The south wind also entered my arms

Chapter 210 Can't Die Before Her

south wind,

Why don't we start from scratch.

Such an affectionate sentence.

What a touching sentence.

Nanfeng turned his head and looked at this man who walked behind her at some point. The creator favored him too much. His long eyebrows, double eyes, bridge of nose, thin lips, and all his facial features were all ingenious. The gods promised to save him.

If he hadn't been rescued back then, maybe she wouldn't have suffered from seven months of imprisonment, let alone the pain of her brother's tragic death. Their bad relationship originated from the beginning, and now he says he wants to start over, where did he come from? came?
From before he left without saying goodbye?

Or since he knew she was Yu Sheng?
Nan Feng lowered his eyebrows and smiled softly and touchingly: "Yes."

Lu Chengyu stared at her deeply, with some difficulty in his eyes.

"If you can turn back time and let everything in the past never happen, I will start over with you." She said this sentence with a smile, unable to distinguish whether it was a mockery or a sarcasm, pointing her finger Looking at his heart, "My brother's life, my child's life, if you come back, I will start over with you, but you—"

"Is it worth it?"

Lu Chengyu's back was slightly stiff, and his lips seemed to be whiter than before.

Nan Feng put it on his shoulders, stood on tiptoe, leaned close to his ear and said softly: "Can't you afford it? It's okay, I can take it myself."

After finishing speaking, she straightened his collar for him, smiled one last time, turned and went out.

Decide and don't look back.

The faint scent of orange blossoms swept past the tip of his nose, Lu Chengyu subconsciously reached out to grab it, but there was only a cold room in his tentacles.

His five fingers stopped in mid-air, and he stood there for a long time before slowly letting go of his hand, while a faint self-mockery twitched at the corner of his mouth.

It's him thinking too much.

It is he who thinks too much.

He vainly wants to overcome the grievances of life and death and start over from scratch.

But they didn't know that since she stepped into Rongcheng, she never thought of leaving a way out or room for retreat.

Back then, life and death were intertwined in the alleys, back when dilapidated houses huddled together, when flowers were smiling on the golden stage, when the warmth and sweetness in Lu's mansion were all "back then", he personally forced her from his arms to the opposite side, now What are you talking about starting from scratch?
Lu Cheng couldn't help but laugh out loud when he was cold, and stepped back a few steps to sit on the sofa, inserting his fingers into his hair to support his forehead, laughing weirdly and uncontrollably.

Song Qi came to deliver the documents, and when he saw his appearance, he was taken aback for a moment, but when he looked again, he found that his face was terribly pale, and he was startled: "Mr. Lu!"

As soon as Song Qi approached, Lu Chengyu grabbed her hand violently, his expression returned to cold and calm in the blink of an eye, except for his pale face, he was almost exactly the same as usual, Song Qi almost thought that Mr. Lu who lost his composure just now was just her illusion .

"Mr. Lu, you..." Are you okay?
Lu Chengyu's eyes were as black as ink, but bloodshots slowly appeared around the eye sockets. He spoke slowly: "I'm not afraid of death, but I can't die in front of her..." His voice became lower and lower, and finally, No one could understand the remaining words of this sentence except Song Qi.

Song Qi, the only one who could hear clearly, had red eyes in an instant.

The two cups of green tea were still on the table, and white smoke was flying into the sky, as if to herald an upcoming fate.

……

Nanfeng walked out of the Lu mansion all the way, and unexpectedly saw a white car parked outside the door, the driver's window was lowered, revealing half of the man's gentle face: "Get in the car."

Shaking the car key in his hand: "I drove the car myself."

"Let someone else drive the car back." Li Nanyan nodded his fingers on the steering wheel, "I drove so far to pick you up, if you don't get in my car, I will lose face."

The corner of Nanfeng's mouth slightly raised, and he didn't refuse any more, and got into the passenger seat.

After fastening her seat belt, she turned her head and asked, "How do you know I'm here?"

Li Nanyan smiled: "Guess."

Nan Feng angrily said, "Who will believe you." He didn't say anything, and she didn't ask again. They have been getting along like this all these years.

The car drove quietly in the forest, and Nanfeng looked at the scenery outside the window.

April is spring, but it may be that the dark waves under Rongcheng are turbulent, and even the flowers, plants and trees are not alive.

After driving for a while, Li Nanyan's voice sounded in the carriage: "Did you talk to him?"

Knowing what he was referring to tacitly, Nan Feng responded without emotion: "En."

Li Nanyan turned her head to look at her face. Her expression was very calm, without a fake smile, it looked real but cold.

Telling the whole past didn't seem to have any effect on her, but after a closer look, he still found the embellishment in her eyes. Li Nanyan sighed in his heart, and held her hand: "Cry if you want to cry."

Nan Feng closed her eyes for a while, and when she opened them again, the water in her eyes was no longer there. She smiled lightly: "Compared to crying myself, I prefer to watch other people cry now. By the way, when will Xiao Chen return to China?"

