Emperor Jin

Chapter 232
Jin Yuan looked at her expression, he understood a little bit, sighed, and said guiltily: "Are you blaming me?"

Bao Jin whispered, and she slowly raised her head, "I owe Ji Xin..."

"It's just that at the beginning... since you knew it was me, why did you let me take revenge instead of telling me the truth?!"

A look of sadness flashed in Jin Yuan's eyes—as expected, my sister still has a grudge against me..."

She smiled wryly and said: "When I found out, you were already doing impressively. I never thought that my little soft baby would grow up to be so outstanding——I just need to watch you in the dark, be careful!" Supporting you, step by step towards the highest position, without jumping out to recognize you again..."

Her bitter smile deepened, and she murmured: "But you actually left your heart on him - I didn't stop it, because only when you see this person clearly, you will finally give up..."

Her voice was not as sonorous as before, "But I didn't expect it, I really didn't expect it! He is actually innocent... He didn't betray anyone..."

She closed her eyes and wept silently. At this moment, Emperor Jing Yuan, who was as high as a god, was a helpless and weak woman, crying for love.

The important ones, the ones you care about...the ones you hate, the ones you want to stay with for a long time, everything is gone...

Bao Jin closed his eyes, and vivid faces appeared in front of his eyes, and then sank into nothingness and disappeared.

Like the sand in your fingers, the moon in a mirror, or a mirage in the sea, when you stretch out your palm to catch it, everything will disappear in the bleak years, joys and sorrows...

At this time, the sunlight was golden and bright, and the human face was blurred with brilliance.The wind swayed the jade curtain lightly, bringing out an exquisite and crisp sound. It was a quiet and warm morning, but Baojin felt pale and bleak. She staggered and nearly fell to the ground.

A pair of warm and familiar hands helped her up, "how are you, baby?"

Bao Jin raised his head, stared blankly at his sister's familiar but unfamiliar face, the corners of his lips moved slightly, and after a long time, he finally managed to say something——

"elder sister……"

Her eyes were empty and far away, as if even her soul had been sucked away, but there was only a spot in the center of her heavy dark eyes that condensed a strong light.

"What's wrong with you?!"

Seeing her strange expression, like madness, Jin Yuan was terrified, and quickly shook her shoulders and said.

"Sister... I'm fine."

The low voice seemed to be exhausted to the extreme, and it seemed to be depressed and intense, and it was almost explosive. Slowly, Bao Jin raised his head and looked straight at Jin Yuan——

"It's such a long way..."

She seemed to be talking in her sleep, but she carried all the indifference and compassion, "But, is this result what you want... Huangjie...!"

She spit out word by word, a strange and ominous breath swayed between the two sisters who supported each other.

Jin Yuan froze for a moment.

As if it had been a thousand years, and as if it was only a blink of an eye, she slowly and quietly withdrew her hand, and actually smiled.

She chuckled lightly, as if she had understood the secret of the heart——

"You're still blaming me..."

She sighed softly: "It's because of me that you have suffered all this. You shouldn't have been drawn into this vortex..."

"You and I are sisters, so there is nothing to implicate..."

Bao Jin looked at her quietly, his dark eyes were dazzling——

"But in today's situation, do you know how many people have been displaced and their families have been destroyed?! Haven't you ever paid attention to all this?!"

It was as if the icy magma gushed out from the blood when it was scorching hot, Baojin felt his throat was hot, and something burst from his heart, and he could not vomit——

"Sister, in your eyes, what is this imperial court, the hundreds of years of the Yuan clan, and these thousands of people?!"

"Is it chess pieces that can be manipulated? Or piles of clay sculptures and wood carvings... Or, let you give it as a plaything?!"

Tears fell heavily in Baojin's eyes, she only felt her face was hot, and before she knew it, she yelled out the deepest resentment in her heart.

Then, there was a dead silence.

Jin Yuan's body froze there, the breeze blew through her long hair, like black sandalwood curling snow, and she couldn't see any movement.

His head was full of black hair, and he lowered down slowly, slowly.

"You're right. Maybe it's my self-righteousness that causes the situation today."

There was no bitterness in Jin Yuan's voice, not even the slightest bit of pain, only a calm heart like still water.

These words sounded in Baojin's ears, but it seemed like a sharp knife had cut through his heart. After a burst of severe pain, only Ling Chi's grief was left.

"Father has no male heirs. With his acquiescence, I have learned the way of becoming a king since I was a child. The problem of being clean in front of my eyes may have been born at that time."

Jin Yuan almost said it with a smile, her voice was calm and gentle, as if her eldest sister was teaching and whispering kindly.

"When I was young, I knew about the ambiguity between my father and Mrs. Fang... But Wanzhi was just a child slightly older than you at that time. I still remember her oriole-like laughter——at that time , I never expected that such a shy and lovely child would have such deep scheming and premeditation!"

"After my father passed away, the whole world was in my hands, so I did whatever I wanted, played tricks at will, and took the whole world as my dowry!"

There was endless sarcasm in Jin Yuan's laughter, which was a sarcasm of his past.

"I underestimated the ruthlessness of the world's struggle, and underestimated the ambition and skill of the contestants. It is ridiculous to end up like this."

She smiled lowly, but still stood her body upright——

"Bao Jin, you are right, I am sorry for the people of the world."

(End of this chapter)