False love of rich sadomasochism

Chapter 138
Even in the face of such reassurance, Mo Qiange was still unwilling to give up this hard-won joy. She wondered if the doctor would know that she had lost a child because of her own carelessness?Until now, she can still clearly feel the heart-wrenching pain on the operating table. After losing one of the most precious people, how can she lose the next one?
Taking a deep breath, she stroked the hand on her lower abdomen, and suddenly changed to gripping her clothes tightly, as if mustering up a lot of courage, she finally said: "I understand what you mean, doctor, but This kind of thing still depends on the patient's own wishes, doesn't it? My decision is to keep this child no matter what. You should know my condition. Even if I go abroad, there is no guarantee that I will be cured. Since it is a child, I will die sooner or later. So why lose your precious child because of this? Even without me, I believe that Xiao Chen will take up the responsibility of taking care of him."

"But Chairman Mo, please forgive me for taking the liberty, please think twice and think about it!" The doctor's brow began to sweat, after all, what he was facing was not an ordinary patient, but a patient who had mastered this secret He is the head of the Mo family's business, whether the city is prosperous or frustrated, so every word he says is very cautious, for fear of angering this serious lion!Sighing, he continued:

"At the same time of stopping the drug, according to your current physical condition, you need to inject a drug to prevent miscarriage every day to stimulate the various deficient nutrients in your body. However, it is obvious that although this method can guarantee the child's chances of survival, But it will undoubtedly cause even more terrifying harm to the mother. Perhaps, Chairman Mo, you will not be able to support the moment the child is born, you will be sent to the brain observation room of the hospital, and then become a vegetable there. There is no chance of waking up again."

vegetable?Is it like the last appearance of my sister before she died?No pain or joy, can't feel anything happening around you, can only rely on countless machines to maintain life, and maybe die one day?

Suddenly I wondered, when my sister was finally sent to the brain observation room, did she still have nostalgia for this world like her?She is not afraid of death. What does it matter if she tries again and again for an experience that she has tried a year ago?But, this child is the crystallization of love with Xiao Chen, killing him to ensure her chance of survival, how can she do such a thing?

The doctor seems to be still waiting for her next decision, because this is definitely important not only to her, but also to the attending doctor. He has rarely seen such a serious patient, but even if it is better than For a person who is not as miserable as her, the final decision is to ensure his own life first, and then to consider other factors, so he is [-]% sure that Mo Qiange will change after hearing what he said idea.

However, he was wrong!

"Just as I expected before, stop all the medicines I'm using now, and prescribe me the medicines for miscarriage. I don't seem to be able to go in and out of the hospital like this every day in the future, but I will try my best to learn the injection method. In the future, a person will inject himself."

Mo Qiange's words made the doctor's eyes widen suddenly, even if she didn't take her own life seriously for the sake of the child, but she actually wanted the doctor to teach her how to inject as quickly as possible, to inject alone?This is not just joking with one's own life, but also taking the pain that normal people can't understand, to despise everything.

But for these choices of hers, all the doctor can do is suggest and urge, and cannot change anything on her behalf. He has no choice but to follow her orders, and when he sees her to study, she puts the white hair on her face. Even the arms that exude a weak breath, pierced terribly, but never complained of pain, even the doctor began to change her opinion.

Finally, she was able to inject her body successfully according to the doctor's instructions. When she watched the tube of medicine being pushed into her body, she seemed to be able to feel that the child was growing up healthily after receiving sufficient nutrition, but at the same time, she could also feel The body is disappearing little by little with the passage of time.

She can't answer is everything worth it?But the only thing she was sure of was that after she left, she couldn't bear to see Xiao Chen left alone in this world. Although he never said anything, he was a person who was afraid of being lonely. If he had a child who could help her If she was with him, even if she died, she would be happy to leave.

So from now on, she will protect this child at all costs, and if necessary, she will have a complete showdown with Yan Anxun, no matter what unreasonable demands he makes?She would agree as much as possible, in order to spend more time with Xiao Chen as a family of three.

After sending Mo Xige away, the doctor hurried back to his office, and then called the person abroad who had been Mo Xige's attending doctor. At that time, Han Junling and Yan Anni were also receiving treatment, so Hear the passage between two people clearly.

