Leng Shao is fierce

Chapter 45 Sunshine Boy

Since rejecting Yan Shengjun's confession that day, Lin Xueman has always avoided him.Not afraid of the awkward atmosphere of meeting, but afraid of not being able to look him in the eye.Lin Xueman was worried that her eyes would betray her heart.Loving someone is not so easy to hide.

Sitting on the roof, Lin Xueman folded her hands and gazed at the sky quietly.Recalling the bits and pieces of these years, Lin Xueman's eyes flashed nostalgia.How much she thought that none of this happened, and that she and he could have a good time.But this is just a fantasy.

Wenhui ran up to the rooftop and said anxiously: "Xueman, I just heard that Shengjun hasn't come to class for the past two days, could something happen? Or, how about we go visit him together?"

Lin Xueman's heart skipped a beat when he heard about Yan Shengjun.Grasping Wenhui's hand, Lin Xueman stood up and quickly responded, "Okay, we'll just... Wenhui, I'm sorry, I can't go..." Just as she took a step, Lin Xueman still flinched.

Concerned about Yan Shengjun's situation, Wenhui said anxiously: "What time is Xueman? What are you still hesitating about? What if something happens to Shengjun? There must be a reason for coming to school."

With her head down, Lin Xueman's eyes were full of struggle.Closing her eyes, Lin Xueman said in pain: "Wen Hui, actually that day... Brother Sheng Jun confessed his love to me, but I refused. Now, I really don't know how to face him."

Standing there in amazement, Wenhui forgot to answer for a while. "He really confessed..." With her head lowered, Wen Hui's voice was full of sadness.But Lin Xueman, who was immersed in sadness and self-blame, did not notice her changes.

Heartbroken, Lin Xueman smiled bitterly: "At that time I really wanted to accept it, but I couldn't. Now I am not qualified to accept his feelings. Wen Hui, can you find him instead of me and enlighten him? I worry more Meeting will only make me reluctant to let go. Now I am Shen Xuanyu's lover, I can't implicate him. Wenhui, please."

Hugging Lin Xueman sympathetically, Wenhui said sadly: "Why did God make fun of you like this. You both like each other, but you can't be together. Xueman, you are so pitiful."

Lin Xueman didn't answer, but smiled helplessly.She and him met at the right time, but didn't confess their love at the right time.Perhaps, this is because the fate between her and him is not deep enough. "Wenhui, go find brother Shengjun, please. I remember that in the past, if brother Shengjun was in a bad mood, he would go to the Misty Bar for a drink. Maybe you can find him there."

After thinking twice, Wenhui nodded and said, "Okay, then I'll go to him first. If I have news, I'll contact you then." After speaking, Wenhui turned around quickly and ran downstairs.Watching her back, Lin Xueman's body fell slowly.In fact, she also wanted to search with Wen Hui, but she was not qualified.

In the Lost Love Bar, Yan Shengjun sat quietly in the corner, drinking non-stop.The scene of that day reappeared in front of his eyes, and his brows were full of sorrow.At the feet, on a piece of crumpled newspaper, a vague girl was hugged by a man.Even if he couldn't see it clearly, he still deeply understood that that girl was the woman he loved deeply.Unfortunately……

After another glass of wine was poured down his stomach, Yan Shengjun felt as if his stomach was on fire. "Why not me, why, not me..." Yan Shengjun kept muttering to himself.

"Sung Jun, stop drinking." A soft hand suddenly appeared and snatched the wine glass from his hand.Yan Shengjun raised his head happily, but after he saw the girl in front of him clearly, he lost his eyes.

Understanding his thoughts, Wen Hui felt lonely for a while.Sitting down beside him, Wen Hui said with concern: "Stop drinking, you don't drink very well, what if you get drunk?"

Laughing a few times at himself, Yan Shengjun said bitterly: "Isn't it better to be drunk? That way, I can pretend that I haven't confessed yet. Pretend, I still have a chance." While speaking, Yan Shengjun picked up the bottle again, as if to Pour yourself a drink.

Seeing this, Wenhui snatched the bottle angrily, and said angrily: "Yan Shengjun, you just lost your love, why ruin yourself like this. Xueman just rejected you, but it doesn't mean you will be willing to degenerate. Such a Are you still the sunny boy I know?"

Supporting his chin with one hand, Yan Shengjun said with a chuckle: "Sunshine? Do you think I can still laugh now? You probably don't know, I have liked Xueman since a long time ago. Since I understand feelings Since that day, she has been silently guarding Xueman. I thought she could feel my heart. Like her, unconsciously became a very important thing in my life..."

Listening to him talking endlessly about Lin Xueman, Wen Hui remained silent.Seeing him sad, her heart also never felt better. "I've always understood that you like Xueman." Wenhui said slowly.It is precisely because of understanding that I dare not speak.Also because of her reluctance, Wenhui always buried her feelings for Yan Shengjun in her heart.

