Prime Minister, please pick me up

Chapter 288 I won't stop you
Then, I heard the very low voice of the woman in my arms slowly narrating, "Back then..."

Feng Qingchi roughly talked about how Ziwu and Shui Xiyin combined to plot against him, and what happened after that, with a low and forbearing voice, as if he was suppressing complex emotions that could not be expressed.

Yan Luo has been listening quietly all the time, the expressions on his face and eyes are all changing, it is dark and unpredictable, the perfect and beautiful thin lips are tightly pressed into a straight line, and the chin seems to be always tight. Stretched.

When that happened back then, he was still young, and Qingchi and others didn't tell him too much at that time, he just vaguely knew that she was being bullied by Ziwu, and then urged Lan Yu and Xu Luan to secretly They went to Ziwu's mansion and repaired her secretly. If they knew that Wushang had been laid down at that time, they should have killed her directly!

Wushang, of course he has heard of it, there is no cure for the poison that is as famous as Wei Lan!
However, in his opinion, Wushang is more sinister and vicious than Wei Lan.Direct ingestion, the poisoned person only needs to have sex with an untouched person within an hour of the poisoning to get rid of the poison of acacia, but it will be more painful every month in the future, but if the poison is poisoned to another person On the body, then the poison of acacia in Wushang has no solution. If the person who has been poisoned by the body is a woman, he needs the first blood of a man every month. If it is a man, he needs the blood of a virgin every month. It will be even more painful.

Therefore, generally no one would choose to commit suicide!

At that time, Yiche was not by her side. In fact, Bai Weitan didn't need to go this far. He could directly cure Qingchi from the poison of carousel. Moreover, he himself has always loved Qingchi, didn't he? ?

It's the stupidest choice to commit suicide.

When his thoughts flowed here, Yan Luo's eyes drooped slightly again, what would he have done if he had stood in Bai Weitan's place?Then he smiled helplessly, in fact, he shouldn't say that Bai Weitan was stupid, because if it was him, he would only make the same choice.

Qing Chi doesn't love herself, and she already has someone she loves, how could she be willing to do that kind of thing to her when she was unconscious, and how could she bear the pain of Wushang's poisonous hair every month in the future!

A woman who loves deeply, is reluctant to let her suffer a little bit of grievance and pain, he is reluctant, and Bai Weitan is also reluctant, so there is that choice, and everything today.

"Qingchi,..." Yan Luo wanted to comfort her, but after calling her name in a low voice, she fell silent for a while, her thin lips twitched a few times, and her eyes were complicated and deep.

Now, he couldn't say anything to comfort the other party at all.

No matter how comforting he is, he can't treat everything as if it never happened, let alone wipe out Bai Weitan's ten years of suffering for her!
For a man like Bai Weitan, who is as beautiful as the moon and the clouds are calm, Wushang is the greatest humiliation.

Feng Qingchi just rested his head on Yanluo's shoulders, clenched his hands into fists, and his voice was so low that it was almost nothing, slowly overflowing, "Yanluo, what should I do?" Dissipated into the air, on the pale face, those eyes were black as ink, but inside they were desolate and dazed, self-blaming and apologetic, the eyes were like a smooth mirror that shattered into thousand pieces in an instant. Thousands of pieces.

She owes Wei Tan, too much!
Yan Luo also paused, and followed Feng Qing's smooth black hair with his hands one after another, looking at the long hair sliding down between his fingers with complicated eyes, and sighed softly.

Yan Luo was afraid that the sighs of so many years would not be as many as today.

After a moment of silence, he stretched out his hand to straighten the other person's body, so that Feng Qingchi's eyes could meet his own without any deviation, his voice was light and serious, "Qingchi, no matter what you do, I will support you!" Bai Weitan's affection for Qingchi is too deep, even he has no position to make a decision between them at this moment, all he can do is respect Qingchi.

Feng Qingchi shook his head in a dazed expression, bit his lower lip tightly, blood was slightly oozing from the side of his thinned lips, and he just kept saying, "I don't know, I don't know!"

