Leng Shao is fierce

Chapter 294 Is it lost?
The arrival of a child, no matter when it is placed, is a joyous event.But now, Lin Xueman could no longer laugh.How to decide whether to leave or stay with the child?
After waiting for a long time, Lin Xueman finally got the test result sheet she wanted.It's just that this result left her stunned for a long time.Wen Hui looked at the list curiously, and said happily: "Xueman, are you really pregnant? Congratulations. Great, I heard that Shen Xuanyu wants a child very much recently. If he knows the news, he must be very happy .”

Lin Xueman didn't speak, but grabbed the list vigorously, with no expression on her face.Taking a deep breath, Lin Xueman stepped up and walked into the doctor's consulting room.Tremblingly handing the list to the doctor, Lin Xueman bit her lower lip tightly.Wen Hui explained Lin Xueman's strangeness as being too excited, so she asked excitedly, "Doctor, what did the report say?"

After briefly looking at the list, the doctor raised his head and said with a smile: "Well, congratulations, you are pregnant. Judging by the size of the embryo, it is only about one month pregnant. At present, because the embryo is small, there is nothing to see, it is best three months In a month, I will check again. During the recent period, the diet..."

Before the doctor finished speaking, Lin Xueman suddenly interrupted and said, "Doctor, what if I want to kill this child?"

"Kill it? Xueman, what are you kidding!" Wen Hui said excitedly, "You haven't told Shen Xuanyu about this, how can you say you want to kill the child so easily. If Shen Xuanyu knows, he will definitely give you a rush .”

Lin Xueman's expression was very calm, but the fist hanging by her side was clenched tightly.Breathing steadily, Lin Xueman asked again: "Doctor, if my body undergoes an abortion, how much damage will it do to my body? Will it cause infertility in the future? When I had my first child, I had a warning sign. Sexual abortion."

With his hands crossed, the doctor replied with a smile still on his face: "Of course we will not object to accepting the abortion, but your body is not very strong, and the abortion is still very harmful. There have been threatened abortions before. If you have another artificial abortion this time, It can easily lead to habitual miscarriage in the future. Out of consideration for your health, I still hope you can think about it carefully. As your friend said, you should first ask the child's father what he means."

Ask Shen Xuanyu?Lin Xueman smiled bitterly.If it was before yesterday, Shen Xuanyu must be very happy.But now, she couldn't be sure.Judging from what Shen Xuanyu inadvertently said in his dreams last night, he is facing a difficult choice at this time. "Okay, thank you doctor." After bowing to the doctor, Lin Xueman turned and walked out.

After walking out of the office, Lin Xueman came to the small park near the hospital and sat there blankly.Lin Xueman was by her side, looking at Lin Xueman solemnly.Now she finally realized that today's Lin Xueman was very strange, without that familiar smile.She was waiting, waiting for Lin Xueman to take the initiative to tell her something.After about ten minutes, Lin Xueman said in pain, "Wenhui, I don't know what to do..."

It took 5 minutes for Lin Xueman to tell Wenhui what happened yesterday. "How could Shen Xuanyu's father be like this? Even if he doesn't like you anymore, you are his daughter-in-law after all. You gave birth to a grandson for the Shen family, how could he go too far!" Wen Hui said angrily, arguing for Lin Xueman.

Looking sideways into the distance, Lin Xueman frowned deeply and said, "Although I don't know what choice he asked Shen Xuanyu to make, I know that he must want Shen Xuanyu to leave me. If that's the case, I can't take the child away. Born. At that time, it will only increase the sin."

Hearing this, Wen Hui said disapprovingly: "Xue Man, you can't give up so quickly. If Shen Xuanyu chose you in the end, how sad he would be if you beat the child just like that. You also said , the last time Shen Xuanyu chose you between the two of you. Now, it will be the same result, don't be too nervous."

It's just that the situation is different this time, Shen Renzong is seriously ill.Lin Xueman knew that Shen Xuanyu was an emotional person. "When I found out that I was pregnant, I was really happy and scared. I was happy that I was finally able to add a younger brother and sister to Xiao Yi. What I was afraid of was that I would not be able to keep this child. I was talking about aborting When he was with him, I was more reluctant than anyone else." Lin Xueman said with a sob.

Patting Lin Xueman's shoulder, Wen Hui silently comforted her. "Xueman, don't be sad. Seeing you like this makes me feel bad. This child has chosen to be reincarnated in your womb, and you have to be responsible for him. It would be too cruel to decide his life and death so hastily." Xueman, I still think that you should tell Shen Xuanyu the truth. Between you and the child and his father, it depends on how he chooses." Wenhui expressed her opinion.