"In the end, I still lost her." After taking a sip of wine, Yan Shengjun said painfully.

Looking at Yan Shengjun who was immersed in sadness, Wenhui smiled bitterly.Unknowingly, tears covered her face.Raising her hand, touching the cold liquid on her cheek, Wen Hui wiped away her tears in a panic, for fear that her secret would be discovered. "It's late, I'll take you home first." Wen Hui said with concern.

Shaking his head, Yan Shengjun struggled and said, "For the time being, I don't want to go home. I can't let my parents see me like this. I'm already in such a mess. I can't make myself worse."

After finally carrying him on his shoulders, Wenhui said with difficulty: "Okay, then let's not go home. Let's go, I'll take you to sober up."

An hour later, Wenhui was relieved to finally send Yan Shengjun to a nearby hotel.Before she had time to beat her own shoulders, Wenhui started to prepare hangover soup for Yan Shengjun again.She kept running, just to do her part.

When all this was done, the hour hand had already pointed to ten o'clock.Sitting on the edge of the bed, his gaze involuntarily fell on Yan Shengjun.For so many years, whenever she closed her eyes, Yan Shengjun's voice and smile would flash before her eyes.She raised her hand hesitantly, and after struggling for a while, Wen Hui slowly put her hand on his eyes.Feeling his temperature, Wen Hui's heart beat fast.

Thinking of the lonely appearance just now, Wenhui expressed her feelings bitterly: "Shengjun, you probably don't know. How many years have you liked Xueman, and I have also liked you for many years. But in your eyes, only Xueman Man, never noticed me."

The room was quiet, and no one responded to her.For some reason, Wenhui's heart felt like a faucet was turned on, and all the emotions poured down: "You fell in love with Xueman at first sight, so why not me. I will never forget that under the flyover, you helped me Fighting with a few big boys. At that time, I was really touched. Although I understand that you are so kind to me, it is only because you treat me as a younger sister. But in my eyes, you are not just a brother."

The sound of ticking water came, Wen Hui wiped away the tears on her face, and said with a choked voice: "I know you both like each other, and you are equally important to me. So, I never thought about putting Speak out this feeling. I thought that as long as this is the case, the two of you can be happy. But why did things turn out like this, I am really sad to see you two in so much pain..."

Glancing at the time, Wen Hui said with a slight smile: "I should go, you should sleep well here. When you wake up tomorrow, it will be a new day." Wen Hui was just about to stand up, but his wrist was firmly grasped by him. with.Looking at Yan Shengjun who was still muttering to himself in his sleep, Wenhui's heart ached.

After hesitating for a while, Wen Hui bent down, trying to hear what he was saying clearly.When her breath became stronger, Yan Shengjun suddenly hugged her and shouted in a low voice: "Xueman don't go, Xueman don't go, don't go..."

Yan Shengjun's eyes didn't open, and he kept raving.At that moment, Wen Hui's heart twitched.Seeing him sleeping so restlessly, Wen Hui felt worried for a while.Suddenly, Yan Shengjun hugged Wenhui vigorously, "Xueman, Xueman..." Yan Shengjun shouted hoarsely.

With her body stiff, Wen Hui's heart became tense as she watched his unstoppable movements.Listening to those shouts, Wen Hui closed her eyes and smiled bitterly.She couldn't bear to push him away, she had also loved the man in front of her for many years. "Xueman, I like you, I want you..." Yan Shengjun said in a low voice.

Hearing this, Wen Hui's eyes widened suddenly, and she looked at Yan Shengjun in astonishment.Yan Shengjun still closed his eyes, as if immersed in a dream, unable to extricate himself.She slowly raised her hand to caress his cheek.There was something she liked about him. "Sheng Jun..." Wen Hui unconsciously called his name.

Her voice was very soft, constantly stimulating his senses.With the warm breath coming from his palm, Wen Hui suddenly became nervous, not knowing whether to push him away. "I want you, I want you..." Yan Shengjun kept repeating.

Biting her lower lip tightly, Wenhui didn't answer.Thinking of the scene in the bar just now, Wen Hui's eyes were full of distress.If, if it can make him happy for a while, even if it's just an illusion, it's good.Thinking of this, Wen Hui bent down, hardened her heart, and pressed hard, and the room was suddenly pitch black.Even if it's just a stand-in, even if it's only for a second.Wen Hui hopes that she can give him some warmth.

In the dark, Yan Shengjun shouted in a low voice: "Xueman, I like you, I like you..."

Lying under him, Wen Hui slowly hooked his neck with both hands.A bright smile bloomed, and Wenhui wept with a smile, calling his name: "Shengjun."

The room was pitch black, he couldn't see her face, and she couldn't see him clearly.However, she clearly watched herself sink.Even if it's just a stand-in, as long as she can give him some fantasy, she won't regret it.Even if, lose everything.

(End of this chapter)