Leng Shao is fierce

Chapter 184 No If
After separating from Huang Qiqi, Lin Xueman continued to walk forward.Today's trip brought her some good news or bad news.Shen Xuanyu's concern for her, to some extent, would shake her will.But Lin Xueman clearly understood that the connection between her and Shen Xuanyu was more than that.

Riding a car, I came to the cemetery that I hadn't been to for three years.Relying on memory, I searched for the tombstones of An Yuwei and Lin Hang.After three years, she was finally able to walk in again as Lin Xueman.Walking to a tombstone, Lin Xueman squatted down and placed the bouquets in her hands in front of the tombstones of Lin Hang and An Yuwei respectively. "Mom, Dad, are you two okay? I will love you within three years, and I miss you very much." Lin Xueman said gently.

I still remember the last time I came to the cemetery three years ago. At that time, she and Yu Fang had trouble here.But it was also because it was here that I met Zhao Qianhao.Lin Xueman always felt that Zhao Qianhao must be someone sent by An Yuwei to protect her.Otherwise, how could it be such a coincidence. "Mom, I'm sorry, it's been so long since I came to see you. Before, I couldn't come here to see you because I didn't want anyone to know who I am. Now, everything is settled. Mom, I finally avenged you .”

Speaking of the last sentence, a faint joy appeared on Lin Xueman's face: "Yu Fang forced you to death, and now she has also been punished by God. She is crazy, and she will live in fear of harming you every day For the rest of her life, she can only spend the rest of her life in a lunatic. Mom, can you rest in peace? Although Dad may feel distressed, I still have to tell the truth. Yu Fang, she deserves her death."

The cemetery is very quiet, probably because the sun is about to set, the cemetery is particularly quiet.Kneeling down, stroking An Yuwei's photo on the tombstone, Lin Xueman said with a smile on her face: "Mom, I miss you so much, I really miss you... Your grandson has grown up, he is very cute, and he looks good too Handsome. However, he doesn't look like me very much, he is almost carved out of his father's mold. When he grows up, I'll bring him over to see you, okay?"

Naturally, no one would answer her question, but Lin Xueman seemed to have finally found someone to talk to, and kept saying: "Mom, when Xiao Yi was still in my stomach, he was my courage to live. Because, he It was a gift from my mother. But when he was born, I couldn’t laugh. Every time I look at Xiaoyi, I can’t help but think of him. When I think of him, my heart hurts. Mom, you Say I'm useless..."

Raising her hand and wiping the already wet corners of her eyes, Lin Xueman said with a slight smile: "So, I almost don't want to live with Xiao Yi. But this time when I went back to Canada and saw him again, I felt that I was so disgusting, how could I I don't care about my son... So I decided that after I leave here, I will love him well. I haven't told anyone that I miss Xiao Yi very much. Every time I thought about him, I saw that he was not there When I'm around, I always cry secretly. I dare not let others know, let alone Xiao Yi..."

In the silent sky, her voice kept echoing.But Lin Xueman kept talking and talking.When she finally finished speaking, it was completely dark.Glancing at the time, Lin Xueman said with a smile: "Mom, I'm going back first. Otherwise, it will be too late, and there may be no car. Mom, I will come to see you in a few days." After finishing speaking, Lin Xueman turned to An Yuwei and Lin Hang bowed, then turned and left.Just about to take a step, Lin Xueman noticed that at some point, Shen Xuanyu was standing only tens of meters away from her.

In the past three years, Shen Xuanyu has gotten used to it, and occasionally came to look after An Yuwei's tomb.Because he knew that if Lin Xueman was alive, he would come to worship often.For no reason, he just wanted to do what he could for her.For another reason, he always had hope in his heart.Hope to meet her here.Now, is your wish come true?Lifting his footsteps and walking in front of her slowly, Shen Xuanyu said calmly, "Why are you alone?"

The body was stiff, and it took a while for Lin Xueman to react.Raising her head and looking closely into his eyes, Lin Xueman said with a slight smile, "I don't think you need so many people to pay homage to my parents. What about you, what are you doing here?"

A trace of unnaturalness flashed in his eyes, Shen Xuanyu turned his head away, and said in a weak voice: "No, it's nothing, just walk around..."

This man seemed so clumsy even in lying.Whoever walks casually comes to the cemetery.Could it be that life is too long?Recalling what Yao Beiting said, Lin Xueman's heart couldn't help beating fast.Apparently, she wasn't lying.Looking at the chrysanthemum in his hand, Lin Xueman said with a smile: "Aren't you here to worship? Come here soon." After speaking, Lin Xueman took the initiative to let him go forward.

Hearing this, Shen Xuanyu bit the bullet and walked to An Yuwei's tombstone.He bent down and placed the flower in front of her. "Auntie, I'm here to see you." Shen Xuanyu said calmly.

