Chapter 88

On the fifth day of May, Xiao Yan finished class, remembered the time of the final exam, and hurried to the new store.

After the final exam started, there was no need to attend classes, and the classrooms were used as examination rooms, which meant that Xiao Yan didn't have to waste time to open a new store.

Cai Mingyao caught up with Xiao Yan and Xie Binglan who were in a hurry from behind: "Xiao Yan, are you in such a hurry to go to the new store?" Since the last time her new store opened and said a few words to her, he had no chance to chat with her It's over.She and Xie Binglan sat together in class, and he couldn't always sit behind her, so the communication became less and less, but his feelings for Xiao Yan grew day by day.

But what his parents said made him feel that the two had different living standards and it was impossible to live together, which made him retreat, so he suppressed himself for a long time and did not take the initiative to approach Xiao Yan.

This time, my sister said that she wanted to see her and asked him to come to her, which made him feel like she liked her again. Now he is so entangled, he doesn't know whether he should take the initiative to pursue her or not.

Xie Binglan saw that the classmate obviously wanted to say something to Xiao Yan, so she tactfully did not bother: "Yanzi, I will go first, and go to grandma's place to put down the book first, you can come to me later."

Xiao Yan waved to Xie Binglan, and said to Cai Mingyao as she walked, "Yes, but I'll go back to the store to put some things first."

Cai Mingyao looked at Xiao Yan's hurried appearance, swallowed what he wanted to say in his heart, and asked tentatively, "Then... are you free at noon?"

Now Xiao Yan noticed it, she looked at Cai Mingyao with a heavy face beside her, and asked, "What's the matter?" Otherwise, why would you ask someone like that?This hesitant tone is more like something.

Cai Mingyao plucked up the courage to ask: "Well...my sister is not doing well recently, can you go with me to persuade...to see her?"

"This is definitely no problem! I'll tell Lanzi, I'll go with you now! What's wrong with your sister?" Xiao Yan knew that this matter was serious when she heard Cai Mingyao's words. It was his sister who helped her open the store back then. It's designed and decorated. Now that someone has an accident, how can they not go to see it?
Cai Mingyao said excitedly: "Thank you! I'm in trouble!"

"No trouble! I'm sorry for you saying that, your sister has helped me so much." He felt even more guilty when he said Xiao Yan, "Wait a minute, I'll make a call."

Cai Mingyao hurriedly added to Xiao Yan who was dialing out her mobile phone: "Well... only you can go...my sister doesn't see anyone else very much."

Xiao Yan nodded: "Okay."

Xiao Yan called Xie Binglan: "Lanzi, can you go to open the shop first? I still have something to do here, so I will go there later."

"Cai Mingyao has something to do with you, is it urgent?"

Xiao Yan glanced at Cai Mingyao, who looked a little anxious beside her, and said briefly: "Well, I'm in a hurry, I'll tell you when I get back, I'll hang up first."

After hanging up the phone, Cai Mingyao repeated: "I'm sorry to have delayed your time."

"Cai Mingyao, don't say that, I'm sorry, you sent me home last time... Let's go now?" Xiao Yan was sweating, and the more she did this, the more she felt that she was so unworthy.

Cai Mingyao led Xiao Yan to the driveway: "My car is here to pick me up, let's go together, hurry up."

After getting in the car, Cai Mingyao said to Xiao Yan, "My sister committed suicide last night."

Xiao Yan was shocked: "Ah?!" Then it's her funeral now? !
"However, I discovered it in time, rescued him, and is still in the hospital." Cai Mingyao continued.

Xiao Yan was relieved when she raised her breath: "How is she doing now?" Young man, finish your sentence at once, it will scare people to death!

Cai Mingyao smiled wryly and said: "I'm fine, but I'm not in a good mood." Cai Mingyao rubbed his face with his hands to cheer himself up. He didn't sleep all night last night, "She cut her wrist with a utility knife, The wound was deep."

"She... is there anything she can't think about?" Xiao Yan's face turned pale, and she touched her wrist subconsciously.Utility knife!It hurts just thinking about it.

Speaking of this, Cai Mingyao's eyes were full of resentment: "It's all that scum! My sister's boyfriend, I don't know how my sister fell in love with him, a bastard! When my dad found out that my sister was with that scum We opposed it when we were together, but my sister wouldn't listen..." Cai Mingyao clenched his hands into fists, "My father is a very authoritarian person, and we two brothers and sisters have been under his control since we were young, which makes us all more rebellious , I always like to go against what my father said. My sister is a girl, so my father controls me even more strictly. I didn't know the real face of that man at first, and he even helped my sister talk...I hate myself to death! I hate myself to death!"

Cai Mingyao moved his hands up excitedly, expressing his remorse by pulling the hair on both sides of his head with both hands.

Xiao Yan's scalp felt numb, and she couldn't directly grab his hand and pull it down, so she could only persuade softly: "Cai Mingyao, don't do this, you don't want to, you have to calm down, your sister still needs you. "Although Xiao Yan felt that it was a bit useless for her to say this, what does his sister need him to do, comfort and support, his current behavior will make his sister feel even worse.

But Xiao Yan didn't say what happened next, because she was afraid that Cai Mingyao would feel worse if she said it. The first thing she should do now is to stabilize Cai Mingyao's mood.

Fortunately, the old driver in front also spoke at this time: "Young master, I can't blame you, and the lady is right, but you can't think about it for a while, you all need to be well. The master and wife are actually very distressed, but you don't know. They secretly worry about you more than anyone else."

