Leng Shao is fierce

Chapter 169 Incomplete Love
Lin Xueman never wanted to tell Xiao Yi about Shen Xuanyu's matter.Because once there is a certain relationship, it is difficult to break it completely.It's just that sometimes, many things are out of her control.

After eating with Ai Li, Lin Xueman and Xiao Yi walked to the kindergarten together.She didn't choose to take the car, Lin Xueman just hoped to get along with him more.I remember when Xiao Yi was just born, he was so small at that time, and it was easy to hold.But now, he has grown up.Just hugging for a while, I feel a little strenuous.As if seeing her exhaustion, Xiao Yi said sensiblely: "Mummy, let me down, I can walk by myself..."

Hearing this, Lin Xueman replied with a smile: "No, Mommy can continue to hug for a while." After today, Lin Xueman doesn't know when the next meeting will be.Perhaps, it will be after everything is settled, Lin Xueman thought so.

Showing a look of impatience, Xiao Yi raised his small face, pouted his mouth, and said dissatisfiedly: "Mommy, I want to come down~ It's so hot in this hot day. Don't, I want to go by myself, cool down ..." After finishing speaking, before Lin Xueman could answer, he struggled and jumped out of her arms.Seeing this, Lin Xueman had no choice but to agree.It's just that my heart is warm.She understood that Xiao Yi would say that just because she loves her dearly.He has always been so sensible since he was a child.

Holding Xiao Yi's hand, Lin Xueman walked towards the kindergarten step by step.For a long time, Lin Xueman only went to kindergarten during the mother's meeting every semester.At other times, he hardly ever met Xiao Yi.Whenever I think about it, I always feel sorry for him. "Xiao Yi, where do you want to go to play later? Mommy can accompany you well today, and we'll leave tomorrow." Lin Xueman said kindly.

Stopping, Xiaoyi's face was full of joy and happiness, and his eyes suddenly became bright.Opening his arms and embracing her thighs, Xiao Yi raised his head and said with a smile: "Okay, then you must not leave today~ I am not going anywhere, I just hope that Mommy can stay at home with me. Coax me to sleep. I often hear from my classmates that their mothers often coax them to sleep." When he said this, envy was clearly written on Xiao Yi's face.

Kneeling down, stroking his head lovingly, Lin Xueman's eyes flashed with self-blame.The motherly love she gave him was indeed missing a lot... An indescribable depression surfaced in his heartache.Shaking off the strange feeling in his heart, Xiao Yi continued happily: "But Auntie Ellie is very kind to me, she will coax me to sleep every night. She will also sing nice nursery rhymes to me and tell me A lot of brain teasers. Mommy, I already know a lot of brain teasers."

Feeling sore in her heart, Lin Xueman said apologetically, "Xiao Yi, I'm sorry, it's Mommy who's sorry for you."

After pinching Lin Xueman's cheek, Xiao Yi suddenly put away his smile.He looked at her solemnly, with a somewhat Shen Xuanyu feeling in his serious look. "Mummy, I don't want your apology. As long as you are happy, I am already an older child and can take care of myself." A child of more than two weeks insisted that he was an older child, Lin Xueman felt sore Incomparable.

"Silly boy, Mommy is very happy, because you are a precious son...give Mommy some time, and when Mommy handles all the things, she will definitely be with you. From then on, Mommy will never leave you again " Lin Xueman said reassuringly.

Nodding his head, there was hope in Xiao Yi's eyes.Leaning his head on Lin Xueman's shoulder, Xiao Yi replied in a low voice, "Okay."

When the two finally arrived at the kindergarten, the mother's meeting was about to begin.Taking Lin Xueman to sit next to his seat, Xiao Yi's hand was always tightly holding Lin Xueman's hand, reluctant to let go.Seeing this, Lin Xueman just showed a doting look.After a while, almost every child's mother was there.Lin Xueman smiled and listened to the teacher talking on it, with a faint smile on her face.

There are not many people in the small class in the kindergarten, and this kindergarten mainly accepts Chinese children.So it didn't take long for everyone to chat.A girl about two years old ran up to Xiao Yi and said friendlyly, "Xiao Yi, let's go play."

Grabbing Lin Xueman's hand vigorously, Xiao Yi refused without thinking, "No, I want to stay with Mommy, you can go and play by yourself." There was a gleam of light on such a firm expression.

Looking Lin Xueman up and down, the girl's face was full of curiosity, and she asked suspiciously: "Is this beautiful sister really your mommy? Didn't everyone say that you don't have a mommy?"

Before the words fell, Xiao Yi stood up suddenly, put his hands on his hips, and said angrily: "Who said I don't have a mommy! I've said it several times, I have a mom, I have a mom!" Xiao Yi raised his voice , with obvious anger on his face.

Sitting beside him, seeing his cold and angry appearance, Lin Xueman couldn't help but associate him with Shen Xuanyu.As expected of father and son, even the expression of anger is the same.Seeing how fierce he was, the girl involuntarily took a step back, and said timidly: "But everyone said that, you call the aunt who comes to pick you up from get off work every day, Auntie Ellie. Sometimes you see Your dad came recently, but he rarely saw your mommy...so everyone thought you didn't have a mommy."

