my unparalleled way

Chapter 798 The Only Friend

Lin Si instinctively wanted to refute something, but found himself speechless.

He did hide a lot of things from Tang Xiaozhi. If those combat plans could be described as military secrets before they were put into practice, what about after the plans were completed?
Even then, he wouldn't discuss these things with her at all.

Whether it was dispatching troops from Gancheng, handing over the command to Xue Chen in Taicheng, mobilizing the army in Guangcheng, stationing in Mingcheng of Micheng, ambushing outside Cangcheng, killing Song Zhenhai, etc...

He never talked to her once, whether it was a discussion beforehand, a summary or emotion after the event.He kept all these things in his heart alone.

After what Mu Zheping said in Gancheng, he found that he didn't know Tang Xiaozhi well enough, and he hoped to know her better.

He has been trying his best to bring Tang Xiaozhi by his side these days, and he hopes to accompany her more in his heart.

Only then did I realize that although the two of them lived together, their hearts were getting farther and farther apart.

Because, while he was getting to know her, he didn't even think about letting her know more about him, and even deliberately concealing something from her.

He moved his lips, and there was a tinge of anxiety in his tone: "I'm afraid..."

Tang Xiaozhi looked into his eyes quietly: "What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid you'll be disappointed in me, I'm afraid you won't be able to accept the more complicated me."

"Hiding it, won't you let me down?"

She stopped Lin Si who was about to say something, but said to herself: "In my mind, you were once a clever and stubborn student, a soft-hearted practitioner, a big fool who would rather hurt himself than hurt others... ..."

A tinge of shame appeared in Lin Si's eyes, maybe he really changed a lot.Or, he just deliberately left that impression in her mind alone.

I am not as noble as she thought, nor as simple as she thought.

"When I came to Northern Xinjiang this time, I found out that I was wrong. Even if you are hiding it, I can still see that your thoughts are extremely meticulous, and your scheming is so deep that it makes people feel terrible.

You are not pure. Every incredible move you make has a purpose behind it. You can use many people and conditions to achieve your goals.You are not a soft-hearted person, you can decide the life and death of many people with one sentence..."

Lin Si lowered his eyes, and he no longer dared to listen to her continue.

Yes, Tang Xiaozhi is not a simple girl.

From the first time I met her, as long as she wanted to know, no matter how hard I tried to hide it, I couldn't escape her observation and speculation, right?
Now that I am by her side every day, how clumsy and ridiculous are those deliberately hidden things to her?I should let her down very much, right?
He could almost foresee the scene of her turning away from him, and the scene that was about to appear made him almost heart-rending, but he didn't even have the strength to reach out.

"Now that I know this, I am not disappointed in you, but I am proud of you. It turns out that my Lin Si is so powerful, it turns out that he is so loved by border guards, it turns out that he can handle any situation and difficulty, it turns out that he He is so worth relying on by everyone around him. Such a Lin Si, I can't help admiring him..."

Lin Si suddenly raised his head and looked at her in disbelief.

In her eyes, there is only sincerity and love.

He was extremely eager to say something, but he didn't expect Tang Xiaozhi to view his change in this way.

However, she pressed his lips lightly with her little hand again.

"I know that you killed Song Zhenhai and the other two, and I even know that you had planned to kill them before Gu Yuda hinted that night.

That night when he came to tell you that after Song Zhenhai wanted to kill you, there was even joy in your eyes, right?

Gu Yuda's arrival that night was really timely for you... In the future, after I know that you killed Song Zhenhai, I can take it for granted that you had no choice but to fight back, right?If you think this way, I won't think you are ruthless, right?
Actually, I can see it all...

But I don't care, if it were another person, I would feel that it is intolerable and a heinous crime to mutilate the country's generals, but you are different..."

"I don't know how many feuds you had with him before, but you are my man. Do I still have to think from the standpoint of your enemy, and then condemn you righteously? You have been out all the time these years, and when you disappear, you For half a year, I always worried that Lin Si, who is innocent and soft-hearted, would be bullied by people outside...

Now I'm more at ease, but I don't want you to continue to scare me in vain, and don't want to know nothing about you, do you understand? "

She moved away her white and jade-like fingers, but Lin Si didn't know what to say anymore, all he could do was hold her tightly in his arms.

In his ear, she whispered again.

"It's said in the book that it's best for a smart woman to pretend to be confused and to pretend that she doesn't know anything. Maybe I'm not smart enough, and I find that I can't do it at all. Would you hate me for being like this..."

"I won't, I like you like this." He trembled.

"In the future, let me walk into your world, okay?"

"it is good!"

"You won't betray me, will you?"

"Correct!"

Lin Si didn't know what she was referring to, at this moment, he just wanted to eagerly agree to any of her requests.