Cai Mingyao eased up a little: "Well, I understand, don't worry, Uncle Li."

"Mingmei is because she can't think about something about the man you mentioned?" Xiao Yan thought in her heart that it was probably because Cai Mingmei found out about the man's cheating, she couldn't think about it and then did something stupid.

Cai Mingyao fell into a state of anger again, and the veins on his forehead burst violently: "That scumbag came for our family's money! My sister even wanted to give up her studies and go with him, and she took action! When I went to him and heard My sister said that she didn't take any money from her family, so he showed his true colors!"

Xiao Yan added bitterly when she heard this: "That man's scum is worse!" This reminded her of Zhuang Yihang before he was reborn.

The car soon arrived at the hospital, and when Xiao Yan saw Cai Mingmei lying on the bed with a pale face, her heart ached: "Mingmei..." After calling her name, she was speechless.

Cai Mingmei had a blood transfusion, she just woke up, her wrist was still aching, when she saw Xiao Yan, a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth: "Thank you for coming to see me."

The two fell into silence again. Xiao Yan peeled an apple for her, cut it into small pieces, and found a toothpick to stick on it so that she could handle it easily.

Suddenly Cai Mingmei said: "My brother told you...I'm so stupid."

"You're not stupid, it's a scumbag that's too hateful." Xiao Yan grabbed her undamaged hand, her hand was a little frighteningly cold, Xiao Yan held both hands together, and gently Rubbing warmly, "Sometimes loving someone too much will make you not see a lot of bad things, or even if you see them, you choose to ignore them, and even convince yourself that this is actually normal."

Cai Mingmei's eyes lit up: "You... are very different from what my parents said. They just kept saying that I am disobedient and that I am too young to judge people. Don't you think so?"

Xiao Yan shook her head: "I don't think so. If a person is deliberately trying to deceive you, and you happen to like that person, you will be easily fooled at such a time. It's a good thing that you find out now, at least you still have Not married, are you?" Xiao Yan thought of herself, and didn't realize until after she got married, that kind of unwillingness at that time was incomparable to any anger.

Cai Mingmei smiled wryly: "Yeah...at that time he still wanted to talk to me...that...I disagree, and we had a lot of quarrels over this matter...Every time I quarreled, I bowed my head first and bought him Gifts, clothes... At that time I should know that he is such a person... I really deserve to die!" She recalled the quarrels and felt that she really deserved it!
"No." Xiao Yan shook her head, "You don't deserve to die! You are stupid, not because you like that person, but because you committed suicide for that person. Is this fair? Think about it, he will do anything to you for you Do you care about it? I heard from your brother that he knew about you, but he just said 'None of my business' and hung up on your brother! Is it worth it for you to commit suicide for such a person? Mingmei, you You should live well! There will always be trips and trips in your life. If you can’t fall down, you just lie on the ground and you have to keep standing up and moving forward! Live brilliantly, and when you look back later, that time Falling is not a big deal at all! Fart is not! You can definitely do it! You have to turn your thinking around and think about it seriously. This is your own life. Why should you be influenced by others? For such a scumbag If his life is ruined, will he live a bad life? Look at him, ignore you, and continue his own life without any influence. Why can’t you be like him? Live your own life! You Say it?"

This long passage, Xiao Yan is speaking to Cai Mingmei, but also to her former self.In the past, I made a mess of my life for Zhuang Yihang, just to please him better, but he didn't appreciate it at all, and in the end I ended up with two dead bodies.

When Cai Mingmei was told by Xiao Yan, her mind suddenly cleared up. No one had ever said these words to her. After Xiao Yan woke up like this, she also felt that what she did was really worthless: "Xiao Yan... This... how should I put it, I have never thought about it that way, just seeing that he has many friends, I long to have friends... I thought that as long as I treat him well, he will cherish me..."

"So? You don't actually love him that much? Of course I don't know anything about you, but maybe you just envy him for having many friends and hope to be surrounded by friends like him. That feeling slowly develops into liking?" Xiao As soon as Yan heard this, she felt that the situation was familiar, "I have a friend who used to be like this, but in fact, he just envied that he was surrounded by friends, and thought that person was very imposing, so he also wanted to be surrounded by friends, and then developed into liking that person. "Actually, that person is Xie Binglan. Because of low self-esteem, she yearns for friends to the extreme, and that feeling of longing is misunderstood by herself as liking.

Cai Mingmei nodded when she heard it: "That's true!" Her eyes widened, and she suddenly seemed to have opened the door to a new world, "I...why am I doing this! Suddenly I feel so childish!" Cai Mingmei was in a good mood , and at the same time feel a little ashamed of myself.

But her mood changed immediately, she felt that her behavior was very stupid.

She looked at Xiao Yan gratefully and said: "Xiao Yan, thank you! Thank you so much! I... I don't know what to say... I want to see my brother, my parents..." She has a lot to say now Talk to them!
Xiao Yan put her hand into the quilt with a smile: "You're welcome, I'm just talking casually, you can open it if you want. I'll call them in for you. I still have something to do in the store, so let's go first."

Cai Mingmei also smiled: "Yeah, okay, I'm in trouble... I'll find you to go out for a drink when I get better!"

Xiao Yan smiled and stood up and walked out: "That's it!"

After coming out of the hospital, Xiao Yan felt as if she had lived once. Thinking about her previous experience, she now felt that it was not a big deal.She jumped on the bus heading for Nan'an Road, and now all she has to do is to make money and pay off her debts, and make her life more exciting!
She believes that she can do it!

(End of this chapter)

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