There is Feng Laiyi: The remnant king dotes on the overlord concubine

Chapter 109 Indifference
"I heard that the saint is not feeling well, but it doesn't seem to be that serious now. It's a waste of my good intentions to see how the saint is doing."

"You've been following me, what do you want to do?"

"I don't think about anything, and now I'm in the palace, what can I do to the saint by myself? As long as you shout loudly, everyone who attended the dinner party will appear, those hidden masters, But it can subdue me in an instant, how dare I do anything."

"What about you now? Do you still want to follow me?"

Xiao Zimu's words reassured Nishang that he really had no reason to harm himself. Even if he really had such thoughts, it might not be now.

"I want to walk around by myself." Nishang added.

"If the saintess doesn't mind, Xiao Zimu is willing to walk with you. On such a bright moonlit night, it would be nice to be accompanied by a beautiful woman like the saintess."

"Don't you need to go back to the banquet?"

"The saintess doesn't plan to participate, so what's the need for me to participate?"

"Okay, since you plan to follow, then follow, it's really boring to be alone." Nishang started to walk forward on her own, after thinking about it, she turned around and said, "Also, if If you plan to follow, then don't call me a saint, it sounds weird."

"Okay," Xiao Zimu paused, and then called out Nishang's name, "Nishang."

After knowing that the person behind Nishang was not malicious, Shao Yao didn't speak any more, as if she had already left.

Nishang goes hand in hand with Xiao Zimu.She asked: "Do you like today's occasion? As a prince, you should be used to such things, even Ling Younan is used to it. I can't get used to it alone. It's too uncomfortable. Stay there."

"Thinking about it, it's not like this. In fact, I'm in Xiqi, and I won't participate in such occasions. I don't have to participate in government affairs, and I won't go to various banquets. In fact, in Xiqi, I am a possible person. Prince Wu, brothers should like such things, but I, like you, hate such things."

Nishang asked in surprise, "Really? This is beyond my expectation."

"To be honest, among the princes of Xiqi, I am the least valued one. My brothers are all powerful in martial arts, much better than me, and my father likes them more. In the future, Xiqi, I will It's just a prince with an empty name."

"Then why does Xiqi want you to attend the Four Nations Conference?"

Xiao Zimu paused for a while, and just when Nishang thought Xiao Zimu was unwilling to answer, he said: "Actually, Xiqi doesn't attach as much importance to this year's Four Kingdoms Conference as the other Three Kingdoms. I came to Dongli just to bring Ning Zixi just came to make a marriage, and through the method of making a marriage, strengthen the connection with Dongli."

"What about you? Are you going back after the Four Nations Conference?" Nishang asked.

"Probably, he probably won't go back?"

"Why?" Nishang said in shock.

"Like Ning Zixi, I'm also a part of Dongli and Xiqi's friendship. They want to express their sincerity through me."

"what!"

"It's pathetic, isn't it?"

"If it's really like what you said, it's really quite pitiful."

"But, Emperor Dongli is not a fool. Of course he also knows that I am the worst prince among Xiqi. Xiqi's sincerity is not enough, and this friendship will not achieve the desired effect."

"Xiqi, in fact, there are secret plans of his own?" Nishang guessed.

"Maybe, I don't like government affairs, and I don't care about these things. I just do what they ask me to do. Dongli is very good. I don't feel depressed living here. If I don't have to go back, it's fine for me. Say, maybe it's a good thing."

Nishang didn't speak any more.

Whether it is Ling Younan or Xiao Zimu, her experience is a bit simple in front of them. She wanted to say some words of comfort, but she felt that it was meaningless.

After walking for a while, Nishang suddenly turned to Xiao Zimu and said, "How about we go to the roof to watch the moon?"

Nishang pointed to the roof of the tall building ahead.

"If Nishang likes it, I can't wait to ask for it."

"Okay, let's go."

Nishang was a little excited, she ran all the way forward, not even noticing that she was holding Xiao Zimu, and she was holding his hand.

Nishang didn't notice it, but Xiao Zimu suddenly became a little cautious.This girl who is a saint is not as complicated as imagined. She has a good personality and is very comfortable with her.

Because the two are not ordinary people, Nishang is a saint, and Xiao Zimu is the prince of Xiqi, the two of them have a little bit of cultivation, which saves a lot of trouble climbing the stairs, the two of them just jumped, and then Borrowing strength in the air, all the way to the top of the building.

