Princess, the lord has come to beg for marriage again!

Chapter 1077 Living is more painful than dying.

Chapter 1077 Living is more painful than dying.

If possible, Jun Qingchen would rather never recall that period of the past for the rest of his life.

Just thinking about it is enough to make the liver burst and the gallbladder burst, and the pain is too painful.

Jun Qingchen was born of the most favored concubine Xiao Gui, and was destined to be the most beloved prince of Emperor Zhaoshun from birth.

Even though there are already many princes and daughters in the palace, he is an existence who is loved by thousands of people.

In addition, he is very good-looking, smart, and has already performed well at a young age, and is often praised by the Taifu.

At that time, the crown prince born by the empress was mediocre, and compared with him, it paled in comparison.

The prince's brain is not good, and it's okay to be a little stupid, at least he can be expected to be a mediocre emperor.

But he was a womanizer, and he was so dissolute that he slept almost all the maids in the Prince's Mansion.

If it's just a disturbance in the mansion, and the Crown Princess helps to cover up and conceal it, it won't make it known to all civil and military officials in the court.

But he was a bit of a coward, and once he actually robbed a civilian girl in the street, just because he thought the girl was good-looking.

Originally, he wanted to rely on his status as the prince to suppress this matter, but the woman had already betrothed to someone else.

When the fiancé learned that his wife had been robbed, he risked his life to sue the imperial court, blocked the sedan chair in the street, and forced him to die.

In the end, everyone who got it knew that it made a big fuss.

The civil and military officials of the Manchu Dynasty had long been dissatisfied with the crown prince being too lazy. After this matter fermented, they felt more and more that he was not suitable for the position of crown prince.

For a while, the memorial to the impeachment of the prince was like snowflakes, filling Emperor Zhaoshun's desk.

Emperor Zhaoshun didn't like the prince very much in the first place, he just didn't have the skills, and he messed around all day long, so he didn't look like a wise king.

He had long disliked the prince and wanted to abolish him, but he couldn't find a legitimate reason.

That's good, he was about to doze off, the prince handed him a pillow.

In this way, the prince was deposed and shut up in the prince's mansion for reflection.

The crown prince was deposed, and the position became vacant, and all the adult princes began to compete openly and secretly, who would not want to sit on the throne.

Invisible gunpowder smoke filled the front court, and several princes fought fiercely.

Two days and two days, either one was cheated, or the other was cheated.

The brothers dug pits against each other and calculated each other, and they all wanted to put each other to death.

Emperor Zhaoshun saw everything in his eyes, but did nothing.

Only when things got too big and were impeached by courtiers, did they just make a few symbolic remarks.

At first everyone thought he was kind and treated the princes equally.
But slowly, as the prince's fighting continued to escalate, and the losses became more and more heavy, everyone got a taste of it.

Emperor Zhaoshun deliberately did not establish a prince, in order to let several princes fight each other, and it is best for both sides to suffer.

In this way, he can reap the benefits of the fisherman.

To be precise, his favorite youngest son will be the final big winner.

Emperor Zhaoshun was clearing the way for Jun Qingchen. When several adult princes kept making mistakes and were impeached by the courtiers one by one, he could justifiably give the crown prince to Jun Qingchen.

If everything goes according to his expectation, maybe Jun Qingchen will really become the next emperor.

Unfortunately, things backfired, and something changed.

The fourth prince, Jun Qingyan, formed a clique secretly and took over the guard troops in Liangjing City.

At the beginning, he pretended to be a pig and ate a tiger, but when the princes were seriously injured, he jumped out suddenly and suppressed them all with thunder.

But in one night, blood flowed like a river in the palace, several princes were killed by him.

King Qiyang, who was far away in the fiefdom, and King An, who bowed to him long ago, escaped unharmed. Besides, Jun Qingchen, who was only six years old, escaped.

It is incredible that Jun Qingyan did not kill Jun Qingchen.

Everyone knew that Emperor Zhaoshun wanted to leave the throne to his favorite youngest son, if Jun Qingyan hadn't killed his father and grabbed the throne by force, it would have been nothing to him.

It stands to reason that no matter who grabs the throne, the first prince to be killed should be Jun Qingchen.

After all, he is very likely to be the legitimate successor.

Maybe the emperor left a will long ago, but he is not sure.

But Jun Qingyan, who was so ruthless and murderous without blinking an eye, left Jun Qingchen behind.

At the beginning, Jun Qingchen couldn't figure it out, and was worried every day.

It was precisely because he was too smart that he knew the situation at that time better. He was the thorn in the side of the fourth brother.

Maybe one day he will be killed silently in his sleep.

In the two months since Emperor Zhaoshun died, Jun Qingchen couldn't sleep every day, and sat on the bed at night, with his hands around his knees, and kept his eyes open until dawn.

After a few more months of worrying, he found that Jun Qingyan still had no intention of killing him, although every time he looked at him, his eyes were full of murderous intent.

Jun Qingchen couldn't figure it out, but he wouldn't be so stupid as to put his head on him and chop it off.

He knew that his father was poisoned by Jun Qingyan, and he really wanted to avenge his father, but he knew that it was not the time yet.

He's only six years old, he doesn't care what he wants, and going against Jun Qingyan is like hitting a stone with an egg.

The only thing he can do is to endure, and when he is strong enough, it will be the time to avenge his father.

Jun Qingchen lived in such a torment of fear and resentment, if he hadn't witnessed it with his own eyes that day, perhaps he would have continued to live in a daze.

