The south wind also entered my arms

Chapter 266 Everyone is forcing her
Nanfeng's eyebrows were twisted into a knot, and he closed his eyes wearily.

At some point in the car, the music started, and the singing seemed to be Buddhist scriptures in Sanskrit.

Nanfeng opened his eyes and looked at the driver. The driver was a middle-aged and elderly man in his 50s and [-]s. It is normal for people of this age to like to listen to some Buddhist songs.

She closed her eyes again, trying to sort out her thoughts in the dark.

Buddha music can relax the spirit and calm the mind. For a moment, her mind went blank, but this distraction seemed to be only for a moment, and she woke up soon.

After deciding, Nanfeng wanted to rethink how to deal with his relationship with Lu Chengyu. However, the more he thought about this person, the more uncomfortable he felt somewhere in his heart.

She couldn't help but press the uncomfortable position with her hand, feeling an indescribable feeling,

It was as if someone had pressed a lot of cotton into her heart, not heavy but not light either.

For a moment she wanted to stop thinking about it, but her thoughts were completely out of control.

Lu Chengyu, Lu Chengyu, Lu Chengyu... The name formed a circle, spinning around in her mind, and triggered a series of associations in her.

Lu Chengyu... Beicheng Yeshan...

Lu Chengyu...the basement of Lu Mansion...

Lu Chengyu... At the foot of the suburban mountain...

Reminiscing about things that happened in the past.

For example, the four scrambles from Yeshan in Beicheng... For example, the elder brother who fell in the snow after the scramble...

For example, the instruments of torture in the basement of the Lu Mansion...for example, the elder brother who was tortured to the brink of death by the instruments of torture...

Another example is the chaotic foot of the mountain, such as the sentence "Master, the man locked in the basement is dead" that resounded through the rain...

The fingers pressing the heart turned and tightened tightly, tightening the clothes, Nanfeng's mind was full of the tragic situation of his brother, tortured her one by one, as if they were evidence of a crime, and questioned her with certain words - after seeing these, Thinking about what she and Lu Chengyu did, who can she stand up to?
Nan Feng fumbled for the handle with the other hand, his face became pale and ugly, his eyebrows were tightened again and again, he was deeply trapped in it, unable to extricate himself, and his breathing became short of breath.

Just like a drowning person constantly struggling to swim out of the water, Nan Feng is desperately trying to get out of this predicament at this moment.

Suddenly, the car braked suddenly with a 'squeak', and her body in the back seat leaned forward inertially, hitting the backrest of the front seat, and at the same time knocked out of the cage of the nightmare.

Nan Feng clutched his sore forehead and opened his eyes blankly. After being sleepy in a nightmare for a long time, seeing the real world felt a sense of unreal absurdity.

Although she walked out of the nightmare, the images that appeared in the nightmare remained in her mind.

She raised her head in panic and saw a woman standing in front of the car.

She appeared abruptly in the middle of the road, blocking the way of the car.

Nanfeng looked at the woman, her expression became more bewildered, and she murmured: "Wen Mu"

Wen Mu signaled her to get off the car, Nan Feng pursed his lips, and said to the driver, "Go back first."

"Ok."

This is the grove in front of the Lu mansion. Wen Mu walked into the depths of the grove, and Nanfeng followed her. After walking for a while to the creek, she suddenly turned around and asked, "Cynthia, why are you?"

"Why did you embarrass Hill so much?"

Nanfeng was stopped at once.

"Do you know how ugly you made the face of the entire Ivanov family when you escaped from the engagement ceremony yesterday! How ugly you made the face of Earl Hill! He almost became the laughing stock of the entire E country! I'll ask you, Cynthia, why on earth are you doing this!"

The Ivanov family is an orthodox royal family. Hill, the new Earl, made his public appearance for the first time, but he was humiliated by someone. That day, the major news channels in City S and even the entire country E went crazy. Alright, the scrambling reports can't be suppressed!
Wen Mu traveled thousands of miles from S city to Rongcheng, and did nothing but ask Nanfeng why, who did she think she was, why did she embarrass the Ivanov family to Hill so much?
Nan Feng lowered her head, she knew it, she knew the seriousness of the matter, and she also knew that she was wrong, any excuse would be useless here, only one sentence: "I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry, it's useless." Wen Mu said coldly, "Cynthia, you don't need to marry Hill, or even love him, but since you have promised to be engaged to him, you shouldn't run away!"

Yes.

She shouldn't.

It's her waywardness.

She messed everything up in the worst possible way.Nan Feng's face turned pale slightly, and he moved his lips, but he couldn't even utter a single tone.

"Back then, Hill did not hesitate to betray the entire family in order to win you the status of a baroness. This time, when he married you, there were also 1 objections in the family. Do you know how many methods he used to make the elders let go of you?"

"There is also the entire engagement wedding preparation process. You didn't show up once, up and down, inside and out, everything was done by Hill alone. As a result, the wedding started, the guests were seated, the pastor prayed, and you were at the last moment. Turn around and leave, Cynthia, you can't be so unreasonable."

