Bone-corrupting marriage

Chapter 101 I will feel sorry for you
But looking at the fatigue between Pei Suliu's eyebrows, he didn't dare to make too much noise with him. After all, today she got into trouble because she didn't take good care of Gino. Later, he also took the initiative to help her, and she was still there. I am very grateful to him.

"Forget it, I'm not your employee in the first place, even if I don't do well, you have no position to criticize me. Well, after all, a big event has finally been accomplished, I'll go get some drinks to celebrate! Just sit down, and I'll take care of you too, so stay put."

Xia Yinger didn't wait for Pei Suliu to object, she quickly and tactfully asked Pei Suliu to sit where she was, trotted downstairs, and rummaged through the refrigerator in the kitchen to see if there was any beer that could be drunk.

But to my disappointment, Pei Suliu has never been in the habit of drinking at home, but there are a few bottles of red wine that look very expensive in the side cabinet, which seem to be stored, Xia Yinger picked up a bottle on a whim. A bottle of red wine and two glasses are ready to go upstairs.I ran into Gino who was camping in the living room by chance, and was very happy to sleep in the nest that Xia Yinger personally arranged for him. Xia Yinger thought of all the good things Gino did during the day and his behavior when he saw the wind, and kicked him gently. Kicked it, and then ran to the second floor in a hurry.

"Why do you want to drink?"

"Oh, we found beer again, and when we saw red wine, we brought it."

Khan, it's like saying nothing.Xia Yinger picked up the bottle opener and popped the bottle open with a bang, and poured the wine into the glass happily, ignoring Pei Suliu's refusal, and forced the glass into his hand.

"Why, I've been hesitant to do anything all day today, man, just be quicker."

Xia Ying'er knew that the aggressive method was very effective for Pei Suliu. When he heard her words, there were shards of ice in his eyes, and those eyes could kill people.Xia Yinger ignored the cold air coming from her back and laughed out loud pretending to relieve the uneasiness in her heart, and also to liven up the atmosphere.

But it was obvious that Pei Suliu didn't intend to let Xia Yinger step down, and he still stared at her with deep eyes, with an unfathomable expression that made Xia Yinger lose her mind in an instant.

"Forget it, why don't you drink it if you don't drink it, why are you so cold. I drink it myself."

Xia Yinger took a sip of anger as she spoke, and she took a big sip of red wine, which made her stomach burn. Pei Suliu frowned even more when she saw her hands and feet.

"Drink this and go to bed."

Xia Yinger watched with satisfaction as Pei Suliu took a sip of the red wine helplessly, and she felt a lot happier. She thought that by drinking, she could get something out of Pei Suliu's mouth, otherwise she wouldn't have this chance .

"Pei Suliu, you said that you are such a big man, why are you so serious about everything, please be simple."

Xia Yinger said something casually, and patted Pei Suliu's expressionless face when she said that her interest was high. She was very satisfied to see Pei Suliu's unbelievable expression, and took another sip.

"How did you do it? You're so cruel, you let go of what you like, why can't I, so many people stop me from learning the piano, but I'm still working hard for this endless road .”

"Nowy, this is life."

Xia Yinger was able to talk to herself, but she didn't expect to hear Pei Suliu's meaningful reply. Is this to comfort her?Still answering her question just now.

"People around me say that I have a personality that doesn't hit the south wall and doesn't turn back. I don't understand why I just turn back, why no one asks me if I am happy or not. I don't like what you tell me every day What is right and what is wrong, I just want to fight for it at an age when I still have enthusiasm, and I don’t want to think about whether he is worth it in the end.”

Looking at the flying windows, Xia Yinger thought about the pain and struggle of her mother who had been opposing her piano learning since she was 15 years old, the loneliness and fragility when she was stuck in a bottleneck and no one to tell, and when she kept it from her family. The loneliness and sadness of participating overseas alone, she never thought that the question that had been circling in her mind countless times in the middle of the night would actually have a chance to vent out today.

"People are smart. Go for it when you are happy, and let go when you are in pain. It means that even if there is pain on this road, you will gain greater happiness. Then don't worry about why it hurts."

Pei Suliu looked at the magnificent red liquid in the cup, and said lightly, but fell into deep thought.Seeing that Pei Suliu seemed to be remembering something from the past, Xia Yinger asked, "What about you? Did giving up learning the piano make you happier than painful?"

Xia Yinger looked at Pei Suliu quietly, waiting for his answer persistently, as if this answer was very important to her, Pei Suliu also looked back at Xia Yinger, silent and not knowing when he would speak.

"When the pain is numb, it doesn't matter whether you are happy or not."

Xia Yinger never thought that Pei Suliu would definitely reply to her answer, but when he replied, why did Xia Yinger feel bored and unhappy at all?Why do you feel pain for him when you see Pei Suliu say that sentence with no waves in his eyes?
Xia Ying'er didn't know what to say, but the wine's strength was belatedly turned upside down, making her head ache. She could only vaguely see that Pei Suliu, who was silent, was not the same as before. The speed of drinking red wine also increased.

"Pei Suliu... at least cry out when you're tired, and cry out in pain when you're in pain, you know?"

Xia Yinger crawled on the table in a daze, her eyes lost focus, and she could only see the double image of Pei Suliu, and she was muttering, but Pei Suliu still heard what he said, and felt that she was caught by a pair of eyes. The invisible hand tightened instantly, but when he looked at Xia Yinger's face, he seemed to be able to see the shadow of that woman, and felt funny for a moment.

"What's the point of saying it? The person who cared about me and cared about my tiredness is no longer here."

"I...I will feel bad..."

Pei Suliu slowly raised his head, looking at the man lying drunk on the table with deep eyes, he couldn't believe his ears, but the man didn't notice his eyes, and scratched his back like a kitten With itchy hair on his cheeks, he continued to talk to himself.

"Pei Suliu, are you a fool? Why... torture yourself... why hide your emotions... why... let me see you... so distressed... I just know... I always I can feel...you are so unhappy...it's all because of me...but why are you so stupid, why are you so nice to me..."

(End of this chapter)