But paper cannot contain fire, some things are destined to happen.

Jun Qingchen still remembers that it rained heavily that day, with occasional lightning and thunder.

A thunderbolt struck the roof, and he woke up suddenly, his face pale with fright, and his heart was stuffy.

He kept calling his mother and concubine, but he didn't get a reply.

He got up from the bed, forgot even his boots, and ran to the main hall.

But when he reached the door, he suddenly stopped in his tracks.

Because he heard a strange yet familiar voice.

He was drenched by the rain, standing in front of the window, but his feet seemed to be filled with lead, and he couldn't move.

Intermittent sounds came from the room, including a woman's moaning in pain, and a man's bursting roar.

But those two voices sounded so familiar.

Jun Qingchen's heart seemed to be split open, dripping with blood.

With trembling hands, he opened the window a crack, and saw two naked figures entangled inside.

His pupils shrank for a moment, and he was so frightened that he didn't dare to breathe.

He saw the concubine mother being tied up and hanging upside down on the bed, her jet-black hair dangling to the ground.

Jun Qingyan was like a beast in heat, beating the woman while uttering insulting words.

"Bitch, if you don't serve me well, I'll kill that brat tomorrow.

You know, I have always been ruthless, he is like a little ant in front of me, I can poke him to death with any finger. "

"How dare you have a temper? Although I was the one who fell in love with you at the beginning, you knelt down to beg me first, and you promised well.

As long as I spare that little brat's life, you can take care of me comfortably. You have to be as obedient as a dog. "

"Tsk tsk, look at your glamorous appearance, I really want to drag you out like this, and let all the civil and military officials in the court see your coquettish appearance.

She is usually so cold and cold in front of others, but once she gets on my bed, she will be crazy. What a double appearance, my beloved concubine. "

"What? You don't want to? Hehe, you don't have the right to choose. You are now my dog.

You don't want that brat to see you like this, do you?During the day, she pretends to be his dignified mother and concubine, and at night, she climbs into my bed.

Concubine Ai, you are really busy, and it's hard to pretend for you for so long, but that brat didn't even notice. "

"Tell me, if she sees you like this, will she be so angry that she will rush in and kill you?
With a mother and concubine like you, he must want to die too, what a shame.

As soon as his father died, you climbed into my bed, hahaha, thinking about it, you are still a little excited. "

"..."

There was a roar in Jun Qingchen's ear, as if he was stunned by the thunder, and could no longer hear the words clearly.

He wanted to run away, but he couldn't move.

Xu is the mother-child connection, Xiao Guifei, who was on the verge of suffocation, suddenly glanced at the window.

Just a flash of lightning struck, illuminating Jun Qingchen's pale face.

When Xiao Guifei saw him, her pupils shrank, tears rolled down uncontrollably, and flowed down her red and swollen face.

She didn't make a sound, just shook her head at him.

But Jun Qingchen understood her mouth shape.

Hurry up.

Concubine Xiao Gui looked at him guiltily, tried to show him a bitter smile, then moved her body up, and hugged the man holding the whip in front of her tightly.

She blocked the man's sight with her thin back.

Jun Qingchen left with heavy steps, drenched all over.

He didn't take off his wet clothes, just lying on the bed, his whole body was cold, as if he had fallen into a hole in the ice.

After an unknown amount of time, his whole body was scorching hot, as if he had been thrown into a furnace.

The two heavens of ice and fire constantly tormented his body, and his brain was burnt to a pulp.

The whole person is not very awake, only vaguely remembers a pair of warm hands helping him keep compressing his forehead, and there seems to be a faint voice in his ear.

"Chen'er, I'm sorry, concubine mother knows that you must think I'm dirty now, concubine mother has no right to hug you anymore, woo woo woo..."

"Chen'er, promise mother concubine that you will live no matter what, and don't let mother concubine regret the decision she made back then."

"Chen'er, take care of yourself. Concubine Mu knows that you are the most sensible and smartest. Even without Concubine Mu's company, you will definitely be able to live well."

"..."

By the time Jun Qingchen subsided from the fever and recovered a little bit of consciousness, several days had passed.

The first thing he did when he opened his eyes was to look for Concubine Mu, but unfortunately she wasn't there.

He was the only one in the huge dormitory.

He was very scared and struggled to get up from the bed. Before he got out of bed, a little eunuch hurried in.

"My lord, the imperial concubine, she... threw herself into the lake."

Jun Qingchen felt as if he was really burnt out, and even had auditory hallucinations.

But when he staggered to the lake with bare feet and saw the swollen and deformed corpse, his whole body collapsed.

He hugged Concubine Xiao's body and cried like a tearful man until he could no longer cry.

But it seemed that he was the only one in the whole palace who was sad, because that day happened to be the Mid-Autumn Festival, and there were lights and festoons everywhere.

As if no one knew, or cared, that on this day someone threw himself into a lake and passed away.

That's right, the most important thing in the palace is the dead, no one will care.

Since then, Jun Qingchen has not spoken for half a year, like a rag doll that has lost its life.

If he hadn't remembered what Concubine Xiao Gui said in his sleep, he might have followed him long ago.

At the most difficult time, he told himself that even if he was going to die, he would wait until he had revenge.

After that, he deliberately abused his body and turned himself into a disabled person riddled with diseases.

Occasionally pretend to be a fool and go crazy in the palace.

Live like a mad dog.

It is precisely because of this that he managed to save his life.

For him, in those years, life was more painful than death.

(End of this chapter)