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Chapter 301 So What If You Still Love Me?

Felena's sudden kiss made me turn pale in shock!But what shocked me even more was that she said just now that she has never forgotten me in the past three years!

My heart was in a mess all of a sudden.what happened?what happened?Is Felena crazy?Since breaking up with me, she swung her sword of wisdom to cut through love, and never had any contact with me again.After so many years, not to mention her, even I have forgotten the previous relationship.Why now that she sees that I am getting married, she actually tells me that she has never forgotten me?

Fei Leina's small mouth is still as sweet as it was more than three years ago, but at this moment, I don't have the mood to taste it again, so I hurriedly stretched out my hand and pushed her away, calling: "Fei Leina, what are you doing?"

Fei Leina's eyes were full of fanaticism at the moment.It seemed that the feelings that had been suppressed for a long time suddenly erupted, and she also shouted: "What am I doing? Don't you understand? I still love you! Idiot!"

I opened my mouth wide and couldn't say anything.My mind was muddled, and I didn't know how to react.

After Fei Leina yelled this sentence, tears suddenly rolled down again.Sobbing, she looked at me obsessively and said: "I have never forgotten you. In the past three years, I have not missed a day without thinking about you. Dai Yong, Dai Yong, how can you fall in love with other women? What you said, love me forever and never change. Have you forgotten all these words? "

I……

I'm really in a mess, so messed up that I can't think about the problem anymore.Subconsciously, I pushed Felena away from me and stood up abruptly.It's just that after I stood up, I didn't know what I was going to do, and I didn't know what I should say.I had no choice but to walk around chaotically in this small private room.

Fei Leina seemed to be extremely sad, crying and wiping her tears non-stop.I took out my cigarette, lit one and puffed on.

Perhaps, cigarettes really have a calming effect.After I took a few big puffs of smoke, my disordered mind gradually calmed down, and my mind began to wake up a little bit.

So, I felt something was wrong.Since Fei Leina kept saying that she still loved me, she never forgot me all these years.Then why didn't she hear from me after she left?Whether it is a phone call or a letter to me, it can make me understand her heart and strengthen my heart to wait for her to come back.Didn't she ever think that after such a long time, no matter how hot the relationship was at the beginning, it would cool down.And I will come out of that relationship and start another relationship?
Also, since Fei Leina came back, it's not that I haven't met her.Since she hasn't given up on me yet, why didn't she tell me when she first met me.Now seeing that Tang Xiaoru and I are getting married, did he tell me that she still loves me?I remember seeing her in the coffee shop that time, Fei Leina's performance was very cold.At that time, in order to test whether she still had feelings for me, Lu Fei did not hesitate to show her that she wanted to pursue me.But Fei Leina remained indifferent, and even encouraged Lu Fei to work hard.

Why?Why did she behave like that at that time, but now, she comes to tell me that she still loves me?

I was full of doubts, turned around, and looked at Feleina who was still wiping tears very puzzled.After taking another deep puff of the cigarette, I walked back and sat down, and began to calmly say to her: "Felena, sit down, can I ask you a few questions?"

At this moment, Fei Leina probably had enough crying.Hearing that I asked her to sit down, she gave a soft oh, turned around, and actually wanted to sit next to me.

I hastily stretched out my hand to block it, and then said seriously: "It's not here, but sit in your original seat."

Fei Leina raised her small mouth and gave me a very resentful expression.Unmoved, I pointed to the seat opposite me, signaling her not to do this with me, and to sit on the opposite side for me obediently.

Now Fei Leina had no choice but to resentfully transfer her little butt that had been moved to the opposite seat.I put out the half of the cigarette in the ashtray first, then picked up my can of beer, raised my head and took two gulps.

Letting out a long breath, I started to say: "Okay, you said you still love me, then I'm going to ask. Have you never thought of contacting me in the United States all these years? Even if you make an international call It’s very expensive, isn’t it so difficult to write a letter? You haven’t heard from you for so long, and you haven’t told me what you think, are you not afraid that I will forget you completely?”

Fei Leina's expression suddenly became sad, she lowered her head, seemed to hesitate for a while, and then whispered: "The reason is very complicated. First, when I first came to the United States, my mother was very strict with me. She sent a People follow me day and night because they are afraid that I will not forget you, so they do everything possible to get in touch with you. Secondly, I also felt ashamed to call you at the time, after all, it was I who proposed to break up..."

I just said oh, and didn't try to get serious with her, so I continued to ask: "Even if you have no chance to contact me in the United States, but last time we met in a coffee shop, why didn't you tell me what you just said?"

When answering this question, Feleina didn't hesitate, she raised her head and looked into my eyes, and said to me very seriously: "The time has not come yet, I just took over the family business, and I haven't really grasped the power yet. Originally, according to my idea, once I can control everything, I can get rid of my mother's shackles and do what I want to do. In fact, I have planned it all. When I am full-fledged, I will Arrange for my parents to go abroad for the elderly. Once they leave, I have the final say on everything here, and no one can go against my will. At that time, I can pursue you openly, and pay what I owed you before. Make up for it all."

I was stunned when I heard it, and after a long while, I said amusedly: "You mean, after you have gained power, you can stop listening to your mother?"

Fei Leina bit her lip and said, "At least, I will be able to protect our love from any interference!"

I could only shake my head helplessly, feeling unable to understand Fei Leina's thoughts.In my opinion, no matter how much power a person has, his parents are still his parents.On the issue of love and marriage, as long as your parents disagree, can you still use your power to force them to agree?

Besides, I thought again, actually figuring this out is meaningless.So what if Felena still loves me?I already have a lover and am about to get married.It's impossible for me to give up the present happiness and have some illusory love affair with Fei Leina.

Thinking of my current lover, my mind gradually became clearer.Yes, I have found my happiness, there is no need to entangle the past.Whether Fei Leina loves me or not, it is impossible for me to be with her anymore.That being the case, why should I ask her so much?
So, I shook my head with a smile and said: "Felina, no matter what you say, there is one fact that cannot be changed. That is, I am getting married soon. Forget about the past .We can still be friends in the future, okay?"

Fei Leina cried out immediately: "Of course not! I have no objection to who you marry, who told me to owe you? But Tang Xiaoru can't do it. I feel ashamed to compete with her for a man!"

(End of this chapter)