my unparalleled way

Chapter 1442
Some things are a bit dangerous once they become a habit. After all, when the habit is forced to be interrupted, it will make people feel at a loss and even painful.

Lin San knew this very well, after all he was always sober.

He actually knew that if he continued like this, he might really fall in love with a woman from another world.

Although this sounds unbelievable, because he hasn't even seen the other person's face until now, but he has to admit that Tai Shuxue does have many things that firmly attract him.

And he, Lin San, is a normal man, so it's not unusual for him to have a good impression of a woman.

Maybe she... is the ideal woman he has never met.

Tai Shuxue was not very knowledgeable, nor could she be said to have studied extensively. After Lin San brought up some topics, she was in a daze.

But on the other hand, she never hides her shortcomings and does not shy away from the so-called embarrassing moments.Just like when it comes to Jiuxianqin and singing, Lin San will also smile wryly and say that he knows nothing about it.

What really attracted Lin San to her was that she could 'confront' him, and most of them won't lose the wind, although this kind of standard sounds a bit ridiculous.

This is the type that he has never been exposed to in these years in this world.

She can give her own opinions and views on many things, instead of pretending to understand.She also likes to joke, but she is very measured. Sometimes she will play a rascal and make a small temper, but it is obvious that she is deliberately pretending to be a joke.

When talking with her, Lin San never had to worry that she would not understand the meaning behind some of his words, because the other party was far smarter than he imagined.Don't worry that the other party will turn his face because of a sentence, because the other party is far more magnanimous than I imagined.

Tai Shuxue is not a competitive person, although the two of them always beat each other when they talk.

Lin San could tell that this was a woman who, like herself, was inclined to go with the flow.She has no lofty ambitions, she is very satisfied with everything she has now, her mind is extremely peaceful, and she has no intention of marrying into a wealthy family or doing a big career at all.

Sometimes, he even has the feeling that he is talking to another self, because the two are so similar in many ways except for the difference between male and female.

And sometimes, he even wondered if this woman was another time traveler, because some of her thoughts were not like normal people in this world should have.

But this is obviously impossible. He has tried it before, and she knows nothing about the other world.

After half a month had passed, he couldn't help but think that it would be great if he could continue like this with her.And if he wanted to continue like this, there was naturally only one way, and that was to fall in love with her and marry her.

This kind of thought made him feel a little dangerous. Although he didn't resist getting together with a woman from another world now, it seemed that he had fallen too fast and too suddenly.

Of course, there is another aspect, he is not sure about Tai Shuxue's intentions.

Tai Shuxue's troubles at the beginning came from this. She was already 24 years old. Even in another world, a woman of this age would be urged to marry by her family.

But she is very resistant to this kind of thing. There are already many men introduced by her family, but none of them can catch her eyes, which makes her irritable and resist.

At that time, Lin San gave her some explanations that are common in another world, such as what you really like is the most important thing, don't force yourself to get married because of other people's opinions, the people who get married are you, not those People, if inappropriate people are forced to be together, they will only make themselves unhappy in the future and other old-fashioned rhetoric...

These views are relatively rare in this world. After all, in this world, the orders of parents and the words of matchmakers are still quite important. Uncle Xue, who is not a practitioner, is still single until now, because her parents are more relaxed.

Although these words fit Tai Shuxue's temper, Lin San was also attracted by her as a confidant.But because of this, Lin San wondered if she was born to resist falling in love and getting married.

Maybe, there is no man she likes in this world at all, or maybe she doesn't believe in men at all?After all, when joking with herself, although she dared to answer anything, even some taboo topics between men and women, it seemed that she was too open-minded and didn't take this kind of thing as a serious matter at all. thing.

Lin San felt that he might be in a daze, and he cared so much about a woman who didn't even know what she looked like. Could it be so easy for him to fall in love with such a person?
In other words, I should actually be an 'ordinary person' who cares about appearance, right?This is originally an instinctive preference that most men cannot avoid.

Although from her words, he could guess that her appearance should not be bad, but what if he guessed wrong?

What if she is really the type of eight feet tall, big waist, round face and fleshy face that I said for the first time?
If her appearance had '45 points', he wouldn't have any hesitation. He secretly set a weird standard in the original world, and at the same time secretly mocked that he was indeed a visual animal despised by many women.

Of course, 45 points is not a beauty, it can only be said that it is not too ugly.But in her case, this was enough to make him tempted.

He had already wanted to jump over impulsively many times, and he could easily cross the one-foot-high wall.But even today, more than half a month later, he still has good control of his legs.

If you can't see it, there's no answer.

In that way, I won't rashly 'shoot'.

It's just that some things can't be detached without being awake.When the word love really comes, how can reason and calmness be able to resist it?
What he was thinking had gradually turned into how to make it clear to her that he was not someone who dared to think but dared not act, let alone escape from his true inner feelings.

The biggest concern before him is the secular gap between the two.

Some gaps, although neither he nor she cares.But if he really talked about that step, he couldn't treat it as non-existent.In the eyes of many outsiders, he and her would definitely not be a good match, because the family backgrounds were too different to match each other.