The hard work on his face made it more obvious that he loves you, Xiaoyi pushed her angrily, and said angrily: "Who says I don't have a mommy, she is my mommy, she is beautiful!" Pull up the position.

Seeing this, Lin Xueman had no choice but to smile, and said to the girl: "Hello, I am indeed Xiaoyi's mother. It's just that I'm a little busy at ordinary times, and I rarely come to the kindergarten to pick up Xiaoyi." It's another scene.

Seeing what Lin Xueman said, the girl reluctantly believed it.Blinking her eyes, the girl asked puzzledly: "Auntie, does Xiao Yi look like his daddy? Why doesn't Xiao Yi look like you at all?"

Before Lin Xueman could answer, another child poked his head, tilted his head, and said in confusion: "But Xiao Yi doesn't look much like his father. Xiao Yi, who do you look like?"

Uh... Lin Xueman suddenly didn't know how to answer, who does Xiao Yi look like... The girl's mother came over and said with a smile: "Silly boy, of course Xiao Yi looks like mom and dad. Because some Sometimes, a child will look a little like his father and a little like his mother. If you look at it like this, you will think that no one is alike. In fact, both of them have a little bit of alike, you know?"

Hearing her mother's explanation, the girl nodded half-understood: "So that's the case, I understand, Mommy... Let's go, Mommy, if Xiaoyi doesn't play with me, forget it." After finishing speaking, The girl took her mother's hand and left.

Kneeling down, Lin Xueman was just about to talk to Xiaoyi when Xiaoyi suddenly turned around and ran towards the door.Surprised, Lin Xueman was just about to catch up, but was stopped by the teacher: "Mother Xiaoyi, can I talk to you?"

In the lounge, Lin Xueman sat opposite the teacher.Looking at the teacher with a smile on her face, Lin Xueman said gratefully: "Teacher, Xiao Yi has worked hard to teach in school. Seeing that Xiao Yi is so sensible, I can rest assured. Teacher, do you have anything to do with me?"

After thinking about it for a while, the teacher said with a smile: "Mother Xiaoyi, I really want to discuss something with you today, about Xiaoyi. Xiaoyi is very good at school, but we always feel that Xiaoyi Maybe a little lack of maternal love."

Lack of maternal love?Hearing these words, Lin Xueman was inexplicably surprised: "What happened to him?"

Recalling the events of the past few months, the teacher said worriedly: "Xiao Yi rarely chats and plays with other children in school on weekdays. He only chats with children occasionally when he is in a better mood. But , every time the children talked about their mother, Xiaoyi’s mood would become depressed. Even a few times, I accidentally saw Xiaoyi hiding in the corner sad. Once I went up to ask Xiaoyi, but I heard him say that Mommy doesn't like him, he misses Mommy very much..."

Hearing this, it is impossible not to be surprised.Lin Xueman did not expect that Xiao Yi would... Over the years, she had indeed ignored his feelings.Thinking of this, Lin Xueman blamed herself for a while. She was too selfish and only considered her own feelings.

Glancing at her expression, the teacher continued: "Every time, Xiao Yi is the last child who walks out of the kindergarten. Even if his aunt comes to pick him up sometimes, he will board at the kindergarten gate for a while. I heard His aunt said that he was waiting and hoped that Mommy would come to pick him up. Mother Xiaoyi, I don’t know what conflicts you had with Xiaoyi’s father. But since the child was born, you have to be responsible for him .”

Lowering her head guiltily, Lin Xueman did not argue.In dealing with Xiao Yi, she really did something wrong. "I'm sorry teacher, I will pay attention in the future." Lin Xueman said slowly.

Nodding his head, the teacher warned: "Education before the age of three can determine a child's life. As a parent, you can't be sloppy. If this situation continues to deteriorate, Xiao Yi will probably become more and more self-sufficient in the future. Closed. A child who lacks the warmth of a family will not have a happy childhood.”

Standing up and bowing to the teacher, Lin Xueman said with a smile: "Teacher, don't worry, I will. It will only take another two months at most, and I will accompany Xiaoyi well in the future. In school, Xiaoyi still has to trouble You have bothered me so much." After speaking, Lin Xueman turned and left.Well, Lin Xueman decided to give himself two months.Regardless of success or failure, Xiao Yi must be given a family.She owed Xiao Yi enough already, and she couldn't ruin his life anymore.

Walking out of the lounge, I saw Xiao Yi still standing at the door, staring in a certain direction obsessively.Going forward, Lin Xueman squatted down, took his hand, and said softly, "Xiao Yi, where are we going after school?"

There was a bright temperature in her smile, and Xiao Yi's heart felt warm.With a bright smile slowly blooming, Xiao Yi said happily: "Xiao Yi will go wherever Mommy goes."

(End of this chapter)