Shaking his head, Lin Xueman lowered his head and said in a low voice: "But once Shen Xuanyu chooses me, wouldn't his father... It's not that I'm kind, but I think that in that case, his father is too pitiful. In the past, because of my father's Because of this, he has been in a vegetable state for more than 20 years. And now he has to pay for his own life because of me. I am not the kind of hard-hearted person, and I cannot do such a thing."

Before the words fell, Wen Hui immediately retorted: "So, you can let Shen Xuanyu choose him willingly and abandon you? Lin Xueman, what are you thinking in your mind? After driving you away, let Shen Xuanyu marry a wife? ? Haha, then you will be the one who committed the crime. Do you think the stepmother can be sincere to Xiao Yi? Pooh. Don’t tell me that you want to take him away. He is the eldest son of the Shen family. The grandson will take you away. Then, you will just push Xiao Yi into hell."

Hearing what Wen Hui said, Lin Xueman raised her head in astonishment.Yes, she actually ignored Xiao Yi's feelings all the time.Thinking of this, Lin Xueman's heart was full of painful struggles. "What should I do? If it was before, I could leave happily. But now, I can't." Lin Xueman said bitterly.

Holding her hand, Wenhui said encouragingly: "Xueman, no matter what decision you make, you must be worthy of yourself. The child is not yours alone, it is best to let Shen Xuanyu know. Even if he chooses you, it is his business , you don’t need to take all the faults on yourself. You are just a woman, so there is no need to be so open-minded. "

Yes, she was only a woman, too.Leaning on Wenhui's shoulder, Lin Xueman said wearily: "Since I fell in love with Shen Xuanyu, I have become very tired, and I have become less and less like myself."

Touching her head, Wen Hui said sadly: "This is love, each of us must learn to love and be loved."

Back home from the hospital, Lin Xueman looked like a walking corpse, her eyes full of confusion.Aunt Liu saw that her expression was wrong, and asked with concern: "Young Madam, why do you look so bad, are you okay?"

Raising her head, Lin Xueman forced a smile, and replied: "I'm fine, Mrs. Liu, I'm a little tired today, so don't call me when you have dinner." After speaking, Lin Xueman walked upstairs slowly.There are some things that she wants to think about quietly by herself.

Looking at Lin Xueman's back in puzzlement, Mrs. Liu's eyes showed a hint of worry.As night fell, Shen Xuanyu did not return home.Lin Xueman sat on the floor alone, cross-legged.The room was pitch black except for the faint light from the phone screen.After hesitating for a long time, she finally dialed the phone.As soon as he got connected, he was hung up unceremoniously.Seeing this, a hint of doubt appeared in Lin Xueman's eyes.For so long, this seemed to be the first time Shen Xuanyu hung up the phone.

Just as she was in a daze, the phone rang.Glancing at the number, Lin Xueman immediately pressed the call button: "Shen Xuanyu..." But the voice from inside was...

"Why, are you waiting for Xuanyu to go home? It seems impossible tonight. Xuanyu said that he will spend tonight in the hospital. So, you go to sleep alone." Huang Qiqi said gloatingly, "It's just one It might be a bit cold under the bed..." After finishing speaking, Lin Xueman didn't give Lin Xueman any chance to respond, and hung up the phone directly.

Listening to the beeping sound coming from the phone, Lin Xueman was absent-minded for a long time.She knew that Shen Xuanyu was in the hospital, but why, the phone was in Huang Qiqi's hands.Why not go home?Thinking of this, Lin Xueman suddenly felt a severe headache. "Damn it, what should I do... child..." Lin Xueman said in pain.

In the hospital, Shen Xuanyu walked in from the outside, angrily snatched the mobile phone in her hand, and said in a calm voice, "Who allowed you to touch my mobile phone." Quickly flipping through the call records, it was displayed that Lin Xueman came over the phone.Seeing this, the anger on Shen Xuanyu's face deepened.

Shrugging her shoulders, Huang Qiqi said with a coquettish smile: "Xuanyu, don't be angry. Uncle is sleeping just now. If the phone rings for too long and disturbs uncle's rest, it will be bad. I left just to prevent her from worrying." Come out and give her a call back. You should be thanking me, logically."

Glancing at her coldly, Shen Xuanyu warned, "If you let me know what you said nonsense, I will never let you go!" After speaking, Shen Xuanyu turned and walked out, moving his fingertips nimbly.

Looking at his back, Huang Qiqi said leisurely: "Have you thought about how to make a decision? Uncle said today that if you don't leave her, he won't do a heart transplant. At that time, you really want to do it." I lost my uncle. Is it worth it for a woman?"

Turning his head suddenly, Shen Xuanyu said indifferently: "Whether it's worth it or not is my business, it has nothing to do with you." He dialed the phone quickly, but no matter how many times he dialed, there was always only a cold response: Sorry, The number you dialed is turned off.

"Xueman..." Shen Xuanyu called out silently, and then quickly ran out of the hospital.

(End of this chapter)