After carefully sitting down on the tiles on the roof, Nishang let go of Xiao Zimu's hand, as if nothing had happened just now.

At that moment, Nishang just regarded him as a good friend of her own.Only friends can talk to themselves about the things in their hearts.

The roof is windy, but it is closer to the moon.

Surrounded by the silent wind, Nishang didn't intend to speak.

"Actually, at the beginning, Ning Zixi came as Ling Younan's marriage partner, because Xiqi felt that Ling Younan was the one who succeeded the throne. Xiqi thought that Ling Younan's leg should have recovered, but he didn't expect it to be so serious. "

"They were vacillating, not knowing who would be the final candidate, Ling Yanshu or Ling Younan, so in the end they simply let Ning Zixi marry Emperor Dongli."

"Ning Zixi's becoming a noble concubine is part of Xiqi's plan?"

"Yes." Xiao Zimu smiled helplessly, "We are all just pawns, but one of the pawns doesn't seem to be obedient, and she plans to jump out of the rules by herself."

"What do you mean?"

"Xiqi wanted Ning Zixi to marry the emperor of Dongli, so that the relationship between the two countries would be strong enough, so Ning Zixi married the emperor of Dongli, but Ning Zixi seemed to have fallen in love with her original marriage partner. It was unexpected."

"Ling Younan?"

"Maybe, I'm not very clear, I'm not very familiar with Ning Zixi, and we only met a few times when we were in Xiqi."

"It seems that Ling Younan's charm is not small." Nishang said in a low voice.

"Yes."

"By the way, you don't plan to go back to Xiqi. Is there no one in Xiqi who you will miss? Is there no one you like there?"

Xiao Zimu shook his head, "The whole of Xiqi is irrelevant to me. My mother is still in Xiqi, but I don't like her, and I don't feel the slightest bit about her. The same is true of my father. Rather than going back, I would rather die in Dongli, anyway, my life is only a few decades, so it doesn't matter."

"Yeah, a lifetime is so long, why not live it?" Nishang was suddenly saddened by Xiao Zimu's words.

Life is so short.

"However, it's also because this life is so short, so we should live the life we ​​want to live, right? Don't let yourself be disappointed, don't let yourself regret, don't let yourself have regrets, and don't let yourself have regrets when you get old. Looking back on my life in a hurry, it seems like I have never owned anything.”

Nishang suddenly said a lot of words that surprised even himself.

"It should be like this."

Xiao Zimu put away his smile in a rare way. Whenever Nishang saw him, he always smiled. Even when he was talking about something that made him sad, Xiao Zimu still had an indifferent smile on his face, but At this moment, he suddenly felt a little lost.

"Sometimes I also think, maybe if I fall asleep tonight, the dream I have today will be my last dream. The people in the dream will appear countless times later, but I will never see them again."

"Born in troubled times, this is our misfortune, right? For those who want to achieve something, for those who have lofty aspirations, this is indeed a good stage, but for others who want to For someone who lives an ordinary life, not knowing whether today is the last day, worrying about life and death all the time, it is too cruel."

Nishang doesn't know why, Xiao Zimu and Ling Younan seem to experience similar things, they are both princes, they are not taken seriously, they both have some tragic past events, but they live in two completely different ways.

Ling Younan is cold and aloof, so when he is warm occasionally, a flower will bloom in his heart.

But Xiao Zimu always had a sunny and optimistic look, and when he really put away his expression, Nishang would be in a state of panic and didn't know what to say to comfort him.

"Do you know why I left the dinner party?"

Xiao Zimu shook his head.

"Because everyone is too fake, all their boasting and compliments are just because I am a saint, just because I am a princess, I have value to them, and what I see is not sincere, such a scene Makes me feel depressed and uncomfortable."

"Even I don't know why I just fell asleep, and then I became some shit saint, suddenly there was a pattern on the back of my neck, and then I was the saint that everyone only heard of in legends , How important I am to this continent, but how much do these actually have to do with me, I just want to protect the people I like!"

"If I could choose, I would rather not be this saint. I would live as a lonely ghost, like a wild crane in the clouds, born, grow old, sick and die in a small mountain village, working at sunrise and resting at sunset. That kind of life is also very Beautiful, the flames of war don’t have to erode there, everything in this world has nothing to do with me, I can do whatever I want, how beautiful it is!”

(End of this chapter)