The great uncle's house is no worse than the Jianji firm where he works. She is the eldest lady of the great uncle's family, and he is just the accountant in a branch of Jianji dyeing cloth shop. He has never even met the president of the firm.

The gold coins she earns in a month are more than he earns in a year, and the teaching is actually just a pastime for her.

Although neither of them felt that this external gap had anything to do with it, and he would not lose his mental balance because of it, he actually always felt that he was living a good life.

But sometimes the eyes of the outside world can't really ignore it. If they really walk together, the outside world will definitely say that it is an incompetent man who wants to cling to something, so what... The eldest lady of the uncle's family married a poor boy , this doesn't seem to be a glorious thing for her, does it?
These secular views were originally irrelevant to her life, but what if her family was included in the secular world?
After all, the men her parents introduced to her were either the sons of a certain chamber of commerce, or the young masters of a certain family...

Most importantly, he is still a lame man.

He finally felt that he should really work hard, even if it was just to have a little more confidence.Born in the world, how can it be possible to completely ignore the world?

"I've always wondered why you agreed to talk to the partition wall and insisted on it for so long? Could you have peeked at it?" During the conversation that day, she asked a question that she had been curious about for a long time.

"No, by the way, didn't you ask for it yourself?"

"Really, I thought you must be curious, but I didn't expect you to be so obedient."

"Can you be more narcissistic? I'm really curious, but then I think it's okay."

"why?"

"Compared to face-to-face communication, this kind of communication without seeing people has its shortcomings. For example, you can't see the expressions and actions, and you can't see what the other party is doing. You can only hear what the other party is saying. You cannot observe the other party's state. Then it can be deduced whether she is not talking about what she means. It is impossible to judge this person through her actual behavior...but she also has certain advantages that the former cannot match."

"What advantage?"

"I can't describe it, but in fact, speaking through the wall like this makes it easier to reveal what's in your heart and understand a person. Because apart from words, this kind of communication has no other way of expression, and it cannot be covered and filled with actions and expressions."

"But the other party can also make it up at will, and even talk to you while doing other things."

"A lie can't last long, can it? A lie created with care will inevitably show flaws in the details."

"Have you never lied?" Her voice was full of disbelief.

Lin San laughed dumbly: "I can't guarantee this, I can only say try to avoid it as much as possible. Lying is actually very tiring, and I take the initiative to increase the burden on myself. I really choose to hide things that I really don't want to be known. There will be no burden, no desire to perpetuate the lie."

"Is that so... Then why is it easier to understand a person through a conversation across the wall?"

"As long as you speak, you are expressing yourself. Even if the words are lies, you can tell that this person likes to lie or brag! This kind of dialogue between the walls expresses my own feelings about people and things. , or even one’s own past experience, but to really see what kind of person a person is, this kind of communication is more direct.”

"Your view is really novel. In other words, reality has become a curtain to cover up the confusing vision of nature? We need to find out through the curtain... And if we don't meet each other in this way, it is regarded as the other party's initiative to reveal the inner world, but we can see more ?”

"I can't say more, I can only say that each has its own strengths and complement each other, right? Even if you get along with a person every day, you may not be able to see his nature clearly. Compared with what you say, what you do is undoubtedly more convincing. It’s just that what you do is not so easy to be observed.”

"Then what do you mean...you want to keep talking to me through the wall like this and never see each other again?"

Lin San couldn't help laughing and said: "I don't think so, do you really want to see me? Or, are you tempted by someone you've never met?"

"I really admire your narcissism and imagination." She hit back at him as always, never giving him a chance to be proud.

She didn't know, because of this sentence, Lin San was already secretly laughing at himself.

For Lin San, those words just now were already considered a different kind of 'confession' and temptation.But the response he got was not as wonderful as he had imagined.

"Actually, sometimes I don't think it's real or sure." Her voice came again.

"Oh? Where?" He forced himself to laugh.

"You, is there really a person so similar to me? I think it's incredible. Could it be that you pretended to be on purpose, just because you met me, so you chose to face me with this side, because you I think this side is the most suitable to communicate with me.”

"This is indeed just one side of me, but it is also the real and natural me, without the slightest reluctance. Could it be that you are so unconfident in your own observation skills?"

"Yes, I'm not confident. I can't believe that you are just an ordinary accountant. In fact, sometimes, your opinions and thoughts make me feel very powerful, and sometimes it is difficult for me to keep up."

"But I really think that having an idea does not mean that there will be an achievement. Thinking about it and doing it are two different things. For people like us who are not enterprising, there are many people who do better than us..."

"Well, we're all lazy people."

"How easy is it for you to agree to such a bad evaluation? I think it will be fun if we really get along together."

Her laughter came from behind the wall: "Is this a confession? Have you fallen in love with me?"

"You can understand it this way." This time, he finally stopped hiding.

Behind the wall fell into a not too long, but extremely depressing silence.

Her voice was finally not as natural as usual, but she became a little overwhelmed: "It's too sudden, how could you be so fast...and it wouldn't be strange to like someone you haven't even met face to face ?"

Her words made Lin San's heart sink gradually.

(End of this chapter)