my unparalleled way

Chapter 829 Not Lianshan
Ruoruo didn't participate in Lin Si's previous experience, but Tang Xiaozhi told her almost everything.

And from Shifanglou to the present, Lin Si's step-by-step changes, she can be regarded as watching the whole process, except for the few months in the palace.

Although his strength is getting stronger and his status is getting higher and higher, he is still the same as before, and he doesn't care whether the people around him respect or offend him.

He still loves and cares extremely for his own people, whether they are brothers, women or subordinates.This point is indeed commendable, even unbelievable.

But on the other hand, he gradually lost his compassion for innocent people.As long as they are not his 'insiders', everyone else will be classified as the enemy's camp by him...

She remembered that Lin Si was not such a person.At that time, even he had no hostility towards the other assassins in Shifanglou who had not provoked him.

Even if those people are potential enemies he will face when he 'escapes' from Shifanglou.

Later, because Long Yan's soldiers were not his real subordinates, he did not hesitate to sacrifice some of them for tactical goals and greater victories.

However, after returning to the city of academy, he fell silent, and seemed to have turned back into the 'good guy' who was merciful, and even ants were unwilling to hurt him.

As for now, before the Cangcheng people had time to point their weapons at him, he had already sentenced them all to death in his heart in advance.

Even if a person changes, it needs a process and some external stimuli to make the mentality change slowly.

And these, he didn't have all of them, every change he made was extremely sudden.

He actually regarded this as growth?How ridiculous is this?

And Mu Zheping, who knew him best, had a more thorough understanding of people's hearts than them, and was also his most trusted good brother, unexpectedly never reminded him from the beginning to the end.

Could it be that he also thinks this is normal... growing up?
Ruoruo has no intention of judging the good or bad of this change, if she really wants to ask her how she feels in her heart, she even appreciates this change, because it means that his heart has gradually become more cruel and cold-blooded than those Shifanglou assassins.

Sooner or later he would become a real monster, and it was a good thing for her to have such a partner.

However, the process of transformation was too fast and sudden, and even a person like her felt a little unbelievable.

This time, Lin Si was silent for a longer time.

Ruoruo's words once again made him feel irrefutable.What she said were all facts, making it impossible for him to find words of excuse.

After an unknown amount of time, he suddenly looked up as if he suddenly remembered something.

"Lian Shan? What kind of person do you think Lian Shan used to be? A devil?" The depression in his pupils suddenly disappeared, replaced by excitement.

Ruoruo seemed to understand why he suddenly asked this inexplicable question.

"I don't know, I haven't seen Lian Shan. All the tasks he performed were ordered by Lian Qin himself, and they were not recorded in the files of Shifanglou. But according to the memories of those who met him back then, he was not a good person. People who get along with each other. He seems to be covered with thorns all over his body, and any slight offense will be treated as hostility by him..."

She smiled softly: "You want to prove that Lian Shan is not that kind of person? But this just proves that he is that kind of person. Anyone who is not his own will be regarded as an enemy by him and he will find a way to get rid of it. It's just that he has no one of his own at all, and he's not as powerful as you, and he's not as good as your methods..."

Lin Si shook his head violently, this time he seemed confident that he could refute her words.

"Lian Shan is not that kind of person. He used to be a person who couldn't bear to hurt the innocent and would rather be punished! Even if he is stimulated by the outside world, even if he continues to change, he will never become a devil!"

Ruoruo sneered: "You know again? Didn't you lose that memory?"

"I just know! Because I am Lianshan! Even though he and I have been shaped into different personalities by different environments, we are still the same in many ways! Our aspirations, our persistence, our disposition..."

Lin Si's eyes became brighter and brighter, and his whole body seemed to be completely new.

He suddenly figured out one thing, why did he resist the existence of Lianshan so much?That's yourself, isn't it?

Why do you want to avoid yourself?The person who knows me best is me. Why should I be afraid of my former self?

Lian Shan was only controlled by Lian Qin since he was a child, he didn't get fellowship in Jianzong, and he was full of dangers everywhere in Shifanglou, so he became without a sense of security, lonely, and full of blood. prick.

But this does not mean that his heart is cold, he must also look forward to having close friends, brothers and women who can hand over their backs and entrust everything to them.

His heart is actually fiery, there is no way he will become a devil!
Lin Si only felt that he had guessed everything correctly, because if he had gone through all of Lianshan, he might become that kind of person, and he could fully understand Lianshan's feelings.

Lian Shan was himself, so if he put himself in Lian Shan's shoes, who else could deduce it more accurately than himself?They even think in the same way, right?
"Heh..." Ruo Ruo glanced at him lightly, and seemed very disdainful of his powerful, growling declaration with strong emotion, even though she could hear the deep meaning behind these words.

