Midsummer is not thin

Chapter 118

After going to university, Su Qi became a singer in Yayun, while An Xuexia was still in high school, but faced the college entrance examination.But even so, the two of them will try their best to find time to meet——

It was almost dusk, and the sunset was dazzlingly beautiful.The surrounding clouds are baked into a peach blossom color, which is too beautiful to behold.Turn left on the fourth floor, and the third house is a recording studio.An Xuexia was still wearing her grass green school uniform, holding a white thermos bucket in her hand, standing in front of the French windows.She tried to look inside, Su Qi was recording.

Seeming to have found her, Su Qi's singing stopped abruptly, and his eyes fixed on her.She waved to him lightly, then looked at him with a smile.The sound engineer is a man in his early forties, he seems to be the best sound engineer in Yayun - only the best singer will not bury him.

Su Qi stood up and said, "Senior, I..."

"I'm tired today, I'll continue tomorrow morning."

The sound engineer interrupted him and said to the other dubbing personnel.He admires Su Qi's talent very much, and Su Qi never plays big names, so he also saves face for Su Qi.It seems that Su Qi is a very dedicated person, only An Xuexia would let him give up his job——

"Thank you senior."

In front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, Su Qi took the thermos and said, "Is it chicken soup again?" His voice was very gentle.

"That's right, it's chicken soup again!" An Xuexia smiled, then turned and walked to the right.Su Qi followed, and the figures of the two disappeared in the corridor.

He was still driving, and she held the thermos bucket, looking forward like water.He would concentrate on driving most of the time, but there were also times when he was distracted looking at her.He then handed her the keys, she got out of the car to open the door, and he drove the car into the garage.The plot has been staged dozens of times, but it becomes more and more moving.

Living room on the second floor.It is surrounded by glass on all sides, and there is a terrace outside. There are deck chairs, parasols and evergreen flower stands on the terrace.Inside is a creamy white sofa, a green coffee table, four white curtains, and some furniture.Everything is so simple, and there is a touch of sadness.Why all the cool colors?He still hasn't changed at all.

As soon as An Xuexia poured the chicken soup into the bowl, Su Qi opened the door and walked in.The black clothes on his body made his already thin body even thinner.Su Qi looked down at the chicken soup on the table, then picked it up and fed it into his mouth spoonful by spoonful.She sat on the sofa and looked at him with her chin resting on her face, smiling

"How are you recently?" Su Qi sat down and asked gently.

"Fortunately, the college entrance examination is coming soon, and the pressure is too much. -By the way, I have a few questions that are not correct. You can help me look at them later - put it here, I will go outside."

An Xuexia took out a piece of paper from her pocket, then got up and walked out.

Su Qi looked at the back of her leaving, feeling a little disappointed in his heart.There is a dense layer of oil droplets floating on the chicken broth.As soon as he exhaled, the oil droplets swayed up and down.From the soup, he can see his own handsome outline, and he can also see the loss in his eyes.

He put down the bowl, picked up the paper and looked at it for a few minutes, and soon he had the idea to solve the problem.He took a pen and quickly wrote down the steps to solve the problem on the paper, holding the pen with his white fingers - soon there was a large piece of elegant writing on the paper.Su Qi's handwriting is as beautiful as that of a girl. Many times the teacher will think that this person must be a well-behaved girl when they don't see this person——

Su Qi started to play the piano, until An Xuexia walked in holding a tank of goldfish——

"You must be boring by yourself. I found two little friends to accompany you. You see, they don't need to be fed three meals a day. Just change the water and throw some food in, and you can leave them alone for a day. I hope they can let you You don't feel lonely anymore—"

Singing your own love songs in the lonely night is the saddest thing.The two had agreed that they would confirm their relationship when Su Qi was 20 years old.He will be 20 in a few months—as for why he has to wait until he is [-], he himself does not know.Maybe, at that time, he was capable enough to protect her from harm; maybe, at that time, they were both mature enough; maybe, he just wanted to comfort his lonely heart, fearing that she would fall in love with others.

In front of An Xuexia, all of Su Qi's self-confidence disappeared.The noble temperament in front of others actually completely disappeared when facing An Xuexia.He always felt that he was not worthy of An Xuexia.That's why he's trying to get ahead.Perhaps, a little inferiority complex is always better than arrogance?At least a little low self-esteem can make people work hard to overcome their shortcomings, while arrogance can make people lose themselves.

Sitting on the couch, the chicken soup is still there.But when I stretched out my fingers to touch it, it was icy cold, reaching my heart and nerves.Looking forward to her coming, but afraid of her coming.Because what you have to bear after the momentary happiness is even more unbearable loneliness and emptiness.From the beginning to the end, he was just an abandoned child. Even if Uncle An and Xiao Xia treated him well, they were just passers-by after all.I am always alone——

Su Qi walked to the French window and slowly sat down on the floor.Rest your right hand on your knee and bury your head in the crook of your arm.The pink and purple lace on the wrist swayed in the night wind.His deep black bangs, his meteor-like eyes, his emerald-like sword eyebrows, his thin lips that always smile with indifference and sarcasm, and his jade-like neck are all hidden by him.Only the slender hands and the lace were exposed——

Only the ribbon fluttered in the corner of the curtain lifted by the night wind. Apart from the only living ribbon, there seemed to be no living thing on him.Even a human being is just a shell whose soul has been taken out.

No matter how tired, no matter how exhausted, he will not let himself fall, he will never allow himself to fall.Because he firmly believes in one sentence - children who are forgotten by God and children who are abandoned by others should live a more wonderful life than anyone else. Only in this way can those who forget themselves pay attention, and those who abandon themselves regret for life.

But no matter how you pretend, you can't escape your heart.The fragility deep in his heart is the pain that only he can see.I would rather chew this pain slowly by myself than bring this pain to those around me.You've already hurt yourself, so why let someone else hurt you again?Therefore, all he brought to An Xuexia was a smile——

He smiled and looked up at the sky at a 45-degree angle.With a cup of coffee in his left hand and his right hand in his trouser pocket, there is a hint of rebelliousness on the brow.

(End of this chapter)