Pastoral pamper: Cultivating the field, cultivating immortals, giving birth to cubs

Chapter 536

My name is Mu Nuan'an, a sophomore in fashion design.

After waking up from a dream during a summer vacation, some abnormalities appeared in my body.

I went to the hospital for an examination, and it turned out that I had kidney failure.The doctor and my parents said that if I can't find a kidney source in time, I won't survive the Spring Festival this year.

Only then did I realize that my body was riddled with holes, and this time, it was just a complication of kidney failure.

My mother told the doctor that her kidney was used. I was hiding outside when I heard it, and rushed in immediately. If my mother’s kidney was used, I would rather not have treatment.

My mother looked at me who rushed in, and suddenly cried, crying very sadly.

I tried my best to wipe away the tears on my mother's face, but her tears were like broken beads, dripping and dripping.

Dad just watched our mother and daughter embrace each other silently, and finally sighed.

rule!Of course it must be cured!

He made a decision.

From this day on, I was admitted to the hospital full of disinfectant smell.

Waiting for a suitable kidney source.

Medical expenses and hospitalization expenses flowed like running water.

The family, which was originally a little rich, was out of breath.

Mom never said that in front of me.

But I can still see from her face that life at home is getting more and more difficult.

Afterwards, I fell asleep longer and longer and woke up less and less.

I clearly sensed something was wrong with my body.

On this day, I entered each department again and checked it from the inside to the outside.

I wasn't surprised by the final result, on the contrary, I felt a little relieved.

Forgive her for this negativity.It's not that she hates life, but that she knows that she won't live long.

On the day the results came out, I begged my parents to arrange for me to be discharged from the hospital.

I don't want to waste the remaining time of my life in a ward full of disinfectant smell.

I don't like hospitals, never did.

In the end, my parents had no choice but to take me out of the hospital.

On the day I was discharged from the hospital, I was very happy. When the sun shone on my sick body, I smiled happily.

At this moment, I am like a child longing for light, hoping to run in the fields and embrace nature.Have the best time with your family.

On the day I was discharged from the hospital, my best friend who was studying abroad hurried back to China. Instead of going home, she rushed to my house immediately.

I laughed at her for still being reckless, full of vitality like a restless baby.

She laughed at me for getting worse and worse, and punched my arm, but there was a bruise.

I smiled and pulled down my sleeves, but she cried.Howling like a child.Many neighbors were alarmed.

I smiled and explained to the neighbors, but she dragged me behind, pointed at those neighbors and cursed.

I know, she just held her breath.

I pulled her behind and apologized to the neighbors with a smile, saying that she was broken in love, and asked them to forgive me.

After all, they have been neighbors for so many years, and they didn't blame her. On the contrary, they specially comforted her, saying that three-legged toads are not easy to find, but there are many men with two legs. , how to meet the right person?

After the neighbors left, I closed the door and laughed at her mercilessly.But she hugged her carefully, like treating a rare treasure.

I laughed at her, and she said bluntly, anyway, she let me laugh when she was broken in love.

On the second day after being discharged from the hospital, we went to the elementary school, junior high school, and high school we had studied together, and even went to the university I attended for a walk.

Met a lot of acquaintances, including a primary school principal with a beer belly, and a bald chemistry teacher...

After chatting for a few words, we left a new contact information.

I gave all those contact information to her, and said with a smile, I will rely on her to contact me in the future.

Who knows, she refused.

She said that it is better to do things like contact in person, so that the relationship is sincere enough, just like us.

I never made it through that year.

Feeling that the body is getting thinner, my parents and I are watching the snow in Hokkaido.

It's really beautiful there.

People say that the beauty of Hokkaido always exists in its purest form.

The sea of ​​flowers in summer and the boundless snow in winter.

And I have seen with my own eyes that Hokkaido in winter can indeed be remembered in people's hearts.

The icy snow scene is as beautiful as an illusion, and even the stars at night are flickering for it, shining on the snow-white ground, emitting enough light.

Every time my mother asks me to wear more clothes, it seems that in this way, I will not catch cold.

But I still caught a cold, and this time it came on very quickly.

I was sent back to the country overnight. When I was lying on the hospital bed, I was still thinking, if I can survive this winter, I will definitely come to see the summer in Hokkaido again.

In this way, everything seems complete.

However, I seem to be unable to hold on anymore, my body is like a funnel pierced with thousands of holes.No matter how it is treated, it cannot be cured.

The night before I left, I secretly took my mother's cell phone and deleted all my photos.

I also logged into the social software that I hadn't logged in for a long time, deleted all the updates, and finally, only one was left.

[Let the past pass, let the future come. 】

Please allow her to be a little hypocritical, after all, she doesn't know where she will be in the coming year.

When the doctor pronounced me dead, the noises related to me were unusually frequent.

I seem to have caught a glimpse of the male god I have a crush on privately message me, asking me how I am doing recently.

I just smiled and ran my fingers across the screen, like the state of my soul right now.

Later... Later I came to this world and wandered around.

Until I met her, a girl with the same name and surname as mine, who was exactly the same.

She is bright and generous, beautiful and moving.

Lived the way I expected.

At this moment, I vaguely understand why I can travel through time and space and wander around.

It turns out that I was just a bit of obsession!

I let her off the third floor, she should be higher up.Instead of being trapped in front of a touch of obsession.

After she left, my soul seemed lighter, oh no, I don't have a soul.I'm just obsessed.

I can tell that I am really going to dissipate this time, but I don't regret it.

I hope she can get better and live the life I want.

In the end, I dragged my remnant body and walked through the space-time tunnel again. At this time, I had already collapsed, leaving only a thin shadow.

I came to my former home and easily entered through the wall. My parents still kept my room.

But next to my room, there is a small room where my younger brother lives.

I know that Mom and Dad listened to the advice left to them.

Now he is already at the age of elementary school, but he is very sensible and seems to have inherited all the advantages of my previous life.Allow me to fuck up for a while.

I stayed there for so long that I completely lost consciousness.

I have also seen my parents wiping tears secretly at night, and at this time, my dear brother would come rushing over, open his hands, and give them a little hug.

Seeing this, I know, I should go...

　Here, the space-time shuttle has a gap between time and space. I believe everyone has already seen it. I feel sad for the previous code.

　　This book is really badly written, and I know it.

　　If you can't stand it, you don't have to watch it.

　　Also, the story is coming to an end here, and some places seem to be unclear, and the foreshadowing in front is somewhat useless. Of course, I will continue to write these later.Don't worry.

　　Well, that's it for today.A special episode for everyone, I will continue to code.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)