When they heard that Mo Qiange was pregnant, Yan Anni showed uncontrollable joy. Looking at Han Junling, she seemed to be able to see the feeling of loneliness behind his eyes. Said: "I'm really sorry Jun Ling, I asked you to come abroad to accompany me for treatment, if you can stay in China and continue to be with Chairman Mo, maybe she will accept you again, anyway, all of this It's all my fault, otherwise, I can stay here alone and continue the treatment, so why don't you go back to China first?"

"What can I change when I go back now?" Han Junling couldn't help but sneer, reached out and touched Yan Anni's long hair, saw that the scars on her face had obviously faded a lot, and continued: "What's more, I'm not I didn't work hard for myself, but Xiaozhu has clearly told me that the person I love now is that man named Xiao Chen, not me. Another way to love her is to be able to see her happy , even if I am not the one who gave her this kind of happiness, so don't tell me to leave and you stay alone, is that okay?"

"Well, I see." Yan Anni thanked Mo Qiange from the bottom of her heart for saying such words to Yan Anxun. Although it might sound a little selfish, Han Junling missed her obsessively for this year, and no one It can be seen that this is a feeling that is about to become obsessed. If it continues, the consequences will obviously be unimaginable. It is not a bad thing to let him give up now. At least, after he wakes up, he can start another new kind of feeling. life.

"However, when they learned about Mo Qiange's condition from the conversation between the two doctors, they felt as if their hearts were suspended in mid-air, as if they were about to fall into the abyss at any time, and finally waited until the doctor hung up. It's just that his face looks a little unwell, but Yan Anni, who is so anxious, still asks him in the most standard English:

"I'm sorry doctor, the two of us didn't intend to listen to your call, but we accidentally learned that our friend Mo Xige is suffering from a disease at this time. May I ask what disease she has? Why does she always pretend to be good in front of us? Yes, but in your opinion, it seems that as long as the child is kept, she will surely die?"

"Miss Mo Qiange is my very good friend and also my patient. After getting along for more than half a year, I still have some understanding of her character." The expression on the doctor's face seemed a little helpless. It was the patient recommended by Mo Qiange to receive treatment, so he felt that there was no need to hide it from them, so he told them all about Mo Qiange's condition.

After listening, Yan Anni didn't speak for a long time, and even Han Junling beside her seemed to be frozen in place, unable to move. She never expected that she always said that she was fine, and always liked to rush ahead of others in everything. The woman has such an incurable disease inherited from her family. Is it because she knows that her illness can't last for too long, so she tries to transfer the two of them abroad and let other friends take care of them?And she herself continued to stay in the country, making the final confrontation with Lin Wanjin?

Suddenly, Yan Anni lifted off the quilt covering her body and was about to go to the ground. Han Junling quickly stopped her, frowned and asked, "This treatment is not over yet, where are you going in such a hurry? "

"I want to go back to China! And I have to go back now!" Yan Anni remembered that she was about to cry, but Han Junling held her still. She was not as strong as him, so she could only choose to compromise, and cried bitterly while lying on top of him. Weeping and sobbing:

"Junling, tell me, how many heinous things did I do before, trying to hurt Chairman Mo? Not only did I kill the child in her stomach, but I even wanted to kill you more than once in order to get you." She has done so many mistakes, but why has Chairman Mo been so kind to me until now? If I had known that things would develop like this, then I would never have agreed to escape abroad with you. She is the only one supporting everything, Mr. Xiao also had a car accident, tell me, why do I still have the face to continue to receive treatment here like a normal person? And seeing my friend carry so many burdens pain?"

"But now even if we go back, many things have already reached the point of no return, right? You were just used by Lin Wanjin in the past. Xiaozhu doesn't blame you, but chose to forgive you. Are you going to continue to live up to her kindness?"

Seeing Yan Anni's anxious look, in fact, he himself felt even more uncomfortable. He wanted to prove her true identity before, but now he finally knows, but he also knows that she is seriously ill. My heart is as sad as adding fuel to the fire!

(End of this chapter)