For the first time in her life, she didn't know what she should do.

She didn't know how she should face Wei Tan, she didn't know how she should get along with him in the future, most importantly, she couldn't solve the Wushang on Wei Tan!
There was nothing she could do about it.

No matter what she does, it can't make up for the suffering that Wei Tan has suffered in the past ten years!

"Prime Minister Bai never told you about this, just because he was afraid that you would feel guilty." Yan Luo looked at her and spoke in a low voice.Knowing this, the most difficult person to accept is her.

I have always been my most trusted best friend, and suddenly one day I found that the other party not only liked me for so many years, but also did so many things for me, and I was unable to respond to the other party's affection, and the person who was most helpless and guilty was her. .

With a low smile, the arc of Yanluo's lips was a little cold and self-deprecating, but she said seriously, "Qingchi, if you..." At this point, Yanluo had already squatted until her numb body slightly Shaking, Ruyu's exquisite face was also extremely miserable. After a pause, she said with difficulty, "If you leave, I... won't stop you!"

In a word, he uttered almost word by word with difficulty, exhausting all the strength in Yanluo's body, his face was pale and depressed.

After saying this sentence, Yan Luo felt that his throat was dry and painful, as if it had been scorched by a fire.

He said before that if she agreed to be with him, then, no matter what, he would not let her go, but... After all, he couldn't bear her dilemma.

He can embarrass everyone, except her, he can't do it.

I can't bear to see her suffer a little bit of grievance.

He was even more reluctant to bear the grievance she suffered because of him.

Feng Qingchi paused for a moment, his already deep eyes were like a deep pool of spring water, the ancient well was silent, silent, he pursed his lips, did not speak, a pair of eyes fell on Yan Luo's body quietly and deeply, not knowing where Think about something.

Yan Luo didn't speak again, but quietly held her in his arms.

At this moment, the bodies of both of them are icy cold, even through thick clothes, they can still feel the coldness on each other's skin.

Feng Qingchi didn't answer, and Yan Luo didn't want to hear the other party's answer either, the two of them remained silent like this, and in the room, there was only the sound of their slow breathing, which was extraordinarily clear.

Yan Luo lowered her eyes and said nothing.He could let her go, but he was afraid of hearing the answer she gave.

Human beings are so strange and complicated, they clearly have made the worst plan for the other party to leave in their hearts, but they still vaguely hope that she can stay.

"Yanluo, what if I leave?" Feng Qingchi's figure is very light, his eyes are very erratic, it seems to fall on Yanluo's body, and it seems to be looking into the distance through him.

The words froze slightly, in places that Feng Qingchi couldn't see, the beautiful eyes couldn't reflect any color, they were completely gray and white, but they still raised the corners of their lips slightly, and said in a soft and smiling voice, "I will Respect your choice." The words were gentle, like whispers between lovers.

"I know." Feng Qingchi tossed three words softly, and then asked again, "I'm asking what will happen to you after I leave?" She always knew that Yanluo would not make things difficult for her.

Yan Luo was stunned for a rare moment, the expression in his eyes was unclear, and he still spoke slowly with the words stained with a smile just now, "Don't worry about me, I will be fine!" The voice was very soft and soft, It's like the ice and snow that has just fallen from the branches of Ximu trees melts under the warm winter sun, and even has the smell of ice and snow, but it makes people feel warm.

Feng Qingchi was about to speak, at this moment, there was a sound of horseshoes outside, and then very light footsteps, slowly approaching the room.

The visitor is dressed in snow-colored white clothes, his eyebrows are still elegant and picturesque, a pair of indifferent glass eyes, like clouds and smoke, with the color of glass reflected in them, his thin lips are a little pale, and his black hair is only wearing a headband. Randomly folded behind his back, his elegant eyes, untouched by the world, and empty eyes, just quietly looked at the two hugging each other.

Yan Luo hugged Feng Qingchi, facing the wall, while Feng Qingchi, who was lying on top of her, was looking at the door of the room, with a pair of clear and deep eyes just in time to see the snow-colored figure walking into the room.

