Ex-husband slams the door

Chapter 72

Why does this slightly cold embrace always give her peace of mind?

"I'm not afraid of your jokes. I was quite happy at that time. I thought that if one day I really approached your heart, then I must be the happiest person, because your emotions fluctuate only for me. In your eyes, in your heart, Only I can exist! At that time, I thought this would be a kind of happiness!"

Little by little, Fan Xing opened Duan Chengfeng's arm that was holding her, and Fan Xing looked at Duan Chengfeng from a little distance away, feeling as if she was going to lose something, it was empty, and she was afraid, but she had to do that!
"But later I discovered that no matter how hard I try, I can't get into your heart, because there is already a person in your heart, and that person has taken away all your emotions, so that you can't feel my love at all. And you are not prepared to put me in your heart at all!"

Moisture began to appear in her eyes, Fan Xing didn't care about other things, she just wanted to settle everything now, and the two of them will be close to each other from now on!
"Since you don't intend to love me, then why did you fall in love with me, why did you marry me? Why did you give me hope and let me down? Don't you know that once a person standing on the cloud falls, That would be crushing! It hurts like that, do you understand?"

For the first time, Fan Xing told Duan Chengfeng what was on his mind, and his painful heart gradually became lighter.

Once, she dared not speak out because of fear.

The person in Duan Chengfeng's heart was like a ticking time bomb between two people, she didn't dare to touch it, because at that time she felt that she still had hope, and she believed that one day she would take over that position, so she never dared to touch it. Mention it, because once it is mentioned, the love between two people may be ruined.

But it's different now, she has given up hope, so she has to tell all the pain in her heart, and if she speaks out, the two of them will really be over!

Her goal has been achieved!

"If you don't love me, don't give me hope. If you don't love me, don't treat me as if you are away from me, but at the same time, you don't care about me. If you don't love me, just let me go and let me be alone. Lick my wound slowly, let me recover slowly, don't bother me again, okay? Just take it as I beg you, please see for the sake of our five-year marriage, let me go, I have already Give up! I'm tired, and I don't want to extravagantly ask for your love anymore, so just do it, don't bother me again, okay, okay?"

The wetness finally mixed into water droplets, slipped down bit by bit, and gradually converged into a river. The tears released like that, in Fan Xing's heart, was a complete relief—she finally said everything, and in the future, she would not be so entangled , so tired.

However, those teardrops were like scorching fire seeds, burning every inch of Duan Chengfeng's skin, every cell, he only felt that his whole body was in pain, so painful that he couldn't even become numb!
He, after all, still hurt her...

Looking at the tearful Fan Xing, Duan Chengfeng only felt that his heart was being beaten and stabbed one after another. He really wanted to go over, hug Fan Xing, and tell her that he loved her, always loved her, loved her very much. I love it.

However, before the outstretched hand could reach Fan Xing, it was powerlessly lowered.

Now, is he still qualified?

After he hurt her so much, is he still qualified to stay by her side?
Duan Chengfeng was confused...

"Xiaofan, I'm sorry." I didn't know that my behavior hurt you so deeply. I always just wanted to take good care of you and give you happiness, but I didn't dare to promise you, so I can only Struggling with contradictions.

I want to treat you well, but I dare not make promises to you, because my life has too many variables, I dare not, and I cannot use promises to imprison you, making you suffer and regret in the future!

I never thought of hurting you!I'm just greedy for the warmth you give me, that's why I selfishly want to keep you by my side, thinking that when you are tired and rolled up, I will let go and fulfill your happiness!
However, I never thought that I would hurt you so deeply, so deeply.

sorry……

Silently apologizing in his heart, Duan Chengfeng didn't express his truest thoughts except for that sentence of sorry, because he knew that those were just excuses, excuses for his cowardice!

He didn't dare to love, didn't dare to bear Fan Xing's love, so he kept avoiding it. In the final analysis, he was too cowardly!

"I didn't know that my behavior hurt you so deeply, I'm sorry!" Thousands of words could only be merged into one sentence of sorry, because Duan Chengfeng really didn't know what to say except for this sentence!
"Duan Chengfeng, don't you understand? What I want is not your guilt or apology. What I want is your love. Do you understand why the changes I have made over the years are because of me? I love you, I want to be someone who stands side by side with you, I don't want to be protected by you under your wings, do you know that?"

Letting the tears fall, Fan Xing looked at Duan Chengfeng disappointedly, "I left you at first because of the child in my stomach, and also to protect my broken heart, you know? Every time I really want to leave Into your heart, but you closed your heart tightly, not letting me in, can you understand my powerlessness? Can you understand the sadness that I want to get close but can't get close? ? Do you know how sad and painful my heart is?"

Pointing to the position of his heart with his right hand, "Do you know that this place has long been dilapidated and shattered all over the place. Do you know the pain of heartbreak? The pain of heartbreak is what I am now, the pain of losing love. The ability has long been dilapidated, so, are you satisfied?"

Closing his eyes, Fan Xing tried his best to calm down his excitement, and finally took a look at Duan Chengfeng, "Go away, don't come here again, from now on, we'll make a clean break and have nothing to do with each other!" After finishing speaking, he quickly opened the door, "Bang " closed the door with a bang, and continued to sit by the closed door and cry.

This time, it really broke.

It's fine if it's broken.

But why did her heart feel tired instead of relaxing at all?
After everything, still can't let go?
Hehe, Fan Xing, Fan Xing, when did you become so indecisive, so unable to take it up, unable to let it go?
Didn't you say you can do it?Why, so unrestrained?
Haven't you always dared to love and hate?Why are you not the same you once you meet Duan Chengfeng?
Duan Chengfeng, are you really my disaster in this life?
You can't escape, you can't avoid it, until you are scarred, and you don't hesitate...

Just like that, one was sitting inside the door, crying on the ground, and the other was leaning against the door, eyes full of pain.

(End of this chapter)