Standing aside, looking at his tall figure, Lin Xueman was unconsciously fascinated.Is it his illusion? Why does she feel that Shen Xuanyu is much haggard now compared to three years ago.Three years ago, he was always full of domineering and cold aura.But at this moment, he inexplicably gave her a kind feeling.Warm and caring. "Thank you for visiting my mother for me when I was away." Lin Xueman finally said.

Turning his head, surprise flashed quickly in his eyes.Turning his head away unnaturally, Shen Xuanyu said with some embarrassment: "It's nothing, I just took a casual look."

It's casual again, so his casualness is really special.Glancing at the time, Lin Xueman said with a faint smile: "It's very late, I'm leaving first." After speaking, Lin Xueman lifted her steps and left.When passing by, Shen Xuanyu suddenly took her hand.Firmly, grab her little hand.

He raised his head in astonishment, turned his body slightly, and looked at him puzzled.The warmth on the palm gradually became stronger. "You..." Lin Xueman opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say.

For some reason, Shen Xuanyu just wanted to stay with her for a while, even if it was only for a short while. "Together." After speaking briefly, Shen Xuanyu also turned around, held her hand, and walked out.Seeing this, Lin Xueman had no choice but to follow.

Maybe it was because she was worried that she would not be able to catch up with him, or because of other hard-to-say reasons, Shen Xuanyu slowed down and walked leisurely on the concrete path. "Are you really, are you leaving?" Shen Xuanyu asked suddenly.

With her eyes fixed on the front, Lin Xueman replied flatly: "Yes."

The scene of Lin Xueman and Zhao Qianhao together flashed in front of his eyes again, and Shen Xuanyu only felt stuffy and uncomfortable.In the past few days, he still thinks of Lin Xueman often as before. "Okay, can you stay?" Lowering his posture, Shen Xuanyu said hoarsely.

Stopping in her tracks, Lin Xueman asked back with a chuckle, "Why should I stay? At least, you should give me a reason."

The reason... I wanted to tell her how I felt in my heart, but I couldn't.As Lin Xueman said, there are some things between her and him that are difficult to cross. "There is no reason." Shen Xuanyu said indifferently.

A sense of loss appeared in her heart, but Lin Xueman still said with a smile: "So, I won't stay." After speaking, Lin Xueman took the lead and walked forward.The palm was slowly withdrawn from his hand, and a trace of loneliness flashed across Lin Xueman's face.Neither she nor he was brave enough.

Looking at Lin Xueman's back, Shen Xuanyu's heart tightened again.Fog flashed before his eyes, and Shen Xuanyu involuntarily recalled the house surrounded by fire that year. "Lin Xueman!" Shen Xuanyu suddenly shouted loudly.

Hearing the sound, Lin Xueman stopped, turned around, and looked at him from a distance: "What's the matter."

Thousands of thoughts flashed through my mind, but Shen Xuanyu finally blurted out: "If there were no such things, what would we be?" If we can forget, is there still a possibility of falling in love.Shen Xuanyu added in his heart.

Are there no such things?It sounds beautiful, but Lin Xueman understands that this can only be a fantasy. "No if." After leaving four words, Lin Xueman turned around again and walked forward.If she doesn't want to see her, she won't fall in love.So, no ifs.

Her decisive decision stimulated Shen Xuanyu's heart.Her words seemed to indicate that his waiting for the past three years was meaningless. "Yes, there is no if." Shen Xuanyu told himself in a low voice.

On the way back, Lin Xueman and Shen Xuanyu remained silent, and neither of them spoke.Just like before, no one is talking, but it doesn't feel unnatural.The car drove slowly, and finally entered the community where Lin Xueman was.The car pulled over, but Lin Xueman didn't leave directly.Sitting quietly in the passenger seat, Lin Xueman suddenly smiled.

Noticing her smile, Shen Xuanyu asked suspiciously: "What's wrong?"

Turning her head and raising a soft smile, Lin Xueman said with emotion: "Don't you think? We get along much better now than before. The relationship between me and you has always been abused and abused. We The two rarely get along in peace."

Yes, at that time Shen Xuanyu was only thinking of revenge, so naturally he would not treat Lin Xueman kindly.Only now, his state of mind has changed.He understood what that change meant. "When is the time for retribution, let's shake hands and make peace. Like Brother Sung Joon said, I still don't want my child to follow in my footsteps. It is very hard to be immersed in revenge every day." Lin Xueman didn't want her son to take revenge on his father.Of course, she would never say this.

"You, do you love him?" Seeing Zhao Qianhao who suddenly appeared downstairs in the apartment, Shen Xuanyu asked seriously.

Shrugging, Lin Xueman said with a coquettish smile, "Is it very important?"

Staring straight into her eyes, Shen Xuanyu replied seriously: "It's important." Her answer will soon determine his decision.

(End of this chapter)