She saw that the slender snow-clothed man was still looking at her quietly, with a little tenderness in his eyes, then stretched out his fair and slender fingers and gently rubbed his temples, feeling helpless and slowly He opened his mouth, "You really came here!" There was a bit of emotion in the voice, a bit of sighing, and it was faint, and no other emotions could be heard.

Hearing the footsteps, Yanluo already knew who was coming, so it was not surprising to hear the other person's words, but his thin lips subconsciously tightened a little.

Feng Qingchi, on the other hand, has not spoken since he saw the other person's figure, his face is tense, apologetic, guilty, self-blame, deep and other complex emotions flashed in his eyes one by one, and finally converged and mixed together Together, it became a deep black.

Seeing Feng Qingchi like this, Bai Weitan pinched his nose and sighed again, but his eyes fell on Yanluo's back, and he said slowly, "Yanluo, do you mind if Ziran and I get together and chat alone? for a while?"

Naturally, Yan Luo didn't mind, and was about to stand up holding Feng Qingchi, but because she was squatting on the ground holding her for too long before, her legs were so numb that she completely lost consciousness, her body swayed slightly, and she staggered a few times, but she was still holding her. In the end, he put Feng Qingzhi on the ground firmly, and he fell directly to the ground.

A little helpless and embarrassed, but no embarrassment could be seen in his eyes, he slowly stood up from the ground rubbing his legs, and smiled slightly at the two of them, "Then you talk first!" After finishing speaking Then he dragged his still numb feet and walked out, limping slightly, his tall figure, plain white coat, and flying black hair, at this moment, fell into the eyes of Feng Qingchi and Bai Weitan , but suddenly with unprecedented loneliness and awe.

"Yanluo." Feng Qingchi said suddenly, his voice still a little hoarse.

Yan Luo stopped slowly, turned her head and looked at Feng Qingchi with a smile on her eyes, "What's wrong?"

Seeing such words, Feng Qingchi pursed his lips, took off the snow blue shirt on his body and threw it into his hands, "It's going to be cold, put it on!" The hoarse words were somewhat indescribably deep.

Yan Luo took the shirt, put it on, and strode away without saying anything.

Bai Weitan looked at the back of Yan Luo leaving, his eyes darkened slightly, a little deep, a little unpredictable, but it made people unable to see clearly the emotions inside.

Feng Qingchi didn't speak at all, but a pair of deep phoenix eyes quietly fell on Bai Weitan's body, with unprecedented complexity, and various emotions inside surged like a tide.

"Alas!" After looking at the other party for a long time, Bai Weitan sighed lightly, "You finally know!" There was an indescribable deep helplessness in the voice.

Hearing the other party's sigh, Feng Qingchi pursed his lips, fixed Bai Weitan in his eyes, and said a little stubbornly, "If Luoxi didn't tell me about this today, are you planning to hide it from me for the rest of your life?" ?”

"Yes." Bai Weitan looked at the other party with gentle eyes and a smile, without denying it.Ever since he made his choice that night, he never planned to let Ziran know about this matter, but he never thought that Luoxi would tell the whole story about that year.

That night, when I knew that the poison on Ziran's body was Wushang, at that time, Yiche left Yanfeng and couldn't make it in an hour. I didn't touch her and asked her to detoxify her. Thought, even started to do that, but at last, after hearing her faintly calling out to Yi Che, she stopped all her movements.

In the end, he couldn't bear her to be sad!

Hearing this, Feng Qingzhi bit her lip, and then bit her lip again, and finally looked at Bai Weitan fiercely, and roared with hatred: "Bai Weitan, you bastard!" It turned red in an instant, and the tears fell directly like a broken thread.

Bai Weitan froze completely, and froze in place for an instant, his lips as pale as ice crystals moved slightly, "You're crying!" The voice was very soft, obviously he just stated these words simply, but with extremely Complicated emotions, the glass-like eyes are no longer as indifferent as clouds and smoke, but the black color inside suddenly gathers and instantly smears elegant clouds and smoke.