"He said wait."

Still have to wait?Nan Feng twitched his brows, she and Xiao Chen were partners, equal in status, Xiao Chen had his actions and was not under her command, he said he had to wait, so she could only wait for him.

But it doesn't matter, he doesn't want to act yet, she can do other things first.

There were four culprits back then, Xing Huandong has fallen, Song's whereabouts are unknown, isn't there one Michael left...

Nanfeng thought about the matter for a long time, and when she came back to her senses, she found that Li Nanyan had also been very quiet, her brows were deep, as if she was thinking about something, she bumped him with her elbow: "What's wrong?"

Li Nanyan lowered his eyes: "When you met him again, why didn't you tell him directly that you were the one who saved him back then?"

Nanfeng was stunned for a moment before realizing that what he was asking was why she and Lu Chengyu didn't directly reveal their identities when they reunited on the Golden Terrace?
She smiled: "It's a crime."

Sheng Yuchen used this word to describe her relationship with Lu Chengyu before, but now it is quite appropriate.

Isn't she just a criminal?
During the hundred days by his side, it's not that she never thought of recognizing him, but no matter how calm she is, the distance between them is a fact. He is the master Lu who is in power, and she is downcast. Thousands of gold, the disparity is more than cloud and mud.

She has never underestimated herself, and she has never taken her family status seriously. No matter how high-ranking and powerful a person is standing opposite her, she can be neither humble nor pitiful. There is only one Lu Chengyu, and she can't help but think about it. This may be Eileen Chang said, to love someone is to be humble in the dust. She wants to become better and worthy of him, but when she finds that no matter how hard she tries, she can't reach the height of standing shoulder to shoulder with him, she shrinks like an ostrich. look back.

So she didn't say anything, she didn't say anything, and she left in one hundred days.

It's just that God likes to make jokes, so they got more and more entangled, and even let her hear him say "marry me" again in the end.

"When he missed the appointment, why did you believe that he didn't abandon you on purpose?" Li Nanyan asked again suddenly.

Nanfeng clicked 'tsk', and turned to look at him, as if she felt that she couldn't see clearly, she simply turned her whole body to his side, with a very meaningful expression: "My lord count, what are you doing to me and him? Are you so interested in things?"

Li Nanyan didn't look sideways: "Normal people will be interested."

"But you asked too carefully, give me a feeling," Nanfeng blinked, teasing, "You're jealous."

She just made fun of him, but the Earl actually followed up the conversation: "Since you returned to Rongcheng, I have been jealous, and you just found out?" The car stopped at the entrance of the hotel. In his arms, "Hurry up and settle the matter here, and then follow me back to City S, Cynthia."

He wasn't joking, his tone was a bit heavy, as if he was hiding countless thoughts, Nan Feng's hand moved, and he didn't go to hug him back, but just agreed in a low voice: "Okay."

……

That night, Nanfeng was lying on the bed, and Mianmian beside him was already asleep.

She remembered the question Li Nanyan asked her.

Lu Chengyu obviously missed the appointment, why would she believe that he didn't abandon her on purpose?

Not so much why, just because of trust.

Even if she wishes she could never have lived that past, she still cannot deny that those three months in Los Angeles were the purest time between her and Lu Chengyu.

Also because of its purity, love is particularly highlighted.

Lu Chengyu, who loves her like that, may trick her into staying with him, but he will never abandon her at the moment of life and death.

If he wanted to leave her behind, he wouldn't have left a note, he could have just walked away, anyway, she didn't know where he was, and couldn't reveal his secret even if he was caught by gangsters.

He left a note to prove that he really wanted to take her with him, but he didn't know what happened in the middle of the trip, which made him miss the appointment.

A few years ago, Yu Sheng might not be as mature as Nan Feng is now, but it is by no means unclear. If Lu Chengyu deliberately abandoned her back then, then she would not be able to take the initiative to approach him when they reunited on the Golden Terrace.

Although she still doesn't know the reason why he broke the appointment, but it doesn't matter, the only past between them that can be regarded as love is the cause of a series of tragedies later, and it has long been mottled in Nanfeng's heart Unbearable, what is the truth, she no longer wants to know.

……

After the pouring of the new villa area was completed, Nanfeng was not as busy as before. She took the time to look at a few houses—although she will not settle down in Rongcheng, she did not leave so soon. If she is the only one, she can live there for convenience Hotel, but now that she has Mianmian, she thinks it is better to have a stable place to live.

She took a fancy to an apartment that was closer to AS. The upper and lower floors were connected, which was relatively spacious.

When packing up, Nanfeng's photo album was disconnected for a long time, and a few photos fell out, so she squatted down to pick them up.

Holding one of the photos in her hand, she suddenly frowned.

The thickness of this photo seems to be wrong...

(End of this chapter)