Li Jing opened her mouth, but finally said nothing. She waved her hand and motioned for me to wash up.

After messing around, I went back to the bedroom to change my clothes. Although the wound on my broken arm had been treated, it still hurt when I put on the clothes a little more vigorously. Addicted to the pain, I purposely pulled the clothes up and down my arms a few times, it was so fucking painful, and it really made me feel at ease.

I am truly hopeless.It turns out that only pain can remind me that I, Lin Sisi, are still alive, living in such pain and misery, that I dare not have the slightest thought of wanting to die.

Opening the corners of my mouth, I smiled wryly in the mirror many times.

When I opened the door and faced Li Jing, I put away the bitter smile on my face, walked over and naturally hooked Li Jing's arm, and said, "Let's go, go to Xiao Huihui's school."

Of course, we didn't go to Xiao Huihui's school right away. Li Jing dragged me to a restaurant, ordered a table of dishes, and insisted on forcing me to eat and drink, but I was obedient and wanted to eat and drink.

After eating and drinking enough, we drove to the kindergarten, met Teacher Li, and received Xiao Huihui's desk.

In this kindergarten, every child’s desk will have their name written on the bottom with blue paint. I turned the desk over, and the three words “Yu Linen” have become mottled with the passage of time.

I didn't cry, and carried these small desks with Li Jing one after the other like a normal person, and put them into the trunk of the car, and went back home.

We two women struggled to carry these things out of the elevator. I was about to ask Li Jing to put it down and I pushed it, but I suddenly saw Zhao Xiaoning standing next to the wall at the door of my house.

Hehehe, I don't know whether it was Yu Minghui who told her that we live here, or whether Zhao Xiaoning came to her door because of his supernatural powers.

She was still wearing Chanel, and the bag in her hand was still an LV. The smell of perfume on her body came faintly, and passed my nose.

I signaled to Li Jing that I don't need to pay attention to that bitch.

Li Jing understood, she kept silent, bent down with me, and pushed the desk forward together.

When I took out the key to open the door, Zhao Xiaoning came over.

Is she afraid that there will be surveillance here?Is she afraid of being caught by the surveillance camera if she loses a second of acting?
Yu Minghui is not here, she has no audience at all, she still has to pretend to be a white lotus, and said to me softly: "Lin Sisi, are you free? I have something, I want to talk to you .”

I glanced at her and chuckled: "I have nothing to talk about with you."

After speaking, I took out the key and gestured to open the door.

However, Zhao Xiaoning hurriedly blocked the door. She looked at me. Compared with me, she had even the kindness in her eyebrows. She said, "Lin Sisi, I think we need to talk. You may I misunderstood something, I came here today just to make it clear to you. You really misunderstood me and Minghui, we are not what you think."

(End of this chapter)