At that time, because of the Gu, his figure was more than twice that of his peers. At that time, basically no one from the aristocratic family wanted to play with him, and even always laughed at him, but she didn't.

It was the first time I saw Ziran. At that time, she was only five years old. But it is very natural.

She softly called his little brother.

He was originally indifferent, but at that time, looking at the other party's extremely clear eyes and that soft voice, he unexpectedly responded to her.

After that, they would often play together, read books, play chess, chat, or sneak out of the palace to play.

Knowing that she is easy to be hungry and needs to eat at any time, Ziran often carries a small burden on her small shoulders, which contains all kinds of food to satisfy her hunger. One day, I read all the medical books in it, and finally knew that the old mysterious doctor Guibujiu had a way to relieve the gu, so she begged her father to send her to find Guibujiu.

But Gui Buhuo has a weird temper, and Rong Yi would be so soft-hearted and help her. Ziran was six years old at the time, her father couldn't hold her back, so he sent someone to send her to Cang Qiong Mountain. It was winter at that time, She knelt on the snow for three days and three nights before the old man in Xuanyi finally agreed to her. However, he also made a request that Ziran stay in Cangqiong Mountain to test poisons and medicines for him for a year.

When they met again, it was a year later. The little girl hadn't changed at all, her expression was still the same, childish and mature, very contradictory, but also very attractive. Instead, it was himself, because he had detoxified the poison , the body has lost a lot of weight, and she almost didn't recognize it when she stood in front of Ziran.

After that, the two of them basically hang out together all day, and then get to know Zishu, Yin Luoxi, Ye Shuying and others...

For so many years, she didn't cry when His Majesty passed away, she didn't cry when Ran Jiangshan was almost lost at the end of the year, she didn't cry when she was beheaded in public, even when she found out that Yiche married Shui Xiyin, she didn't cry like this in front of others tears on her face, but now, she is crying because of herself!
Bai Weitan couldn't tell what feeling he felt in his heart, but he moved subconsciously, and slowly approached Feng Qingchi, stretched out his fingertips and gently wiped off the glistening teardrops at the corners of her eyes, watching the teardrops slowly rolling on his fingertips. Slowly dizzy, the dark eyes became thicker again, bottomless.

Then, he put his tear-stained finger to his lips and licked it lightly.

It's not salty, it's astringent, very bitter and astringent, it's bitter to the heart, he doesn't like it.

"Ziran, don't cry!" Bai Weitan said, staring at the other party seriously.He doesn't like to see her cry, but he likes the way she smiles, innocent, indifferent, peaceful, treacherous, cold and arrogant, even if it's just a half-smile, it makes him happier than the way she is now.

"Bai Weitan, you bastard! You bastard!" Feng Qingchi just looked at Bai Weitan with tears in his eyes, and said in a harsh voice, the long and narrow phoenix eyes that were filled with tears kept staring at Bai Weitan.

Bai Weitan was a little at a loss, and stared at Feng Qingchi with a calm expression and complicated eyes.

"Bai Weitan, you bastard, how could you hide it from me for so many years? How could you not tell me that you have done so much for me behind my back? How could you?" The delicate but pale face was full of tears , when speaking, his voice was trembling slightly, he squatted down slowly in front of Bai Weitan, stretched out his hands to hug his knees, but did not take his eyes off Bai Weitan's body, and murmured in a low voice: " Bai Weitan, how can you? What do you tell me to do now?"

Who can tell her what she should do now? !

Bai Weitan leaned down in front of her, leaned very close, stretched out his fingers that were still hot, and wiped away the tears on Feng Qingchi's face, and said in a gentle and gentle voice, "Ziran!" He called softly, but did not speak again.

Gently pulling her up from the ground with both hands, she still said softly: "Okay, I'm a bastard, can you stop crying, your face will turn into a cat!" In the end, the words were filled with an unspeakable smile.

This kind of tone is not much different from Bai Weitan's usual tone of speech to Feng Qingchi, but it is still somewhat different. He was soft and indifferent before, and he controlled it very well. It's within the range of noticing any strangeness, but now that Feng Qingchi knows, Bai Weitan no longer deliberately hides his emotions, his voice is gentle and melodious, just like treating his most precious treasure.