"...I didn't think too much about it at the time..." She even forgot how she left the engagement ceremony.Nan Feng inserted his fingers into his hair and grabbed his scalp, his face already showing pain.

Wen Mu looked at her: "You didn't think too much about it. When you heard that something happened to Lu Chengyu, you didn't even have reason. How could you have time to think about it? But Cynthia, you shouldn't. People's first reaction is often the worst. To be honest, you acted like that for Lu Chengyu, which means that you have always had him in your heart, so why did you agree to Hill's marriage proposal?"

Nan Feng quickly denied: "When I agreed to Hill's proposal, I meant it sincerely." At that time, she never thought of betraying or letting her down, but later...

Wen Mu seemed to know what she was thinking, and smiled: "Just because Xia Sangyu and Song Qi said a few words to you, you believe that Lu Chengyu has difficulties, deep love and righteousness, not another person just to turn things around. Trick?"

Like being swung in the head by someone, Wen Mu's suspicions made Nanfeng's already messy clues even more disorganized.

That's right, why didn't she think that maybe what Xia Sangyu and Song Qi said were all lies?
No, Lu Chengyu has something to hide from her, but his feelings for her are not fake.

... No, Xia Sangyu and Song Qi also said that Lu Cheng was sick, but he was clearly not sick with his appearance, so wasn't this just lying to her?
... No, the scar on Lu Chengyu's palm is real, she really saw it, isn't it real?

not real……

No, maybe it's fake...

Really.

fake.

True or false.

Nanfeng's spirit was torn in two, one side was affirming and the other was denying, the two voices quarreling made her feel confused, her feet were weak and she took several steps back in a row, until her back hit the tree, Shensi finally got out of the vortex of this endless cycle When she came out, her mind was fixed and her eyes became clear again: "It's not a trick, they didn't lie to me."

Wen Mu mocked and sarcastically grabbed Nan Feng's hand and stared into her eyes: "You look like you don't remember anything, completely forget why you were autistic, why you lost your memory, why you squatted Grab a rotten steamed bun from a dog under someone else's roof!"

Mentioning the past, the past, the image that suddenly entered her mind in the car just now also flashed across her mind at this moment, Nan Feng's face turned pale again, and he quickly denied: "I haven't forgotten!"

"How could you not have forgotten? As long as you still remember a little bit, you won't leave Hill alone to be embarrassed at the wedding, and run back from S City to Rongcheng to meet Lu Chengyu!" Wen Mu threw her hand away Nan Feng raised his head suddenly, and met Wen Mu's aggressive words:
"If it weren't for your stupid love, Yu Wen wouldn't have thrown himself into a trap knowing it was a game, and he wouldn't have died in a dark basement! As for you, I don't think you remember your other reason at all." You die, my brother who died at the hands of Lu Chengyu!"

Nanfeng stood still, feeling a chill rising from the soles of her feet, penetrating into every nerve of her body, scrambling to climb up, stiffening her back and binding her heart.

"I don't have it..." She really didn't forget it, and she didn't dare to forget it. It was because she remembered it too clearly that she was like this now, unable to advance or retreat, and then hesitated in pain like this.

But Wen Mu didn't believe it, her eyes were sure that she had forgotten the hatred, and asked solemnly: "Ask yourself, do you have any?!"

"I didn't...I didn't...I didn't forget! I know my brother died at the hands of Lu Chengyu, I remember! I didn't forget! I didn't!" Nanfeng's voice became more and more urgent as it went back. Driven and forced, finally forced to the critical point to burst out.

Wen Mu's voice stopped in her suddenly raised pitch.

"I haven't forgotten, really, Wen Mu, I haven't forgotten, but I really don't know what I should do now..."

For the first time, she confessed so frankly for the first time, but her words were so heartbreaking: "I love him, but I can't bear him, and I hate him too, wishing I could tear him into pieces. What should I do in such a situation? What can I do? Wen Mu, if you tell me, what should I do?"

It was as if she had been pushed onto a cliff. It was clear that going forward and backward would lead to a dead end, but everyone was forcing her to choose one side to jump off!

Nan Feng covered his face with his hands, and continued to struggle in the darkness in his palms.

It was only three or five days since Xia Sangyu went to AS Group to meet her, but she was suffering every moment.

Forgive him, or, don't forgive him.

Pretend not to know what he did for her and continue to get revenge on him, or find a way to shake hands with him and make peace with each other.

She seemed to have a choice of paths, but when she really wanted to go out, she found that there was no path at all.

She can't continue to revenge her because she loves him.

She couldn't forgive him, because his brother still had his life.

Look, there is no way.

"Wen Mu,"

Nanfeng pointed to his own heart, pointing to the heart inside, "This place, it once loves a person so badly that it bleeds and cuts open its belly without saying a word of regret, and it also once cried loudly for a person who was in pain We will die together and we will never meet again in the next life...you teach me how to choose and let go..."

How to divide it into pure love and hate, how to make it only love and not hate, how to make it only hate and not love, teach her, so that she no longer has to struggle and suffer.

(End of this chapter)