……

Tang Xiaozhi was finally brought to Fuyao by Lin Si himself, and Fuyao was a little surprised at their request at first, but then agreed very quickly.

It was so fast that both Lin Si and Tang Xiaozhi felt a little surprised.

Like Fuyao, Tang Xiaozhi doesn't have any official position in name.On the first day of taking office, all she needed to do was to help Fuyao sort out a lot of files and books in Cangcheng.

Although the official strength of Cangcheng was extremely weak in the past, it was still a big city.After years and months, the things in these piles of old papers are still piled up like a mountain. I'm afraid she will be too busy these days to get out of her body.

Lin Si looked aside for a long while without seeing a clue. He poured a cup of tea for her, but found that she didn't even lift her eyelids and was completely immersed in it.

At this time, she seemed a little flustered and unfamiliar with these matters.Even if it's just to be Fuyao's assistant, it seems a bit unqualified.

Seeing her busy, even Lin Si felt tired for her, but he didn't continue to disturb her.

He saw that a happy smile finally appeared on Tang Xiaozhi's face.Maybe, being able to help with these things, she is already satisfied in her heart?

Lin Si quietly left here. Outside the door, he saw Ruoruo sitting on the steps without saying a word.

The eyes of the girl in the black dress were only staring at the few white clouds in the sky outside the courtyard, and she was holding an unknown green grass stalk in her hand.

The grass stalk was unconsciously folded and twisted between her fingers into an extremely complicated shape, and then she quickly unwound it and twisted it again...

She was doing all this with one hand, and the grass stalk seemed to come alive between her fingers.

Lin Si could easily see her fingering proficiency in playing with the dagger hidden weapon from this inconspicuous movement, but he didn't want to comment aloud.

At this time, the extremely quiet courtyard looked extraordinarily beautiful, so beautiful that he suddenly didn't want to think about the next upcoming war.

In the end, it was Ruoruo who broke the silence.

"I'm a little jealous of you." Her delicate profile did not turn around, as if she was speaking to the void in front of her.

Lin Siyi sat down on the stone slab beside her and said with a smile, "Why are you jealous?"

"It's disgusting that you can't close your mouth."

Lin Si raised his eyebrows, quite surprised by her words: "You were not like this in the past. You used to know how to swear."

"When I'm not swearing, all I think about is how to kill the other person. Which one do you think is better?"

Lin Siyi was stunned by her words for a moment, yes, she never scolded people before, she was always so gentle and peaceful.

However, she would also smile while gently inserting the knife into the target's body.

Although she seems to have never had a violent outburst, Lin Si can't guarantee whether she will suddenly change her mind in the next moment.

He could only muffled, "What's wrong with you today?"

Ruo Ruo answered the question with a smile: "Treasure her well..."

Lin Si said without hesitation: "Of course I will."

"I used to find it incomprehensible that you were infatuated with an ordinary woman who was not even in the first stage."

Lin Si smiled and said, "Do you understand now?"

"In the beginning, I was wary and scrutinized her initiative to get close to her. But she was really strange, so strange that I couldn't help but take the initiative to play with her." Ruoruo slightly raised her eyebrows, as if I feel very incomprehensible about all this.

In the end, she pursed her lips and smiled as if she had figured out something: "She is my first friend and the only one..."

Lin Sifu frowned and joked, "Oh? Don't I count?"

"You?" Ruoruo cast a sideways glance at him and said calmly, "You can only be regarded as a temporary partner."

Lin Si couldn't help laughing, he didn't feel offended by Ruoruo's words, he knew very well that it was a miracle to hear the word 'friend' from her mouth.

But Ruoruo's next sentence still made him a little overwhelmed.

"How do you plan to separate yourself from Yin Li?"

"Ahem..." Lin Si couldn't help coughing heavily: "Why do we have to separate? Isn't it okay that I and her are just friends? Just like you, do I have to separate from you?"

For Yin Li, Lin Si originally had an evasive attitude.For a while, as long as the word Yin Li was mentioned, he would have a big reaction, and he was afraid that he would be disloyal to Tang Xiaozhi.

But after Long Yan's brief reunion, Yan Gaoyang slandered him for colluding with the enemy's Yin Li, and even Long Yan's generals didn't believe him.Maybe it was because of his rebellious heart, but in the end he was able to face the weird relationship with her calmly with a clear conscience.

Ruoruo shook her head, she was surprisingly 'rigid' in this kind of matter.

"I said, I'm not your friend. Besides, are you and Yin Li really just friends? Don't think I can't see it..."

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Lin Si looked into the room in a panic, afraid that Tang Xiaozhi would hear the conversation.

In fact, the conversation between the two of them was not loud, and Tang Xiaozhi was not a practitioner, so it was impossible for her to hear the movement in front of her who was busy in the back hall.

(End of this chapter)