Originally, the only person he wanted to hide was Ziran. Now that she knew about it, he didn't need to hide it anymore.

Feng Qingchi was crying at first, but when he heard the other party's words, he paused for a while, and then cried even more fiercely, even crying without suppressing his own voice, like a child who has been wronged a lot.

I was wronged to the extreme, hurt to the extreme, and sad to the extreme.

Bai Weitan had most coaxed Qixi who was coquettish and crying, but he had never seen Feng Qingchi like this, besides being stunned, he was more at a loss. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" Bai Weitan kept apologizing from the side.

Since he planned to keep this matter from her at the beginning, he shouldn't let her know now.

Hearing Bai Weitan's apology, Feng Qingzhi stopped crying, but the tears in his eyes became more turbulent, the tears blurred his vision, and the expression in his eyes also added a bit of indescribable deepness, which was simply unsightly. The expression in the bottom of the eyes is unclear.

"Why are you apologizing? After all these years, I've been the one who's sorry for you!" The voice was low and filled with forbearance.Obviously she is the one who is sorry for Wei Tan, but the person who should say sorry most is her.

"But, I made you cry!" Bai Weitan replied with a dull look, which is rare.He actually made Ziran cry, the woman he held in the palm of his hand, but he actually made her cry.

Feng Qingchi just shook his head, bit his lower lip and said with restraint, "Weitan, you shouldn't be so kind to me!" It's not worth it, she can't afford Weitan's affection at all.

Bai Weitan's eyes darkened slightly, he smiled lightly, but did not answer.Whether it's worth it or not, only he knows best.

He raised his sleeves again and reached out to wipe away the tears on Feng Qingchi's face, and said helplessly and disgustedly, "Okay, don't cry, I don't know how many years ago Chen Zhima rotted the millet, and now it's worth it for you." cry for it?!"

Feng Qingchi didn't speak, but his eyes, which had just been wiped dry of tears, were somewhat astringent.

Holding Feng Qingchi's hand, the two sat down on the bench, Bai Weitan looked at the pale woman in blue in front of him, sighed quietly again, and said slowly in a joking tone : "I didn't tell you back then because I was worried that I would be washed away by your tears. After so many years, it is still no different from what I expected!"

Feng Qingchi still didn't speak, just listened quietly with downcast eyes, the thick and curly eyelashes like crow's feathers fluttered up and down gently, like a feather fan, fluttering and fluttering, revealing a thin shadow on the eyelids .

Seeing that Feng Qingchi did not speak, Bai Weitan spoke slowly again, looking at her seriously, with deep eyes, "Ziran, this is a matter, it is my own choice, but it is only my choice, no matter what happens What, what the result is, is something I should bear, and I don't want you to feel any guilt."

Feng Qingchi looked up at the person in front of him, but remained silent.She knew it was only Wei Tan's choice, but Wei Tan was for her!

Seemingly understanding what Feng Qingchi was thinking, Bai Weitan said slowly, "I did this not necessarily for you, but more for myself, I just think that I won't regret doing this in the future."

Moreover, for so many years, he has never regretted this matter.

If there is anything he regrets in his life, the only thing is that he went to Shilijin when he was invited, and personally facilitated Yiche and Ziran's acquaintance, mutual understanding and love.

He has protected the person for so many years, but the person he fell in love with in the end was not him. At that time, he really had the urge to kill Yiche!

"I'm sorry!" Feng Qingchi's voice was extremely low and depressed.She knew that these words were of no use, she owed Wei Tan so much, I'm afraid she would never be able to pay for it in her whole life!

Looking at Feng Qingchi with her head bowed in front of her, her black hair flowed down from her left shoulder like a black brocade.

Bai Weitan stretched out his hand to caress the other party's black hair, and then patted her on the head, "Okay, I'll accept your words first!" He never felt that she did something wrong, it was him He just kept everything from her and kept her from knowing.

However, if it can make her feel at ease, it's okay to agree!

(End of this chapter)