"I almost couldn't help but agree with you. It is true that no one in this world knows Lianshan better than you. But now even you, Lin Si, have changed. Where is your persistence? Where is your nature? Where did you go?
So?Why do you think that the original Lianshan will not change?Or, to use your term, it's growing up..."

There was a hint of sarcasm in her half-smile, which made Lin Si very upset, but he finally couldn't say another word.

The cool mountain wind was blowing on his broad back soaked in blood and sweat, making him feel a chill for no reason.

Could it be that she was right?
The changes I made this time were indeed too fast and too abrupt. Could it be that I was really influenced by Lianshan?
On his face, there was not only a trace of bewilderment, but also a trace of self-doubt, and even a trace of rare and incomparable fear.

All of this was seen by Ruoruo on the opposite side.

Lin Si like this was indeed something she had never seen before.All along, the man in front of her has always been confident, has no plans to spare, is always calm and calm, and is always extremely confident...

Wherever he goes, he brings victory.Many people trust him and worship him...

But now, he himself seems to be collapsing, he has already begun to deny his own existence, and he is afraid that one day he will no longer be himself.

At this time, he was completely defenseless, and he was about to collapse.

If I want to attack him now, maybe a simple move can cut his throat, pierce his heart, splash bright red blood, and scrape fine minced meat...

In the end, this powerful man will fall at his feet like a mountain collapses, maybe he will hold his last breath and look at himself with incredible eyes for the last time.

Killing such a man who is destined to become stronger in the future, so powerful that the two great empires and the three factions of Tianwaitian and Tianwaitian will tremble, is simply the pinnacle masterpiece of his life!

I will soak his head with precious materials, and it will not rot for hundreds of years.I will completely cut off the bone of his right arm holding the sword, and make it into an exquisite work of art, as well as his heart, his blood...

I will never forget him, after all, he has brought me so much shock and incredible.Even if he is dead, I will always stare at him and talk to him.

That picture, that pleasure, is so wonderful that people can't resist it, even though he seems to have no grievances with her.

She took two deep breaths, and the slightly raised hands unconsciously finally calmed down. She tried her best to suppress this crazy temptation.

"What happened today may leave an indelible shadow in your little sister Zhi's heart. I don't want you to do that kind of thing to her in the future, it's not what she should go through..."

Her words woke Lin Si up, he understood that Ruoruo was referring to the matter of taking her to stay in Cangcheng today.

Originally, he felt that it was a process she had to go through. After all, following his words, she would face more similar situations in the future.

She has to get used to another side of herself, doesn't she?
Now, after waking up like a dream, he realized that he was simply crazy.

For her, is that kind of scene really something she has to face?Whether it's the murderous intent of the 30 troops ahead, the bloody cruelty of the battlefield below, or the final parting of life and death, it's far beyond human ability to bear.

Three years ago, she was a timid girl who was afraid to talk to people.A month ago, she was still living a peaceful and leisurely life in Academy City.

But now, I actually want her to suddenly get used to these things that she has never experienced before, which obviously do not match her nature.

Really, is that necessary?Was he being too cruel to her?
I have adapted to many things because of some experiences and some unknown reasons.Because of this, she is required to become as adaptable as herself without these experiences?

"She wants to know you better, but you force her to accept every different you under the guise of letting her know more about yourself. But have you ever thought about it, that is not your other side at all, but Lianshan! She likes Lin Si, but you want her to also like Lianshan. She has worked very hard, but you still feel that it is not enough!
Don't you think it's too much?
You asked me to continue playing last night, and now I have a request for you too.Regardless of whether you are able or willing to get rid of Lian Shan's influence, please play your Lin Si well in front of her!

If you continue to go your own way and make her suffer even more in the future, I will kill you..."

After saying this, Ruoruo turned around and walked straight ahead, leaving Lin Si alone in place.

Her threats can't make Lin Si feel so afraid, let alone make him afraid.What he really wants to do is not something Ruo Ruo can stop.

But at the same time, these words could not make him feel dissatisfied, even if her last sentence seemed a little ridiculous.

I love Xiaozhi so much, it seems to be respectful, it seems to be accommodating, but is it actually so selfish?

Yes, I didn't think about her ability to bear at all, didn't think about what she likes and what she hates.Just blindly ask her to understand herself and accept herself.

Whether it was the past self or the present self.

Never thought about whether my changes are normal?I never thought about it, why can't I change back for her?
With heavy steps, he also slowly walked towards the road to Yicheng.

He can't be happy anymore, he doesn't know how to face her who was destined to be hit hard and heartbroken on the top of the city...

He followed Ruoruo step by step, but always kept a distance of several feet from her, as if he was afraid that she would 'stab' him severely with words again.

(End of this chapter)