The theory of evolution

Chapter 214

"Before, I always thought that if I died, I could get eternal relief, but...but when I was choked by the smoke and couldn't breathe, and I was about to pass out, I realized that I still didn't want to die. I haven't done it yet. What I want to do, I have not realized my long-standing dream, I am not willing to die like this... So, relying on the remaining consciousness, I jumped from the third floor, and after waking up, I became the present Like this."

"Later, my mother finally compromised with me. I can move out and do what I like. And over the years, I have gradually discovered that my mother still cares about me. She lived in such a big family since she was a child, and later married My father never changed his environment, so she thought I could gradually get used to it. And she will try her best to give me the best thing, this is her way of expressing her motherly love."

"So I have been thinking, if I was not so stubborn and stupid at the beginning, if I could communicate with my mother calmly and tell her my thoughts, or if I persisted for a few more years and waited until I could be independent, I would go to myself again. If you want to live the life you want, will you not be in the situation you are in today?"

Xia Zhen let out a long sigh, "Maybe this is the only and last time I say these words, sister, I'm getting married."

Bai Shuying couldn't help being startled, hesitated for a while, and then asked, "Is it an arrangement at home?"

Xia Zhen acquiesced, and after a long time, she slowly opened her mouth and said, "I have been used to being free these years, so at the very beginning, I tried to resist the orders of my parents, but gradually, I remembered the memory of the 15-year-old , I don’t have the energy to toss anymore. That time of self-willedness made me unable to leave the wheelchair for the rest of my life. If I continue to be self-willed this time, I’m afraid my parents and family members will be affected.”

Bai Shuying patted her on the back, "Is there really no other way? As you said, if your mother still cares about you, if you tell her what you think, she will not ignore it."

Xia Zhen shook her head, "Actually, she was doing it for my own good. There are no eggs in a nest. They arranged this marriage for me, and they are also planning for my future."

"Ah Zhen, you can't think like this." Bai Shuying reassured, "Marriage is a lifetime thing, you have to think carefully about it."

"Sister, of course I understand what you said, but," Xia Zhen smiled wryly, "How can I dare to extravagantly ask for the marriage I want? My heart has already been given to Mr. Shen. I can't get it back, so as far as I'm concerned, except for him, it's the same for anyone I marry."

She raised her head and met Bai Shuying's eyes in the darkness. Seeing that she seemed to want to say something, Xia Zhen turned over gently, leaving only her back.

"Sister, I'm tired and I'm going to sleep. Thank you for listening to me so much. You don't have to worry about me about "Pearls and Jade Linlang". , I write a book freely by myself, and I have truly lived a life I like, and I am content."

"Ah Zhen..." Bai Shuying called out, but did not hear her reply.

She sighed, and lightly tucked the corner of the quilt for Xia Zhen.

(End of this chapter)